Katie Johnson's full testimony of 2/11/16

Summary

Dieses Video-Transkript enthüllt schockierende Vorwürfe gegen Donald Trump. Die Sprecherin, die damals 13 Jahre alt war, beschreibt, wie sie und andere Mädchen von Jeffrey Epstein in sexuellen Handlungen mit Trump verwickelt wurden. Sie erzählt von traumatischen Erlebnissen, einschließlich einer Vergewaltigung, und wie sie von Trumps rassistischen und sexistischen Kommentaren beobachtete. Die Sprecherin offenbart ihre Angst und Verzweiflung und erklärt, warum sie jetzt ans Licht kommt, als Trump für die Präsidentschaft kandidiert.

Takeaways

• 🗣️ Die Person gab an, freiwillig zum Interview gekommen zu sein und nichts dafür versprochen bekommen zu haben.
• 🤝 Sie traf Donald Trump zuvor bei Parties, die von Mr. Jeffrey Epstein veranstaltet wurden, und hatte mehrere Begegnungen mit ihm.
• 👧 Der erste Kontakt mit Trump fand bei einem Orgie in Epsteins Mansion statt, als sie 13 Jahre alt war.
• 🧤 Trump verlangte, dass sie einen Handjob für ihn vornimmt, jedoch mit einem Handschuh, der von ihrer Vermittlerin geliefert wurde.
• 💰 Epstein war ein Milliardär und Trumps Freund, der für sexuelle Parties verantwortlich zeichnete.
• 🚫 Die Person kam nach New York, um Model zu werden, wurde aber von einer Frau namens Tiffany rekrutiert, die sie zu diesen Parties lud.
• 🕊️ Tiffany versprach, ihr den Einstieg in die Model-Branche zu erleichtern, allerdings wurde sie für sexuelle Dienste eingesetzt.
• 🛌 Epstein wusste, dass sie 13 Jahre alt war, als er sie interviewte und versuchte, sie zu missbrauchen.
• 💸 Sie erhielt Geld von Epstein für ihre Teilnahme an den Parties.
• 😢 Die Person beschreibt traumatische Erfahrungen mit Trump, einschließlich sexuellen Übergriffen und Missbrauchs.
• 🏠 Nach den Parties mussten die Mädchen zu Epstein zurückkehren und ihm über die Ereignisse Bericht erstatten.
• 😡 Die Person kritisiert Trumps rassistische Äußerungen und sein Verhalten gegenüber Minderheiten.
• 🚫 Trump soll sie während eines 'Rape-Fantasie'-Szenarios missbraucht haben, was zu tiefgreifenden psychologischen Auswirkungen führte.
• 👶 Die Person fürchtet, Kinder zu haben, und ist traumatisch beeinflusst von ihren Erfahrungen mit Trump.
• 👥 Sie vertraute einer Freundin an, die alles über ihre Erfahrungen weiß und unterstützt sie.
• 🏛️ Die Person entschied sich, ihre Geschichte zu erzählen, als sie sah, dass Trump Präsidentschaftskandidat war, um das Land vor ihm zu bewahren.
• 🚫 Sie fühlt sich nicht wohl in Beziehungen und hat Schwierigkeiten, Vertrauen zu Männern aufzubauen, was auf ihre traumatischen Erfahrungen zurückzuführen ist.

Q & A

Wie alt war die Zeugin, als sie Donald Trump zum ersten Mal bei einer Party traf?

Die Zeugin war 13 Jahre alt, als sie Donald Trump zum ersten Mal bei einer Party traf.

Was war das Anliegen von Tiffany, als sie die Zeugin zu den Parties einlud?

Tiffany wollte die Zeugin helfen, in die Model-Branche einzusteigen und sie auf Parties vorstellen, um Kontakte zu knüpfen.

Wie reagierte Donald Trump, als er von der Zeugin hörte, dass sie 13 Jahre alt ist?

Er zeigte Interesse an der Zeugin, weil sie jung und eine Jungfrau war, und schien sie zu mögen, weil sie ihm ähnlich sah wie seine Tochter.

Was war das Besondere an der Party, bei der die Zeugin Donald Trump zum ersten Mal begegnete?

Die Party, bei der die Zeugin Donald Trump zum ersten Mal begegnete, hatte eine Orgie, und er beobachtete von der Seite.

Was wurde von der Zeugin von ihrem Rekrutierer gesagt, als sie widerwillig schien, Donald Trump eine Handjob zu erteilen?

Ihr Rekrutierer sagte ihr, dass sie es tun müsse und dass sie einen Handschuh tragen müsse, um Mr. Trumps Penis zu berühren.

Wie oft hat die Zeugin Donald Trump bei den Parties getroffen?

Die Zeugin hatte insgesamt drei oder vier Begegnungen mit Donald Trump bei den Parties.

Was war das Motiv der Zeugin, ihre Erfahrungen mit Donald Trump öffentlich zu machen?

Die Zeugin wollte ihre Erfahrungen öffentlich machen, weil sie glaubte, dass die Amerikaner wissen müssen, welche Art von Mensch Donald Trump ist, insbesondere als er sich um die Präsidentschaft bewirbt.

Wie reagierte die Zeugin auf Donald Trumps rassistische Äußerungen während der Parties?

Die Zeugin war sehr unbehaglich über seine rassistischen Äußerungen, die sich auf Juden, Menschen hispanischer Herkunft und Schwarze bezogen.

Was war das Letzte, was die Zeugin von Donald Trump erlebte, bevor sie die Parties nicht mehr besuchen wollte?

Das Letzte, was die Zeugin erlebte, war ein Vorfall, bei dem Donald Trump eine sexuelle Gewalt ausführte, während sie ihm weigerte und um Hilfe schrie.

Wie hat diese Erfahrung die Zeugin beeinflusst?

Diese Erfahrung hat die Zeugin tief beeinflusst, sie hat Schwierigkeiten, gesunde Beziehungen zu pflegen, und sie kann Männer nie wieder vertrauen.

Was hat die Zeugin darüber gesagt, wie sie ihre Erfahrungen mit anderen geteilt hat?

Die Zeugin hat ihre Erfahrungen nur mit einer enge Freundin geteilt, die alles weiß und die sie bis heute unterstützt.

Outlines

00:00

🤝 Erste Begegnung mit Trump bei Epsteins Orgie

Der Abschnitt beschreibt die erste Begegnung des Interviewers mit Donald Trump bei einer Orgie in Jeffrey Epsteins Anwesenheit. Der Interviewer war 13 Jahre alt und wurde von Trump aufgefordert, einen Handjob zu leisten, was er unter Zwang seiner Vermittlerinnen tat. Trump verlangte, dass ein Handschuh verwendet wird, bevor er die Hand des Interviewers wegschob und sein Orgasmus erreichte. Der Abschnitt gibt auch Einblicke in die Beziehung zwischen Epstein und Trump sowie die Rekrutierung des Interviewers für diese Parties durch eine Frau namens Tiffany, die ihm half, in die Modewelt einzusteigen.

05:01

👧 Trump und Epsteins Interesse an jungen Mädchen

In diesem Abschnitt wird die Vorliebe von Donald Trump und Jeffrey Epstein für junge Mädchen dargestellt. Trump soll Interesse an dem Interviewer gezeigt haben, weil er seiner Tochter ähnlich sah, die ebenfalls 13 Jahre alt war. Der Interviewer beschreibt, wie er von Tiffany dazu gebracht wurde, an den Parties teilzunehmen, und wie Epstein ihn interviewte, ohne sein Einverständnis zu sexuellen Handlungen zu geben. Es wird auch erwähnt, dass Trump wusste, dass der Interviewer 13 Jahre alt war.

10:08

🗣️ Rassistische Äußerungen Trumps und weitere sexuelle Erlebnisse

Der Interviewer erinnert sich an rassistische Kommentare Trumps gegenüber Epstein und anderen Menschen, einschließlich Verweise auf Juden, Menschen spanischer und arabischer Abstammung. Des Weiteren schildert er ein zweites sexuelles Erlebnis mit Trump, bei dem dieser eine Kondom-Vorschrift verlangte, bevor der Interviewer ihm Oral-sex leistete. Trumps sexuelle Praktiken und sein Interesse an jungen Mädchen werden weiter betont.

15:13

😨 Sexueller Missbrauch und Trumps Fantasien

Dieser Abschnitt enthält eine detaillierte Beschreibung des sexuellen Missbrauchs des Interviewers durch Trump, der als Teil einer Fantasie umgesetzt wurde. Der Interviewer schildert, wie er in eine Szenerie hineingezogen wurde, in der er und eine andere Maid von Trump sexuell belästigt wurden. Trump soll während des Vorfalls aggressive und dominante Verhaltensweisen gezeigt haben, die den Interviewer und die andere Frau in Angst versetzten.

20:13

😞 Langfristige Auswirkungen der traumatischen Erlebnisse

Der Interviewer reflektiert über die Auswirkungen seiner traumatischen Erlebnisse auf sein Leben. Er beschreibt, wie die Vorfälle mit Trump seine Selbstwürdigkeit und sein Vertrauen in Männer zerstört haben. Er gibt an, dass er Schwierigkeiten hat, gesunde Beziehungen aufrechtzuerhalten und oft dazu neigt, sie zu sabotieren. Der Abschnitt endet mit der Aussage des Interviewers, dass er nie wieder Trump sehen möchte, da er eine tiefe Angst vor ihm hat.

25:13

💔 Der Einfluss auf Beziehungen und das Selbstbild

In diesem letzten Abschnitt spricht der Interviewer über die Schwierigkeiten, Beziehungen aufzubauen und aufrechtzuerhalten, die durch die traumatischen Erfahrungen mit Trump verursacht wurden. Er erklärt, dass er sich unwert von Liebe und Aufmerksamsams fühlt und dass er Beziehungen, die funktionieren könnten, aus Angst vor Nähe und Verletzung zerstört. Der Abschnitt endet mit der Feststellung, dass solche traumatischen Ereignisse nie vollständig überwunden werden können und dass sie das Leben des Interviewers tiefgreifend beeinflusst haben.

Keywords

💡Freiwilligkeit

Freiwilligkeit bezieht sich auf die Handlung, die aus eigenen Überzeugungen und ohne Zwang ausgeführt wird. Im Kontext des Skripts wird angedeutet, dass die Person zu dem Interview aus eigenem Antrieb kam, ohne dass ihr etwas dafür versprochen wurde. Dies ist wichtig, um die Glaubwürdigkeit ihrer Aussagen zu betonen.

💡Wahrheit

Wahrheit ist die Übereinstimmung mit den tatsächlichen Gegebenheiten oder Fakten. Das Interviewee versichert, dass ihre Aussagen während des Interviews wahr sind, was für das Verständnis der Authentizität ihres Berichts über die Ereignisse entscheidend ist.

💡Donald Trump

Donald Trump ist ein prominenter Politiker und Unternehmer, der in diesem Skript als zentrale Figur erwähnt wird. Die Person beschreibt ihre Begegnungen mit ihm und beschuldigen ihn, sie in jungen Jahren sexuell zu belästigen.

💡Jeffrey Epstein

Jeffrey Epstein war ein US-amerikanischer Finanzmann, der für das organisieren von sexuellen Ausbeutungspartien verurteilt wurde. Im Skript wird er als derjenige beschrieben, der für die Organisation von sexuellen Parties verantwortlich war, an denen auch Donald Trump teilgenommen haben soll.

💡Sexuelle Ausbeutung

Sexuelle Ausbeutung bezieht sich auf die Nutzung von jemandem für sexuelle Zwecke, oft gegen dessen Willen. Das Interviewee beschreibt, wie sie in jungen Jahren sexuell ausgenutzt wurde, was das zentrale Thema des Skripts ist.

💡Modelwunsch

Der Wunsch, ein Modell zu werden, führt die Person in die Situation, in der sie ausgenutzt wird. Im Skript erwähnt sie, dass sie nach New York kam, um zu versuchen, ein Modell zu werden, was sie in die Hände von Tätern führte.

💡Recruiter

Ein Recruiter ist jemand, der Menschen für bestimmte Zwecke rekrutiert. Im Kontext des Skripts wird Tiffany als eine Art Recruiter beschrieben, die die Person für die Parties anheuert, ohne dass sie sich der wahrscheinlichen Konsequenzen bewusst ist.

💡Scham

Scham ist ein Gefühl der Verlegenheit oder des Bedauerns über etwas, das als peinlich oder beschämend angesehen wird. Die Person im Skript spricht von ihrem Bedauern und ihrer Scham über die Erfahrungen, die sie gemacht hat.

💡Rassismus

Rassismus ist die Diskriminierung oder Abwertung von Menschen aufgrund ihrer Rasse oder Ethnie. Das Interviewee beschreibt, wie Donald Trump rassistische Kommentare machte, was das allgemeine Bild von seiner Persönlichkeit vervollkommnet.

💡Selbstvertrauen

Selbstvertrauen ist das Gefühl der Sicherheit und des Glaubens an eine's eigene Fähigkeiten und Wert. Die Person im Skript sagt, dass ihre Erfahrungen ihr Selbstvertrauen und Selbstwert geschädigt haben, was ihre Beziehungen und ihr Leben beeinträchtigt hat.

💡Sexueller Missbrauch

Sexueller Missbrauch ist das Fehlen von Zustimmung oder das Ausnutzen einer Person für sexuelle Handlungen. Im Skript wird dies durch die Beschreibung der Ereignisse, in denen die Person als Jugendliche sexuell missbraucht wurde, dargestellt.

💡Trauma

Trauma ist eine tiefgreifende psychologische Verletzung, die durch ein schockierendes oder gefährliches Ereignis verursacht wird. Das Interviewee spricht über das Trauma, das ihr durch die sexuellen Übergriffe verursacht wurde und das ihre Beziehungen und ihr Leben nachhaltig beeinflusst hat.

Highlights

The interviewee voluntarily participated in the interview without any promises made to them.

Encountered Donald Trump at parties hosted by Jeffrey Epstein while being only 13 years old.

Trump requested a handjob from the interviewee at an orgy, which she reluctantly performed using a glove.

Jeffrey Epstein was described as a billionaire friend of Trump who organized sex parties.

The interviewee was recruited under the pretense of a modeling career but ended up at sex parties.

Epstein was aware of the interviewee's age and made inappropriate advances towards her.

Trump was informed of the interviewee's age and seemed to take a liking to her because of her youth.

The interviewee decided to come forward due to Trump's presidential campaign, feeling a responsibility to reveal his character.

Trump's racist remarks and derogatory language towards various ethnic groups were witnessed.

The interviewee received money from Epstein for attending the parties.

A detailed account of a forced sexual encounter with Trump, including a rape fantasy scenario.

Trump's aggressive behavior and use of power to intimidate during the sexual encounter.

The interviewee's emotional trauma and fear of Trump, which has affected her ability to trust and be in relationships.

The lasting impact on the interviewee's self-esteem and self-worth due to the traumatic experiences.

The interviewee's contemplation of the potential consequences of sharing her story and her commitment to informing the public.

A reflection on the potential damage that could be done to young girls and the responsibility of society to make informed choices.

The interviewee's experience with therapy and the recognition of the need to address her past trauma.

Transcripts

I came to this interview on my free will.  No, there was nothing promised to me for  

doing this interview. Yes, everything that  I say at this interview will be the truth.

I met Donald Trump at some parties that I was  working for Mr. Jeffrey Epstein. There was  

about three or four times that I had encounters  with Donald Trump. I was 13. The first time that  

I met Donald Trump was at a party at Jeffrey  Epstein's mansion. We were he was --- there  

was an orgy going on, and he was kind of watching  off in the distance. And and he basically asked  

if I could come over and give him give him a hand  job. And at first I wasn't very comfortable with  

it this was like my first or second party, and I  I didn't you know I didn't think that that was my  

responsibility, but my recruiter told me that  I needed to do it so I agreed to and then he  

you know I said I said began to uh --- sorry  this is a little difficult ---- but before I  

gave him a hand job he kind of slapped my hand  away and said you need to use a glove. And the  

recruiter ran over and handed me a glove  and said 'no one touches Mr. Trump's penis  

without a glove'. So I needed to use a glove. I  gave him a hand job and then immediately after,  

you know, he he had an orgasm he left,  and I didn't see him again at that party.

Jeffrey Epstein is a billionaire friend of Donald  Trump's that was responsible for throwing the sex  

parties. There was --- I originally came to New  York trying to be a model and in my travels I met  

a girl named Tiffany there who was very interested  in me and said that you know she that's what she  

did is that she helped girls you know get what  they wanted and and she could help me get it and  

get into modeling that she knew a lot of people  that were that were higher ups and that it would  

be no problem. And so that's why you know she  but I would just basically have to come model  

at a couple of events and meet some people. It  would be no sweat. So of course I went you know  

that it sounded like no big deal. And she was  recruiting the girls to come to these parties,  

and they all looked I mean most of them  were near my age there was you know maybe  

a couple girls that were maybe 14 or 15 but it  seemed to me like we were all very young so.

Jeffrey Epstein knew that I was 13 years  old. When he interviewed me he asked me  

to get down to my bra my just my panties and  I thought that was weird but I mean modeling  

maybe it was something about my figure and he  asked that I give him a massage so he and then  

he asked me my age he asked me and I told him  you know I've told him that I was 13 I told him  

why I was there and and he basically said well  you'll do you know I'm sure that you'll you'll  

fit pretty nicely here and then he he tried  to basically slip himself inside of me. And I  

pushed him away and I said I'm because ---- at  that point in time I still believed that there  

was models and then there was the girls that did  that like I thought there was a separation. So,  

um yeah I told him that I wasn't interested  in that, but he said that I would do.

And as far as Donald Trump, he knew that I  was 13 and I believe that Tiffany told him.  

He seemed to take a liking to me, because I was  I was so young and I was also a virgin -- so,  

I don't know he's it seemed like he wasn't  really into having having girls that that  

were liked by the other guys he kind of ---  you know the whole glove --- and he kind of  

liked things to be his first you know if  that for lack of you know better term,  

but he was the one who wanted to get to  get to a girl before everyone else did.

Donald's Trump knew that I was 13, because  the first the first night that I was there  

Tiffany actually suggested that, and she  had a whole bunch of different wings than  

I expressed interest in them you know I  always told her that I would love to walk  

around blue hair and so I tried some on  and there was a blonde wig that she said  

that looked great on me so I wore that wig. And  Donald Trump had specifically asked about me,  

because I remind him of his daughter  and she said well she's 13 as well. So,  

he knew the first time that he saw me but he took  a liking to me because I look like his daughter.

The reason I'm coming out now is when  it happened originally I just wanted to  

forget about the whole incident and when I saw  that he was running for President, I felt it  

was my responsibility to come out and tell our  country what kind of man this person is. I don't  

think that he should even be the dog catcher let  alone running the greatest country in the world.

After I met Tiffany at the bus station, she  took me to basically went to her house her  

apartment and got ready I put on a blonde wig,  because it seemed fun to pretend to be someone  

different but we went to the party that I  was basically entering interviewing for.  

And Jeffrey Epstein was the one that was  running the party. He had a quick meeting  

with everyone that was employed there,  and he had a private interview with me.

The first time that I met Jeffrey Epstein he  did try to force himself inside of me without  

getting the go-ahead or anything and then  on the it was probably about the third or  

fourth party is when he basically forced  it was it was another massage and it was  

basically like it wasn't sex but it was there  was penetration and I told him that I didn't  

want that but he kind of got a little irritated  so I don't know there was something about him  

that I guess I kind of held him like I  helped a lot of resentment towards him.

By that time that that happened I I  kind of already started catching on  

that maybe I wasn't there for  modeling and maybe I was just  

getting used for things and I felt  that kind of held him responsible.

Um I did receive money to go to these parties.  After every party I was paid by Mr. Epstein.  

There wasn't --- out of all the girls that  were there with me I never I've most of them  

were 13 14 I think the oldest one might have  been 16 just but just turned 16. I mean she'd  

been there for a while. It was actually ---  it was Tiffany he was it he was he he liked  

to watch but other people have sex I I mean  it was must and he he's the germ doesn't like  

germs so he rather than partaking. He just  watches so Tiffany I informed him that I was  

the virgin and so he was I was basically sorry  I right so it was Tiffany who introduced us.

The second time that I saw Mr. Trump was same  scenario he was on-looking so at an orgy and  

Tiffany came over to me and said that Donald Trump  had requested that I perform oral sex on him. And  

never I'd never done something like that with  anybody so I was a little nervous so I walked  

up to him and he was standing and saying they're  very proud like and I just kind of moved to that  

direction and he's kind of slapped me away and  said what are you doing you know you need to put  

a condom on like I was some like dirty filth or  something without a condom. Tiffany ran over and  

handed him a condom -- me a condom and apologizing  profusely and said that would never happen again  

that and she looked at me and scolded me being  seemed kind of like a child and said that that's  

not how a Donald Trump always you know anytime  you took it touched his penis it needs to have a  

condom on her glove you know you oh and especially  when it comes to performing oral sex. So I'm I  

apologized and then I performed oral sex on him.  And once again once he was done he hopped up and  

but that's the last I saw of him at that party.  It's like when she's down he's out mm-hmm so.

Sometimes before the some of the things  that I noticed that we're weird with him  

well sometimes before the parties he would come  over and him Jeffrey Epstein and himself would  

kind of banter back and forth and he was very  ---Donald Trump was very racist. He said a lot  

of racist things. Like there was there was a  lot of comments towards Mr. Epstein about you  

know being Jewish and in comments 'you bastard',  you know, so that he was cheap and there was some  

words I didn't even understand --- something  about the shape of his penis being directly  

related to his mole or I'm not too familiar  with did you know the Jewish tradition so but  

I'm pretty sure that whatever he was saying  wasn't very nice. Also referred to, you know,  

people of Hispanic or you know Hispanic me  and he called them spics. That was around  

the first time that the World Trade Center  had gotten the bombing in the 90s and he was  

you know talking about the towelheads and how  you know it would just be better off if we you  

know I didn't let him in or you know basically  got rid of everyone every single one that was  

already here. And I thought I just that was  it made me really uncomfortable really really  

uncomfortable. He also loved to call black people  niggers, and Arabic people he called sand makers.

The only time that that he tried to give me some  money was the last our last encounter together  

where he acted out a rape fantasy. I just I was  forced to I was forced to give that money back,  

because I Jeffrey Epstein paid us after the  party so but he just gave me the money. I  

don't even know why he gave it to me maybe  didn't make me feel more cheap but it was  

um it was a pretty bright I will it was a rape  fantasy to him but I'd if I wasn't playing so.

There was those there was those two times and then  there was after and the next the next thing that  

was that a Tiffany approached me with was that  he had a fantasy where he walked in on his maids  

basically making out and that he it was some  type of fantasy for him. So she asked I mean  

I was at that point I was like I don't want  to be involved with anything that has to do  

with him. But she's like you were just basically  the the other one so there's nothing that you'll  

have to do just don't you know just you want he's  requesting you to be involved. So I reluctantly  

I felt like I didn't have a choice there but it  was basically he's walking in his two maids I  

was one of the main so I was the white maid and  there was a Spanish girl Maria who was Hispanic  

maid and we were making out and he walks in and  he gets really angry and threatens to send call  

immigration on Maria if she doesn't come over  and make things right and give him a blow job.  

So while she is over there giving him a blow job  I am just look trying to you know I'm supposed  

to look scared like oh no you know and cleaning  tried cleaning up things and pretending like I'm  

trying to go back to my job as a maid and then he  his being was so rude to Maria I felt so bad for  

her even though I guess it just didn't seem like a  fantasy and it didn't seem like it's the weirdest  

fantasy as far as that. You know he was threatened  he was threatening to call immigration on her yes  

so that she know how to you know she went to she  wasn't even near going down to give him perform  

oral sex on him before he slapped her away and  said you know you what are you doing you know you  

need to put a condom on and and she's trying to  miss me and I'm so sorry and he's like you can't  

even can't you understand what you're saying  you know and just, you know. 'speak English',  

you know he called her derogatory comments and  then he's like 'you know what, you don't know what  

you're doing. have her come over and show you how  it's done'. And so, I again I said that I didn't  

you know I had to go over there or else he was  going to call immigration on Maria I didn't know  

if it was true or not, but I felt that you know  he said that if I was if I didn't show her how to  

perform oral sex on him then he was going to call  immigration on her and then get rid of us both.

You know it was anything that was in relation  to him getting off or being satisfied or happy  

had to do with him being in power but extreme  power. And it's it's very it's very hard to  

even it was it was always intimidating when he  was like that. It was always you didn't really  

know if it was true or funny. It's like if  you refuse to play along would he really  

call immigration on Maria? Would he really get  rid of us both. And I didn't even want to know  

what that meant. You know I always didn't --- it  wasn't a game. We just felt like it wasn't a game.

The one night that I had the blonde wig on,  he mentioned that I looked like, you know,  

I looked like to you know that I reminded him  of his daughter. And actually the the the maid  

fantasy I didn't have a blonde wig on. And  I was trying to stay away from blond wigs  

at the time. But he actually requested -- told  Tiffany that that's when he wanted me to wear  

like he wanted in these and anytime I put it  on anytime I had it on and he'd see me would  

say oh man you look just and it wasn't like a  oh you remind me of my daughter it was a sick  

evil like mmm you remind me of my daughter. It was  just this weird pleasure sick smile like I don't  

even want to know what he was thinking about.  I could imagine what he was thinking about.

After the parties would end, we were to a  report to Mr. Epstein and basically tell  

him everything that happened with who  what they liked what they disliked if  

there was any requests if there was any  talk about anything. That's what when  

we told Mr. Epstein everything and then  he paid us and then we got to go home.

And with me you know I would either  you know I normally got taken taken  

to the airport you know so to go back home.

The fact that Trump has a chance to be the next  president makes me feel disgusting inside. I've  

always been proud to be an American, and I think  we live in a beautiful country. But I just see  

him ruining everything. He's a horrible what he  portrays on the outside isn't even that great,  

but people don't even know the half of it --  how evil help sick and twisted that man is.

I have a friend that's been my friend ever since  the school year that I stopped going, you know,  

the the eighth grade. I confided in her and  she knows all about it. She knows everything  

I mean I I destroyed everything like you know  any planes - I didn't I couldn't risk it my my  

dad finding out. And now I think I'm old enough  to where I think I don't think you know I at  

that point I didn't want to not be his little  girl, you know, I didn't want to lose my dad.

Basically I I any I would never as far as  keeping proof of any of the trips and the  

only person.... I never told my parents you  know I there would be no happy you know there  

would be no good outcome of telling my parents,  you know, they would have grounded me I would  

have never been allowed of the house, you know,  my father would have come unglued. I did tell a  

friend my best she's still my best friend of  this day. She knows everything. She knows it  

all. I'm prepared to do whatever it takes to  save the country that I believe that we have.

I know when he does behind pub-like  closed doors like if that's all I'm  

willing to sacrifice my life to put our  country back - and they're right like  

going maybe in some type of positive  direction not even there's no right  

or wrong but a positive direction. This  guy's not gonna take us anywhere positive.

You know as far as my life changing by coming  out of his information I've thought long and  

hard about whether or not I should. And I've gone  back and forth, but I think that I can't I think  

that the American people need to know what kind  of man this person is. And if my life changes  

because of that. then so be it but the American  people need to know what they're dealing with.

If I had the chance to talk to Donald  Trump I would run the other way. I'm  

scared of him like I've never been  scared of him anything else in my  

entire life. I can't I can't explain  it to you, but I just the fear of him  

even being in the next room may I have a  panic I would have had a panic attacks.

The last encounter that I had with Donald Trump  --- Tiffany approached me about a rape scene that  

was he's supposed to be played out and I didn't  like I didn't like the sound of that at all,  

but Tiffany promised ensured me that it wasn't  going to be if I if it was anything I wasn't  

comfortable with we could stop. That she would  be right there and that and would it wouldn't get  

out of it wouldn't get out of hand and that it was  just it was a fantasy like it wasn't really gonna  

happen. And so she I told her that I would she  she basically I mean she Tiffany was always nice  

to me. I felt I trusted her else I will you know  and I wouldn't always trusted her or done what  

she asked me to but she was there. And he came in  and I was basically tied to a bed with pantyhose,  

and he tied him I knew they were so tied I could  it hurt to even like lay there and I tried to you  

know try to say something it was like and  he's just 'shut up' and 'shut up bitch',  

you know, this is it was basically like he  was he was being really really rough, and  

I understand that I don't I mean it just didn't  seem like a fantasy, and I started to get scared,  

and and he was you know basically like ripping  my clothes off, and and I was actually real I  

started I got freaked out I I told him that  I don't want to do this. I was, you know,  

I screamed over for Tiffany and she was like Mr.  Trump she's only you know she's not she this is  

scaring her and he's like 'oh, you shut up, too' -  he just turned in this animal. It was a completely  

different completely different person. It was like  everyone in the room was scared of him and -- I  

was --- it was like a I couldn't do anything  about it. And he ripped off all my clothes and  

he started to basically have sex with me and I was  screaming, because I never had sex before was my  

first time and Tiffany was yelling at him too she  she was saying I was a virgin and he's told us to  

'just shut the fuck up' and just basically took  my virginity while I was crying and telling him  

to stop and that's basically begging for him to  just stop. And Tiffany didn't know what else to  

do either she no one was there to help us --  or me. And so so after the fact and he he he  

basically finishes it and didn't it didn't take  that long at all I mean but it was just it felt  

like it was like five and a half hours well it was  an eternity like I don't even know how long it was  

but he was done and I was crying and Tiffany was  consulting me. And she was you know apologizing.  

She told me that she would never she didn't she  just never put me in that situation again. But  

he comes over mad because I was crying -- he said  that I should be thankful that someone like Donald  

Trump took my virginity. Well he didn't say took  my virginity he said I should be glad that someone  

like Donald Trump pop my cherry and not some  pimply little 14 year old. And I just was like  

what if I yeah I said what if I get pregnant not  even talking to him. I didn't want to talk to him.  

I was talking to Tiffany. And he said well you'll  get an abortion then bitch and then just walked  

away and I I asked I went to I had told Tiffany  I needed to go home. I never went back again.

I guess I guess it's for you to decide. You know  I mean if I don't have any kids myself because  

I'm afraid to have kids because and who knows what  kind of damage they can get into. But if you have  

a 13 year old daughter and you're I mean would  you be okay with the person who's running our  

country doing that to your little girl? And I just  I don't know I just want people to know. I think  

that I I haven't I know I have a faith in our  in our society that will make the right choice.

He seemed to be taking great pleasure  and like dominance and control and just  

the more I screamed the more I got  scared the more he was enraged and  

like power enraged with power. And it was  like he was just charged with it was scary.

My experience with Donald Trump and has made it  to where I I can't be in a healthy relationship  

much less I can't be in a relationship without  without my self sabotaging it. I don't I don't  

do well --- I mean I've been in I've been in a  couple of relationships I mean they're never of  

interest to me normally but one in particular  that was a wonderful --- he was a wonderful  

man --- and I completely knowing I I had like  subconsciously I couldn't even control myself  

it was like I had to get him out of my life  because you know I don't I don't know why. It  

was like anytime anyone loves me I don't feel  worth it or you know I've I mean I've I don't  

even know how to explain it. Like I can't friends  I can have acquaintances that you guys that are  

acquaintances but I just you know anytime it's  maybe someone expressed anything else besides  

that I can't --- I take some type of pleasure and  not some type of I don't take pleasure in it but  

subconsciously whether I mean to or not sometimes  I've meant to it's like I hurt their feelings just  

so they'll never talk to me again. Like and  make sure that it's not ever a possibility.

Donald Trump, Donald Trump destroyed my  feeling of self-worth and my self-esteem when  

it was still --- I like when it just bloomed. It  hadn't even had a chance to experience anything.

I have I have only spoken to to one therapist  about this just recently actually I for a long  

time I just really just tried to forget about it.  Just tried very hard. But I've been to counseling  

for other things, and I went to counseling  for the previous the previous relationship  

that I was sabotaging. And my counselor said  something has happened to you that were you  

or just you need to deal with that. That's  actually what kind of was like hmm. He knew  

that there was something that had happened where  I was self sabotaging or you know sabotaging these  

relationships. But, you know, he said that it  was my responsibility to deal with it, of course.

This the situation with Donald Trump has  left it just destroyed my self-esteem and  

it's made it to where I feel  like it's destroyed part of  

my life. I haven't --- the only healthy  relationship I've completely demolished.  

And I love to choose the dysfunctional  ones that I know I can just push away.

After what happened with him I can't trust a  

man ever again. I --- thinking about  it just makes me sick to my stomach.

So when when something so traumatic  happens to someone that's so young,  

you never ever really get over it