De-S*xualizing My Brain Changed My Life
Summary
TLDRIn this candid video, the speaker shares his journey of desexualizing his brain, starting from his early exposure to sexual content online at age 11. He discusses the paradox of feeling both pleasure and guilt, the struggle with lust, and the importance of understanding and cutting out triggers. The speaker emphasizes the role of God in overcoming sin and suggests retraining one's taste to seek healthier, more fulfilling desires. He also highlights the value of accountability, prayer, and seeking God's healing to restore a holy and healthy approach to sexuality.
Takeaways
- 🌱 The speaker began experiencing sexual feelings at age 11 through YouTube and Super Bowl commercials, which led to feelings of guilt and shame.
- 🔍 The speaker recognized the dangers of pornography early on but still engaged in lustful behaviors through platforms like YouTube and Instagram, rationalizing it as less harmful.
- 🤔 The speaker struggled with the paradox of feeling good yet guilty about lustful behaviors, highlighting the internal conflict of desiring pleasure while recognizing it as wrong.
- 🚫 The speaker's attempt to avoid pornography while still engaging in lustful activities showed a lack of understanding of the impact of sexualized media on thoughts and behavior.
- 💡 The realization that sexualized content was a coping mechanism for anxiety and dissatisfaction with life, rather than a source of true happiness or fulfillment.
- 🔄 The speaker's cycle of guilt and repetition, promising to stop but failing, indicates the difficulty of breaking free from sexual sin without addressing underlying issues.
- 👨👦 The importance of seeking help and accountability, as demonstrated by the speaker's decision to give his iPod to his father to avoid temptation.
- 🧠 The need to understand and cut out triggers that lead to lustful behaviors, as well as the acknowledgment that triggers are inevitable and must be managed.
- 💪 The process of desexualizing the brain involves retraining thoughts and tastes, similar to changing dietary habits from junk food to healthier options.
- 🙏 The speaker emphasizes that God is the source of true transformation and healing, inviting viewers to seek spiritual guidance and redemption.
- 🔄 The concept of 'thirst traps' is introduced as a metaphor for the seductive yet unsatisfying nature of sexualized content, which only leads to a cycle of unfulfilled desires.
Q & A
What was the primary purpose of the iPod given to the speaker at age 11?
-The iPod was primarily given to the speaker to listen to podcasts and radio shows.
How did the speaker's interaction with YouTube at age 11 lead to the beginning of their sexualization?
-The speaker began exploring YouTube and inadvertently came across content that stirred sexual feelings, which they started to enjoy.
What was the speaker's initial reaction to hypersexualized Super Bowl commercials at age 12?
-The speaker felt ashamed and guilty about watching these commercials, realizing it was something they should hide from their parents and God.
How did the speaker's understanding of pornography develop during their early teens?
-The speaker learned about the dangers of pornography from Christian podcasts and radio shows, developing a belief that it was harmful and should be avoided.
What was the speaker's perspective on non-pornographic but sexually suggestive content?
-The speaker considered non-pornographic content as more acceptable and less shameful, leading to a 'holier than thou' attitude.
How did the speaker's secret life and thought life become influenced by lust?
-The speaker began to objectify women and become distracted by their bodies, which was a result of consuming sexually charged content.
What paradox did the speaker experience as an 11-year-old?
-The paradox was that something that felt good (sexual arousal) could also make the speaker feel bad (guilt and shame).
How did the speaker's relationship with their father help in addressing their struggle with sexual content?
-The speaker's father provided support and accountability without punishment, helping the speaker to feel comfortable discussing their struggles.
What was the speaker's realization about the impact of lust on their life?
-The speaker realized that lust was taking over their life, causing anxiety, self-disgust, and a lack of self-confidence.
What practical steps did the speaker take to desexualize their brain?
-The speaker took steps such as identifying and cutting out triggers, seeking accountability, and training their taste to be attracted to healthier, more positive qualities.
What role does God play in the speaker's journey towards overcoming sexual sin according to the script?
-God is seen as the one who can deliver from sin, provide the strength to make changes, and guide the speaker towards a healthy understanding of sexuality.
What is the speaker's view on the concept of 'thirst traps' and how they affect individuals?
-The speaker views 'thirst traps' as manipulative tools designed to attract attention and captivate the mind, leading to a cycle of dissatisfaction and a need for more.
How does the speaker suggest retraining one's taste to overcome the influence of sexualized media?
-The speaker suggests cutting out triggers, understanding what attracts and tempts, and consciously choosing to be attracted to positive and nourishing qualities.
What is the speaker's advice on accountability in the process of desexualizing one's brain?
-The speaker recommends talking to a trusted individual, such as a friend, sibling, or parent, and possibly using services like Covenant Eyes for internet accountability.
What biblical metaphor does the speaker use to illustrate the potential for redemption and a healthy sexuality?
-The speaker uses the metaphor of a diamond in the dirt, which, when polished off through Christ, reveals the beauty of a healthy sexuality as intended by God.
What is the speaker's view on the role of prayer in the process of changing one's thought patterns and behaviors?
-The speaker believes that prayer is crucial as it provides the strength and courage to make necessary changes and to follow God's guidance.
Outlines
🚀 The Beginning of Desensitization
The speaker begins by sharing their personal journey of desexualizing their brain, starting from the age of 11 with the introduction of an iPod. Initially, the device was meant for educational purposes, but the allure of YouTube led to exposure to sexual content that stirred feelings of sexual arousal. The speaker describes the paradoxical feelings of pleasure and guilt associated with this early sexual awakening, highlighting the internal conflict between the enjoyment of these feelings and the awareness that they were inappropriate and shameful.
🔒 The Struggle with Sexual Content
The narrative continues with the speaker's progression into watching hypersexualized Super Bowl commercials, which they would watch secretly, feeling a deep sense of shame and guilt. The speaker's awareness of the negative aspects of pornography and the internal dialogue about the acceptability of other sexual content is explored. The speaker also discusses the development of a 'holier than thou' attitude, where they felt superior for not watching pornography but still engaging in lustful behavior online, leading to a realization of the need to change their thought patterns and behaviors.
🤯 The Impact of Sexualization on Mental Health
The speaker delves into the psychological effects of sexual content consumption, describing how it initially provided a sense of comfort from anxiety but ultimately exacerbated it. The speaker reflects on their youthful naivety and the repetitive cycle of guilt and consumption. They discuss the importance of understanding the harmful effects of sexual content on the psyche, the struggle with lust as a sin, and the need for a deeper change beyond just abstaining from explicit material.
🛡️ Identifying and Overcoming Triggers
The speaker outlines a strategy for overcoming sexual sin by identifying and understanding personal triggers. They emphasize the importance of recognizing and acknowledging these triggers to gain control over one's reactions. The speaker also discusses the concept of 'thirst traps' and the manipulative nature of sexual content designed to capture attention and evoke desire. They advocate for a retraining of one's taste, moving away from harmful stimuli and towards healthier alternatives.
💪 Training Taste and Seeking God's Deliverance
The speaker shares their approach to 'desexualizing' the brain through the metaphor of training one's taste, similar to preferring healthier food over junk food. They discuss the importance of God's role in the process of deliverance from sin and the need for repentance and trust in God for salvation. The speaker also touches on the idea of retraining one's attractions towards positive qualities in relationships and people, rather than superficial or sexual attributes.
🙏 Embracing God's Forgiveness and Healthy Sexuality
In the concluding paragraph, the speaker emphasizes the importance of seeking God's forgiveness and embracing a healthy understanding of sexuality within the context of marriage. They discuss the redemptive power of Christ and the restoration of a holy sexual being. The speaker calls for a commitment to change, motivated by a desire to honor Christ, and highlights the role of prayer in gaining the strength to make these changes.
Mindmap
Keywords
💡Desensitization
💡Sexualization
💡Lust
💡Pornography
💡Accountability
💡Triggers
💡Thirst Traps
💡Redemption
💡Healthy Sexuality
💡Purity Culture
💡Discipleship
Highlights
The speaker shares a personal journey of desexualizing the brain, starting from the age of 11 with the introduction of an iPod and exposure to YouTube.
The paradox of feeling both good and guilty about engaging with sexual content is discussed, highlighting the complex emotions involved.
The distinction between pornography and other forms of sexual content is made, with the latter being considered more acceptable by the speaker in his early teens.
The impact of sexual content on the speaker's life, including feelings of shame, guilt, and the development of a secret life, is detailed.
The speaker's realization of the negative effects of lust on his life and the importance of addressing the root causes, not just the symptoms, is emphasized.
The role of religion and personal beliefs in shaping the speaker's perspective on sexual content and the struggle with sin is explored.
The importance of understanding and acknowledging one's triggers in the process of desexualizing the brain is discussed.
The concept of 'thirst traps' is introduced, explaining how these are designed to attract attention and captivate the viewer's mind.
The speaker shares practical steps taken to desexualize his brain, including cutting out triggers and seeking accountability.
The use of accountability tools like Covenant Eyes is recommended for monitoring internet usage and maintaining discipline.
The idea of retraining one's taste and cravings to be attracted to healthier, more positive influences is presented.
The speaker reflects on the sheltered upbringing of some peers and how it shaped their attraction and values differently.
The process of retraining one's taste is likened to changing dietary habits, moving away from junk food to healthier options.
The role of God and prayer in the process of change and healing is highlighted, emphasizing spiritual guidance and strength.
The speaker discusses the hope and redemption available through Christ, inviting viewers to embrace a new way of thinking and living.
The video concludes with an invitation to subscribe for more content and support the speaker's mission of equipping people to follow Jesus daily.
Transcripts
hey friends today we're going to have
just an honest and real conversation
about how I desexualize my brain and
hopefully how you can do it too the
story Begins for me at age 11 I got my
first iPod it was primarily given to me
just so I could listen to podcasts and
radio shows and that sort of thing but
inevitably I got on YouTube and I love
YouTube especially at that point in my
life and just began hopping around the
explore page and all sorts of thing like
that and you know inevitably as an
11-year-old I came across things that uh
made me feel a particular way that
basically you know turned me on sexually
that was the what was going on I didn't
realize that at the time but they were
stirring something up in me sexually and
so I began to kind of like that I was
like what these thumbnails whatever I'm
coming across they give me a good
feeling and that's basically how it
begins right and so um I came across
these videos of these Super Bowl
commercials these hypersexualized
Superbowl commercials at like age 12 11
and I just started watching them and I I
would watch them late at night or early
in the morning uh and I would really
hide them I'd feel really ashamed about
it it was the first time I was really
like a man I'm hiding this from my
parents I don't really know what God
thinks about this but I know he's not
super pleased because I feel guilty
about it and this is something wrong but
it also feels good and so this is kind
of an interesting Paradox here where as
an 11-year-old you're figuring out at
least for me at at that time that
something that feels really good can
also make you feel bad and that's just a
weird kind of idea what is that even
about uh from for me my story kind of
progressed on from there I had heard
people talk about pornography like I
said I'd listen to radio shows like
wretched radio or um like different
Christian podcasts and and so they were
talking quite a bit from early on about
pornography and the dangers of
pornography and for me as like a
12-year-old 13-year-old I was like okay
that stuff is not good that stuff is
really harmful and disgusting and and
and you should stay away from that um
but anything else you know is kind of
more acceptable and that's kind of the
the the the perspective that I took for
a long time it was like okay I'm not
going to advertise that I look this
stuff up but I'm also not as ashamed of
it as you know almost like a holier than
thou attitude like no I don't watch
pornography um I just watch YouTube and
so I began to kind of especially as a
young teenager try to look up stuff on
YouTube try to look up you know words
like um I type in like hot girls or
something like that it's like a
12-year-old and I laugh now because it's
kind of dumb but at the time it's it it
shows that this was something that I
wanted trying to find things on YouTube
trying to find things on you know
Instagram without going too far like
pornography like I promis myself I never
watch pornography I never I never go
that far because God hates that and and
I wouldn't want to get caught up in that
and yet I was still on this path of lust
and lust was really taking over my life
for that point my secret life and my
thought life let me just explain this a
little bit when your brain is sexualized
like even if you're not watching
pornography okay even if you're not uh
the truth is is that you can still see
women specifically you know for for me
as a man I'm seeing women as objects as
sexual objects and becoming distracted
by them and their bodies and some people
might say Isaac that's all natural right
that's all natural uh that's just you
know the way we are sexual beings and
maybe a degree of that okay I understand
like we're attracted to women that's
that's fine but what we're consuming
does play A A A Part in in what we are
thinking about and how we are processing
different things that we're seeing in
our life and so you know that was my
story I'm like watching these things on
YouTube trying to get further and
further along the way without watching
pornography but trying to search up
things and being really clever with what
I'm searching up on YouTube it was
stupid because I had this belief about
myself that I was better than other
people because I wasn't watching
pornography and yet I was engaging in
the exact same thought life as they were
I was engaging in the exact same sins as
they were it was taking up a lot of my
time it would be hey you know I'm I get
to bed or Saturday night late at night
I'm going to be watching this stuff
because it makes me feel good I think
that's the Crux of it is that when you
understand that you're going to these
things
because usually it's because you don't
feel super good about your life like
that's the first thing that you kind of
need to understand is that if you were
in a in a really good place like a
really good place emotionally and
spiritually and
circumstantially you wouldn't be turning
to these things because you'd be finding
that
satisfaction and that that joy and that
sense of you know happiness elsewhere as
God designed it right um but when you
don't have that when things are going
wrong in your life and you can tell
yourself man these are the only things
that are happening to me my life sucks
particularly like nobody as if nobody
else's life sucks and then you use these
things as coping mechanisms basically
because the way I said I I dealt with
very heavy anxiety and a place of
comfort where I didn't feel that anxiety
was when I was watching this stuff right
when I was uh you know taking in this
and it made me feel good the truth was
though on the other side of that it
actually enhanced my anxiety it enhanced
my distaste for myself and my lack of
self my my lack of self-confidence and
it was just kind of this repetitive
cycle but you don't realize that at the
time you don't realize that as a kid
that's part of what's so sad about this
and this is why it's so important I
think for you to watch this right now is
that as a kid as a young teenager you
don't know what it's doing to you but it
is doing things to you and you need to
realize that so I would look at
scripture verses I would look at okay
you know hey if you look with lust
you've already committed adultery with
her in your heart and I knew that and I
felt guilty about that I knew that was
my my struggle and at one point
especially when I was um specifically
when I was 11 12 years old I went to my
dad and I said Dad um I'm watching this
stuff online and I know it's not right I
don't really know how to explain it uh
but I want you to take my iPod for for
from me during the night so I'm not
tempted to watch this stuff and I gave
it to him and that was part of my dad
really developing a close relationship
with me that I felt comfortable to do
that with him I knew I wasn't going to
get reamed out I knew that I wasn't
going to get you know punished or
anything like that it was just going to
be you know son let me just ask you some
questions here how does that make you
feel um you know okay I'm going to take
this from you and and that that'll be
all right and that was that was a good
step that was a good step but it wasn't
enough one of the consistent things that
I remember was each and every time I
would watch something that I knew was
sexually inappropriate I would promise
myself that I would never do it again I
would promise myself Isaac you're not
doing this again you're not doing this
again you know that this is empty this
doesn't fulfill me fulfill you you know
that this isn't right and it's just
garbage and usually I would watch some
Christian video about um you know
afterwards about lust and how awful it
is and and you you know you're you're
doing these things you're doing these
terrible things and you need to stop and
you need to just you know cling to the
scripture and cling to God and be a man
and not do this and I would get really
hyped up and I'd get really excited I
need to be a man I need to be the man
that God called me to be and then the
next day I would do the same thing
looking back on what the rule was
obviously it's sin but a lot of people
stop at sin a lot of people say it's sin
just stop it right just stop it um with
any kind of sexual sin they say oh it's
sin stop it or any kind of sin in
general honestly they're like it's in
stop it I understand where they're
coming from and I I too are like yeah
absolutely you want to walk in Holiness
but it's not helpful to just say stop it
it's one thing if you're not trying to
stop it right if you're not trying to
stop if you don't care that you're doing
it then you need to reevaluate your own
heart do you really want to honor God
are you really his child but if you want
to and yet you keep falling into this
then knowing then somebody saying stop
it it's not going to help you and that's
what I encountered a lot of it I'd watch
videos that would say stop it you need
to be a man be a Christian man and and
just and and be courageous and own up to
your sin and take responsibility for it
and I'd get really excited and really
hyped up about it but yet that wasn't
really addressing the anxiety and the
hopelessness that I felt in my heart the
fact that I felt my life was so chaotic
and so I was so anxious about everything
that that the fact that I needed to
understand that that's what I was
looking to my peace I I was looking for
peace in I was looking for peace in
these things I want to retrain the the
way my brain thinks because I'm
disgusted at the thoughts that I have
and I know it's sin but yet I can't stop
it so what do you do what what do you do
in that moment well this is what I did
okay you need to
evaluate understand and cut out your
triggers I used to say just cut out your
triggers right so understanding hey what
is going to trigger you to go down this
path of of sin basically of sexual sin
that you don't want to go down the truth
is cutting out your triggers is not
enough
because in order to tr cut them out you
need to understand
them what I've noticed about a lot of
things is that you are going to get
triggered that's the truth you're going
to get triggered trying to put yourself
in a cocoon where you are never
triggered is a losing battle it's just a
losing
battle the the truth is you need to go
into it understanding where your
triggers are what gets you once once you
understand that all of a sudden you are
like uh you're like a movie character
that acknowledges the cameras there like
that's how I see it right you're you're
like okay I know I'm being triggered
right now so you can kind of step out of
that circumstance and say out of that
that particular situation and say okay
hey like this usually gets me this is
usually something that would tempt me so
you're understanding your triggers and
you're understanding what thirst traps
are you're understanding that these
things that people are creating that are
either thumbnails Instagram pictures
videos that are sexually charged they
are designed to attract you they're
designed to catch your attention they're
designed to Captivate you so when you
realize that it's kind of like it's like
realizing that junk like junk food is
bad for you it's like when you realize
that all the stuff is in the Doritos and
you're like the Doritos do did taste
good like maybe they do even taste good
for a time then they make you feel sick
you eat too many of them or whatever but
then you're looking at the ingredients
list and you're like what is this red D
45 like you know D like words that have
you know a million letters in them and
you're like what's going on that's kind
of how I see this where you are now
realizing how the thirst trap is made
that these people are after your money
they're after your attention they're
after after your heart to Captivate your
mind so then you'll want more of it so
you'll buy what they're selling so you
crave what they have that's just dumb
we're not going to fall for that now
you're saying Isaac H I pretty much
always fall for
that and that's why we need to re you
know desexualize our brain we need to
rewire the way that we think I often
think about this training your taste
training your taste and before I before
I get into that I I need to make kind of
an overall comment here God is the one
that's going to deliver you from this
that's the truth it is sin what you're
doing it is sin right there are roots to
this but God is the only one who's going
to be able to navigate and dig up those
roots in whatever areas those are
whether that's loneliness whether that's
Pride or pleasure seeking or looking to
other things for peace like God's going
to be the one that can get into that so
you have to invite them him into this
and if you're not already a child of God
if you haven't repented and trusted in
him for your life if you haven't
repented for your sin and trust in him
for your salvation then you're missing
out all this stuff is just going to be
empty it really is so he has to be the
center when I talk about training your
taste we go back to the junk food again
you think Doritos taste good you're like
Doritos are the best thing ever because
I eat them all the time and and yet your
friends are like he's getting kind of
chubby because he eats Doritos all the
time and you crave Doritos and you crave
junk food and you crave all this stuff
that is not good for you because that's
what you eat e that's what you eat but
you ask somebody that has been off that
stuff for a year couple years do they
want it no are they miserable maybe
somebody is but I know a lot of people
that aren't because they've trained
their taste and their Cravings to be
directed at things that are good for
them that are going to nourish them and
this is what's amazing you know I was
raised homeschooled and uh and what was
so cool about it is some of the kids
were so sheltered right right uh that
they couldn't even the idea of of a like
even a woman in a bikini okay this might
feel a little bit weird for you guys but
this is the truth a woman in the Bikini
wasn't attractive to them now maybe it
was maybe in the behind the scenes
you're like okay well a woman that
doesn't have a lot of clothes on like
that's going to be attractive for any
boy or whatever okay I I get that but
would they want a woman like
that like that would maybe post
themselves online in scandalous clothing
and that kind of thing were they
attracted to that kind of woman um no
they weren't they weren't why is that
why is that and it's because the women
that they were around were presenting
themselves in a very different way that
the ideals and the values that were
poured into them were different so they
were looking at different things as
valuable as attractive in a woman a
woman that could cook a woman that could
really care for children a woman that
could you know maybe run her own
business or start selling something or
being an entrepreneur or help out at
church and and care for the children at
church or be just a a a person that is
you know a happy joyful exuberant person
to be around like all these things were
attractive qualities it was not how much
skin are they showing because that
wasn't what they were fed that wasn't
what they were given so they didn't find
that attractive now you you zoom out and
maybe you've been that's not how your
taste was trained you got exposed to the
to lust really early on the kind of
maybe it's pornography maybe it's less
either way your brain was rewired in a
particular way where you don't you your
your taste has been shifted it has been
manipulated where now somebody that is
posting that kind of thing they are
attractive to you you kind of do want
them but that's not good that's not good
because that's not going to be good for
you so what do you need to do you need
to retrain your t tast going back to
cutting out triggers cut that out just
cut that out of your consu consuming
diet right I'm not going to watch that
stuff I'm not going to look at that
stuff I'm going to cut it all out I'm
going to understand my triggers to know
when something like that comes out I'll
be prepared for it but I'm not going to
invited in my life because I'm training
myself I'm training my taste to be
attracted to something that is better
for me that might be a revolutionary
thought for you guys but it is the truth
as I think back to how I desexualize my
brain it wasn't really me doing it you
know I took practical steps that really
helped me and set me up on a path to
success one of the best things I ever
did was accountability talking to a
buddy talking to a sibling talking to my
dad about you know hey can I be
accountable in this way can you check up
on me and that was one of the best
things for me you can be accountable too
with a service called Covenant I it will
send a monthly kind of recap of your
internet usage to some that cares for
you and they can check up on you and it
puts that extra place of accountability
where you're searching things up you're
looking on things looking up things
online and you're thinking okay well my
buddy's going to get this report at the
end of the month so maybe I'm not going
to look at this and sometimes that's all
you need right so I have 30 days free
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that really helps me out people call
them thirst traps for a reason we we are
thirsty the thing is is that we don't
know what we're thirsty for because
you're always going back you're going
back and back and back and back and if
you know anything about sexual sin it
never satisfies you and so you're you're
consuming these thirst traps you're
consuming what you think is going to
satisfy you but it won't and at the end
of the day we need to come to God just
as the woman at the well came to Jesus
and Jesus said hey you know this water
this will satisfy you this is Living
Water you'll never need to drink again
after you drink this and it shocked her
and she went into the village
proclaiming this is the most Messiah
this is this is the one that we've been
waiting for and we too can come to Jesus
and Jesus says this is the water that
you've been waiting for all those things
in your heart that you tried to satisfy
all the the the pain and the trauma that
you tried to mend by taking part in
this it won't satisfy you it won't heal
you it will make things worse
but there is time for Redemption there
is time for forgiveness and that time is
now and I want you to drink this living
water so you can be satisfied and I want
you to walk with me as I heal you as I
help your brain as I help your heart as
I teach you what it's like to be a
disciple of mine where you don't need to
think the way you used to think and do
the things you used to do there is hope
and there is
forgiveness and you can engage in
healthy sexuality that's the beautiful
picture of
of the Bible is that there is redemption
there is
forgiveness and then God is like hey I'm
going to restore you and make you into
new creation and that doesn't mean
making you a a non-sexual being it makes
it means making you a a holy sexual
being a a healthy sexual being someone
who can engage in sexuality in the
context that it was designed in a
marriage between a man and a woman that
is the beauty that is a picture of the
gospel of Christ and his
church that's a beautiful thing and and
that's what we're invited into but we've
been so our culture has been distorted
at so much that we almost we can't even
see what it was originally meant to be
it's like a diamond honestly that has
been in the dirt for so long and it just
looks like a lump of coal it just looks
like a lump of coal and we're saying you
know some people in Purity culture like
to say just throw that thing out throw
that in the garbage but we're saying no
polish that thing off get all that dirt
and that grime off and the only way you
can do that is through Christ through
Jesus and you understand underneath is
that there is healthy sexuality that we
can engage in this is a process guys
you're not going to desexualize your
brain in like a a week it's not going to
be a month maybe a couple years but you
need to take these
steps that are going to help you get
there and you need to invite God into it
a huge aspect of this to me is prayer
because he gives you the strength to
make these changes he gives you the
courage to do what's necessary to follow
him to honor him CU that should be the
motivation it shouldn't be I want to do
this to better my life necessarily or
just to be a better person it should be
I'm not a good person but I want to
honor Christ and he's given his life for
me so I want to I want to give this to
him and I want to submit this at his
feet and that's that's the calling
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