Wonder Chapter 1 (Pages 3-14)

Michelle DiMeglio
19 Sept 202019:43

Summary

TLDRThe script tells the story of August, a 10-year-old boy who feels ordinary despite his extraordinary appearance. He navigates the challenges of being stared at and the desire for a 'normal' face, while his family grapples with the decision to send him to school for the first time. August's journey highlights the complexities of identity, acceptance, and the struggle to fit in.

Takeaways

  • πŸ˜€ The main character, August, considers himself ordinary despite his physical appearance that makes him stand out.
  • 🏠 August's family, including his sister Via and parents, see him as extraordinary, which influences how they interact with him.
  • 🏫 August has never attended a traditional school due to his numerous surgeries and health issues, but he is about to start fifth grade.
  • πŸ‘¨β€πŸ‘§ August's mother homeschools him and was a children's book illustrator, but she hasn't drawn in a long time due to taking care of him and his sister.
  • πŸ‘¦ August has a few close friends, with Christopher being his best friend, but their interactions have decreased as they grow older and Christopher moved away.
  • πŸŽ‚ August feels left out as some friends no longer invite him to birthday parties, reflecting the changes in their relationships as they grow up.
  • πŸ‘Ά August's birth was unexpected in terms of his physical appearance, leading to a chaotic and humorous scene in the delivery room.
  • πŸ₯ August has undergone 27 surgeries since birth, with the last one being eight months prior to the events of the script, indicating his ongoing health challenges.
  • πŸ“š August's parents are considering sending him to school to learn more than his mother can teach him, particularly in subjects like fractions.
  • 🏒 The school August is considering attending is difficult to get into, and his parents have been planning this for a year without telling him until he was accepted.
  • πŸ€” August is apprehensive about going to school and fears the reactions of his peers, but his parents believe it will be beneficial for him to make friends and learn new things.

Q & A

  • What is the main character's name and how does he describe himself?

    -The main character's name is August, often referred to as Auggie. He describes himself as ordinary in many ways, such as eating ice cream, riding his bike, and playing ball, but he also acknowledges that his appearance makes him stand out and not be seen as ordinary by others.

  • What does Auggie wish for if he found a magic lamp?

    -Auggie wishes for a normal face that no one would ever notice, allowing him to walk down the street without people staring and then looking away.

  • How does Auggie's sister, Via, react to people's rude behavior towards him?

    -Via can get really annoyed when people are rude towards Auggie. For example, she once started yelling at kids in the playground who made noises towards him.

  • What is the significance of Auggie's upcoming fifth-grade year?

    -The upcoming fifth-grade year is significant for Auggie because it marks his first time attending a real school, as he has been homeschooled by his mother due to his medical conditions and surgeries.

  • What was the main reason Auggie did not attend school before fifth grade?

    -The main reason Auggie did not attend school before was due to his numerous surgeries and medical conditions that made him frequently sick, leading his parents to decide that homeschooling was a better option.

  • How does Auggie's mother feel about his potential school attendance?

    -Auggie's mother has mixed feelings. She is concerned about Auggie's ability to deal with the reality of his appearance in a school environment but also acknowledges that he needs to learn more than she can teach him and that it might be good for him to make friends and learn new things.

  • What is the name of Auggie's best friend and how did their friendship start?

    -Auggie's best friend is Christopher. Their friendship started when they were babies, and they have known each other ever since.

  • How does Auggie's father try to make light of the situation regarding the school principal's name?

    -Auggie's father tries to make light of the situation by joking about the principal's name, Mr. Tushman, and imagining funny scenarios involving it being announced over the loudspeaker or paired with a humorous anecdote about a professor named Miss Butt.

  • What is the role of Auggie's mother as a former career?

    -Auggie's mother used to be a children's book illustrator, specializing in drawing fairies and mermaids, but she hasn't drawn much lately due to taking care of Auggie and his sister, Via.

  • What is the significance of the story about Auggie's birth?

    -The story about Auggie's birth is significant as it highlights the unexpected challenges the family faced, the medical professionals' initial misjudgments, and the support from a nurse who provided comfort and encouragement to Auggie's mother during a difficult time.

  • How does Auggie feel about the idea of going to a new school?

    -Auggie is apprehensive and scared about going to a new school. He is worried that everyone will stare at him because of his appearance and is not sure if he is ready for the change.

Outlines

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πŸ˜€ Embracing the Ordinary

In this paragraph, the narrator, August, introduces himself as an 'ordinary' 10-year-old who enjoys typical childhood activities like eating ice cream and playing ball. However, he acknowledges that his appearance causes him to stand out and be treated differently, which makes him feel not ordinary. August expresses a desire for invisibility and a 'normal face.' He talks about his family, particularly his sister Via, who is protective of him. His parents view him as extraordinary, but August believes he is the only one who sees his own ordinariness. He also mentions his upcoming transition to fifth grade in a real school, which he is apprehensive about due to his surgeries and health issues that have kept him homeschooled until now.

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πŸ˜„ The Humor in Unexpected Places

The second paragraph delves into a humorous story from August's birth, as told by his mother. It includes a memorable nurse who was not shy about passing gas, a doctor nicknamed 'Doogie' who fainted upon seeing August, and the nurse's supportive words that helped August's mother cope with the initial shock. The story is a mix of humor and tenderness, showing the family's resilience and the support they received during a challenging time. It also highlights the love and acceptance August's mother had for him, focusing on his beautiful eyes despite his facial differences.

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πŸ€” The Dilemma of Schooling

In this paragraph, August's parents discuss the possibility of him attending school for the first time. They debate whether he is ready and express their concerns about how he will be treated by others. August overhears them discussing a potential school, which he learns they have been considering for a year. His parents have met the principal and even taken a tour of the school without telling him. The paragraph captures the tension between wanting to protect August and the need to prepare him for the realities of the world, as well as the importance of honesty and communication within the family.

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😌 The Lighter Side of School Decisions

The fourth paragraph brings a lighter tone to the conversation about August's schooling. His father uses humor to lighten the mood, joking about the principal's name, Mr. Tushman, and imagining funny scenarios involving him. The family shares a laugh, which helps to ease the tension around the serious decision of whether August should attend school. The paragraph ends with August's parents encouraging him to meet the principal before making a final decision, showing their support and understanding of his apprehensions.

Mindmap

Keywords

πŸ’‘Ordinary

The term 'ordinary' is used to describe something that is common, typical, or not exceptional. In the context of the video script, the protagonist, August, feels ordinary inside but is aware that his physical appearance makes him stand out. His desire to be seen as ordinary highlights the theme of acceptance and the struggle to fit in. For example, August says, 'if I found a magic lamp and I could have one wish, I would wish that I had a normal face, that no one ever noticed at all.'

πŸ’‘Stigma

Stigma refers to a mark of disgrace associated with a particular circumstance, quality, or person. In the script, August experiences stigma due to his facial differences, which leads to people staring at him and children running away from him in playgrounds. This stigma is a central theme of the video, illustrating the challenges faced by those who are perceived as different. August's mother mentions how people's reactions make her feel, 'we can't just pretend he's going to wake up tomorrow and this isn't going to be his reality.'

πŸ’‘Facial Differences

Facial differences in the script refer to physical variations in a person's face that deviate from what is typically considered 'normal.' August has facial differences that have led to multiple surgeries and affect how others perceive him. His facial differences are a significant part of his identity and the narrative, as they shape his experiences and interactions with others. For instance, August says, 'whatever you're thinking is probably worse,' reflecting his awareness of how his appearance is perceived.

πŸ’‘Homeschooling

Homeschooling is a form of education where a child is educated at home, typically by parents or tutors, rather than attending a school. August has been homeschooled by his mother, who was a children's book illustrator. This decision was made partly due to his medical conditions and surgeries, but also to protect him from the challenges of attending a traditional school. The script mentions, 'my parents decided it was better if I didn't go to school,' highlighting the protective nature of his upbringing.

πŸ’‘Surgery

Surgery in this context refers to medical procedures performed to correct or improve physical conditions. August has undergone numerous surgeries since birth, totaling 27, to address his facial differences and other health issues. The surgeries are a significant part of his life and contribute to his reluctance to attend school, as they have made him feel vulnerable and different. The script states, 'I've had two or three surgeries every year, since then some big and some small.'

πŸ’‘Friendship

Friendship is depicted as a crucial aspect of August's life, providing him with a sense of normalcy and acceptance. His friends Christopher, Zachary, and Alex have known him since they were babies and are accustomed to his appearance. However, as they grow older and start attending school, their friendship dynamics change, reflecting the broader theme of how external factors can impact relationships. The script mentions, 'I have a few really good friends now, Christopher is my best friend, followed by Zachary and Alex.'

πŸ’‘School

School is a central theme in the script, representing a place of learning but also a social environment where August fears being judged based on his appearance. His parents consider sending him to school as a way to broaden his experiences and education, but August is apprehensive about the potential reactions from his peers. The script discusses the idea of him starting fifth grade, 'next week I start fifth grade since I've never been to a real school before, I'm pretty much totally and completely petrified.'

πŸ’‘Courage

Courage is a recurring theme in the script, particularly in relation to August's numerous surgeries and his decision to potentially attend school. His mother describes him as brave, and his surgeries are a testament to his courage in facing physical challenges. The script mentions, 'I told him about all your surgeries and how brave you are,' indicating that his courage is a significant part of his character and the narrative.

πŸ’‘Family

Family plays a pivotal role in the script, providing support and love to August. His parents and sister, Via, are protective of him and are involved in decisions about his education and well-being. The family dynamic is depicted as one of mutual care and concern, with his mother and father having differing views on how to best support August. The script illustrates this when his parents discuss his potential schooling, 'we can't just keep protecting him,' and 'we can't just pretend he's going to wake up tomorrow and this isn't going to be his reality.'

πŸ’‘Acceptance

Acceptance is a key theme in the script, reflecting August's desire to be seen as ordinary and his struggle with the way others perceive him. His family's acceptance of him contrasts with the reactions he receives from the outside world, highlighting the importance of internal versus external validation. The script touches on this theme when August says, 'the only person in the world who realizes how ordinary I am is me,' indicating his longing for broader acceptance.

πŸ’‘Humor

Humor is used in the script as a coping mechanism and a way to lighten the mood in difficult situations. August's father, in particular, uses humor to connect with his son and make him laugh, even when the topic is serious. The script includes humorous moments like the discussion about the principal's name, 'Mr. Tushman,' which serves to bring levity to the conversation about August's potential schooling.

Highlights

August describes himself as an ordinary kid who does ordinary things but feels different due to the reactions of others.

August's wish for a normal face to avoid the attention and reactions he receives from others.

The family's dynamic, with August's sister Via struggling with how others perceive him.

August's parents view him as extraordinary, reflecting their protective nature and love.

August's homeschooling experience and his mother's background as a children's book illustrator.

August's friendships, particularly with Christopher, and the changes as they grow older and attend school.

The story of August's birth, including the humorous and tense atmosphere in the delivery room.

The emotional support provided by the 'farting nurse' to August's mother during a difficult time.

August's reflections on his appearance and the realization that he is the only one who sees himself as ordinary.

The dilemma August faces about starting school and the fears associated with being the new kid.

The parents' discussion about the necessity of August attending school and their differing approaches to protection.

August's first awareness of the possibility of attending school and his parents' secretive planning.

The humorous conversation about the school principal's name, Mr. Tushman, as a way to lighten the mood.

August's reluctance to go to school and the emotional conversation with his parents about his future.

The family's consideration of the right time for August to start school and the potential benefits.

August's internal conflict between wanting to be a normal kid and fearing the new experiences school might bring.

The family's attempt to reassure August about his upcoming school experience and their support.

Transcripts

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part one august

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faith smiled and destiny laughed as she

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came to my cradle

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natalie merchant wonder

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ordinary i know i'm

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not an ordinary 10 year old kid i mean

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sure i do ordinary things i eat ice

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cream i ride my bike

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i play ball i have an xbox

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stuff like that makes me ordinary i

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guess

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and i feel ordinary inside but i know

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ordinary kids

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don't make other ordinary kids run away

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screaming in playgrounds

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i know ordinary kids don't get stared at

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wherever they go

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if i found a magic lamp and i could have

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one wish

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i would wish that i had a normal face

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that no one ever noticed at all

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i would wish that i could walk down the

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street without people seeing me and then

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doing that look away thing

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here's what i think the only reason i'm

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not ordinary is that no one else sees me

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that way

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but i'm kind of used to how i look by

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now i know how to pretend i don't see

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the faces people make

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we've all gotten pretty good at that

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sort of thing me

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mom and dad via actually i i take that

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back

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via's not so good at it she can get

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really annoyed when people do something

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rude

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like for instance one time in the

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playground some other kids made some

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noises

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i don't even know what the noises were

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exactly because i i didn't hear them

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myself

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but via heard and she just started

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yelling at the kids

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that's the way she is i'm not that way

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via doesn't see me as ordinary she says

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she does

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but if i were ordinary she wouldn't feel

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like she needs to protect me as much

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and mom and dad don't see me as ordinary

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either

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they see me as extraordinary i think the

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only person in the world who realizes

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how ordinary i am is me

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my name is august by the way i won't

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describe what i look like

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whatever you're thinking is probably

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worse

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why i didn't go to school

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next week i start fifth grade since i've

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never been to a real school before

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i'm pretty much totally and completely

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petrified

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people think i haven't gone to school

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because of the way i look but

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it's not that it's because of all the

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surgeries i've had

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27 since i was born the bigger ones

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happened before i was even four years

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old

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so i don't remember those but i've had

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two or three surgeries every year

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since then some big and some small

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and because i'm little for my age and i

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have some other medical mysteries the

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doctors never really figured out

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i used to get sick a lot that's why my

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parents decided it was better if i

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didn't go to school

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i'm much stronger now though the last

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surgery i had was eight months ago

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and i probably won't have to have any

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more for another couple of years

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mom homeschools me she used to be a

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children's book illustrator

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she draws really great fairies and

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mermaids her boy stuff isn't so hot

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though

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she once tried to draw me a darth vader

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but it ended up looking like some weird

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mushroom-shaped robot

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i haven't seen her draw anything in a

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long time i think she's too busy taking

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care of me and via

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can't say i always wanted to go to

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school because that wouldn't be exactly

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true

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what i wanted was to go to school but

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only if i could be like

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every other kid going to school have

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lots of friends and

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hang out after school and stuff like

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that

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i have a few really good friends now

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christopher is my best friend

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followed by zachary and alex we've known

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each other since we were babies

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and since they've always known me the

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way i am they're

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used to me when we were little we used

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to have play dates all the time

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but then christopher moved to bridgeport

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in connecticut

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that's more than an hour away from where

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i live in north river heights

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which is at the top tip of manhattan and

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zachary and alex started going to school

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it's funny even though christopher's the

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one who moved far away

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i still see him more than i see zachary

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and alex

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they have all these new friends now if

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we bump into each other on the street

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they're still nice to me though they

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always say hello

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i have other friends too but not as good

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as christopher and zach and alex were

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for instance zach and alex always

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invited me to their birthday parties

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when we were little

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but joel and emman and gabe never did

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emma invited me once but i haven't seen

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her in a long time

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and of course i always go to

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christopher's birthday

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maybe i'm making too big a deal about

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birthday parties

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how i came to life i like when mom tells

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this story because it makes me laugh so

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much

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it's not funny and the way a joke is

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funny but when mom tells it

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via and i just start cracking up so when

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i was in my mom's stomach no one had any

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idea i would come out looking the way i

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look

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mom had had via four years before and

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that had been such a

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walk in the park mom's expression that

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there was no reason to run any special

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tests

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about two months before i was born the

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doctors realized there was something

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wrong with my face

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but they didn't think it was going to be

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bad they told mom and dad i had a cleft

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palate and some other stuff going on

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and they called it small anomalies

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there were two nurses in the delivery

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room the night i was born

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one was very nice and sweet the other

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one mom said did not seem at all nice or

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sweet she had very big arms and here

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comes the funny part

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she kept farting like she'd bring mom

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some ice chips

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and then fart she'd check mom's blood

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pressure

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and fart mom said it was unbelievable

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because the nurse never even said excuse

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me

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meanwhile mom's regular doctor wasn't on

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duty that night so mom got stuck with

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this cranky kid doctor she and dad

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nicknamed doogie

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after some old tv show or something they

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didn't actually call him that to his

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face

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but mom says that even though everyone

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in the room was kind of grumpy

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dad kept making her laugh all night long

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when i came out of mom's stomach

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she said the whole room got very quiet

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mom didn't even get a chance to look at

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me because the nice nurse

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immediately rushed me out of the room

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dad was in such a hurry to follow her

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that he dropped the video camera

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which broke into a million pieces

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and then mom got very upset and tried to

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get out of bed to see where they were

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going

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but the farting nurse put her very big

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arms on mom to keep her down in the bed

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they were practically fighting because

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mom was hysterical

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and the farting nurse was yelling at her

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to stay calm

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and then they both started screaming for

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the doctor

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but guess what he had fainted right on

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the floor

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so when the farting nurse saw that he

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had fainted she started pushing him with

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her foot to get him to wake up

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yelling at him the whole time what kind

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of doctor are you

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what kind of doctor are you get up get

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up

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and then all of a sudden she let off the

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biggest

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loudest smelliest fart in the history of

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farts mom thinks it was actually the

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fart that finally woke the doctor up

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anyway when mom tells this story she

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acts out all the parts

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including the farting noises and it is

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so so

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so so funny

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mom says the farting nurse turned out to

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be a very nice woman

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she stayed with mom the whole time

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didn't leave her side

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even after dad came back and the doctors

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told them how sick i was

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mom remembers exactly what the nurse

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whispered in her ear

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when the doctor told her i probably

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wouldn't live through the night

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everyone born of god overcometh the

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world

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and the next day after i had lived

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through the night

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it was that nurse who held mom's hand

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when they brought her to meet me for the

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first time

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mom says by then they had told her all

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about me

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she had been preparing herself for the

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seeing of me

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but she says that when she looked down

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into my tiny mushed up face

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for the first time all she could see was

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how pretty my eyes were

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mom is beautiful by the way and dad is

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handsome

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via is pretty in case you were wondering

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christopher's house i was really bummed

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when christopher moved away three years

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ago

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we were both around seven then we used

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to spend

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hours playing with our star wars action

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figures and dueling with our lightsabers

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i missed that last spring we drove over

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to christopher's house in bridgeport

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me and christopher were looking for

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snacks in the kitchen

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and i heard mom talking to lisa

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christopher's mom

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about my going to school in the fall i

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had never

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ever heard her mention school before

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what are you talking about i said mom

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looked surprised

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like she hadn't meant for me to hear

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that

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you should tell him what you've been

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thinking isabelle dad said

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he was on the other side of the living

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room talking to christopher's dad

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we should talk about this later said mom

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no

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i want to know what you were talking

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about i answered

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don't you think you're ready for school

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oggy mom said

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no i said i don't either said dad

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then that's it case closed i said

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shrugging

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and i sat in her lap like i was a baby

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i just think you need to learn more than

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i can teach you mom said

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i mean come on auggie you know how bad i

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am at fractions

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what school i said i already felt like

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crying

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beat your prep right by us wow

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that's a great school auggie said lisa

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patting my knee

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why not via school i said that's too big

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mom answered

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i don't think that would be a good fit

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for you i don't want to i said

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my admit i made my voice sound a little

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babyish

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you don't have to do anything you don't

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want to do dad said

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coming over and lifting me out of mom's

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lap he carried me over to sit on his lap

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on the other side of the sofa

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we won't make you do anything you don't

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want to do

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but it would be good for him nate mom

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said

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not if he doesn't want to answer dad

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looking at me

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not if he's not ready i saw mom look at

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lisa

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who reached over and squeezed her hand

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you guys will figure it out she said to

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mom you always have

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let's just talk about it later said mom

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i could tell she and dad were going to

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get in a fight about it

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i wanted dad to win the fight though a

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part of me

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knew mom was right and the truth is

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she really was terrible at fractions

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driving it was a long drive home

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i fell asleep in the back seat like i

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always do

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my head on via's lap like she was my

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pillow

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a towel wrapped around the seat belt so

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i wouldn't jewel all over her

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via fell asleep too and mom and dad talk

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quietly about grown-up things i didn't

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care about

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i don't know how long i was sleeping but

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when i woke up there was a full moon

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outside the car window

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it was a purple night and we were

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driving on a highway full of cars

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and then i heard mom and dad talking

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about me

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we can't keep protecting him mom

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whispered to dad who was driving

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we can't just pretend he's going to wake

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up tomorrow and this isn't going to be

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his reality

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because it is nate and we have to help

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him learn to deal with it

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we can't just keep avoiding situations

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that

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so sending him off to middle school like

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a lamb to the slaughter

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dad answered angrily but he didn't even

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finish his sentence because he saw me in

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the mirror looking up

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what's a lamb to the slaughter i asked

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sleepily

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go back to sleep auggie dad said softly

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everyone will stare at me at school i

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said suddenly crying

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honey mom said she turned around in the

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front seat and put her hand on my hand

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you know if you don't want to do this

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you don't have to

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but we spoke to the principal there and

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told him about you

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and he really wants to meet you what did

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you tell him about me

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how funny you are how kind and smart

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when i told him you read dragon writer

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when you were six he was like

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wow i have to meet this kid did you tell

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him anything else

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i said mom smiled at me

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her smile kind of hugged me i told him

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about all your surgeries and how brave

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you are she said

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so he knows what i look like i asked

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well we brought pictures from last

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summer in montauk

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dad said we showed him pictures of the

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whole family

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and that great shot of you holding that

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flounder on the boat

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you were there too i have to admit

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i felt a little disappointed that he was

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a part of this

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we both talked to him yes dad said he's

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a really nice man

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you would like him mom added suddenly it

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felt like they were on the same

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side wait so when did you meet him i

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said

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he took us on a tour of the school last

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year said mom last year i said

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so you've been thinking about this for a

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whole year and you didn't tell me

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we didn't know if you'd even get in

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auggie answered mom

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it's a very hard school to get into

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there's a whole admissions process

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i didn't see the point in telling you

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and having you get all worked up about

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it unnecessarily

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but you're right auggie we should have

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told you when we found out last month

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that you got in

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said dad in hindsight

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side mom yes i guess

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did that lady who came to the house that

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time have something to do with this i

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said

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the one that gave me that test

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yes actually said mom looking guilty yes

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you told me it was an iq test i said

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i know well that was a white lie she

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answered

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it was the test you needed to take to

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get into the school

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you did very well on it by the way so

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you lied

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i said a white lie but yes

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sorry she said trying to smile but when

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i didn't smile back

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she turned around in her seat and faced

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forward

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what's a lamb to the slaughter i said

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mom's siding gave daddy a look

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i shouldn't have said that dad said

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looking at me in the rearview mirror

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it's not true here's the thing mommy and

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i love you so much we want to protect

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you

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any way we can it's just sometimes

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we want to do it in different ways i

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don't want to go to school i answered

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folding my arms it would be good for you

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auggie said mom maybe i'll go next year

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i answered

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looking out the window this year would

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be better auggie

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said mom you know why because you'll be

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going into fifth grade

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and that's the first year of middle

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school for everyone

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you won't be the only new kid i'll be

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the only kid who looks like me i said

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i'm not going to say it won't be a big

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challenge for you because you knew

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better than that she answered

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but it'll be good for you auggie you'll

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make lots of friends

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and you'll learn things you'd never

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learn with me she turned in her seat

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again and looked at me

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when we took the tour you know what they

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had in their science lab

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a little baby chick that was just

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hatching out of its egg

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it was so cute auggie had actually kind

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of reminded me of you when you were a

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little baby

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with those big brown eyes of yours

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i usually love when they talk about when

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i was a baby

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sometimes i want to curl up into a

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little tiny ball and let them hug me and

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kiss me all over

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i miss being a baby not knowing stuff

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but i wasn't in the mood for that now i

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don't want to go

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i said how about this

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can you at least meet mr tushman before

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making up your mind mom asked

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mr tushman i said he's the principal

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answered mom

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mr tushman i repeated i know right dad

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answered

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smiling and looking at me in the

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rearview mirror can you believe that

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name

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auggie i mean who on earth would ever

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agree to have a name like mr tushman

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i smiled even though i didn't want to

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let them see me smile

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dad was the one person in the world who

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could make me laugh

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no matter how much i didn't want to

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laugh

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dad always made everyone laugh auggie

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you know you should go to that school

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just so you can hear his name set over

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the loudspeaker

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dad said excitedly can you imagine how

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funny that would be

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hello hello paging mr tushman

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he was using a fake high old lady voice

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hi mr dishman i see you're running a

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little

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behind today did your car get rear-ended

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again

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what a bum rap i started laughing

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not even because i thought he was being

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that funny but because i wasn't in the

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mood to stay mad anymore

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it could be worse though dad continued

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in his normal voice

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mommy and i had a professor in college

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called miss butt

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mom was laughing now too is that for

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real i said

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roberta butt mom answered raising her

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hand as if to swear

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bobby butt she had huge

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cheeks said dad nate said mom

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what she had big cheeks is all i'm

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saying

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mom laughed and shook her head at the

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same time

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hey hey i know said dad excitedly let's

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fix them up on a blind date

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can you imagine miss butt meet mr

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tushman mr tushman here's miss butt

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they could get married and have a bunch

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of little tushies

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poor mr tushman answered mom shaking her

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head

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auggie hasn't even met the man yet nate

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who's mr tushman via said groggly

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she had just woken up he's the principal

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of my new school

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i answered

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