MY BISEXUAL EXPERIENCE
Summary
TLDRIn diesem Video-Skript teilt sich der Sprecher über seine Erfahrungen mit dem Restless Leg Syndrome und einer neuen Medikation, die er einnimmt. Er diskutiert auch seine Bedenken über das Treffen von neuen Menschen und seine Erfahrungen mit Autismus. Der Sprecher offenbart auch persönliche Aspekte seines Lebens, wie sein einjähriges Jubiläum mit seiner Partnerin Ashley und seine Ansichten über Beziehungen und persönliche Wachstum. Zudem gibt er Einblicke in seine Vorbereitungen für TwitchCon und seine Gedanken über seine Identität und Selbstdarstellung.
Takeaways
- 😄 Die Person im Video ist humorvoll und teilt ihre Erfahrungen als Transgender, was ihr das Recht gibt, bestimmte Witze zu machen.
- 🎨 Sie hat kürzlich keine interessanten Makeup-Looks gemacht, da sie unterwegs war und ihr Makeup-Set zerstört wurde.
- 👁 Sie vermeidet, Eye Shadow aufzubringen, da es ihre Wimpern beschmutzt und sie wieder neu machen müsste.
- 🗓 Sie plant, bei TwitchCon ihre Wimpern so sehr zu beschmutzen, wie sie möchte, und hat ein Geschenk für ihre Partnerin, das sie nicht preisgeben möchte.
- 💍 Es wird angesprochen, dass es nicht um eine Heiratsanfrage geht, obwohl jemand annimmt, dass es könnte.
- 🎉 Sie und ihre Partnerin feiern bald ihr einjähriges Jubiläum, und sie hat etwas geplant, das sie nicht offenbaren kann.
- 💊 Sie hat begonnen, eine neue Medikation gegen das Restless-Legs-Syndrom zu nehmen, das sie nachts plagt.
- 🤔 Sie diskutiert ihre Erfahrungen mit Autismus und wie es ihr geholfen hat, sich auf seine Auswirkungen einzustellen.
- 💉 Sie spricht über ihre Erfahrungen mit einer Behandlung, die Ketamin beinhaltet, die in ihrer Therapie als neue Methode erwähnt wird.
- 🌈 Sie reflektiert über ihre sexuelle Identität und wie sie sich als nicht heterosexuell identifiziert, was bei autistischen Menschen normalerweise später im Leben passiert.
- 💄 Sie diskutiert ihre Fähigkeit, sich zu verstellen und wie sie sich auf das Auftreten in einem Stream vorbereitet, auch wenn sie sich darüber unsicher fühlt.
Q & A
Was ist das Hauptthema des Video-Transkripts?
-Das Hauptthema des Transkripts ist die persönliche Erfahrung des Sprechers, der über sein Leben, seine Beziehungen, seine Identität und seine Erfahrungen mit verschiedenen Themen spricht, darunter sein Leben als Transgender-Person, seine Erfahrungen mit TwitchCon, seine Bedenken bezüglich der Bekanntschaft mit neuen Menschen und seine Erfahrungen mit bestimmten Medikamenten.
Welche Meinung vertritt der Sprecher über sein öffentliches Image als Gamer?
-Der Sprecher scheint sich darüber lustig zu machen und betont, dass er sich als Teil der Gaming-Community sieht, die sich hauptsächlich aus Männern und Jungen zusammensetzt. Er spielt auf die stereotype Vorstellung an, dass es in der Gaming-Community nur Jungen und Männer gibt und keine Frauen.
Welche persönliche Äußerung macht der Sprecher über seine Identität?
-Der Sprecher teilt mit, dass er transsexuell ist und sich deshalb selbstverständlich machen kann, bestimmte Witze zu machen, die andernfalls möglicherweise als kontrovers angesehen würden.
Was hat der Sprecher über seine Erfahrungen mit dem Make-up gesagt?
-Der Sprecher erwähnt, dass er seit dem Umzug nicht viel Make-up benutzt hat und dass sein Make-up-Box zerstörter Zustand ist. Er gibt an, dass er Make-up nicht gerne auf seinem Stream benutzt, weil es seine Wimpern verschmutzt und er sie wieder neu machen müsste.
Welche Pläne hat der Sprecher für die bevorstehende TwitchCon?
-Der Sprecher plant, für die TwitchCon, die in Kürze stattfindet, seine Wimpern so sehr zu verschmutzen, wie er möchte, und erwähnt, dass er einige Dinge gebucht hat, über die er nicht sprechen kann, weil er fürchtet, jemand könnte es verlieren oder jemand könnte es entdecken.
Was hat der Sprecher über seine Beziehung zu Ashley gesagt?
-Der Sprecher erwähnt, dass er und Ashley bald ihr einjähriges Jubiläum feiern werden und dass er einige Dinge geplant hat, die er nicht preisgeben möchte. Er betont jedoch, dass es keine Heirat oder ein Vorschlag ist.
Was hat der Sprecher über seine Erfahrungen mit der Behandlung von RLS (Restless Leg Syndrome) gesagt?
-Der Sprecher teilt mit, dass er unter RLS leidet, ein Zustand, der ihn dazu veranlasst, seine Beine nachts zu bewegen, und dass er ein neues Medikament erhalten hat, das wie ein Antikonvulsivum wirkt. Er hat auch herausgefunden, dass das Medikament auch als Street-Drogen genutzt wird.
Was sagt der Sprecher über seine Erfahrungen mit der Autonomie und der Akzeptanz seiner Sexualität?
-Der Sprecher reflektiert über seine Erfahrungen, seine Sexualität zu entdecken, und erwähnt, dass es bei autistischen Menschen normalerweise zwischen 20 und 30 Jahren geschieht. Er teilt auch eine persönliche Geschichte, in der er seine Sexualität durch eine Beziehung mit einem Mann entdeckt hat.
Was hat der Sprecher über seine Erfahrungen mit der Therapie und speziellen Behandlungen gesagt?
-Der Sprecher spricht über seine Erfahrungen mit einer Therapie, die Ketamin beinhaltet, eine Behandlung, bei der Patienten unter der Aufsicht eines Therapeuten einen Trip erleben, um mit ihren inneren Ängsten und Problemen umzugehen.
Was sagt der Sprecher über seine Beziehung zu Ashley und wie sie ihn verändert hat?
-Der Sprecher lobt Ashley für ihre Fürsorge und Aufmerksamkeit, die er als beispiellos empfunden hat. Er sagt, dass Ashley ihn gesehen hat, wie er am schlimmsten war und dass diese Erfahrung sein Verständnis für Beziehungen verändert hat.
Was hat der Sprecher über seine Ansichten zur Mode und zur Darstellung seiner Geschlechtszugehörigkeit gesagt?
-Der Sprecher diskutiert seine Ansichten über bestimmte Modetrends und wie sie seine Geschlechtszugehörigkeit darstellen. Er spricht über seine Vorliebe für eine eher weibliche Präsenz und reflektiert über die Herausforderungen, die damit verbunden sind.
Outlines
😄 Gespräch über Gaming-Community und persönliches Leben
Der Sprecher beginnt mit einer Ansprache an die Gaming-Community und betont, dass er Witze über sein Geschlecht machen darf, da er transgeschlechtlich ist. Er erwähnt, dass er kürzlich unterwegs war und sein Make-up zerstört war. Es folgt eine Diskussion über seine bevorstehenden Pläne für sein Jahrestags-Jubiläum mit Ashley und seine Angst, es zu verlieren. Zudem spricht er über seine Erfahrungen mit Restless Leg Syndrome und seine neue Medikation, die er für diese Bedingung erhalten hat.
🤔 Reflexionen über Psychedelische Therapien und persönliche Entwicklung
Der Sprecher teilt seine Gedanken über psychedelische Therapien und wie sie für die Behandlung von psychischen Problemen eingesetzt werden können. Er beschreibt das Erlebnis, wie die Therapie ablief und welche Erfahrungen andere Patienten gemacht haben. Zudem reflektiert er über seine eigene sexuelle Identität und wie seine Erfahrungen als Autist ihm dabei geholfen haben, seine Sexualität im Alter von 20 bis 30 Jahren zu verstehen. Er erzählt außerdem über eine besondere Erfahrung, die er mit einem früheren Partner hatte, die sein Verständnis von Beziehungen veränderte.
🎮 Live-Streaming und persönliche Äußerungen
In diesem Abschnitt spricht der Sprecher über seine Vorbereitungen für einen Live-Stream und wie er sich präsentieren möchte. Er diskutiert über seine Kleidung, seine Erscheinung und wie er sich selbst wahrnimmt. Er teilt auch seine Meinungen über bestimmte Modetrends und was er für 'gay' oder nicht angemessen hält. Schließlich kündigt er an, dass er bald in einem Stream von Jack Manifold erscheinen wird und wie er sich für diese Aufnahme präsentieren wird.
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Keywords
💡Transgender
💡Makeup
💡Twitchcon
💡Anniversary
💡Mental Health
💡Restless Leg Syndrome
💡Ketamine
💡Autism
💡Fanboy
💡Goth
Highlights
The speaker identifies as transgender and feels comfortable making certain jokes due to their identity.
They have not done interesting makeup since moving and their makeup box was destroyed during travel.
The speaker avoids doing eye shadow on stream because it messes up their eyelashes.
They are attending TwitchCon and plan to experiment with makeup without concern for their eyelashes.
A humorous moment where the speaker misunderstands a comment about a 'sword' being bigger.
Yumi Yi is mentioned as a trans individual, bringing attention to diversity within the gaming community.
The speaker discusses their anniversary plans with Ashley, emphasizing it's not a marriage proposal.
They express excitement about an upcoming event but are careful not to reveal too much to avoid spoilers.
The speaker talks about their experience with restless leg syndrome and a new medication.
They mention that the medication they are taking is also used as a street drug for its anxiety-relieving effects.
The speaker expresses anxiety about meeting new people and how it affects their social interactions.
A discussion about mental health and the speaker's commitment to improving their own.
The speaker explores the use of ketamine as a therapy for mental health issues.
They describe the process of ketamine therapy, including the sensory experience and the follow-up with a therapist.
The speaker reflects on their sexual identity and how it was influenced by an experience with a male friend.
They share a personal story about how a thoughtful gesture from a partner changed their perspective on relationships.
The speaker discusses their upcoming appearance on Jack Manifold's stream and their choice of outfit.
They experiment with different accessories and makeup looks, seeking viewer feedback.
The speaker expresses their indifference to labels of sexual orientation, focusing on personal comfort.
Transcripts
boys men only boys and men okay fellas
Gamers no women no in between that's
right I'm looking at people like me I'm
allowed to make jokes like that now
because I transgender anyway I have not
done interesting makeup since I moved
here maybe before but when was the last
time you saw me do ey Shadow I was
traveling recently and open my little
makeup box and it was [ __ ] destroyed
there was glitter everywhere there's a
couple things that I don't ever do on
stream and the reason why I don't do
like ey Shadow is that it [ __ ] up my
eyelashes and I I end up needing to get
them done again but I go away for
twitchcon on like next Thursday I can
[ __ ] up my eyelashes as much as I want
we're here for all of your bits small or
small there you go and this girl's sword
is bigger than yours did you just did
you just randomly say you're [ __ ]
what are you are you just saying your
dick's bigger than mine live you've se
My Sword Oh you mean sword oh [ __ ] oh my
God it's Yumi Yi is a trans one oh hold
on I need something I've got this this
chest of like random stuff it they're
basically props and everything is like
like chokers and headbands like a little
like cat ears there's an awful lot more
that I can't really show you I can't
show you most things in there but I will
say they go with stuff like this
it's a it's a it's a rose gold Le did
you know you can buy these you need to
go to a really special website but but
you can you can got you you can get them
you can totally just buy these things
mine and Ashley's uh anniversary is
coming up our one year anniversary I've
booked some stuff that I I can't tell
you about but I I really want to the
only reason I can't is cuz someone's
going to leak it or she's going to see
it or something like that and it's still
a little bit far away I was texting
Belle and um I told her everything that
I booked and she went are you [ __ ]
proposing so I'm pretty hyped up but
I've tried to not like hype Ashley up
about it I've mentioned it twice now I'm
not [ __ ] engaged I'm not marrying her
no this is not a proposal I had to say
to her like hey I need to preface that
I'm not proposing what's with the ears
oh my god did you remember my birthday
that's so nice of you so what am I
getting today is it your birthday I
don't know
I don't think I know your birthday Jonas
wait wouldn't wouldn't you have had time
off if it's your
[Music]
birthday okay do you want to hear what
I've been up to chat I'm on a new
medication restless leg syndrome when
it's like you're moving your legs at
your desk but at night time it's the
worst [ __ ] thing it's the worst thing
it's genuinely hell I'm so glad someone
else said it dude it's so it's so bad
I've had it for ages now I think like 10
years or something I've I've had it for
whenever I go to sleep at night it'll
just be this like impulse it's genuinely
like a muscle like seizure like it's a
spasm in your leg I spoke to my doctor
about it and I got a thing for it that's
like an
anti-convulsant uh I found out from
Googling it that it's like a street drug
like people just [ __ ] play around
with it like you can get I wouldn't say
hi but pretty much it's for generalized
anxiety disorder because I spoke to him
and I said like look I've got this like
restless leg syndrome thing is there
anything I can do for that also on a
side note on two different conversations
I am freaking the [ __ ] out about meeting
anyone do you remember how much I talked
about like going to Bell's uh like like
meeting anyone I it's normal to be like
anxious about it I mean like for me I
need to be on the edge of Drunk In order
to meet new people you know which is so
hard just have fun thank you vanimal why
didn't I think of that I've decided that
this year is the year that I get my like
Mental Health together it's just autism
is it though I have no idea the one
thing I have done for the autism thing
is just saying to everyone I ever meet
hey I'm probably going to say something
really stupid you know it's it kills
your downstairs
FYI what do you mean what do you don't
tell me what do you mean bro can there
not be a pill that doesn't give you
[ __ ] erectile dysfunction can there
be one one of the things that it
involves is that ketamine thing and in a
bit of America I'm not really sure it's
new for us it's not new for you where
you take ketamine and it's the most out
there thing I've ever heard because even
the doctors that sort of talk to you
about it and you talk to the nurses you
talk to everyone they genuinely just say
like you're going to trip out you're
going to go on a trip you lay down right
and basically this person injects you in
your arm as you're as you're sort of
laying and they'll put a weighted
blanket over you hogers autistic people
win they put a weighted blanket on you
and they put like these eye shades on a
therapist in the room with you but they
don't talk to you they don't say [ __ ]
all they do is they sit there telling me
about how it's all going to work one of
the things we do is like physical touch
nothing
sexual and then waited a second like I
was supposed to say
something I I feel like that was my
opportunity to say like is that a hard
and fast rule you know like she gave me
enough room in the com ation to be like
are you sure we put on like these
headphones these they're one of those
really good like Sennheiser headphones
so you put these headphones on you put
these ey Shades down you put blanket up
on you and then you essentially just
trip for 45 minutes or to an hour or
something like that it's kind of however
long it lasts the next day you come back
and you talk to your therapist about
what you saw in your trip now that can
be an awful lot of things one of the
things that they said was was um these
other clients that I've had this guy saw
himself as a panther like was running
through the jungle and we figured out
that it was to do with like to help
people and that felt like powerful and
everything I've never taken a hallucina
gy before I'm not sure how many of you
people have done hallucinogens but it's
like it's a hallucinogen it's did you
just say cringe I won't tell you about
like all the stuff we talked about in
therapy like all my all my deepest
darkest issues and [ __ ] but person was
so [ __ ] interesting she had taken
iasa like six times and then listed
drugs that I've never heard of I think I
I know more than the average about drugs
but not as much as someone who actively
takes them but I didn't know the names
of these things she said I did this one
four times this one couple times and
carried on and it's very like I don't
know how much you guys are but I'm not a
very like spiritual person I'm not very
like and you're going to like connect to
your inner child and experience all this
healing and and I'm not like that I also
not like see the [ __ ] fifth
dimensional plane or whatever right I
was just surprised that this sort of
thing was legal dude I was straight
until I suddenly wasn't I was talking
about that with the psychology man and
apparently that's abnormal for most
people but very normal for autistic
people which is interesting if you're
autistic sorry if you are and you're not
at the age range I'm going to say yeah
but if you're autistic uh you usually
figure out your sexuality somewhere
between your 20 to 30 is that not insane
to most people I found out I was by when
I was 23 cuz I just dated this dude I
was talking to this dude and he was
interesting he was fun and he was like
hey I've got this place booked out do
you want to come meet me I kind of went
I'm not doing anything on those days and
he is fun to hang out with so yeah I'm
down so I went over stayed there we met
up and uh first night we sort of drank a
lot right we sort of drank hung out
together so we were just sort of vibing
around you know just talking I was in
maybe not the best relationship before
we both drank kind of a lot and and I
wake up in the morning at God knows when
to like a knock at the door and he B in
this a grilled cheese toasty and some
fruit and some water and he said like
you know cuz we were drinking last night
and everything and I wanted you to I
wanted to make sure you're good and I
cried no one had ever treated me like
that ever obviously now you know I've
been dating Ashley for a year and not to
talk [ __ ] on my ex or anything like that
but like Ashley does that stuff all the
time she's fantastic I just had never
been treated like that before like ever
I don't know it it changed how I viewed
relationships and it really narrowed
down sort of who I'd spend time with
because i' sort of you know I'd seen
what things sort of could have been
right I would never date someone that
was like me at the start of the
relationship I think it would just be
too hard I was never like I don't think
I was ever mean or an [ __ ] or
anything like that I never did anything
bad but I was just hard to be around and
I was scary to be around you know that
quote if you can't handle me at my worst
you can't handle me at my best
[ __ ] Ashley has seen me at the
worst I've ever been and now which is
I'd say 60% of what of what it's what I
have been like in the past I would say
Ashley sort of did it like a stock you
know she bought low and she's going to
sell High she's going to hold out for
when it gets when the stock goes up cuz
she got me at like a [ __ ] penny stock
sorry this is such important information
in 1 hour I'm going on Jack manifold
stream whatever I'm wearing by the end
of this stream is uh what I'm going to
be wearing then goth then why the fu I
awful goth is bad oh Finn how do I do
makeup do you have like a makeup
tutorial that I can watch no I'm bad at
this man I just have one look that I've
just been doing forever I have not
varied and I see people do makeup
tutorials for makeup looks that I don't
know how to [ __ ] do and they said
that it's it's what I do all the time I
don't [ __ ] I don't follow this is a
tutorial for anyone that trying
to
Bro am I dude commit to it bro ready 3 2
1 it's not that bad like would you let
me tell you what to do in this outfit
cuz that's sort of my my margin of VAR
right here presenting fem I'm not really
aiming for female I'm aiming for just
like feminine it gives off major Giga
chick Vibes Giga chick what is
that my head is just too
[ __ ] they these are too big is my
head too small I feel like this is too
big for they're too the ears are too big
for my head I look like a fox I but the
pink matches it does I know what you
mean I don't know where my like normal
cadd or something I like how that's a
thing hold on
hear me out beanie I think this works
great personally I think this slaps um
and then just for fun I found these and
you've never seen these before look at
these look at these little guys it's
kind of cute I'm not going to wear it
with this fit but it's kind of cool this
is kind of nice they're cute I bought
the exact same headphones that I had
like that I used to use all the time I'm
a gamer again chat yo there's me right
there's someone like me and then there's
like this this is this is this is gay
this counts as a fanboy but this is gay
if you [ __ ] this it's gay I'm sorry
you're gay and then the other one that I
also think is gay this is also gay this
is also like number one Google image res
it this is also gay you think I care
it's you think I care about that you
think I care if [ __ ] me is gay or
straight I don't care well okay I don't
but I would say that it crosses the line
when you have like is it just long hair
fboy with long hair is that what it is
it might be that anyway Jack's streaming
right now so I'm going to rate him and
I'm going to be on there if you want to
carry on watching me oh [ __ ] it worked
all right chat bye
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