In Cold Blood (Part 1): Pages 36-44

Sarah Guthier
25 Apr 202117:26

Summary

TLDRThe script covers a reading from 'In Cold Blood,' focusing on two characters, Perry and Dick, as they prepare for a crime, discussing gloves, stockings, and rope for the operation. It then shifts perspective to Kenyon, a young boy working on projects in his home, reflecting on relationships, personal losses, and his solitary nature. The script further delves into Perry's psychological complexities, his relationship with an ex-cellmate, and his inner turmoil, as highlighted by a thoughtful letter about his character flaws and emotional struggles.

Takeaways

  • 📖 The reading session begins with a continuation of 'In Cold Blood' from page 36, focusing on the story of Perry and Dick's criminal plans.
  • 🚗 Perry and Dick shop for items needed for their crime, including gloves and rope, showcasing their different approaches to planning.
  • 🧠 Perry expresses doubt about Dick's confidence that no witnesses will be left, revealing tension and uncertainty between the two.
  • 🔧 The narrative switches to Kenyon, a character working on a hope chest for his sister in the basement, highlighting his carpentry skills.
  • 🏡 Kenyon and his sister Nancy take pride in their efforts to brighten up the basement, turning it into a den for friends and family.
  • 🐕 The scene shows Kenyon’s bond with his sister and the family pets, demonstrating a contrast to Perry and Dick’s darker activities.
  • 🏞️ Kenyon reflects on his adventures with his friend Bob, including coyote chasing and rabbit hunting, portraying his rural Kansas lifestyle.
  • 💔 Kenyon feels distant from Bob as Bob has started dating, marking a shift in their friendship as Kenyon remains focused on hobbies and independence.
  • 💀 Perry's relationship with Dick is explored further, emphasizing Perry's deep insecurities, superstitions, and inner conflicts regarding the murder plan.
  • 📜 Perry reflects on his past friendship with Willie Jay, a former inmate, whose psychological insights still haunt Perry, deepening his inner turmoil.

Q & A

  • What is the context of the scene being read from *In Cold Blood*?

    -The scene describes Dick and Perry, two criminals, planning a robbery and murder. They stop in Emporia, Kansas to purchase supplies, including gloves and rope, which are essential for their plan. The narrative also shifts to Kenyon Clutter, one of the eventual murder victims, who is working on carpentry in the basement of his home.

  • Why does Perry become irritated with Dick during their conversation?

    -Perry becomes irritated because Dick repeatedly insists that there will be no witnesses to their crime, which Perry finds naive. Perry believes that unforeseen circumstances, or 'the ineffable,' can happen and that it's foolish to think there won't be any witnesses.

  • Why is Perry interested in buying black stockings from a nun?

    -Perry suggests buying black stockings from a nun because he assumes that nuns would have them readily available. However, Perry also believes nuns and anything related to them are bad luck, which makes the situation ironic.

  • What personal philosophy does Perry hold regarding fate and his current actions?

    -Perry believes that his current actions are dictated by fate, not personal desire. He feels that fate has arranged the situation, and despite not wanting to be involved, he accepts his role in the crime as inevitable.

  • What is the significance of Willie-Jay in Perry’s life?

    -Willie-Jay is Perry’s only real friend and a former cellmate. Willie-Jay believed in Perry's potential for redemption and tried to lead him toward spiritual salvation. Perry admired Willie-Jay’s intelligence and saw him as someone who truly understood him, despite Perry’s lack of belief in God.

  • How does Kenyon Clutter's personality differ from his father’s?

    -Kenyon is described as sensitive and reserved, traits he shares with his mother, Bonnie, rather than his father, Herb Clutter. He is depicted as a thoughtful and introspective boy, more interested in solitary activities like carpentry and inventions than socializing or sports.

  • Why has the friendship between Kenyon and Bob Jones changed recently?

    -The friendship between Kenyon and Bob has changed because Bob has started dating a girl, leaving Kenyon feeling somewhat left out. Kenyon, being a year younger and uninterested in romantic relationships, finds it difficult to relate to Bob’s new focus on girls.

  • What is the significance of the mahogany hope chest Kenyon is working on?

    -Kenyon is building a mahogany hope chest as a wedding gift for his sister, Beverly. The chest symbolizes Kenyon’s craftsmanship and his desire to contribute something meaningful to his sister’s future life.

  • How does Kenyon feel about his horse, Skeeter?

    -Kenyon is deeply attached to his horse, Skeeter, who died of heart failure while being ridden. Even a year after the horse's death, Kenyon continues to mourn him, despite his father’s promise to give him another horse.

  • What does Willie-Jay's letter to Perry suggest about Perry’s inner struggles?

    -Willie-Jay’s letter highlights Perry’s emotional instability and inner conflicts. He describes Perry as a man of extreme passion who is torn between self-expression and self-destruction. Willie-Jay warns that unless Perry learns to control his emotional outbursts and his resentment towards others, these flaws will ultimately defeat him.

Outlines

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📖 Introduction to 'In Cold Blood' and Setting the Scene

The speaker introduces the continuation of the reading of *In Cold Blood*, starting at page 36, and provides behind-the-scenes details about a costume change due to changing weather. They describe a scene where two characters, Dick and Perry, shop for gloves and discuss the need for items such as stockings and rope, with Dick downplaying potential witnesses to their crimes. Perry, however, is more cautious, aware of the unpredictability of circumstances.

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🏀 Kenyon's Personality and Adventures

Kenyon, a reserved boy, is described as physically strong but uncoordinated and reliant on glasses. Despite his limitations, he enjoys outdoor adventures, such as coyote hunting and rabbit roundups with his close friend Bob. However, their friendship is strained as Bob begins dating, leaving Kenyon feeling isolated. The passage emphasizes Kenyon’s preference for solitude, machines, and hobbies over romantic relationships.

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🌸 Kenyon's Bond with His Family and Sense of Loss

Kenyon’s close relationship with his family is explored, particularly with his sister Nancy and their shared moments of tending to the garden. There is also a discussion of his feelings about becoming an uncle. His memory of his horse Skeeter, who died unexpectedly, evokes a sense of loss that still lingers with him. Kenyon's preference for practical activities over emotional connections is highlighted.

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🚗 Perry's Superstitions and Motives

The scene shifts to Perry waiting in the car while Dick attempts to buy stockings from a nun. Perry's belief in fate and various superstitions, such as his discomfort around the number 15 and nuns, is explored. Perry reflects on his deeper reasons for returning to Kansas, not for Dick's plan but to reunite with Willie Jay, a friend and spiritual guide who had a significant influence on him during his time in prison.

💌 Perry and Willie Jay's Friendship and Perry's Inner Conflict

The relationship between Perry and Willie Jay is further elaborated. Willie Jay, a former cellmate and religious figure in the prison, saw potential in Perry and tried to guide him spiritually. Despite his respect for Willie Jay, Perry ultimately rejects religion, causing a rift in their friendship. Willie Jay's farewell letter to Perry is full of insight, warning him about his self-destructive tendencies and emotional volatility, which Perry struggles to control.

Mindmap

Keywords

💡Black Chevrolet

The Black Chevrolet is a vehicle central to the narrative as Dick and Perry travel to Emporia, Kansas. It symbolizes the mobility of the characters as they prepare for their criminal activities. In the script, the Black Chevrolet appears multiple times as the two men drive around planning their actions, reflecting the ominous nature of their journey.

💡Rubber Gloves

The rubber gloves symbolize the premeditation of the crime. Perry purchases these gloves to avoid leaving fingerprints, showing the meticulousness with which he approaches the plan. The mention of rubber gloves indicates their intent to ensure there are 'no witnesses' as they commit the crime.

💡No Witnesses

The phrase 'no witnesses' is repeatedly emphasized by Dick, highlighting the callousness of the characters' mindset toward human life. Dick’s constant reminder that no one should survive the encounter is central to the cold and calculated nature of the impending crime, reinforcing the moral darkness of the narrative.

💡Mahogany Hope Chest

The mahogany hope chest represents craftsmanship and familial ties. Kenyon, a member of the Clutter family, is seen building this chest as a wedding present for his sister. This contrasts sharply with the violence planned by Dick and Perry, emphasizing the loss of innocence and the tragedy that will befall the family.

💡Emporia, Kansas

Emporia, Kansas is a key setting in the script, where the two criminals stop to do some shopping as part of their preparations. It is described as a 'large town almost a city,' marking a significant moment in their journey toward their final crime destination. This setting highlights the contrast between everyday life and the looming violence.

💡Rope

The purchase of the white nylon rope symbolizes the violent intent of the characters. Perry, who is skilled with knots due to his time in the merchant marine, selects the rope, knowing it will be used in their criminal act. The rope also evokes a sense of foreboding as they plan to restrain their victims.

💡Willie-Jay

Willie-Jay is a former cellmate of Perry's, described as his 'real and only friend.' He is portrayed as an intellectual figure, someone who once tried to guide Perry spiritually. Willie-Jay's influence over Perry adds complexity to Perry's character, as it shows his inner conflict and desire for redemption, despite his current path.

💡Superstition

Perry’s superstitions play a role in his thought process throughout the narrative. He believes that encountering certain signs, such as the number 15, red hair, and nuns, brings bad luck. His respect for these superstitions reflects his belief in fate, which influences his decision to return to Kansas for reasons beyond just Dick’s plan.

💡The Clutter Family

The Clutter family, although only mentioned briefly in the script, represents the victims of the planned crime. Their lives, particularly Kenyon and Nancy’s, are described in detail to contrast the innocence and normalcy of their existence with the violent intentions of Dick and Perry. The impending tragedy that will strike the family adds emotional weight to the narrative.

💡Kenyon's Inventions

Kenyon’s inventions, such as his electric deep-dish frying pan, highlight his creativity and individuality. These details about his hobbies and personality serve to humanize him, making the reader feel a deeper sense of loss when considering the crime. Kenyon is portrayed as an innocent, young, and intelligent person whose life will be tragically cut short.

Highlights

The reading starts in the middle of page 36, discussing the journey of a black Chevrolet and its occupants reaching Emporia, Kansas.

The occupants of the car decide to do some shopping, starting with purchasing rubber gloves for Perry.

Perry and Dick debate the necessity of wearing stockings to conceal themselves, with Perry concerned about hiding his eye injury.

Dick emphasizes there will be no witnesses to their crime, a sentiment that irritates Perry.

Perry demonstrates his expertise with ropes by selecting a strong white nylon cord for their operation.

The perspective shifts to Kenyon, who is working on a chest as a wedding present for his sister Beverly.

Kenyon is portrayed as a sensitive, creative boy who excels at carpentry and enjoys inventing things in his home workshop.

The relationship between Kenyon and his close friend Bob has changed due to Bob's interest in girls, while Kenyon remains focused on his hobbies.

Kenyon and Bob used to hunt coyotes together, racing them in an old truck they called the 'Coyote Wagon.'

Kenyon reflects on the loss of his horse Skeeter, which died of heart failure while running.

Perry's deep respect for superstitions is highlighted, including his belief that nuns, the number 15, and red hair bring bad luck.

Perry's return to Kansas is motivated by a desire to reunite with his old cellmate, Willie Jay, whom he greatly admired.

Willie Jay is described as a spiritual and intellectual influence on Perry, although Perry ultimately rejects his religious guidance.

Willie Jay's farewell letter to Perry reveals deep insights into Perry's character, describing him as a man torn between self-expression and self-destruction.

The letter emphasizes Perry's internal struggle with anger and resentment toward others, which Willie Jay believes will ultimately defeat him.

Transcripts

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hello and welcome back to in cold blood

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part one we will be starting kind of in

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the middle a little lower down from the

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middle on page 36.

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i have had a costume change because i

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thought it was warm outside but now i'm

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a little cold because it's the evening

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just a little behind the scenes i'm sure

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you guys were just dying for

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alrighty we are going to be on

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the line that says by mid-afternoon the

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black chevrolet

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by mid-afternoon the black chevrolet had

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reached emporia kansas

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a large town almost a city and a safe

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place so the occupants of the car had

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decided to do a bit of shopping

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they parked on a side street then

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wandered about until a suitable crowd

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crowded variety store presented itself

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the first purchase was a pair of rubber

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gloves

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those were for perry who unlike dick had

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neglected to bring old gloves of his own

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they moved on to a counter displaying

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women's hosiery

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after a spell of indecisive quibbling

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perry said

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i'm for it dick was not what about my

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eye

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they're all too light-colored to hide

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that

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miss said perry attracting a sales

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girl's attention

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you got any black stockings when she

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told him no he proposed that they try

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another school

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school store black's foolproof

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but dick had made up his mind stockings

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of any shade were unnecessary an

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encumbrance a useless

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expense i've already invested enough

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money in this operation

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and after all anyone they encountered

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would not live to bear witness

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no witnesses he reminded perry for what

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seemed to perry like the millionth time

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it wrankled in him the way perry mouthed

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those two or the the way dick mouthed

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those two words

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as though they solved every problem it

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was stupid not to admit that there might

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be a witness they hadn't seen

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the ineffable happens they do take a

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turn he said

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but dick smiling boastfully boyishly did

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not agree

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get the bubbles out of your blood

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nothing can go wrong no

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because the plan was dicks and from the

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first footfall to the final silence

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flawlessly devised next they were

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interested in rope

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perry studied the stock tested it having

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once served in the merchant marine he

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understood rope and was clever with

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knots

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he chose a white nylon cord as strong as

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wire and not much thicker

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they discussed how many yards of that

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they required the question

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irritated dick for it was part of a

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greater quandary

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he could not despite the alleged

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perfection of his overall design be

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certain of the answer

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eventually he said christ how the hell

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should i know you damn well better

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dick tried there's him her the kid and

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the girl

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and maybe the other two but it's

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saturday they might have guests

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let's count on eight or even 12. the

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only sure thing

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is every one of them has got to go seems

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like a lot of it

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to be so sure about ain't that what i

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promised you honey

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plenty of hair on them those walls perry

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shrugged

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then we better buy the whole roll it was

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100 yards long

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quite long enough for 12. kenyan had

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built the chest himself so we're doing a

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perspective switch here

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a mahogany hope chest lined with cedar

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which he intended to give beverly as a

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wedding present

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now working on it in the so-called den

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in the basement he applied a last coat

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of varnish

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the furniture of the den a cement

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floored room that ran the length of the

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house

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consisted almost entirely of exam of

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examples of his carpentry

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shelves tables stools a ping pong table

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and nancy's needle roll

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work chin slip covers that rejuvenated a

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degree couch

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curtains pillows bearing legends happy

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and don't have to be crazy to live here

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but it helps

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together kenyon and nancy had made a

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paint splattered attempt to deprive the

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pace basement room of its unremovable

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dowerness

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and neither was aware of failure in fact

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they both thought their den a triumph

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and a blessing

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nancy because it was a place where she

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could entertain the gang without

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disturbing her mother

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and kenyon because he could be alone

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free to bang saul

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mess with his inventions the newest of

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which was an electric deep dish frying

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pan

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adjoining the den was a furnace room

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which contained a tool littered table

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piled with some of his other works in

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progress an amplifying unit

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an elderly wind-up victrola that he was

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restoring to service

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i'm cold i gotta go inside welcome to

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the dining room

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i didn't pick these drapes they came

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with the house i'm going to change them

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all right so we are down uh talking

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about kenyans and the um

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inventions kind of on the the bottom

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paragraph of page 38.

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ken resembled neither his parents

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physically his crew cut hair was hemp

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colored

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and he was six feet tall and lanky

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though hefty enough to have once rescued

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a pair of full-grown sheep by carrying

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them

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two miles through a blizzard sturdy

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strong but cursed with a lanky boy's

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lack of muscular coordination

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this defect aggregated by an inability

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to function without glasses

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prevented him from taking more than a

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token part in those sports teams

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basketball and baseball that were the

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main occupation of most boys

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who might have been his friends had only

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one close friend

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bob jones the son of taylor jones whose

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ranch was a mile west of the clutter

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home

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out in rural kansas boy star driving

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cars very young

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kenyon was 11 when his father allowed

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him to buy with money he had earned

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raising sheep

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an old truck with a model a engine the

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coyote wagon he and bob called it

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not far from river valley farm there is

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a mysterious stretch of countryside

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known as

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the sand hills it is like a beach

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without an ocean

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and at night coyotes slink among the

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dunes assembling in hordes to howl

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on moonlit evenings the boys would

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descend upon them set them running and

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try to outrace them in the wagon

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they seldom dead for the scrawniest

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coyote can hit 50 miles an hour

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whereas the wagon's top speed was 35 but

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it was a wild and beautiful kind of fun

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the wagons getting across the sand and

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fleeing coyotes framed against the moon

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as bob said

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it sure made your heart hurry equally

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intoxicating and more profitable where

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the rabbit round off ups the boy

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two boys conducted

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kenyan was a good shot and his friend a

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better one and between them they

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sometimes delivered half a hundred

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rabbits to the rabbit factory

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a garden city processing plant that paid

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10 cents ahead for the animals

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which were then quick frozen and shipped

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to mink growers

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but what meant most to kenyan and bob

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too was their weekend

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overnight hunting hikes along the shores

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of the river wandering wrapping up in

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blankets

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listening at sunrise for the noise of

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wings moving toward the sound on tiptoe

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and then

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sweetest of all swaggering homeward with

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a dozen duck dinners swinging from their

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belts

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but lately things had changed between

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kenyan and his friend

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they had not quarreled there had not

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there had not been

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an overt falling out nothing had

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happened except bob

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who was 16 had started going with a girl

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which meant that kenyan

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a year younger and still very much the

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adolescent bachelor

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could no longer count on his

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companionship bob told him

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when you're my age you'll feel different

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i used to think the same as you

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women so what then you get to talking to

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some woman

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and it's mighty nice you'll see kenyan

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doubted it

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he could not conceive of ever wanting to

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waste an hour on any girl that might be

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spent with guns horses tools machinery

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even a book

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if bob was unavailable then he would

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rather be alone for in temperament he

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was not in the least mr clutter's son

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but rather bonnie's child

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a sensitive and reticent boy his

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contemporaries thought him stand office

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office yet forgave him saying oh kenyon

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it's just that he lives in a world of

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his own

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leaving the varnish to dry he went on to

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another chore one that took him out of

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doors

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he wanted to tidy up his mother's flower

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garden a treasured patch of disheveled

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foliage that grew beneath her bedroom

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window

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when he got there he found one of the

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hired men loosening the earth with a

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spade

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paul helm the husband of the of the

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housekeeper

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seeing that car mr helmast yes kenyan

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had seen the car in the driveway

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a grey buick standing outside the

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entrance of his father's office

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thought you might know who it was not

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unless it's mr johnson

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dad said he was expecting him mr helm

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the late mr helm he died of a stroke the

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following march

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was a somber man in his late 50s whose

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withdrawn manner veiled in nature

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keenly curious and watchful he liked to

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know what was going on

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which johnson the insurance fellow

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mr helm grunted your dad must be laying

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in a stack of it that car's been here

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i'd say three hours

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the chill of oncoming dust shivered

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through the air and though the sky was

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still deep blue

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lengthening shadows emanated from the

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gardens tall

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chrysanthemum stalks nancy's cat

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frolicked among them

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catching its paws in the twine with

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which kenyan and the old man were now

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tying plants

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suddenly nancy herself came jolly across

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the fields aboard fat babe

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babe returning from her saturday treat a

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bath in the river

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teddy the dog accompanied them and all

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three were water splashed and shining

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you'll catch cold mr helm said nancy

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laughed she had never been ill

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not once sliding off babe she sprawled

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on the grass at the edge of the garden

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and seized her cat

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dangled him above her and kissed his

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nose and whiskers kenyan was disgusted

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kissing animals on the mouth you used to

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kiss the

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skeeter she reminded him skeeter was a

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horse

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a beautiful horse a strawberry stallion

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that he had raised from a foal

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how that skeeter could take offense use

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a horse too hard

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his father cautioned him one day you'll

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run the life out of skeeter

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and he had while skeeter was streaking

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down the road with his master of stride

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and his heart failed

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he stumbled and was dead it's a really

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bleak story to share

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now a year later kenyon still mourned

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him even though his father taking pity

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on him had promised him the pick of next

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spring's fall fools kenyon

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nancy said do you think tracy will be

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able to talk by thanksgiving

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tracy not yet a year old was her nephew

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the son of evianna and the sister to

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whom she felt particularly close

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beverly was kenyon's favorite it would

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throw me to pieces to hear him say aunt

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nancy or uncle kenyon

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would you like to hear him say that i

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mean don't you love being an

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uncle kenyan good grief why can't you

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ever answer me

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because you're silly he said tossing her

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the hair the head of a flower

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a wilted dahlia which she jammed into

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her hair

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mr helm picked up a spade crows called

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sundown was near but his home was not

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the lane of chinese elms had turned into

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a tunnel of darkening green

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and he lived at the end of it half a

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mile away evening

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he said and started his journey journey

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but once he looked back

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and that he was to testify the next day

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was the last

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i seen them nancy leading old babe off

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to the barn

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like i said nothing out of the ordinary

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the black chevrolet was again parked

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this time in front of a catholic

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hospital on the outskirts of emporia

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under continued needling that's your

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trouble you think there's only one way

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dick's way dick had surrendered while

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perry waited in the car

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he had gone in the hospital to try and

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bear buy a pair of black stockings from

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a nun

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this rather unorthodox method of

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obtaining them had been perry's

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inspirations

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nuns he argued were certain to have a

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supply

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the notion presented one drawback of

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course nuns and anything pertaining to

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them were bad luck

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he and perry was mo and perry was most

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most respectful of his superstitions

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some others were the number 15 red hair

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white flowers priests crossing a road

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snakes appearing in a dream still it

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couldn't be helped

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the compulsively superstitious person is

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often

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a serious believer in fate that was the

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case with perry

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he was here and embarked on the present

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errand not because he wished to be

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but because fate had arranged the matter

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he could prove it though he had no

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intention of doing so

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or at least within dick's hearing for

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the proof would involve his confessing

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the true and secret motive behind his

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return to kansas

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a piece of parole violation he had

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decided upon for a reason quite

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unrelated to dick's score

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or dick's summoning lit letter so

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basically

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dick said do you want to come do this

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murder with me

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um and he sent it in a letter come on

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guys

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the reason was several weeks earlier he

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has learned that on thursday november

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12th

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another of his former cell mates was

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being released from kansas state

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penitentiary at lansing

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and more than anything in the world he

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desired a reunion with his man

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his man his real and only friend

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the brilliant willie j during the first

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of his three years in prison

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perry had observed willy j from a

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distance with interest

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but with apprehension if one wished to

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be thought a tough specimen

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intimacy with willy jay seemed unwise he

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was the chaplain's clerk a slender

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irishman with prematurely gray hair

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and gray melancholy eyes his tenor voice

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was the glory of the prison's choir

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even perry though he was contemptuous of

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any exhibit

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exhibition of piety felt upset when he

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heard willy jay

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sing the lord's prayer the hymns gave

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grave language sung

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so credulous a spirit moved him made him

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wonder a little at the justice of his

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contempt

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eventually prodded by a slightly alerted

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religious curiosity

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he approached willy jay and the

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chaplain's clerk at once responsive

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thought he divined in the cripple-legged

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bodybuilder with the misty gaze and the

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prim's smokey voice

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a poet something rare and savable

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an ambition to bring this boy to god

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involved engulfed him

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his hopes of succeeding accelerated when

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one day perry produced a pastel drawing

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he had made

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a large in no way technically naive

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portrait of jesus

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lansing's protestant chaplain the revlon

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james

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reverend james post so valued it that he

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hung it in his office

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where it hangs still a slick and pretty

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savior

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with willy jay's full lips and grieving

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eyes

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the picture was the client climax of

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perry's nev

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never very earnest spiritual quest and

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ironically the termination of it he had

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joined his jesus a piece of hypocrisy

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an attempt to fool and betray willie j

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for

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he was as unconvinced of god as ever

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yet should he admit this and risk

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forfeiting the one friend who had ever

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truly understood

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him had joe jesse travelers

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straying through a world where his last

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names were cell where last names were

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seldom exchanged

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these had been his buddies never anyone

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like willie j

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who was in perry's opinion way above

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average intelligent

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intellectually perceptive as a

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well-trained

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psychologist how was it possible that so

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gifted a man had wound up in lansing

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that was what amazed perry the answer

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which he knew but rejected

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as an evasion of the deeper the human

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question was plain to simpler minds

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the chaplain's clerk then 38 was a thief

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a small-scale robber who over a period

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of 20 years had served sentences in five

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different states

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maybe you don't get your spiritual

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advice from that person

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maybe

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perry decided to speak out he was sorry

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but it was not for him

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heaven hell saints divine mercy and if

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willy jay's affection

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was founded on the prospect of perry's

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someday joining him at the foot of the

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cross

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then he was deceived and their

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friendship false a counterfeit like the

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portrait

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as usual willy j understood disheartened

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but not disenchanted

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for he persisted in courting perry's

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soul into the day of its possessor's

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parole and departure

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on the eve of which he wrote perry a

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farewell letter whose last paragraph

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ran you are a man of extreme passion a

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hungry man

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not quite sure where his appetite lies a

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deeply frustrated man

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striving to project his individuality

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against a backdrop of rigid conformity

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you exist in a half world suspended

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between two superstructures

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one self-expression and the other

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self-destruction

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you are strong but there is a flaw in

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your strength and unless you learn to

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control it

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the flaw will prove stronger than your

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strength and defeat you

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the flaw explosive emotional reaction

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out of all proportion to the occasion

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why why this unreasonable anger at the

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sight of

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others who are happy or content this

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growing contempt

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for people and the desire to hurt them

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all right

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you think they're fools you despise them

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because of their

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morals their happiness is a source of

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your frustration

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and resentment but these are dreadful

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enemies

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you carry within yourself in time

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destructive as bullets

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mercifully a bullet kills its victim

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this other bacteria permitted to age

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does not kill a man

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but leaves in its wake the hulk of a

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creature torn and twisted

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there is still fire within his being but

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it is being kept alive

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by casting upon it it's like um it's

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actually a word for like sticks

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or wood of scorn and hate

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he may successfully accumulate but he

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does not accumulate

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success for he is his own enemy and is

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kept from truly enjoying

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his achievements we will stop there and

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we're going to talk about that paragraph

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in class for sure

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