The Most Harrowing Disease

Summary

The script narrates a harrowing journey of a man in his late 50s who experiences a sudden onset of panic attacks and hallucinations, leading to a diagnosis of fatal insomnia, a rare genetic disorder. As his condition deteriorates, he endures relentless wakefulness, cognitive decline, and physical deterioration, culminating in a tragic and inevitable demise. The story highlights the devastating impact of this incurable disease, leaving the man and his loved ones to navigate the heart-wrenching final months of his life.

Takeaways

• 📺 The narrative begins with a mysterious control over a television set, suggesting a theme of external influence or manipulation.
• 👴 The protagonist is in their late 50s, experiencing the onset of old age and has successfully transitioned from a business owner to a retiree.
• 🏪 The protagonist had a prosperous career running a convenience store business, which expanded into multiple stores.
• 👨‍👧‍👦 After the birth of their children, the protagonist prioritized family and sold their business interests for a comfortable retirement.
• 👀 The protagonist experiences a sudden and intense panic attack during their daughter's baseball game, indicating underlying health issues.
• 💔 The protagonist's panic attacks persist and worsen over the next 5 to 8 months, affecting their daily life and sleep.
• 💊 Despite medical intervention with prescriptions like Celexa and Prozac, the protagonist's condition does not improve, highlighting the complexity of their health issue.
• 🌐 The protagonist turns to online forums for advice, finding discussions about avoiding SSRIs, which they bring up with their doctor.
• 🛌 Sleep issues escalate, with the protagonist struggling to achieve restful sleep, leading to increased reliance on sleeping pills.
• 👻 The protagonist starts experiencing hypnogogic hallucinations, adding to their panic attacks and deteriorating mental state.
• ⏳ The disease progresses rapidly, with the protagonist given only five months to live, as their physical and mental health rapidly declines.
• 🏥 Despite numerous medical tests and scans, no cure is found, and the protagonist's condition is terminal, leading to a tragic and lonely end.
• 💔 The disease, fatal insomnia, is revealed to be a rare and genetic condition with no known cure, emphasizing the protagonist's tragic fate.

Q & A

What is the initial setting of the script?

The script begins with a mysterious message about a television transmission, suggesting that the viewer is in control of the transmission.

How does the protagonist's life change after selling off their businesses?

After selling the businesses, the protagonist focuses on family, ensuring a comfortable retirement for themselves and their family.

What is the protagonist experiencing during their daughter's baseball match?

The protagonist experiences a sudden panic attack during their daughter's baseball match, feeling chest tightness and difficulty breathing.

What is the protagonist's wife's initial reaction to his panic attack?

The protagonist's wife initially laughs, thinking the panic attack was caused by the excitement of the game, but then becomes worried when she sees his condition.

How does the protagonist's condition evolve over time?

The protagonist's panic attacks become more frequent and severe over the next 5 to 8 months, affecting his sleep and daily life.

What medication is initially prescribed to the protagonist for their panic attacks?

The protagonist is initially prescribed Celexa, an SSRI, to help with their panic attacks.

What is the protagonist's reaction to the medication prescribed by the first doctor?

The protagonist finds that the medication is not effective and switches to another prescription, Prozac, after consulting with a different doctor.

What does the protagonist discover online that leads to a change in their medication?

The protagonist finds a Reddit post suggesting that some doctors recommend avoiding SSRIs, which prompts them to discuss this with their doctor.

What is the protagonist's condition diagnosed as after numerous tests and scans?

The protagonist is diagnosed with fatal insomnia, a rare and incurable disease characterized by progressive insomnia and hallucinations.

What is the prognosis for the protagonist after being diagnosed with fatal insomnia?

The prognosis is grim, with the disease leading to a rapid decline in health, constant wakefulness, and eventual death.

What is the significance of the name 'fatal familial insomnia'?

The name 'fatal familial insomnia' indicates that the disease can be passed down genetically within families, and it is extremely rare.

Outlines

00:00

😨 The Onset of Panic Attacks

This paragraph introduces a late 50s individual who, after a successful career and comfortable retirement, experiences a sudden panic attack during his daughter's baseball game. The individual has been managing his family's well-being and has been suffering from sleep deprivation, with panic attacks becoming a regular occurrence over the next 5 to 8 months. Despite medical intervention with Celexa and Prozac, the individual's condition does not improve, and they begin to explore alternative treatments after online research and discussions.

05:03

😱 The Descent into Hypnogogic Hallucinations and Fatal Insomnia

The second paragraph delves into the progression of the individual's condition, which escalates to hypnogogic hallucinations and an inability to sleep. As time passes, the individual's health deteriorates, with weight loss, constant wakefulness, and increasing hallucinations. Medical professionals diagnose the individual with fatal insomnia, a rare genetic disease with no cure, and the individual's life expectancy is given as five months. The paragraph describes the tragic decline in the individual's quality of life, leading to a complete dependence on others and eventual brain death due to the inability to sleep.

10:05

🎶 The Haunting Finale

The final paragraph is devoid of narrative content, serving as a poignant backdrop to the tragic story of the individual suffering from fatal insomnia. The use of music here signifies the end of the individual's journey, leaving a lasting impression of the disease's devastating impact on the person and their loved ones.

Keywords

💡Panic Attack

A panic attack is a sudden episode of intense fear or anxiety that can lead to physical symptoms such as a rapid heartbeat, shortness of breath, and chest tightness. In the video, the main character experiences a panic attack during his daughter's baseball match, which is described by the symptoms he feels, such as the chest tightening and rapid short breaths.

💡Celexa

Celexa is a brand name for the medication citalopram, which is a type of antidepressant known as an SSRI (selective serotonin reuptake inhibitor). It is used to treat depression and anxiety disorders. In the script, the character's first doctor prescribes Celexa to help with the panic attacks, but it does not work for him.

💡Prozac

Prozac is the brand name for fluoxetine, another SSRI antidepressant medication used to treat a variety of mental health conditions, including depression, panic disorder, and obsessive-compulsive disorder. The character in the video is prescribed Prozac after Celexa fails to alleviate his symptoms.

💡Zoloft

Zoloft is the brand name for sertraline, which is also an SSRI antidepressant. It is commonly prescribed for depression, anxiety, and other mental health issues. The character's doctor prescribes Zoloft as a third attempt to find a medication that works for him, but it too is ineffective.

💡SSRIs

SSRIs, or selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors, are a class of antidepressant medications that work by increasing the levels of serotonin in the brain, which can help improve mood and anxiety. The script mentions the character's experience with different SSRIs, indicating the challenges in finding the right medication for his condition.

💡Hypnogogic Hallucinations

Hypnogogic hallucinations are vivid, dream-like experiences that occur during the transition from wakefulness to sleep. They can be visual, auditory, or tactile and can be quite distressing. In the video, the character begins to experience these hallucinations, adding to his distress and confusion.

💡Fatal Insomnia

Fatal insomnia is a rare, genetic prion disease characterized by progressively worsening insomnia leading to profound sleeplessness and eventually death. It is mentioned in the script as the disease the character is suffering from, which explains the progressive nature of his symptoms and the lack of response to typical treatments.

💡Dementia

Dementia is a general term for a decline in cognitive ability severe enough to interfere with daily life. It is not a specific disease but a group of symptoms, including memory loss, difficulty concentrating, and impaired judgment. In the video, the character's dementia is a result of fatal insomnia, leading to a loss of recognition and reality.

💡Weight Loss

Weight loss is a reduction in body mass, which can occur for various reasons, including disease. In the script, the character experiences significant weight loss, which is a symptom of his deteriorating health due to fatal insomnia.

💡Brain Death

Brain death is the irreversible end of all brain function, including the brainstem. It is a legal definition of death in many countries. The video concludes with the character experiencing brain death, marking the tragic end of his struggle with fatal insomnia.

💡Genetic

Genetic refers to the transmission of traits or conditions from parents to offspring through genes. The script mentions that fatal insomnia can be passed down genetically, indicating that it is a hereditary condition.

Highlights

Introduction of the concept of being controlled by external forces through a television set.

Description of the protagonist's peaceful acceptance of old age and successful past.

The protagonist's sudden chest tightness and panic attack during a baseball game.

The protagonist's struggle with sleep and the onset of panic attacks.

Misdiagnosis and ineffective treatments with Celexa and Prozac.

The protagonist's discovery of online information suggesting SSRIs might be harmful.

The doctor's skepticism and subsequent prescription of Zoloft.

The protagonist's worsening condition with increased hallucinations and memory loss.

The protagonist's deteriorating physical state and dependency on a wheelchair.

The emotional impact on the protagonist's family and the progression of the disease.

The protagonist's complete inability to sleep and the constant hallucinations.

The diagnosis of fatal insomnia and the grim prognosis of 5 months left to live.

The protagonist's gradual loss of consciousness and the physical decline.

The description of the final moments leading to the protagonist's brain death.

Fatal insomnia's rarity and the lack of a cure, with only 37 officially diagnosed cases.

The emotional conclusion of the protagonist's journey and the disease's impact on their life.

Transcripts

there is nothing wrong with your

television set do not attempt to adjust

the picture we are controlling

transmission

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this right here is

you you are in your late 50s and you can

feel the grips of old age accompanying

you but you've accepted this and you

welcome it with peace you've done well

throughout the years running a

convenience store which you branched

into several stores that all performed

exceedingly well once your children were

born you sold off your companies and

your stocks leaving enough money for you

and your family to live and retire

comfortably

your children and your family became

your number one concern and you managed

well both your kids are now teenagers

and today you're watching your

daughter's baseball

match your chest tightens suddenly you

jolt and your wife Giggles did the

strike scare you hun she Chuckles you

hear her and you try to force a smile

smile but this isn't right you feel your

torso get hot why is it suddenly so

[ __ ] warm outside your eyes Dart

across the field looking

for what are you looking for you know

the sound came from the bat hitting the

ball you try to take a quiet deep breath

but the tightness in your chest blocks

it you attempt another and another and

you're no longer quietly breathing but

rather performing rapid short breaths

doing anything to get oxygen in honey

honey what's wrong her voice is distant

people are now standing up and

screaming [ __ ] it's loud you can hear

your wife's voice but it's all but gone

by this point the screams as well are

muffled and finally you feel yourself

inhale it's a nice long breath and

that's when you realize you've been

holding on to your wife's arm hard you

look up at her and she's worried but

paints a look of relief when she looks

into your eyes

hey you're okay it's just a baseball

game you can hear her clearly your eyes

still Dart around the field but things

are slowing back down again you can

breathe the warmth you felt in your

chest cools down you let go of arm as

she rubs your hand calmly um sorry you

stammer out I don't know what came over

me there everything was just intense you

haven't been sleeping too well she

comments how about we take the night off

tonight maybe order some pizza open some

wine yeah yeah that that sounds

nice you just experienced a panic attack

you've obviously had them before but not

as strong as this one and these panic

attacks will continue to happen to you

for the next 5 to 8 months your wife was

right at the time being you are sleeping

less than usual instead of the standard

8 hour hours you're able to sleep for 3

maybe 4 hours per

night 7 months have passed your panic

attacks have not decreased sometimes it

feels like they've just become a norm in

your life your wife finally took you to

a doctor who wrote a prescription for

Celexa but it wasn't working after some

time you go to another doctor by

yourself who upon hearing the

information of your prescription scoffs

and says that the first doctor was wrong

your select of prescription is cancelled

and now you've been written another one

for Prozac that one doesn't work either

after several weeks one night you go

online and you find that someone on

Reddit says that their doctor recommends

avoiding

ssris what you tell this to your doctor

the next day and they scoff are you sure

you're taking it daily are you taking

with food you should be taking with food

are you drinking enough water maybe get

some more cardio in your day you enter

the questions and they just write you

another prescription Zoloft it doesn't

work you're not even surprised anymore

but the doctor doesn't believe you when

you mention your complaints you try

going off of your medicine after reading

a lot about side effects one being

trouble with sleep your wife wonders if

sleep or the lack of is the cause behind

all of this and now you've begun taking

sleeping pills sometimes you take one

more than you should but getting 8 hours

of sleep has become a fantasy to you by

this point even 6 hours would be

nice and now you're forgetting where

items are in your own house at first it

was simple stuff can't find the bread

can't find the TV remote Etc but today

today is different something's wrong and

you know it

you were watching TV as your wife was

out running errands you blink and

suddenly someone's standing there right

there in the living room but they they

were standing there but no one's

home you don't even like watching TV

anymore but it's the only activity that

doesn't require energy but now it feels

like your eyes can't even focus on the

screen characters and colors they don't

look right your chest tightens as your

your eyes look for the person in the

living room and breathing once again

becomes difficult another panic attack

ensues you will eventually discover that

you are suffering from symptoms of

hypnogogic

hallucinations please along with the

panic attacks do not

stop time by this point is irrelevant it

has been at least according to your wife

13 months since this all started you've

been seeing another professional who

performed multitudes of brain tests and

scans and although it was difficult to

pay attention your wife was always there

to help today you and her sit down in

his office after lots of medical talk

the doctor only talks to your wife now

so you just zone out your wife begins

crying 5 months you have five months

left your hunger is gone and your body

has decreased in mass from weight loss

you have lost the complete ability to

sleep you are now awake 24 hours 7 days

a week and will continue to be endlessly

awake for the next 5 months the

hallucinations have rampantly increased

and although you try to eat your energy

is gone no more baseball games no more

errands your life life consists of Dr

visits and now waiting you're bound to a

wheelchair for the majority of the day

and often stare at a blank television

screen your children have been informed

of your fate but you don't even

recognize them anymore you are

surrounded by strangers who weep for

you it doesn't matter how much longer

you have doctors have informed your wife

to begin the final steps you don't talk

or even respond to touch anymore on your

strongest days you can grun out a

single as a response to others your

brain is riddled with dementia and

reality has been blurred for so long

that you don't even recognize the panic

attacks or the

hallucinations your neck has also

stiffened and you cannot even turn your

own head the closest feeling of sleep

you get is the Mindless numbing stuper

that you can achieve whenever your blood

pressure isn't spiking from the panic

attacks your Consciousness has for

better terms been

deactivated after anywhere between 4 to

6 months it's possible that your throat

no longer has the energy to function and

you choke your last breath

out it is 3:00 a.m. and you are alone

for the next several minutes you take it

get no oxygen until you reach total

brain

death This is the End you you can rest

now good

night the disease is called fatal

insomnia sometimes called fatal familial

insomnia and as the second name States

this disease can be passed down

genetically but it is so incredibly rare

that as of 20 22 only 37 cases have

officially been diagnosed across the

world there have been numerous treatment

attempts in slowing down the disease's

progression but to this day there is no

cure to be diagnosed with fatal insomnia

is to be given a death sentence

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