How I Cured My Anxiety Forever (My Emotional Story)

Shaan Kassam
8 Mar 202115:54

Summary

TLDRSean Caston shares his anxiety recovery journey, beginning with a panic attack that led to a series of misdiagnoses and a deep struggle with mental health. Despite the lack of understanding from doctors, Sean's determination and support from his family helped him realize the root of his issues. By accepting his condition and finding hope, he eventually overcame anxiety and now offers mentorship to help others find their path to recovery, emphasizing the importance of community and personal empowerment.

Takeaways

  • 😨 The script begins with the narrator experiencing a panic attack, not knowing what it was at the time.
  • 🤔 The narrator's anxiety journey started with physical symptoms that led to a series of doctor visits without clear answers.
  • 💡 Intrusive thoughts and feelings of disconnection from reality were part of the narrator's experience with anxiety.
  • 🌑 The narrator describes the period of anxiety as the darkest time of their life.
  • 🌟 The story is about hope and recovery from anxiety, not just the experience of it.
  • 🚶‍♂️ The narrator found solace in simple activities like walking and having meals with friends during their struggle.
  • 📚 The narrator discovered hope and began to understand their condition after reading books from people with similar experiences.
  • 🔍 The realization that anxiety could be the cause of their symptoms came after multiple doctor visits and tests showing no physical issues.
  • 💪 Acceptance of the condition and letting go of the need to 'fix' it was a turning point in the narrator's recovery.
  • 👨‍👩‍👧‍👦 The importance of a strong support system, particularly the narrator's family, was crucial during the recovery process.
  • 🌱 The narrator's recovery was not immediate but came after understanding and applying certain principles consistently.
  • 🤝 The creation of a mentorship program aimed at helping others overcome anxiety by providing a community and guidance based on personal experience.

Q & A

  • What triggered Sean's anxiety journey?

    -Sean's anxiety journey began with a panic attack, which he initially did not recognize as such, and led him to believe something was seriously wrong with his health.

  • How did Sean initially react to his panic attack?

    -Sean was confused and scared, thinking he might have a heart issue, breathing problem, or be going crazy. He felt the need to get away and started seeking medical help.

  • What were the physical symptoms that Sean experienced?

    -Sean experienced rapid heartbeats, trouble breathing, and intrusive thoughts, which made him feel disconnected and led to out-of-body experiences and a sense of unreality.

  • How did doctors respond to Sean's concerns about his health?

    -The doctors Sean visited repeatedly told him that everything was fine and that there was nothing wrong with him, which further increased his anxiety.

  • What was Sean's emotional state during his anxiety journey?

    -Sean felt numb, sad, depressed, and constantly questioned why this was happening to him, describing it as the darkest time of his life.

  • What did Sean realize about anxiety after going through his recovery process?

    -Sean realized that anxiety might convince people that what they're experiencing is not anxiety but something else, and that identifying the problem was the first step towards long-term freedom.

  • What was the turning point for Sean in his recovery process?

    -The turning point was when Sean decided to let go, accept his symptoms, and stop trying to fight them, which allowed his recovery to truly begin.

  • How did Sean's family support him during his anxiety journey?

    -Sean's family provided emotional support, helped him seek medical help, and were there for him when he needed them, playing a crucial role in his recovery.

  • What role did the community play in Sean's recovery?

    -The community, or mentorship, Sean created later on, provided a support structure and guidance for others going through similar experiences, showing that recovery is possible and inevitable.

  • What is the main focus of the mentorship Sean created?

    -The mentorship focuses on helping people overcome anxiety by guiding them step by step, enabling them to become their own guides and live freely without constantly coping or managing anxiety.

  • How does Sean describe his current state after overcoming anxiety?

    -Sean describes himself as confident, active, outgoing, and fearless, with an underlying layer of resilience that will take him wherever he goes next.

Outlines

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😨 The Dawn of Anxiety

Sean's anxiety journey began with a panic attack that led to a series of physical symptoms, causing him to question his health and sanity. Despite multiple doctor visits, he received no clear answers, which exacerbated his anxiety. Sean experienced intrusive thoughts, disconnection from reality, and a deep sense of sadness and depression. This period marked the darkest time of his life, but it was also the beginning of his hope-filled recovery story.

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🤔 The Search for Answers

Sean's quest for understanding his condition involved numerous doctor visits, each ending with reassurances of good health but no answers to his symptoms. This led to a significant weight loss and a feeling of detachment from the world. His family, confused and concerned, rallied around him, offering support and trying to find solutions. Despite the lack of a medical diagnosis, Sean's symptoms persisted, leading to a realization that his condition might be psychological rather than physical.

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📚 Acceptance and the Path to Recovery

Upon accepting that his condition might be anxiety, Sean found solace in books from others who had similar experiences. He decided to stop fighting his symptoms and let them be, which marked the beginning of his recovery. His sister witnessed his transformation, noting his newfound confidence and resilience. Sean's recovery was not immediate but was supported by a strong support system, particularly his family, which played a crucial role in his journey.

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🌟 From Struggle to Mentorship

Sean's recovery journey inspired him to help others overcome anxiety. He created a mentorship program aimed at guiding people to long-term freedom from anxiety, not just coping or managing it. The program focuses on building a community of individuals who have experienced and overcome anxiety, providing a support structure and sharing their progress to inspire hope and recovery in others. Sean's mentorship is about empowering people to become their own guides and return to living life freely.

🛠️ The Key to Overcoming Anxiety

Sean emphasizes that recovery from anxiety is not only possible but inevitable with the right approach. His mentorship program guides individuals step by step, helping them understand principles that lead to consistent recovery. He has witnessed numerous success stories, which reinforce his belief in the effectiveness of his approach. The ultimate goal is to help people live without the need for constant coping mechanisms, allowing them to enjoy life fully.

Mindmap

Keywords

💡Panic Attack

A panic attack is a sudden episode of intense fear or discomfort that reaches a peak within minutes and includes symptoms such as a pounding heart, sweating, and shortness of breath. In the video, the narrator describes experiencing a panic attack at work, which led to the realization that they could occur anywhere and triggered a journey of understanding and recovery from anxiety.

💡Anxiety

Anxiety refers to a feeling of worry, nervousness, or unease, typically about an imminent event or something with an uncertain outcome. It is the central theme of the video, where the narrator's life is significantly impacted by anxiety, leading to physical symptoms, intrusive thoughts, and a search for answers and recovery.

💡Intrusive Thoughts

Intrusive thoughts are unwanted, involuntary ideas, images, or impulses that can cause distress or anxiety. The script mentions these thoughts as part of the narrator's experience, questioning their sanity and struggling with the possibility of a mental illness.

💡Disconnection

Disconnection in the context of the video refers to a feeling of being detached or isolated from reality or one's surroundings. The narrator describes feeling disconnected and experiencing out-of-body sensations, which are symptoms of their anxiety.

💡Unreality

Unreality is a state where one feels that their experiences or surroundings are not real or genuine. The script describes the narrator questioning existence and feeling a sense of unreality, which is a psychological symptom of their anxiety.

💡Depression

Depression is a mood disorder characterized by persistent feelings of sadness, hopelessness, and a lack of interest or pleasure in activities. The narrator mentions feeling numb, sad, and depressed as a result of their anxiety, indicating the severity of their mental health struggle.

💡Recovery

Recovery in this context means the process of returning to a normal state of physical or mental health after an illness or injury. The video's narrative is about the narrator's journey towards recovery from anxiety, highlighting the importance of hope and realization of the problem.

💡Support Structure

A support structure refers to the network of people and resources that provide emotional, practical, or informational help to someone in need. The narrator acknowledges the importance of their family as a support structure in their recovery process, emphasizing the role of community and guidance.

💡Mentorship

Mentorship is a relationship in which a more experienced or knowledgeable person helps guide another person's development. The narrator discusses creating a mentorship program to help others overcome anxiety, showing the desire to share their experience and provide a structured path to recovery.

💡Resilience

Resilience is the ability to recover quickly from difficulties or to endure hardships without being permanently damaged. The script describes the narrator's transformation into a more resilient person as a result of overcoming their anxiety, indicating a newfound strength and adaptability.

💡Long-term Freedom

Long-term freedom in the video refers to the state of being free from anxiety and its effects over an extended period. The narrator's goal for their mentorship is to guide individuals towards this state of freedom, where they can live without constantly managing or coping with anxiety.

Highlights

The transcript begins with the narrator experiencing a panic attack, unaware of its nature, leading to a journey of anxiety.

Physical symptoms and intrusive thoughts intensify the narrator's anxiety, prompting a search for medical answers.

Despite numerous doctor visits, the narrator receives no clear diagnosis, leading to feelings of disconnection and unreality.

The narrator's struggle with anxiety leads to a dark period of sadness, depression, and questioning existence.

The story shifts from darkness to hope, introducing Sean and his recovery from anxiety.

Sean realizes the value of simple pleasures in life, such as walking and enjoying meals, during his struggle.

A quote about darkness and light inspires Sean, symbolizing his first glimpse of hope in recovery.

Sean identifies panic attacks as a part of his anxiety and acknowledges the need to face the problem head-on.

Despite reassurances from doctors, Sean continues to experience physical symptoms, leading to further anxiety.

Sean's family is introduced, showing their confusion and concern for his health, and their support in seeking answers.

The narrator's sister recounts the family's initial confusion and their efforts to help Sean through research and support.

Sean's anxiety progresses to housebound status, with constant worry and a significant impact on his quality of life.

The family's support becomes a crucial factor in Sean's journey towards recovery.

Sean accepts his condition when all medical tests come back clear, deciding to let go and accept his symptoms.

Acceptance and the decision to stop fighting his symptoms mark the beginning of Sean's recovery.

Sean's sister reflects on his transformation from a person struggling with anxiety to a confident and resilient individual.

Sean creates a mentorship program to help others overcome anxiety, emphasizing the importance of community and support.

The mentorship focuses on long-term freedom from anxiety, providing guidance and a community of recovered individuals.

Sean shares his frustration at not having known the key to recovery earlier, and his motivation to help others avoid the same struggle.

The mentorship program aims to empower individuals to overcome anxiety and live freely, without the need for constant coping or management.

Sean's success stories and consistent principles demonstrate the inevitability of recovery when the right steps are taken.

Transcripts

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it all started

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with a panic attack at the time i didn't

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even know it was a panic attack

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all i knew was something was seriously

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wrong

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i didn't know if i had a heart issue

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if i had a breathing problem or if i was

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just going crazy

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but i knew something was wrong and i had

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to get away

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this started my anxiety journey

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i started getting physical symptoms that

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convinced me

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that something was seriously wrong and

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that i needed to get this fixed

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otherwise it was going to be too late

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and yet

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every time i went to doctors i couldn't

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get an answer

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they didn't really tell me anything i

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started getting these intrusive thoughts

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of

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am i going crazy am i struggling with

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a mental illness over time i started

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feeling disconnected

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i started getting these out of body

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experiences

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i started getting this feeling of

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unreality where

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i began questioning existence

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over time i was just numb i was just so

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sad

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and so depressed and i just asked myself

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how did this happen why did this happen

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it was the darkest time of my life

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but this story isn't about darkness

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this story is about hope

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my name is sean and this is my anxiety

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recovery story

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it was the small things when i was

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struggling

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i realized the things i missed the most

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were the simple things

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going for a nice walk relaxing and

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having a nice meal

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just having fun with friends

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i once heard a quote a blind man from

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birth will never know the meaning of

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darkness

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because he has never seen light

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and for the first time i saw the light

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at the end of the tunnel

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maybe this was anxiety maybe this is how

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anxiety works

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maybe anxiety's job is to convince you

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that what you're experiencing is not

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anxiety

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to convince you it's anything else but

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anxiety

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for the first time i had hope

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i finally identified the problem and

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once i understood this

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i was able to focus on long-term freedom

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i felt like something was wrong i didn't

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know what it was

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and the more i focused on it the more

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my heart started palpitating

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i started having trouble breathing and

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this had never happened before

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and while i was at work i had to step

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away

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and i felt like i couldn't breathe i

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felt like

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i was gonna die

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and what i found out was

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that was a panic attack and when i had

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that panic attack

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something became increasingly clear

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something i didn't want to admit

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which was this could happen to me

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anywhere

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i went back to work i was trying to act

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normal

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but i felt like something just wasn't

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right

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i kind of had this fear of what if it

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happens again

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so i went to the doctors i was trying to

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understand

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why i was getting such rapid heartbeats

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why my blood pressure was up

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and all the doctors were just looking at

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me saying

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everything's fine and then i went to

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another doctor

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and they said everything was fine and

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then i went to a third doctor

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and they said there's nothing wrong this

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is the point where

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i started losing a lot of weight i

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started feeling a little bit

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disconnected

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from the world i felt like i was almost

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detached

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i didn't know if there was something

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physically wrong with me if i had a

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mental

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illness at this point i called my

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parents back at home

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and i told them something's not right

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and my parents told me to come back home

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they said we'll figure it out once you

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get here

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when sean called us up and said that

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he wasn't feeling too good and we asked

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him what was going on and he told us

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that he was going from

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one doctor to the other doctor to the

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other doctor

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and that confused us a lot we said sean

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why are you doing that

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i mean to say why is it that you're

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going to

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these different doctors all the time so

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i was actually in college at the time

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and so my parents would keep me updated

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just

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you know they called me one day and told

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me the situation with sean

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um i think at that time we were all

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pretty confused as to what it

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was um we were all you know just trying

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to figure out all the solutions that we

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could

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um because i was in college the best

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thing that i could do was

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you know research online and kind of

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give advice to my parents that way

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but um in the beginning we were pretty

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confused

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and everybody was just trying to put you

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know all attention on sean to make sure

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that he felt better as soon as he could

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and when i came back home i kept going

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to doctors

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and they wouldn't do anything they would

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just give me some medication and

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ask me sean have you struggled with

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anxiety in the past

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and i said no and i said well

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you have to understand i'm anxious about

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how i'm feeling

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i'm not anxious and general i'm just

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anxious about how i'm feeling

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i don't know what's wrong if we could

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understand what it was

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we could fix it and they were shocked by

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how upset i was

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by them telling me i had a clean bill of

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health

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like why was this happening to me i just

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wanted to go back to live i was

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carefree i was young i was having a

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great time

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i didn't want to deal with this i felt

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like

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the smallest things were so difficult

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i used to enjoy going to the grocery

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store and now i can't even

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i can't even leave my house because what

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happens if these feelings come back

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what happens if i'm getting panic

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attacks

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and whenever sean was saying that mom

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i'm having a

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fast heartbeat and stuff like that in

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the middle of the night he used to wake

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me up

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and i used to take him to the hospital

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then oh yeah

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sean it must be having some kind of a

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problem and so to see him when he came

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home

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he was more or less housebound he was

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worried all the time he was just

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you know in this state of like constant

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anxiety and animosity he didn't really

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know what was happening to him so

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it was really hard to watch i did not

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realize in the beginning

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but throughout i was trying to help him

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in

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trying to make him very comfortable that

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this child

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is such a strong child from the from the

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beginning

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and what is going on maybe something

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wrong with him

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i had never seen him so quiet um he

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stopped really like

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i guess like caring about himself in the

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way that he used to he was very outgoing

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before

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anxiety it's your mental state that

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that's what is happening to you there is

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nothing physically wrong with it

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and sean said no no no let's test one

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more test he said i can do that test for

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you there is no problem let me do it for

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you

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and he went ahead and did that test and

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we waited for the results

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the results came in he said see i told

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you there is nothing this result is

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completely clear

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sean wanted to see those results and he

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looked at it and he says

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so there is nothing he said we have

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ruled out everything

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and then i came to the realization

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this is it there's nothing i can do to

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fix this

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i've i've tried everything i've tried

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everything and i don't know what's wrong

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and everyone says it's anxiety but it's

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just this isn't

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what else this can't be anxiety

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something else is wrong and even if it

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is anxiety there's nothing i can do

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that's when i decided to let go that's

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when i decided that

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nothing i can do can fix this and for

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the first time

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i just accepted it and i said it can do

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whatever it wants

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i don't care and i found a couple of

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books

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of people who had claimed to go through

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something like this

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but at this point i was so skeptical i

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had read so many books

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i had listened to so many people who i

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thought were experts

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but i didn't have a choice

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what else could i do that's when i just

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let the symptoms be there and i said

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consume me

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because everything i do just makes

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things worse

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and that's when my recovery truly began

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that was the first time that was the

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very first time

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we saw sean realizing

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that this was anxiety sean is one of the

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most confident people i know now

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um it's honestly awesome that i get to

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be a sister and see him kind of go

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through this journey because

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seeing where he was to seeing where he

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is now it's like he's a completely

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different person

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um he's so active he's so outgoing he's

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also

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so fearless but he has this like element

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of resilience to him that

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you can just tell is an underlying layer

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of his life now

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and it'll take him wherever he goes next

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when it came to my recovery journey i

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didn't really have the right guidance

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or even the right information but one

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thing was exceptionally clear

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i had a very strong support structure

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around me

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i can say confidently looking back that

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i wouldn't have been able to recover

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without my family

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without their support but here's the

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truth

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even though they were as supportive as

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they could be

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it's very hard for someone to know what

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you're going through

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unless they've experienced it themselves

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no matter how empathetically driven they

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are

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now my family was able to help me

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and out of all the disadvantages i had

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during my recovery journey one thing was

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very clear

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my family was a huge advantage

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and so when i wanted to create this

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mentorship really

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focused on helping people overcome i

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wanted to take that to the next level

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i knew how important a community was i

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knew how important it was to have a

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support structure

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to guide you step by step because this

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wasn't overnight

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and this was going to take time and i

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thought why don't we have a community of

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people who have not only just gone

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through this

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but came out of this so that when

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individuals see other members who have

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gone through this earlier

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and have actually made progress and not

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only inspires hope

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but it gives them permission to start

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focusing on recovery as well

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so what we've done in the mentorship is

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we've really created a community

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really focused on long-term freedom this

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isn't just a community just to say

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things about being positive but people

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that have actually

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lived through it but are a couple of

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steps ahead of you

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these people have been experiencing the

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exact same things and in fact

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now their focus is helping others

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overcome as well

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[Music]

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my name is sean caston and i know

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exactly what you're going through

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i know exactly what's keeping you up at

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night

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these what-if thoughts i know exactly

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what it is because i went through it

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myself

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once i found the key to recovery

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recovery wasn't overnight

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but i noticed one thing for sure i had

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made more progress than i ever had

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before

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surely my symptoms started disappearing

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started falling off one at a time and

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over time i went back to living i never

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thought about anxiety

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just wasn't a big deal i just went back

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to living and

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this was just something that happened

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and i finally came out of it

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but i was always upset i was always

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irritated and frustrated by the fact

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that nobody had told me this sooner

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why did i sacrifice so much time so much

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suffering

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that's when i realized i needed to help

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other people come out of this as well

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but if i could just show people that in

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fact if i can guide people through that

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what i could do is have them become

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their own guides

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no longer talking about anxiety just

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going back to living

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freely like they used to be enjoying

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life

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and that's exactly what we've done i've

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created a mentorship where i'm taking

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people by the hand

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and helping them fully overcome this not

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cope with this

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not manage with this that's what i was

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told the key was to overcome this

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the key wasn't to focus on your anxiety

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forever the key was to

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fix this so that you could just go back

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to living not dealing with anxiety

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constantly

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not always coping or managing but to

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live

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and the whole key is to help people

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overcome this themselves

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guiding them step by step so that they

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no longer

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need any crutch once i understood a few

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principles

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once i stayed consistent recovery was

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possible

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and in the mentorship we've seen too

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many people to be wrong

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i've seen too many success stories

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to be convinced that someone is just

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unique

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the truth is once you do a few things

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recovery is not just possible

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it's inevitable

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