What Happened.

Summary

El creador de contenido expresa su dificultad para grabar un video debido a los eventos oscuros y estresantes que ha vivido, incluyendo acusaciones y traiciones en línea, y el diagnóstico de cáncer de su hermano. Anuncia un cambio en su enfoque de vida y contenido, incluyendo un Subathon en Twitch para ayudar con los gastos médicos y una pausa en su trabajo para recuperarse emocionalmente. Agradece a sus seguidores por su apoyo y comparte noticias de asociaciones con compañías de juegos y planes futuros.

Takeaways

• 🎥 El creador del video ha grabado varias veces porque le resulta difícil hablar sobre temas oscuros y coherentes.
• 🚫 El video incluye una advertencia sobre temas que podrían ser desencadenantes para algunos espectadores.
• 🌐 Se menciona la dificultad de manejar el estrés y la presión, especialmente en relación con conflictos en línea y problemas familiares.
• 🗣️ El creador expresa su frustración con la situación de 'drama' en Twitter y Twitch, que ha afectado a muchas personas.
• 💔 Se describe cómo el creador se siente culpable y ha sido blanco de ataques personales, incluyendo acusaciones de ser responsable de intentos de suicidio de otro individuo.
• 🐦 El estrés lo llevó a eliminar su cuenta de Twitter, aunque aún utiliza la plataforma a través de un roommate.
• 🏠 Se revela que el hermano del creador ha sido diagnosticado con cáncer, lo que ha causado una gran preocupación y estrés económico.
• 💉 Aunque el cáncer podría ser tratado con éxito, la situación económica del creador se ha visto afectada por una compra de vivienda reciente.
• 🎮 El creador está agotado con los juegos de 'gacha' y busca diversificar su contenido y actividades.
• 📈 A pesar de la fatiga, el creador ha aumentado los patrocinios para mejorar su estabilidad financiera y ayudar a su hermano.
• 🌟 Se alude a futuros planes positivos, incluyendo nuevas colaboraciones y cambios en su enfoque de streaming en Twitch.

Q & A

¿Cuál es el principal motivo por el que el creador del video tuvo dificultades para grabar?

El principal motivo es la dificultad para hablar sobre temas muy personales y oscuros que afectan su estado emocional, y el temor de no transmitir la información de manera clara o causar daño emocional a los espectadores.

¿Por qué el creador del video menciona que ha grabado el video alrededor de 15 veces?

Ha grabado el video varias veces porque se siente difícil hablar sobre temas oscuros y personales, y quiere asegurarse de que el video sea coherente y que no se pierda información importante.

¿Qué tipo de advertencia ofrece el creador al comienzo del video?

El creador ofrece una advertencia de que el contenido puede ser muy oscuro y podría ser desencadenante para aquellos que han experimentado situaciones similares a las que él describe.

¿Qué eventos recientes han causado estrés en la vida del creador del video?

El estrés proviene de problemas familiares, dramas en Twitter y Twitch, y la reciente diagnóstico de cáncer de su hermano.

¿Cómo describe el creador del video el drama que tuvo lugar en Twitter y Twitch?

El drama fue causado por comportamientos que él considera muy 'infantiles', que escalaron a acusaciones y situaciones personales muy graves, incluyendo intentos de suicidio y traiciones.

¿Por qué el creador del video decidió eliminar su cuenta de Twitter?

Decidió eliminar su cuenta de Twitter debido a la toxicidad y las amenazas que recibió, incluyendo mensajes que lo acusaban de causar el intento de suicidio de otra persona.

¿Qué tipo de cáncer fue diagnosticado en el hermano del creador del video y qué implica eso?

El cáncer diagnosticado en su hermano es Hodgkin's lymphoma, que puede ser de etapa tres o cuatro, lo que implica que, aunque no es el peor escenario, es una situación seria que requiere tratamiento.

¿Cómo planea el creador del video ayudar financieramente con los tratamientos médicos de su hermano?

Planea realizar una 'subathon' en Twitch donde 100% de los ingresos por suscripciones y propinas van directamente a los tratamientos médicos de su hermano. También proporcionará un enlace a una página GoFundMe en la descripción del video.

¿Cómo describe el creador su experiencia actual con los juegos gacha y cómo afecta su productividad?

El creador expresa su cansancio con el ciclo de jugar juegos gacha, lo cual se siente como un trabajo monótono y agobiante, y esto lo lleva a buscar diversificar su contenido y tomar un descanso para evitar la burnout.

¿Qué cambios recientes ha implementado el creador en su enfoque de streaming en Twitch?

El creador ha decidido no transmitir solo juegos gacha en Twitch, sino que también incluirá otros juegos que le gustan y le resultan divertidos, como Star Wars, Final Fantasy 14, y otros, para mejorar su bienestar y diversificar su contenido.

¿Qué cambios se espera que el creador del video implemente en su marca personal en el futuro?

El creador del video planea separarse de la marca 'Brax phone' y ser más él mismo en sus transmisiones, incluyendo el uso de un canal de VTuber para transmitir, lo que le permite ser más cómodo y natural sin la presión de estar en cámara.

Outlines

00:00

😔 Dificultades y Adversidades Personales

El creador del video expresa su dificultad para grabar y presentar un video coherente, ya que aborda temas oscuros y potencialmente problemáticos para algunos espectadores. Advierte que el contenido podría ser desencadenante para aquellos que han vivido situaciones similares. El video es una actualización de su canal, donde comparte su transparencia y visión del futuro, a pesar de que hay aspectos negativos y positivos. Entre los problemas mencionados se encuentra el estrés acumulado por situaciones familiares, financieras y conflictos en el ámbito social, que lo llevan a una situación de agotamiento y dificultad para mantener la compostura.

05:02

📢 Conflictos en las Redes Sociales y Enfermedad Familiar

El video describe un conflicto en Twitter y Twitch, que resultó en acusaciones y daño emocional, incluyendo intentos de suicidio y traiciones. El creador se siente afectado por la situación, especialmente porque se le culpa de manera indirecta por los problemas de otro individuo. Además, su hermano recientemente diagnosticado con cáncer, ya sea en etapa III o IV de linfoma de Hodgkin, representa otro estrésor significativo. A pesar de que el tipo de cáncer parece ser altamente tratable, la preocupación por el bienestar de su hermano y las implicaciones financieras de su tratamiento son fuente de ansiedad.

10:03

💼 Estrategias para Enfrentar los Desafíos Financieros

El creador del video, enfrentándose a la situación financiera desafiante de su hermano, plantea una serie de acciones para recaudar fondos para su tratamiento. Incluye la realización de un 'subathon' en Twitch, donde los ingresos por suscripciones y propinas van directamente al tratamiento médico. También menciona una campaña de GoFundMe para aquellos que deseen contribuir sin sentirse presionados. El creador destaca la importancia de mantener la independencia financiera y la necesidad de adaptarse a nuevas circunstancias económicas.

🎮 Cambios en la Creatividad y en la Vida del Creador

El video concluye con una reflexión sobre el agotamiento y la necesidad de variar el contenido para evitar la monotonía y mejorar la calidad de las publicaciones. El creador menciona su deseo de explorar nuevos juegos y actividades que le aporten alegría y le permitan sanar de su burnout. Además, anuncia cambios en su enfoque de streaming en Twitch, donde busca ser más auténtico y disfrutar de juegos que le resultan entretenido, en lugar de sentirse obligado a jugar ciertos títulos por razones de patrocinio. Finalmente, expresa su gratitud por el apoyo de su audiencia y comparte sus planes futuros, que incluyen colaboraciones con compañías de juegos y la creación de nuevos canales de contenido.

Keywords

💡video

Un video es una grabación de una secuencia de imágenes en movimiento que puede ser transmitida, distribuida y vista en dispositivos de visualización. En el contexto del guion, el video es el medio a través del cual el creador busca comunicar sus experiencias y sentimientos a sus espectadores, y es una forma de actualización de su canal.

💡drama

El término 'drama' se refiere a situaciones emocionalmente intensas o conflictivas que pueden involucrar traiciones, malentendidos o acusaciones. En el guion, el 'drama' se menciona en relación con eventos negativos en Twitter y Twitch, que han tenido un impacto emocional en el creador y han generado tensiones en su vida en línea.

💡estrés

El estrés es una respuesta física y emocional a situaciones percibidas como desafiantes o amenazantes. En el guion, el creador expresa haber experimentado un alto nivel de estrés debido a una serie de circunstancias, incluida la situación del 'drama' y problemas familiares, lo que ha afectado su capacidad para crear contenido de manera coherente.

💡transparencia

La transparencia implica ser abierto y claro en la comunicación, sin ocultar información importante. El creador busca ser transparente con su audiencia al compartir sus experiencias personales y sus dificultades, permitiendo a los espectadores una mayor comprensión de su situación actual.

💡cáncer

El cáncer es una enfermedad causada por el crecimiento anormal y no controlado de células en el cuerpo. En el guion, el creador comparte la noticia preocupante de que su hermano ha sido diagnosticado con cáncer, lo que representa una fuente significativa de estrés y preocupación para él y su familia.

💡financiero

El término 'financiero' se refiere a aspectos relacionados con el dinero y la gestión de los recursos económicos. El creador menciona su situación financiera como un factor de estrés, especialmente en relación con la capacidad de apoyar el tratamiento de su hermano y sus propias necesidades económicas.

💡apoyo

El apoyo es la ayuda o el sustento proporcionado a alguien en un momento difícil. El creador ofrece la posibilidad de que sus espectadores puedan apoyar el tratamiento de su hermano a través de una subathon en Twitch o una campaña de financiamiento en línea, aunque enfatiza que no quiere presionar a nadie a contribuir.

💡quemar

El término 'quemar' se utiliza para describir un estado de agotamiento o falta de motivación, generalmente debido a un esfuerzo continuo o a una tarea monótona. El creador expresa que se siente quemar con respecto a ciertos juegos, lo que lo ha llevado a buscar diversificar su contenido y tomar un descanso de las actividades que le producen agotamiento.

💡patrocinio

El patrocinio es una forma de apoyo financierero o material que un producto, evento o individuo recibe de otra parte. El creador menciona que ha aumentado su número de patrocinios recientemente, en parte para ayudar financieramente con los gastos médicos de su hermano y para asegurar una posición más estable económica para sí mismo.

💡cambio

El cambio se refiere a hacer algo diferente o adoptar un nuevo enfoque. El creador habla sobre su deseo de cambiar su enfoque en Twitch, alejándose de la presión de transmitir solo juegos de gacha para mantener sus números y patrocinios, y en su lugar, transmitir contenido que le resulte más divertido y auténtico.

Highlights

The video creator has recorded this video multiple times due to the difficulty of discussing personal and sensitive topics.

The creator feels a sense of responsibility to be transparent with the audience while also being cautious of triggering content.

The creator is experiencing high levels of stress due to personal and online drama.

A detailed account of the creator's involvement in a toxic online situation, which has led to accusations and personal attacks.

The creator discusses the impact of online harassment and the emotional toll it has taken, including receiving death threats.

The creator's decision to delete Twitter due to its negative impact on mental health.

A personal family crisis is discussed, with the creator's brother being diagnosed with cancer.

The creator's financial situation is affected by the need to support their brother's cancer treatment and the purchase of a house.

The announcement of a Subathon on Twitch to raise funds for the brother's medical treatment.

A GoFundMe link will be provided for those who wish to help financially without subscribing.

The creator expresses anxiety about asking for financial help and emphasizes no pressure on the audience.

Burnout from gacha games and the creator's intention to diversify content to avoid monotony.

The creator's decision to take on more sponsorships to support their brother and improve financial stability.

Plans to continue creating content for favorite games despite personal challenges.

The creator's intention to start new channels to explore different types of content and grow organically.

Upcoming changes to the creator's Twitch channel, including a shift away from the Braap Phone brand.

The creator's desire to be more authentic on Twitch and the decision to use a VTuber persona to reduce stress.

An upcoming Jade pre-release and the creator's gratitude for the audience's support.

Transcripts

I've probably recorded this video about

15 times now um and the reason is

because it's just so difficult for me to

talk about all these things and make a

one make a coherent video so that way

you guys understand everything uh and so

I don't miss anything but two just

because it's so difficult for me to talk

about um a lot of the things in this

video that I'm going to tell you guys

about are very dark um and you know some

of you guys may not want to hear about

it and some of it may be triggering for

some of you um who've experienced things

similarly to me and um I don't know how

to approach that so I guess this is your

guys's warning and I'm going to talk

about where I've been what's kind of

happening uh in my life so that way I

can be transparent with you guys and

also just give you guys a bit of a look

into the future I've never done a

channel update um and not everything's

negative there's some positive things as

well but um we have some stuff to get

out of the way so first um I've been

incredibly stressed I think every person

can relate to being stressed at some

point in their life um whether it's

family related whether it's just drama

within a friend group um or maybe you

have the perfect friend group and that

never happens um or you know whether

it's Financial um and I feel that I've

been sort of taking on a lot of all of

that all at once you know it's when it

rains it pours right like just things

things will be worse before they get

better and they will be significantly

worse all at once um I consider myself

to be a very lucky person U not a lot of

terrible things have happened to me and

my family not not a lot of really

terrible things I haven't really

experienced like major loss uh before

outside of my dog that I had to put down

uh that was one of the toughest things

that I've ever done um and I think I'm

finally at the point where I'm sort of

breaking a little bit and it's really

hard for me to keep everything together

so um first thing I'll talk about is the

the drama uh there there was some drama

it's over on Twitter mostly and on

Twitch um and I think everyone in their

mother knows about it and if you don't

know about it you can go read about it

but I honestly don't think it's it's

worth your time I genuinely don't um so

many people were hurt backstabbed

betrayed and um it's it's really messy

and something that started over

something that could be considered

incredibly Middle School Behavior has

turned into uh things where people are

talking about how they tried to take

their lives and um their significant

others cheating and um it's it's gotten

really bad the tldr why it's so bad for

me U because I can gener like shut like

I can I definely generally shut out a

lot of negativity um because I've I've

sort of gotten used to like okay not

everyone on the internet's going to like

you there's going to be people that hate

you just for existing even though you've

never done them any wrong right you just

have to get used to that um but one of

the things that uh I was not ready for

was uh allegedly the person that I was

involved in the drama with that made a

lot of accusations about me and also

unintentionally or maybe intentionally I

don't really know I can't say I'm not

them but um shifted some of this blame

of

um trying to take their own life or

their like really unfortunate situation

um on to me and they say at the end of

the document that like oh no like it's

not my fault and they're feeling better

now but you know when you open up the

the beginning of your document just with

like a bunch of accusations towards a

person and also I try to kill myself um

that that definitely puts a lot of blame

on the other person especially for

people that don't know the full context

of the situation and um that person

allegedly uh I I don't know this for

sure cuz I didn't see it but I've heard

from multiple sources is now that they

paid to promote their tweet on Twitter

which is why it blew up and got so many

people that weren't in the gacha

community involved um so many people

that did not know the full context just

saw oh this guy bra bullied this guy

into trying to take his own life and uh

now people are telling me to take my own

life it should have been me instead it's

it's people saying that I deserve death

I deserve worse than death I deserve to

live and lose all my loved ones just

like that man it's

really it's a lot so I ended up deleting

Twitter Twitter I mean it's it's a

sess poool uh there's a lot of like cool

things you can do on on Twitter like

interacting with your your fans and

stuff but there's a lot of toxicity

there too and truthfully I just don't

really want any part in it so I deleted

it um I still tweet from it via my

roommate um who's basically managing

that for me but I don't want to see any

of that uh so you know if you

follow great because I'll still be

posting news and stuff but it's just not

I'm not going to be looking at it as

much and actually I highly recommend

that to everyone delete Twitter it's

terrible Place nobody nobody nobody

should be there um but that was stressor

number two for me um stressor number one

I'm doing this out of order uh for some

reason is that my brother was diagnosed

with cancer um it's either stage three

or stage four um Hodgkins lymphoma

basically um what that means is it could

be bad or it could be really it could be

good as far as Cancer's concerned like

it's not the worst case scenario and so

far it looks like it's not the worst

case scenario um many of you may not

know this but hod Loma um the there's a

certain strain of it strain type sorry

I'm fumbling over my words uh there's a

certain type of it that is highly

treatable um where like over 90% of

people that go into remission stay in

remission and it looks like that might

be the one that he has so if that's the

case um then things are looking up for

him but it's still really scary for me

especially my brother's so young he just

turned 18 last year he's turning this

year and he's um a really good kid who I

mean obvious I think everyone gets into

trouble in their teens and I think the

last time I saw him he's get into some

of that trouble but um he is a good kid

with a kind heart and it just makes me

really uh nervous

to see how this turns out I do have High

Hopes um because the American Healthcare

System if you put a lot of money into it

it's actually pretty good if you don't

put a lot of money into it you're

and that's the shitty part about America

but um I think we're fortunate enough to

where we are getting proper care um the

only downside is that it is very

expensive and um before I heard about

the news on uh my brother being

diagnosed before I had heard about that

at all I had already put down money on a

house and so the problem is that

financially for me whereas I where I

could have just funded a lot of that

treatment myself through you guys uh

like YouTube ad Revenue sponsors and

things which I'm incredibly thankful for

um unfortunately I cannot fund that all

myself now because I'm not in a

financially fortunate enough position to

where I can I can blow that money

otherwise you know I can't afford to

keep doing my job I can't have a place

where I can work and and things like

that um and I if my parents needed me to

if I had to put all of my rent into the

the funding and stuff I would do that in

a heartbeat but um I know that as a

content creator I do have the power to

reach a lot of people um so overall my

twitch I'm going to be doing a subathon

U where if you guys subscribe all of

that money goes to a treatment 100% of

that 100% of tips go to his treatment as

well and if you guys do want to help out

in that way you absolutely can there's

some things to incentivize you guys to

help out as well like obviously subathon

are about like getting streamer to do

fun things and rewards for viewers as

well um so if you guys want to support

me over there I'll be streaming today

and for the next like five or six days

doing this subathon alternatively which

does take 50% of Revenue so if you don't

want to sub but you do want to help out

I am going to put a link to a GoFundMe

in the description um and I don't want

any of you to feel super pressured to do

this I really hate asking for this

because I don't know I've already

explained this a few times but I'm a

very anxious person I don't want you

guys to ever think of me as someone that

is selfishly motivated and I hope that

this doesn't um rub you guys the wrong

way I'm really anxious about asking for

financial assistance um because I

recognize that there are a lot of people

in much worse Financial situations than

me but for the time being there's not a

lot that I can do uh to help so if you

want to help feel free absolutely no

pressure and I think that either way we

will find a way to make things work so

please please do not feel pressured um

and this is strictly for if you guys do

want to um help him out it would be

greatly appreciated um so yeah so sorry

to put such a

Negative anyways let's talk about some

of more uh positive things so those two

things have been on my mind and it's

been making it incredibly difficult to

make content like I normally do um but

there's some other things as well uh I

do think I'm generally burnt out on

gotta games and I think that's uh a

thing that a lot of creat feel um not

necessarily any one specific gacha game

I think it's just the loop of like

logging in every day and and doing

dailies every single day um it gets kind

of tiring like at some point you have to

get to the meat of the game right now

right now it feels like we're eating

like the crust on the bread of the game

every day until until the new patch

drops and then we get the actual like

bread inside the crust some people like

the crust some people like just like the

gacha game Loop um but for me that's

that's not me so I've been trying to

play a lot of other things and take a

break because I've learned that if

you're burnt out and you force yourself

to make content it ends up being bad

content and it prolongs the burnout and

it's not good um but you'll have noticed

that I'm also taking a lot more sponsors

recently um that is to help out with my

brother uh and help put myself in a more

financially stable place so that way I

can have both that emergency fund for

myself um for anything that I is

necessary for the family Etc but this

isn't going to change anything on my

channel as far as my channel goes I'm

still uploading Hony star rail I love

honai star it's my favorite gacha game

um I plan on uploading some more

weathering waves as well in like genin

impact I might even upload some more

genin soon um I think for me what I need

to focus on for my own happiness and my

own sanity and stability and to make the

best content that I can possibly make

for you guys I just need to be happy and

to be happy I need to relieve myself of

some of this stress um and I need to

just do things that I enjoy for a bit

until I feel like I'm in a mentally good

enough place where I can make like fun

videos for you guys um so obviously like

I'm I'm still working on like Jade and

the Jade videos some wo stuff I'm still

working on videos on the back end but

I'm trying to focus on things that I

really enjoy and that I really have fun

with and that also means that uh all the

games that I'm streaming now I'm also

kind of streaming like for my own fun

and less for like work less corpa I

guess I've also started a couple new

channels and maybe you guys have seen

those maybe you haven't I'm not going to

link them because I would rather they

grow organically I like growing channels

I think it's fun um and I have been

posting some new content that's

different from my normal stuff and it

makes me really happy to try out posting

new content and see like what the best

content I can make it like I want to

start a Pokemon Channel soon um where I

do storyboarding content or like

storytelling content where I go through

games and do things do challenges where

where the Channel's less focused on me

telling you how to play the game and

just things like that um those are

things that I've all been doing for fun

and been doing for me and I absolutely

want to do them however Brax phone is

still going to say Brax ofone I'm still

going to upload gacha games um and and

stuff like that I just also have a lot

of other things coming up like uh

obviously the situations that have been

now but I'm also moving everything soon

as well so you know I'm going to I'm

going to be out of commission for a bit

and I've been out of commission for

honestly a little bit as well but in

general I do think I'm feeling a little

bit better recently and um I've been

feeling better about putting things into

my own content um over on Twitch I

haven't been streaming as frequently

because I needed that break and I'm

going to try to start streaming now

especially with this the subathon thing

that we're doing um but I guess the the

last thing I want to leave you guys with

is uh some news I guess uh for me I have

some really exciting things happening um

both with Partnerships with game

companies um creating some new content

as well but uh I also have changed some

things about my twitch I don't want my

twitch to have to be the content that's

on my YouTube I just don't like being

forced or feeling pressured into this

position of like okay I have to stream

only gacha games to keep my numbers up

for sponsors so that way I can make a

living off of twitch like I don't like

that loop it's not fun I don't think I

honestly I think most people don't like

that Loop so I'm going to treat my

twitch because it's honestly such a

small portion of my income right now I'm

just going to twe my treat my twitch um

as whatever I want to do for fun and U

for me right now a lot of that is star

whale I actually really like Star ra but

like Final Fantasy 14 da tril just

dropped and I want to do nuzlock and I

want to do Elden ring and things like

that um so we've made some changes I

think to psychologically get myself into

a better heads space about twitch and

and streaming more frequently and making

more content for you guys as well um I

have to separate myself from the braap

phone brand now not necessarily I I'm

not going to be braxon anymore cuz I am

going to be brop phone but I think on

Twitch I want to be myself not a

different person but myself less

processed um more me um and I think for

me that means that I need to do things

I'm more comfortable with and that uh

step one of that is not being on cam as

much I don't like being on camera I

think doing it for YouTube's okay

because it's processed I can edit things

out I can change things as I need to but

over on Twitch I can't really do that

everything's live it's really stressful

and I get really tired after like two

hours truthfully but I I have an

alternate vtuber Channel that I had been

running for a while and I really enjoyed

streaming on the vtuber channel it made

me feel a lot better and so I decided

Well I'm just going to go vtuber like

almost full-time uh I'll do some FaceCam

streams and honestly most of the FaceCam

streams will probably be over on YouTube

um but I'm going to do some face cam

streams uh but I'm going to mostly be

YouTuber uh because I just because I

just have more fun with it like I I like

being a a silly little character on the

screen where I don't feel like I have to

be perceived like I can stream with my

pants off it's great it's fantastic on

top of that on Twitch uh I may be Brax

ofone but my twitch is no longer Brax

ofone it's time for change and we're

going to do it and I hope I can keep

making great content for you guys but uh

for now I'm just going to take it a

little slow until I feel completely good

about coming back I've never made an

update video before uh except for when I

was 12 and I thought I had viewers

watching my Minecraft Let's Plays but um

I feel pretty good about it now and I

hope that this shed some light on where

I've been and how I've been feeling and

thank you guys so much for sticking by

me it does mean a lot more than anything

else thank you for making my dream come

true I cuz I could never be a full-time

YouTuber without you guys and yeah I'm

going to I'm going to tear up

anyways y'all thanks for watching uh I'm

G to have a jade pre-release out soon so

look forward to that and

um yeah I'll catch you guys next time