To Hell and Back: Howard Storm's Descent into Death
Summary
TLDRThe script recounts a dramatic near-death experience of a university professor who, after suffering a perforated stomach in Paris, undergoes a profound spiritual awakening. He describes enhanced senses, meeting Jesus, and a life review that led to a new understanding of love's power to change the world. His post-experience zeal to share his revelation, however, alienates his family and challenges his relationships, yet he remains hopeful and committed to spreading love and finding peace.
Takeaways
- π The individual started as an assistant professor at Northern Kentucky University in 1972 and was promoted to full professor and tenured at the young age of 25.
- π‘ The professor, along with his wife, had seven children and traveled extensively, including a memorable trip to Paris for an art tour.
- ποΈ On June 1st, 1985, the professor experienced an acute pain in his abdomen, which was later diagnosed as a perforated duodenum, a life-threatening condition.
- π In Paris, the professor was rushed to the hospital where he was informed that without immediate surgery, he would die.
- ποΈ Due to it being the weekend, there was no available surgeon, and he was left in severe pain for hours without medical attention.
- π The professor described feeling terror and despair, believing he was dying, and experiencing a profound sense of loss and regret over his relationships.
- π After losing consciousness, the professor reported an out-of-body experience where he felt an enhanced sense of sight, hearing, and touch.
- π₯ He encountered a group of people who led him away from his body and into a dark, featureless space, where he was subjected to a harrowing ordeal.
- π In a moment of desperation, the professor called out to Jesus, and a bright light appeared, leading to a transformative spiritual experience.
- π The professor was shown a review of his life, including the impact of his father's abusive behavior and his own subsequent actions.
- π‘ Jesus imparted wisdom and understanding to the professor, emphasizing the importance of love and its potential to change the world.
- π Upon returning to his body, the professor underwent surgery and survived, with a new sense of purpose and mission to spread love and understanding.
- π Despite his transformation, the professor faced rejection and alienation from his family and struggled to convey the significance of his experience.
- π€ The professor sought reconciliation with his father, understanding the root of his father's behavior and achieving forgiveness and friendship.
- π± The script conveys a message of hope, change, and the power of love to transform lives and bring about a sense of peace and purpose.
Q & A
When did the narrator start working at Northern Kentucky University?
-The narrator started working at Northern Kentucky University in 1972.
What position was the narrator offered at the age of 25?
-The narrator was offered a promotion to full professor at the age of 25.
What significant event happened to the narrator on June 1st, 1985?
-On June 1st, 1985, the narrator experienced the most acute pain of his life due to a perforation of the duodenum.
What was the immediate danger posed by the narrator's medical condition?
-The immediate danger was that hydrochloric acid, enzymes, and bacteria were leaking into the narrator's abdominal cavity, causing him to digest himself from the inside.
How did the narrator describe his experience in the hospital before surgery?
-The narrator described his experience as terrifying, with no doctor available initially, and he was in extreme pain for 10 hours before being taken to surgery.
What did the narrator perceive when he was unconscious?
-When unconscious, the narrator perceived himself standing next to his bed, feeling better than ever, with enhanced senses, and seeing a group of people in the hallway.
What was the narrator's spiritual experience during his unconscious state?
-The narrator had a spiritual experience where he met Jesus and was shown his life in chronological order, realizing the impact of his relationships and actions.
What message did the narrator receive from Jesus during his spiritual experience?
-The message the narrator received was to love the person he was with, as this act of love would have a ripple effect and change the world.
How did the narrator's relationships change after his spiritual experience?
-After his spiritual experience, the narrator tried to share his newfound understanding of love and purpose, but this led to alienation from his family and others who did not take his experience seriously.
What was the narrator's attitude towards his father after his experience?
-The narrator was able to forgive his father and become his best friend, understanding that his father's actions were a result of his own troubled upbringing.
What is the narrator's belief about the power of grace and love?
-The narrator believes in the power of grace and love to change lives for the better, bringing hope, peace, joy, and contentment, and leading people to find God and eternal life.
Outlines
π¨ Life-Altering Abdominal Pain and Near-Death Experience
The narrator recounts his journey from being an assistant professor at Northern Kentucky University in 1972 to a harrowing experience with acute abdominal pain on June 1st, 1985. He describes the pain as the most intense he'd ever felt, leading to a diagnosis of a perforated stomach. The urgent need for surgery was clear, but due to the weekend, no surgeon was available, leaving him in a state of terror. His desperate situation was compounded by the hospital's inability to find a doctor, leading to a 10-hour wait and a near-death experience where he felt he was digesting himself from the inside. The story ends with a sudden unconsciousness, hinting at a profound transformation or revelation.
π Out-of-Body Experience and Sensory Enhancement
The script continues with the narrator describing an out-of-body experience following his unconsciousness. He finds himself standing next to his lifeless body, observing his surroundings with heightened senses. His vision, hearing, and other senses are remarkably enhanced, allowing him to perceive things he had never experienced before. He attempts to communicate with his wife, but to no avail. The narrative then shifts to an encounter with a group of people in a dimly lit hallway who insist on taking him away from his body. This leads to a disorienting journey through an endless, featureless space, culminating in a violent and terrifying assault that leaves him in despair, reflecting on the failures of his relationships and life.
π Spiritual Encounter and Life Review
In the depths of despair, the narrator recalls a childhood memory of singing 'Jesus loves me,' which triggers a spiritual intervention. A bright star appears, and he experiences a telepathic communication with a divine presence. He is then shown a review of his life, highlighting his troubled relationships and the emotional wounds inflicted by his abusive father. The spiritual beings express disappointment in his life choices, leading him to feel a deep sense of regret. After answering his many questions and providing him with new insights, the divine presence instructs him to return to life with a mission to love those around him as a means to change the world. With this purpose, he is sent back to his body just as a doctor arrives to perform surgery.
π€ Transformation Through Love and Reconciliation
The final paragraph details the narrator's transformation after his near-death experience. He finds a new sense of purpose and meaning in life, focusing on the power of love. Despite initial resistance from his wife and others, he becomes a zealous advocate for love as a force for change. This newfound passion, however, leads to the breakdown of his relationships, with his wife leaving him and his children rejecting him. Despite these challenges, he remains hopeful, believing in the power of grace and love to bring about positive change. He also seeks reconciliation with his father, understanding the root of his father's behavior and finding a way to forgive and form a new bond. The story concludes with a message of hope, love, and the potential for redemption and change.
Mindmap
Keywords
π‘Acute pain
π‘Perforated stomach
π‘Near-death experience (NDE)
π‘Enhanced senses
π‘Life review
π‘Despair
π‘Forgiveness
π‘Love
π‘Zealot
π‘Alienation
π‘Grace
Highlights
Started as an assistant professor at Northern Kentucky University in 1972.
Received a promotion to full professor and tenure at the age of 25.
Visited Denmark, Sweden, and Paris on a 3-week trip.
Experienced the most acute pain of his life on June 1st, 1985.
Diagnosed with a perforation of the duodenum, causing internal digestion.
Rushed to the hospital in Paris with life-threatening condition.
Spent 10 hours in hospital without receiving immediate medical attention.
Described the feeling of terror and the awareness of impending death.
Had an out-of-body experience with enhanced senses.
Encountered a group of people who led him away from his physical body.
Experienced a spiritual journey through a featureless void.
Was shown a review of his life and the impact of his actions.
Interacted with a spiritual presence who provided him with insights.
Learned about the importance of love and its potential to change the world.
Returned to his body with a newfound purpose and understanding of life.
Faced rejection and disbelief from family and friends after sharing his experience.
Made efforts to reconcile and improve relationships, including with his father.
Believes in the power of grace and its ability to transform lives for the better.
Transcripts
I started at Northern Kentucky
University in
1972 I was hired as an assistant
professor and I was a offered a
promotion to full professor at the age
of 25 and I was also given
tenure my um third
year seven students myself and my wife
Ed Amsterdam and then went up to Denmark
spent a few days there went to Sweden
for a day and last week it was a 3-week
trip and our last week was a week in uh
Paris it was an art tour it was um
pretty much all
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museums on that Saturday morning June
1st 1985 I had the most acute pain I'd
ever experienced in my life in the
center of my abdomen right
there
it was terrifying because it never it it
just came from nowhere and I never
experienced such acute pain I mean this
is like the kind of pain that blows the
top of your head
off a doctor came very quickly got me up
off the floor with a great deal of
difficulty because I couldn't move he
knew exactly what was wrong and told me
that I had a perforation of the datum
which means I had a hole go through my
small stomach what was happening was the
hydrochloric acid and the enzymes and
the bacteria and everything are now
migrating leaking into my abdominal
cavity to put it in crude terms I was
I'm digesting myself on the
inside without exaggeration what it felt
like was fire my wife riding alongside
him in the vacuum lands we traveled 70
80 M an hour through the streets of
Paris to the big city
hospital they confirmed BAS basically if
I didn't have the surgery in an hour I
would
die so they sent me to the surgical
hospital and because it was the weekend
there was no doctor available no surgeon
available at the hospital they sent me
to so I was put in the
room I begged I screamed I
yelled and my wife begged and yelled and
screamed D someone please come in here
sorry we need a doctor to prescribe
something be a doctor help some here
someone
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here there I was for 10
hours about once an hour the nurse would
come in and ask how I was doing and I
would tell her in French and English
that I was dying and
uh shrug their shoulders and walk
away I wasn't in fear I was in Terror
because um I was 38 years old very
successful in my career at the
University you know wife and two kids
nice house two cars the thing that kept
going through my mind is this can't be
happening this can't be happening this
can't be
happening people ask me how do you know
you were dying it's like the stupidest
question in the world I know when you're
dying You Know
It with every breath I felt like I had
one more breath to go
with nurse came into the room at 8:30
that night and said they were sorry but
they were unable to locate a doctor and
they would try to find one the next day
which was
Sunday well when she said that I was
like okay it's over it's done you know I
can't do this anymore you know I'm I'm
exhausted and I looked at her and it was
um horrible to see her crying like that
and uh I closed my eyes and stopped
trying to breathe then I went
unconscious I was an atheist and I knew
that when you die it's just over it's
like the big nothing you know void the
end I awoke from unconsciousness
standing there next to the bed feeling
better than I'd ever felt before in my
life
my vision was greatly increased instead
of seeing 160Β° I could see almost
360Β° my depth of field was total when I
looked at something close I everything
far was in Focus being an artist and
being a visual person that was the first
thing I was like wow I've never been
able to see like this then I realized
that I could hear smell taste touch
everything could feel all the little
nuances in the cold lolan
floor I could hear the buzzing of the
fluorescent lights in the ceiling really
loudly all of my senses were greatly
greatly
enhanced in the bed that I had been in
was this big slab of meat and when I
looked at the face it Pour an amazing
resemblance to
me and I could not understand how that
could resemble me but I was perfectly
well standing there perfectly alive
looking at this hunk of
meat the other thing that bothered me
was that my wife would not respond to
me well at first I started talking in a
nice voice and I started yelling at her
like you
know what the hell's going on here look
at me talk to me you know I'm all better
you know what's that thing in the bed
how did it get
there I was very upset very
distressed and then I heard people out
in the hallway outside the well lit room
in the darkish gray hazy
hallway there was a group of people
standing out inside the light of the
room in the hallway I said I'm sick I
need a
doctor um and they said we
know um we know all about you it's time
for you to come with us so I thought
that they were um Hospital Personnel to
take me to a
doctor when I left the room and went
into the
hall I can't explain how I KN I knew I
couldn't go back into the room the door
didn't close but I knew that it was
impossible we to go back into the light
of the room so I hesitated and the
people became very hurry up let's go
let's go we can't wait anymore you know
we've been here a long time waiting for
you hurry up so I I gave in and and went
with them and they immediately
surrounded me and moved me forward into
that
greess
as we moved along I could not perceive
walls
ceiling any feature at all and we walked
and walked and walked and after a while
it's like okay this hospital is not that
big you know I mean we've walked miles
now and it's like where's the stairs
where's the you know where's the up and
down where's the walls and there was
nothing we just walked and walked
so I was asking the people around me
like this isn't the hospital this isn't
right you know the where are we stuff
like that and their response was shut up
be quiet keep moving move move
move they say you're going to find out
you'll find
out you're going to get
there there's a lot of people around us
possibly hundreds I don't know they were
being very vulgar very threatening very
scary I'm in abject Darkness have
absolutely no idea which Way Forward
backward I mean all as I knew is I
wanted to get away from
him they said no you've got further to
go and they started to push and shove
me and I FL back and began by punching
shoving kicking
in and then they started um biting
scratching and tearing me apart
literally dis eming me gouging my eyes
and it was with accompanied with a great
deal of laughter and
joy I thought
about my whole life and everything
seemed like what was the point and I
realized that my relationship with my
mother and father were dis
F my relationship with my sisters wasn't
good my relationship with my wife was
very
troubled I was not proud or pleased with
my relationship with my two
children I sank into a pit of despair
and hopelessness that I can't begin to
describe my my mind offered up a memory
of myself as a little boy going to a
Sunday school singing Jesus loves me
when I was a little boy um and I was
afraid like having nightmares at night
or whatever I would pray to him and he
would Chas the Lions and Tigers the
bears
away and as a child it was like mostly
in the image of like a superhero Jesus
was like a superhero and so that's it
that was all I knew
so I called out to him in complete
desperation a tiny little star appeared
in the
sky and very rapidly it got brighter and
brighter and
brighter and he spoke to me for the
first time and his voice but it was
telepathic but it wasn't a thought of
mine it was his voice in my head then he
said I've got some people that I want
you to meet they've recorded your life
and they want to to show you your life
so they proceeded to show me my life in
chronological
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order what I saw to summarize it
was happy youth pretty much then going
to adolescence everything going
sour particularly with my relationship
with my father and because of my
father's cruelty to me
I was cruel
back my father was physically and
emotionally abusive every day to my
mother my sisters and to
me I mean it never
stopped the only way that I could deal
with it was to try and not feel
anything and all he wanted uh for me was
to be a little duplicate of him you know
just be subservient to him you know
being being disobedient um would had
immediate physical consequences of being
kicked or punched or
hit and I saw myself striving to become
um emotionless and
feelingless which was a way for me to
protect myself from being
hurt as I became more
manipulative and successful the more the
angels and Jesus expressed their
disappointment and sadness with me and
my
life and it really hurt to disappoint
them cuz I here I have these Newfound
friends my big
rescuer you know best friend I ever
had and I'm and with at my life and I'm
a big huge
disappointment
and he should put me back I don't belong
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here you know you've made a mistake I
don't belong here and he said we don't
make mistakes you do belong
here finally when we got through
it Jesus said do you have any questions
I said I got a million questions he said
what do you want to know so I asked him
everything that I could think of to know
and if we went through that it would
take us several
years and he gave me a whole new
understanding of
everything I said great now that I
understand I want to go to heaven he
said
mm I'm not ready for heaven
yet finally I said what do you want me
to do um I want you to love the person
that you're with I said okay yeah but
then what do you want me to do after I
do that and he said no that's what I
want you to do and I said you what
Good's that going to do and he said it's
going to change the
world I said that's going to change the
world I don't think so no I said you
don't understand the world is like a
terrible cruel place even if I love
someone they're just going to go get
beat up somewhere else and they're not
going to and he said no if you love
someone they'll take that love out into
the world and maybe they'll love
somebody and it'll grow and grow and
grow I said it's not going to work and
he said it's God's plan it's going to
work well when he pulls out the God's
plan work you know I mean it's like what
can you
say and so finally I
conceded and I said okay I'll go back
and with that bang I'm in the body I'm
in the
bed the nurse who'd been in the room
comes in and says a doctor has arrived
at the hospital and we're going to
prepare you for
surgery when I awoke I knew that what
had happened to me was the most
important thing in my
life because now my life had real
meaning and
purpose I was very very weak I'd been
surgery for
hours I'd spent most of the morning
trying to think of how I was going to
tell my wife what had
happened I said to her it's all
love she said I love you and I said I
know you love me but it's all
love she said what are you talking
about and I said it's an ocean of
love and you have to just go in into
that ocean of love and be a part of
it and she
said
try to get some
rest here I am I'm I'm give I'm giving
her the
abbreviated wisdom of
God and she's basically telling me you
know you're making no sense it's crazy
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talk from that day forward I tried to
tell people about God he
hell what i' experienced and
nobody nobody took me seriously at all I
was a zealot I was a complete Zealot and
uh it was
um not good for my relationship with
because the more that they um did not
respect what I was trying to tell them
and the more they told me I was nuts and
crazy and stuff like that the more um it
totally alienated them from the Bible
from God from me I mean it was
completely
counterproductive it was a
disaster my wife left
me she poisoned the kids against
me they've rejected me they don't want
anything to do with me think I'm a crazy
man
it's all going to work
out I know that God works stuff out it
just doesn't happen on our time frame I
mean I'd like it now and it's not
happening right now but it could happen
tomorrow it might
take a long time I don't
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know when I came back one of the things
I knew I wanted to make friends with my
dad Not only was I able to forgive my
father because I understood that he was
just messed up because of his messed up
childhood all my father really wanted to
do was to be loved but he didn't know
how to do that in appropriate ways so he
tried to be loved in inappropriate ways
he thought obedience and
discipline and my mother and my sisters
were really angry with me because they
all told me several times you and Dad
hated each other and now you're his best
friend
why say cuz he's my
dad Grace has passed along and passed
along and passed along and it's powerful
it's powerful because people change
their lives for the good they find Hope
peace love joy contentment you
know and they also find God and eternal
life
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