MoistCr1TiKaL Situation is Crazy

Summary

The video script details the creator's recent internet drama and misunderstandings about his retirement from online projects. He clarifies that he is not quitting the internet but stepping away from certain commitments to scale back online presence. The script also addresses controversies surrounding his stance on serious topics like transitioning and age of consent, expressing regret for not articulating his views effectively in a debate. The creator reflects on the negativity impacting his enjoyment of content creation and hints at a shift back to more light-hearted and enjoyable projects.

Takeaways

• 😮 The video creator expresses surprise at the rumor of their retirement, which they were unaware of until they saw the reactions to their latest video.
• 🎮 They enjoyed playing a game called 'Clicking' and made an old-school gameplay commentary video, which they posted without realizing the misconceptions it would create about their retirement.
• 📣 A misunderstanding arose from an announcement made by Jackson, who stated the creator was leaving the podcasts, which was misconstrued as a complete departure from the internet.
• 🔄 The creator clarifies that they are not retiring but stepping back from certain projects, including the podcasts, to reduce their online presence and counteract the negative effects of being constantly online.
• 🤬 The creator faced backlash for their handling of the Ava Tyson situation, being criticized for not covering it quickly enough and for not using her preferred pronouns.
• 💬 There was controversy over the creator's stance on the age of consent and accusations of being a 'transphobe' due to misunderstandings about pronouns and discussions around the topic.
• 🗣️ The creator engaged in a debate with 'sneo' about the age of consent, where 'sneo' expressed views that the creator found alarming and unacceptable.
• 🚫 The creator strongly disagrees with 'sneo's' perspective on allowing very young individuals to marry adults, considering it a deeply concerning stance.
• 🏳️‍🌈 In the debate, the creator expressed support for transgender rights and the process of transitioning, but admitted to not being well-versed in the specifics of the process.
• 🔄 The creator acknowledges making mistakes in the debate, particularly in not recognizing 'sneo's' literal interpretation of questions about children transitioning, and expresses regret for not articulating their beliefs more effectively.
• 🌐 The creator reflects on the impact of internet drama on their mental health and happiness, deciding to focus more on content that brings them joy rather than covering negativity and controversy.

Q & A

What was the misunderstanding about the retirement of the content creator?

The misunderstanding arose from a post by Jackson announcing the content creator's departure from the podcasts, which was misinterpreted on social media as the creator quitting the internet entirely.

Why did the content creator consider leaving the podcasts?

The creator was considering leaving the podcasts to scale back the amount of time spent online, as they recognized they were becoming too engrossed in the online world, which they used to criticize.

What was the creator's reaction to the negative response to their 'clicking' video?

The creator was surprised and upset by the flood of comments and dislikes accusing them of deception, as they believed they were simply sharing a fun, old-school style video.

What drama did the content creator experience regarding the Ava Tyson situation?

The creator faced criticism for not covering the Ava Tyson situation quickly enough and for not using her preferred pronouns. They also faced backlash for discussing another individual's controversial views on the age of consent.

What was the main point of disagreement between the content creator and Sneo during their debate?

The main point of disagreement was Sneo's views on the age of consent and the idea of children marrying adults, which the content creator found extremely concerning and unacceptable.

Why did the content creator agree to have a conversation with Sneo?

The creator agreed to talk to Sneo in hopes of clarifying his stance on the age of consent, as they initially believed there might have been a misunderstanding or misrepresentation of Sneo's views.

What was the creator's stance on children transitioning genders?

The creator supports the process of transitioning for children if it is done over the course of many years with proper care, consultation with doctors and therapists, and reaches a point where the individual can make an informed decision.

Why did the content creator feel the debate with Sneo was a mistake?

The creator felt the debate was a mistake because they are not skilled in debating, were unprepared for the format, and did not effectively articulate their beliefs or counter Sneo's arguments.

What impact has the internet and covering drama had on the content creator's mood and outlook?

The constant negativity and drama have made the creator feel less happy and more burdened, impacting their mood and making the channel feel less like fun and more like a job.

What changes does the content creator plan to make to their channel's direction?

The creator plans to focus more on content that brings them joy, like their earlier, more light-hearted videos, and less on internet drama and controversy.

Outlines

00:00

😅 Misunderstandings and Internet Drama

The speaker begins by humorously referencing a fictional event and then transitions into discussing the misunderstanding about his retirement from online activities. He clarifies that he is not retiring but stepping back from certain projects, particularly a podcast, to reduce his online presence. The misunderstanding was fueled by a post made by Jackson, which was misinterpreted by the online community. The speaker expresses his frustration with the ensuing drama and the misinterpretation of his intentions, highlighting the absurdity of the situation and the public's reaction to it.

05:01

🤯 Controversial Debates and Misrepresentations

This paragraph delves into the controversy surrounding the speaker's stance on the Ava Tyson situation and his critique of Mr. Beast's collaboration with Sneo. The speaker defends his position, explaining that he was not quick enough in covering the story and faced backlash for not using Tyson's preferred pronouns. He also addresses the debate with Sneo about the age of consent, where he was accused of being a 'transphobe' and engaging in a debate that was not initially intended to be public. The speaker expresses his regret for not being better prepared for the debate and for the ensuing misrepresentation of his views.

10:01

😡 Unwinnable Debates and Alarming Perspectives

The speaker recounts a difficult debate with Sneo, where they discussed the age of consent and the legality of underage marriage. Sneo's views, which included the belief that individuals as young as 12 could consent to marry adults, were met with shock and disapproval by the speaker. The conversation was challenging and emotionally taxing for the speaker, who felt that Sneo's perspectives were not only morally repugnant but also indicative of a broader societal issue. The speaker emphasizes the importance of having clear definitions and boundaries when discussing such sensitive topics.

15:02

😖 Misunderstandings in Debate and Personal Reflections

In this paragraph, the speaker reflects on his participation in a debate about children transitioning and the complexities surrounding the topic. He admits to misunderstanding the literal interpretation of a question about children undergoing gender-affirming surgeries, which led to controversy. The speaker clarifies his stance, emphasizing that he supports the process of transitioning when done with proper care and over time, rather than endorsing hasty decisions. He also acknowledges his lack of in-depth knowledge on the subject and the need for better communication of his views.

20:04

😔 The Impact of Internet Drama on Personal Well-being

The speaker shares his growing disillusionment with the internet and the negative impact that covering drama stories has had on his mental health. He describes the internet as a source of negativity that has become overwhelming and exhausting, affecting his daily mood and outlook. The speaker expresses a desire to move away from covering serious drama and return to creating content that brings him joy and satisfaction, such as light-hearted and entertaining projects. This paragraph highlights the speaker's intention to prioritize his well-being and happiness over the expectations of his online audience.

🤔 Reevaluating Content Direction and Personal Identity

In the final paragraph, the speaker contemplates his identity and role within the online community, rejecting the label of a fence-sitting centrist. He acknowledges the pressure to take sides in online debates and the toll it has taken on his enjoyment of creating content. The speaker commits to focusing on content that he finds fulfilling and fun, rather than being obligated to cover internet drama. He emphasizes his desire to return to the roots of his channel, creating content that aligns with his genuine interests and passions, and to distance himself from the negativity and controversy that has recently dominated his online presence.

Keywords

💡Retirement

In the context of the video, 'retirement' refers to the misconception that the speaker is quitting the internet or their online presence entirely. The term is key as it sets the stage for the speaker to clarify his actual intentions, which are to reduce online activity and step away from certain projects rather than to retire completely. An example from the script is the speaker's surprise at learning that people believed he was retiring, stating, 'I didn't know I was retiring, that's news to me.'

💡Drama

The term 'drama' is used to describe the various controversies and conflicts the speaker has been involved in recently. It is central to the video's theme as it highlights the speaker's decision to distance himself from the negativity and stress caused by these online disputes. An example is when the speaker mentions being 'in a lot of drama recently,' indicating the source of his desire to reduce his online presence.

💡Internet

'Internet' is a keyword that encapsulates the platform where all the discussed events take place. The speaker's relationship with the internet is complex; he enjoys creating content but is weary of the negative aspects associated with it. The script illustrates this with the speaker's decision to 'scale back the amount of time I spend online.'

💡Podcast

A 'podcast' is an audio program that the speaker has been a part of, and it represents one of the projects he is stepping away from. The decision to leave the podcast is a significant part of the narrative, as it is the catalyst for misunderstandings about his 'retirement.' The script mentions, 'Jackson made the announcement...that I would be leaving the podcasts.'

💡Transitioning

The concept of 'transitioning' is discussed in the context of gender identity and the medical procedures associated with it. The speaker expresses support for the process when done correctly but is criticized for misunderstanding the nature of the procedures. The script includes a controversial statement where the speaker says 'yes' to a question about children transitioning, which he later clarifies was based on a misunderstanding.

💡Debate

'Debate' is a key term that refers to a discussion the speaker had with an individual named 'sneo' about controversial topics such as the age of consent and transitioning. The speaker regrets his performance in this debate and acknowledges his lack of preparedness. The script describes the debate as 'one of the most [__] debates I think human beings have ever had.'

💡Chronically Online

Being 'chronically online' refers to the speaker's realization of his constant internet presence and its negative impact on his well-being. This term is integral to understanding the speaker's motivation for change. The script includes the line, 'I started to recognize that I was becoming the very thing I'd make fun of with, being chronically online.'

💡Controversy

'Controversy' is a keyword that highlights the speaker's entanglement in various contentious issues, which has led to public scrutiny and backlash. It is a driving force behind his decision to reassess his online activities. The script mentions, 'I've been in hot water and I'm biting on the fart bubbles that pop up, in the bathtub here it is a lot.'

💡Content Creation

The phrase 'content creation' is not explicitly mentioned but is implied through the speaker's discussion of his online activities. It relates to the video's theme as it represents what the speaker enjoys and what he plans to focus on moving forward. The script includes the speaker's intention to return to 'the content that I'm most happy with,' such as 'shooting a potato at a tennis racket.'

💡Misunderstanding

'Misunderstanding' is a keyword that captures the essence of the confusion surrounding the speaker's actions and intentions. It is a recurring theme in the video, as the speaker attempts to clear up misconceptions about his 'retirement' and his stance on various issues. The script uses the term when the speaker realizes that his stepping away from a podcast was misconstrued as him quitting the internet entirely.

Highlights

Misunderstanding about retirement leads to unexpected backlash.

Engages in a game called 'clicking', a playful commentary on online activities.

Announcement of leaving podcasts triggers rumors of quitting the internet.

Personal realization of being overly connected online and the desire to scale back.

Controversy over the Ava Tyson situation and the pressure to cover it promptly.

Accusations of transphobia due to the use of pronouns in video content.

Debate over the age of consent and marriage involving minors.

A contentious debate with Sneo about the age of consent and marriage legality.

Miscommunication and misunderstanding during a live debate on sensitive topics.

Criticism for supporting transgender youth in medical transitioning.

The complexity and sensitivity of discussing transgender issues in public forums.

Personal regret over the handling of the debate and the desire for better articulation.

The impact of internet drama on mental health and the decision to reduce coverage.

A shift in focus from drama to more creative and enjoyable content.

Reflection on the channel's evolution and a return to its roots of fun and experimentation.

The struggle with the perception of neutrality in a polarized online environment.

Acknowledgment of the channel's role as a personal diary and the desire to maintain authenticity.

Transcripts

Heavens to Betsy what a week huh sports

fans holy

Toledo yeah so moist criticals in a big

oopsy Poopsy situation here it reminds

me of the time in moonfall when KC

Houseman sacrifices himself and dies of

cringe to become the moon yeah so uh

being serious now since this has become

such a big issue I've been in a lot of

drama recently I'm in hot water and I'm

biting on the fart bubbles that pop up

in the bathtub here it is a lot so let's

start with the most recent one today my

retirement I didn't know I was retiring

that's news to me I'm as shocked as all

of you are I had a ton of fun last night

playing a game called clicking which is

basically like a cuckle Dre simulator

but for clicking against like The Lorax

and a hotel room and I just did like an

old school gameplay commentary video I

was bubbly full of Jubilation I posted

it today only to learn that I'm just a

big old [ __ ] liar liar liar plants

for hire I suppose I apparently I didn't

know this until I posted the video

everyone was under the impression that I

was quitting the internet so I started

scratching at the hair on my chinny chin

chin wondering when the [ __ ] did that

happen was I sleepwalking do I have Som

nalism is this some kind of like you

know Fight Club situation but instead of

like Tyler Duran I have [ __ ] Charles

Turin here that's just making wrong

announcements it turns out the patient

zero behind all of this was a post

Jackson made announcing that I would be

leaving the podcasts which is something

I thought about periodically for quite

quite a few months now mainly because I

started to recognize that I was becoming

the very thing I'd make fun of with

being chronically online like I just was

always online and the podcasts were a

big proponent of that and I just kind of

wanted to scale back the amount of time

I spend online so and I kept Jackson in

the loop the whole time here about where

my head was at and last week I told him

hey man I think this is going to be

where I I hang up the Jersey you can put

it in the rafters throw it in the

dumpster but I think I'm just going to

be you know sailing off into the sunset

here and just reducing the amount of

stuff I do online which he completely

understood so he made the announcement

just letting people know that and then

that got spun on Twitter and Reddit as

moist criticals taking an indefinite

Hiatus and quitting the internet

fundamentally don't know when I'll be

back he's done with the internet because

of all this

controversy pouille on his grave he's

gone when I I mean I looking at the post

I don't even know where that's coming

from it's it's literally just talking

about the podcast and me just stepping

away like

it's not it doesn't extend beyond that I

can't even wrap my tiny Noodle around

how anyone could perceive this as me

being done with the internet entirely

but that's the story that they ran with

and that's what most people saw not the

actual post so everyone thought I was

quitting the internet so I posted that

video that I was really happy with cuz

it just felt like an OG old school video

that made me happy and then bang just a

flood of comments and dislikes all

saying [ __ ] like how could you [ __ ]

deceive us I thought you quit huh what

happened to leaving huh I just read this

post on Twitter from an account that had

a profile pick of titties photoshopped

onto Thomas Edison that said you were

done and it had 50,000 likes so I know

it was true and you're just a [ __ ]

liar I can't even just peacefully walk

away from some projects without it being

a massive [ __ ] reaction over actual

nothing Burger information and trust me

no one has a pallette more refined for

nothing Burgers than me I have ranted

about the stupidest [ __ ] of all time but

this was mind-boggling even for me so to

set the record straight no I'm not

retiring despite what the experts are

telling you all I did was walk away from

a couple of projects uh like that's

really it like that's a pretty normal

thing to do especially when one of them

I've been doing for like 8 years I

really didn't think it was that deep

especially not deep enough for how big

of a story it's become with all of the

wild narratives running around about the

true reason that I stopped doing it so

let's get into that drama I've talked

about it on stream I don't even know how

many times at this point but we'll just

talk about all of it in this video here

so when covering the Ava Tyson situation

I was attacked by a lot of people for

not being quick enough even though I

covered it within like the first 6 hours

people were unsatisfied that I hadn't

made a video within like the first

[ __ ] 20 minutes of it dropping and

then when I did finally finish the full

video covering all of it it was another

massive problem where now I only did it

out of an obligation cuz people called

me out and then I also got accused of

being a transfer phobe because I didn't

use Ava Tyson's preferred pronouns which

were she her I didn't know that I

thought just calling Ava Tyson by her

name was okay and I had also heard when

I went to the Mr Beast thing someone

refer to Ava Tyson with they so I was

truly under the impression that that was

okay and for that I was annihilated by a

good chunk of Twitter and then

annihilated by another good chunk of

Twitter because I called that sneo who

was the main proponent about me covering

for Mr Beast to keep the collab alive I

wasn't talking about AA tison because I

wanted the Mr Beast collab and I talked

about how absurd that statement was

especially given his history with

fighting against the age of consent he's

been very vocal about how much he hates

the age of consent and so I talked about

that briefly at the end of the video

which then changed the whole narrative

for a lot of people where I never talked

about AA Tyson and only talked about

sneo so it was a complete lose lose cuz

if I didn't talk about what sneo was

saying I would have been called a coward

for not addressing it and talking about

like well he was going to cover for Mr

Beast until sneo called him out so like

if I didn't do it I would have been

attacked I did do it still got attacked

it really was unwinable but from that

spawned a conversation where I talked to

sneo directly CU he was very upset that

I was talking about how him rallying

against the age of consent is pedophile

arguments like defending pedophilia as

I've said since the very beginning of

this channel I'm always willing to

engage with people I disagree with and I

thought that maybe there was a chance I

misunderstood what he was trying to say

even though it's still abhorent I

thought okay maybe he's not actually

trying to defend pedophilia he's like

some kind of pseudo intellectual debate

bro who's trying to say something else

so I was willing to hear him out on it

and I talked to him in DMS and he said

he doesn't believe in the age of consent

he believes in the age of marriage can't

assign a number to it but said that when

someone can legally drive they should be

able to marry at the same time which

which is literally like a 15 or

16-year-old cuz you get your permit at

15 your license at 16 and both are way

too young to be marrying that [ __ ] is

completely unacceptable it is downright

disgusting he then said that he was

happy to discuss it in a call which I

said I was willing to hear him out on

and he said that he would do it later

cuz he was outside doing an IRL stream

in Turkey so I was willing to hear him

out because again if this is some kind

of crazy misunderstanding I'd like to

know that because it'd be really [ __ ]

scary for someone in his position with

his level of INF uence to be actually

advocating for adults marrying and

[ __ ] children that's a huge problem

that's a big [ __ ] problem so if there

was something that he was like trying to

say but failing to do so I was willing

to at least hear it and this is where

the infamous debate came from the debate

that people are calling the debate of

the century I'm kidding not a single

soul on the planet said that it's

actually one of the most [ __ ] debates

I think human beings have ever had he

eventually called me on Discord I was

under the impression this was just him

and I talking I had no idea this was

going to be a debate I thought he was

going to try and explain himself like

hey no this isn't actually what I meant

this is what I'm trying to say I thought

this was a conversation between him and

I not this kind of debate show that he

was putting on for his audience there is

nothing in our DMS that indicated that's

where it was going when I joined the

call he asked if I was going to record

it to which I said I can if he wants me

to but I was also down to just talk so I

thought maybe he wanted it as a

recording to like explain to people like

no he's not actually a pedophile

defender or advocating for that kind of

thing so I thought that is why he asked

I didn't know it was because it was

being streamed especially because one of

his last DMS was about how he's doing an

outside IRL stream and he would call me

after to me that says when he's done

streaming that's when we'll talk not as

a part of his stream I didn't know this

was a debate nor a stream until about an

hour and 40 into it roughly somewhere in

that ballpark I am not a debater I've

never claimed to be one I never want to

be a debater I've always said that I

believe conversations are the most

productive because debates always

devolve into what side can score the

most points by explaining their thought

process even if the position is wrong

whereas a conversation is a very

different thing to me so I didn't even

know that's what this was so obviously I

was unprepared for a [ __ ] debate So I

entered into the Thunderdome and we

started talking I made it clear that I

found his statements on the age of

consent and children marrying adults

being [ __ ] hideous absolutely

revolting and then he started arguing

about well what is a child we must

Define a child you know it's not

actually being under 18 it's that's all

a bunch of hoie and I really think if

you have to start arguing about well

what technically is a child you're

already way too far gone like that is so

[ __ ] weird and in no uncertain term

Ms multiple times throughout the debate

sneo says that he is okay with people

that are aged 12 13 14 15 16 marrying

adults that are 18 or older aming

globally let's just talk globally like

do you think it is okay for I'm not

talking about just you specifically

anymore anyone do you think it's okay

for anyone in their 20s an adult to

marry a 15 or 16year old a 21-year-old

if if there was a a marriage where the

father consented and the daughter

consented and it was both good on both

families and they wanted to do it why am

I going to get involved why should we

get the government involved even get

back a little bit do you think there's

not a problem with a child being with an

adult okay we haven't even agreed upon

what the what a child and an adult is

you keep saying you keep saying that

it's 18 under 18 child and I'm telling

you that's not even the definition of

the word what is the number need to be a

number or else you can do the same thing

I just told you there's not a number do

you but do you see why that's a problem

no if there's no defined so why why

can't a 12-year-old Mary an 18-year-old

because most 12-year-olds haven't gone

through puberty yet and most

12-year-olds what as you just said it

changes what if a 12-year-old went

through puberty early the parents

consent the 18-year-old in the parents

consent can they do it most likely

that's not going to happen you know why

cuz islamically if if we're not talking

most likely just say it if the families

have consented the kid is mature the kid

is

ready why should I stop it at 12 years

old at 12 years old if the kid is is the

kid is physically mature the parents

consent both parties are happy

12-year-old being physically mature if

it's that's the only that's the only

line that actually makes sense again I

don't think a 14-year-old can ever be

physically mature

mhm even though uh even though they

literally can even even though even

though puberty actually defines that

it's fine um I don't nope I don't I

don't believe so I was 14 once what I I

actually had a mustache when I was 14

would you have looked at me and said I

was physically mature enough to get

married if you were if you were

physically mature if you were mature yes

I would okay really if if 14 yeah if you

were 14 and you were ready to go and you

met another 14-year-old yes I would no

no no no no we're talking adults you

keep going back that is adult physic I I

I told you my definition not I told you

the definition the definition if you

were went through puberty you're an

adult that's the definition of adult so

yes if you're an adult and you had a

mustache you're ready to get married

fine okay un ironically saying a

14-year-old adult I think would make

most sensible people want to puke

there's so many instances of this and a

lot of the conversation was spent with

him talking about like overseas age of

consent like talking about how Japan's

age of consent was 13 for the longest

time this and that but the whole thing

was like pulling teeth and it was

[ __ ] painful and I think it's

extremely alarming perspective to have

unironically calling a 14-year-old and

12-year-old mature enough for a marriage

those are middle schoolers like holy

[ __ ] I think that is extremely

concerning to be advocating for

something like that

like would sneo be okay if his best

friend ended up marrying a

14-year-old he certainly shouldn't be no

one should be okay with something like

that like that's [ __ ] terrible that

is actually terrible but now since I

wasn't like holding him to this topic or

making sure it stayed on the topic I

thought we were talking about it went

all over the place with a ton of

different things but the big one and

this is what most people have focused on

which was my response to his question

about kids transitioning and the way he

would pose that question would be by

asking if I thought it was okay if kids

who want to switch their gender go to

the doctor and get their dick cut off is

it okay if a 9-year-old goes to a doctor

and gets their [ __ ] cut off right then

and there and when posed with that

question I replied with yes and I've

talked about this on stream many many

times now and I'll talk about it again

here I thought he was talking in

hyperboy I thought he was just

exaggerating being over the toop talking

about the entire subject of

transitioning I had no idea that any

living breathing human being actually

thought that that's how transitioning

Works where you just go into a doctor

saying I feel like switching genders and

they lay you down on the operating table

and just snip your whole [ __ ] meat

off I didn't know that that's what he

actually believed I I didn't know he was

speaking literally I thought he was just

referring to the entire process of

transitioning and just using this

over-the-top statement to encapsulate

all of it because you literally cannot

get that surgery unless you are 18 like

you actually have to go out of your way

to be that stupid on the topic than you

would just spinning a couple of seconds

looking it up there are very rare cases

where someone under 18 has had that

surgery performed that's not common so I

really didn't think that someone could

be so dumb on the topic I thought he was

just speaking in hyperbole which is my

mistake I should have been more clear

instead of making an assumption that he

was talking about something nuanced in

an over-the-top way I haven't hid this

take and it's not a new take from me

I've talked about this a couple times

throughout the years on stream I have no

complaints if a kid gets interested in

transitioning and starts talking to

their family about it so their parents

start talking to doctors the kid starts

talking to doctors and therapists and

all of this because the process of

transitioning is one that takes place

over the course of many years it's not

something that just happens like that

and I'm also not afraid to admit that I

am not the most educated when it comes

to transitioning I am not someone that

has a ton of knowledge about the subject

to be speaking on it in a really

in-depth manner but even I know these

very surface level things that everyone

has easy access to to understand it is a

long process and I have no problems at

all if a kid gets interested in that

process and starts going through that

process with proper care and then when

they reach the age where they can

consider that surgery and decide they

want to do it then that's all power to

them that's entirely up to them they

have reached that age they can now do

that surgery if they want to that is not

a surgery that's being offered to like a

9-year-old who just says I feel like

changing genders today it's just not how

it works and I didn't think that that's

what was actually being discussed

because it's so [ __ ] silly now I'm

sure there's some really Fringe cases

you can point to where that kind of

thing did happen but it's not common

thus I didn't think that's what was

being referred to in the conversation

and it is again my mistake for not

recognizing that at that moment it was

being spoken about literally so all that

[ __ ] that people keep dogpiling and

spouting about me about how I want all

kids to go out there and get their

genitals chopped off is just [ __ ] up

it's so it's so ridiculous I recognize I

did a horrible job of arguing in this

debate which isn't surprising

considering I don't debate this is not

something that's in my skill set which

of course led to some embarrassingly dog

[ __ ] argument

like the one I've seen people reference

a couple times is when I briefly mention

Sports in this topic it was a stupid

point to try and make I was getting hit

by like some rebound psychic damage

listening to some of the driil brain rot

that sneo was spouting about the age of

consent and I don't know why I thought

this was like an argument to try and

make but I brought up Sports in this

subject and I was going to try and

elaborate on it but didn't at all what I

was going to try and say is that when a

kid gets interested in a sport they'll

talk to their parents about it they'll

research the sport you know go through

the process of learning about it and

when it comes to transitioning it's

still a process where you talk to your

family about it you learn about it like

it was a like it wasn't a point where I

was trying to say well changing genders

is a lot like picking between baseball

and soccer like it's not what I was

trying to get at but because I didn't

elaborate on it and it really wasn't a

good argument to try and make in the

first place that's one people have

harped on a lot and I get it like I said

I am not a debater like I didn't go in

here expecting a debate so I had nothing

prepared here for this inundation of

outrageous questions and tangents like

there was a point where sneo was trying

to get me to say white power like the

whole thing was a [ __ ] mess it was

without a doubt probably the worst

debate that video has ever been cursed

with and I really regret not doing a

better job here it's not something I

should have even done in the first place

I just have a tendency to really hope

for the best out of people and I was

really hoping that I and most people

were wrong about sneo perspective on the

age of consent

however unfortunately it doesn't appear

to be the case he was very adamant about

this position and I did a terrible job

in arguing with him and I did a terrible

job of articulating my beliefs I am

supportive of the lgbtq plus and I have

been and that's not something I've been

shy about I just wish I did a better job

of expressing that to be open and honest

here and I've talked about this a lot

I've always treated my channel kind of

like a diary for myself which is why I

just talk about so much different

nonsense and so many things that I know

a lot of people don't give a [ __ ] about

but some of it's fun for me to talk

about or some of it's just things I care

about so being totally honest I used to

treat the internet as an escape from my

dog [ __ ] real life truly unhappy really

hated most of everything about myself

and the internet was my escape from it

but now it's really become that real

life is the escapism for me now like I

love posting and creating things but I

don't like interacting with the internet

around me anymore and it's something

that I started to realize a couple

months ago and I've talked about it on

stream a little bit how because I've

covered so many like drama stories and

everything it's pretty much all that I

ever get told about when I'm streaming

and it's become such a massive headache

and it's just constant negativity that

I'm fully flooded with like at all hours

like I am in like this Human Centipede

of eating someone's ass while having my

ass eaten with even more things that I'm

being demanded to like talk about where

everything just feels like a lose lose

and it has been for like the last 6 or

eight months I feel where if I talk

about something it's a problem even if

something is cut and dry as like Cody Co

having sex with a 17-year-old being bad

I caught a lot of [ __ ] for that too I'm

sure a lot of people probably didn't see

that but man the amount of emails I got

and a lot of the things I was seeing

even something as cut and dry as that

was an issue when I talked about it and

then if I don't talk about something or

if I don't talk about something fast

enough in the time that some people

think is appropriate I'm then accused of

covering up for something for an

ulterior evil motive so it just really

feels like a rock in a hard place where

regardless it's just going to be a

massive flood of negativity and a huge

critique of me that I've always seen is

Charlie's a fence sitter he's just a

[ __ ] fence sitting enlightened

Centrist cuck this and that and I've

always said for the entire time I've

been on the internet I'm not special I'm

literally just a normal guy who got very

lucky I just sit here joke about [ __ ]

talk about my opinion on things and

nothing else I don't have a unique

perspective on things I don't have deep

insight into the vicissitudes of certain

things I am literally just a guy who

yaps has some fun talks about [ __ ] does

some wacky stuff as well and that's it

it's just not that deep but because

everything is so inflammatory and

charged online it's being perceived in

the last I'd say like the last two years

it's really popped off as me making

deliberate attempts to appease both

sides and play right down the middle to

soak up as much as possible like it's

it's all this like nefarious scheme

where I'm doing this with my hands and I

just don't understand how it's become so

inccary where that's apparently like a

really bad thing now my opinion is not

special in my opinion isn't one that's

pandering to any sides or catering to

anything it's literally just whatever's

up here I sit down for like 30 to 45

minutes on like a topic or like a video

that I'm joking around about and I talk

about it I am legitimately just an

average well below average height guy

who's about to turn 30 I'm not just

spitting hot takes out the Wazoo here

I'm just being myself that's all this

channel ever has been and now it's

become super controversial to do that if

it's not like you know picking sides on

everything it seems and it's very

frustrating for the longest time it was

just me having fun and for the most part

it still is but I've started to

recognize over the last few months that

some of the things I do just really

aren't fun for me to do and I've been

doing them out of obligation mainly

internet drama when I initially started

covering drama so many years ago now it

was fun cuz it wasn't as serious like

the stories were a lot you know more

quirky it was easy to get invested cuz

it was kind of just like a soap opera

like a really dumb soap opera but

recently it's been much more serious and

I feel the need to talk about these

things because a lot of them are

extremely serious with very important

topics to discuss but it has become

draining as much as I never wanted to

admit it I've started to recognize that

my mood is immediately impacted by

whatever I read on Twitter in the

morning if that's some horrible stuff

about a Creator or what have you it

immediately affects my entire day and my

whole outlook on the day now I know W

call the wambulance get some French cry

is just [ __ ] whining about having to

talk about drama what a what a stupid

problem to be upset about but I'm just

trying to explain that it hasn't been as

fun recently it hasn't and the main

thing if you've been around the channel

for a while is I've always wanted this

to be fun and never feel like a job and

as hard as it is for me to admit this a

lot of this kind of stuff it has just

started to feel like less fun and more

of well got to do this cuz I'm expected

to like anytime I go live most of chat

is just telling me about the latest in

whatever's happening in the Creator

space or some other like extremely

negative thing going on and it's like

okay well I'm going to have to learn all

about that once I turn stream off so

then I spend a few hours learning about

these things and it's all just really

upsetting stuff like it's not happy it's

all very sad bad stuff and it's been

making me not happy so I definitely

think I'll be slowing down on covering

internet related drama or like drama in

general I'll still talk about like

really wacky stories and [ __ ] like that

but I I definitely think I'm going be

pumping the breaks on like the kind of

drama I have been covering recently and

instead I'm going to go back to focusing

on the content that I'm most happy with

like if you ask me what content I'm most

proud of throughout my entire time on

this platform for the last like 17 18

years none of it would be drama coverage

it'd be things like skynut it'd be

things like shooting a potato at a

tennis racket to see if you can make

french fries in midair by frying them in

hot oil it's it's [ __ ] like that and I

think I'm going to go back to that kind

of stuff as opposed to the direction

that I have been going recently so yeah

this was a lot to go over here but I

hope this has cleared everything up and

uh yeah that's really about it see you