Dating NAS Daily & Getting Divorced | Alyne Tamir
Summary
TLDRIn this episode, Elene shares her journey through a divorce and the aftermath. She discusses the challenges of being raised religiously, the impact on her sex life, and her struggle with societal expectations of marriage and motherhood. She also touches on her evolving relationship with her faith and the pressures of conforming to traditional roles.
Takeaways
- π The speaker, Elene, discusses her divorce after three years of marriage, highlighting the emotional and psychological challenges faced during the relationship.
- π Elene mentions a significant 'breaking point' that occurred after one year of marriage, which led to the eventual divorce.
- π« A major issue in the marriage was the lack of sexual intimacy, which Elene attributes to her upbringing and the negative messages she received about sex from her religious background.
- π Elene describes the societal and religious pressures that led her to feel shame about her body and sex, impacting her ability to be intimate with her husband.
- π€ Despite being a sexual person, Elene's body 'shut down' during her marriage, preventing her from having sex, which she plans to discuss further in a book.
- π The divorce was not directly due to the lack of sex, as Elene believes her husband could have ended the marriage earlier if that was the primary issue.
- π After the divorce, Elene initially became more religious, possibly as a coping mechanism or in search of answers and solace.
- π Elene's experience with the Mormon Church and her divorce led her to question and eventually leave the church, marking a significant change in her life.
- πΆ Elene discusses societal expectations around having children, noting that she does not have a maternal urge and prefers to be a mother in a different way.
- π The speaker emphasizes the importance of respecting individual choices regarding parenthood, acknowledging that not everyone wants or needs to have children.
Q & A
Why did Elene get divorced?
-Elene got divorced after three years of trying to make her marriage work. The relationship ended up in divorce after a significant breaking point occurred, and they stayed married for two more years before finally separating.
What was the main issue in Elene's marriage?
-A major issue in Elene's marriage was that they never had sex during their three years together. Elene's body was unable to engage in sexual activity, which she attributes to being raised with religious beliefs that instilled shame around sex.
How did Elene's upbringing affect her views on sex?
-Elene was raised in a religious environment where she was taught to cover her body and feel shame about her sexuality. This upbringing led to a psychological block that prevented her from having sex in her marriage.
What was Elene's experience like after her divorce?
-After her divorce, Elene initially became more religious, seeking solace in her faith. However, this did not resolve her feelings of loss and confusion about her life and her role in society.
Why did Elene's husband divorce her?
-It is not explicitly stated in the script that her husband divorced her because of their lack of sexual activity. Elene believes it was not the primary reason, as he could have divorced her earlier if that were the case.
What is Elene's view on having children?
-Elene does not have a maternal urge to have children and prefers to be a mother in a different way. She believes that not wanting to have children is a valid choice and that societal expectations should not dictate personal decisions.
How does Elene feel about societal pressure to have children?
-Elene feels that societal pressure to have children can be overwhelming and unfair. She emphasizes the importance of respecting individual choices and not assuming that everyone wants to have children.
What is the significance of a temple marriage in Mormonism?
-In Mormonism, a temple marriage is considered the peak of life. It is a significant religious and social milestone, symbolizing a high level of commitment and spiritual connection.
How does Elene's experience compare to that of women in the Philippines?
-Elene's experience is similar to that of women in the Philippines, where marriage and having a family are seen as the ultimate goals in life. This societal expectation can be limiting and pressuring for individuals who have different life goals or desires.
What is Elene's current stance on her religious beliefs?
-The script does not provide specific details on Elene's current religious beliefs, but it does mention that she went through a phase of increased religiosity after her divorce, suggesting a complex relationship with her faith.
Outlines
π Divorce and Religious Struggles
Elene shares her personal experience of divorce after three years of marriage. She discusses the emotional and psychological challenges she faced, particularly around sex and intimacy due to her religious upbringing. Despite their efforts, she and her husband could not reconcile their differences, leading to their divorce. Elene also touches on the societal expectations and pressures related to marriage and family in religious communities, highlighting the importance of understanding personal choices and respecting individual paths.
Mindmap
Keywords
π‘Divorce
π‘Religious
π‘Sex
π‘Shame
π‘Mormon Church
π‘Temple Marriage
π‘Catholicism
π‘Maternal Urge
π‘Orthodox Jewish Women
π‘Personal Choice
π‘Superhuman with Will Dasovich
Highlights
Elene shares her experience of divorce after three years of marriage.
She hoped for a happy ending but faced a breaking point after one year.
They stayed married for two more years before the divorce was finalized.
Elene discusses the psychological impact of being raised religiously and its effect on her ability to have sex.
She mentions the shame associated with sex in religious communities and its impact on her marriage.
Elene clarifies that her inability to have sex was not the reason for her divorce.
She describes the societal expectations of having children and the pressure it puts on individuals.
Elene talks about her personal choice not to have children and the importance of respecting individual decisions.
She discusses the aftermath of her divorce and how it led her to become more religious.
Elene reflects on the cultural similarities between Mormonism and Catholicism in terms of life goals.
She emphasizes the importance of understanding that everyone has different life paths and priorities.
Elene shares her thoughts on the societal pressure to conform to traditional family structures.
She highlights the need for respect and understanding towards those who choose not to have children.
Elene discusses her journey and how it led her to question and eventually leave the Mormon Church.
She talks about the personal growth and self-discovery that occurred as a result of her experiences.
Elene encourages listeners to listen to the full episode on Spotify for more insights.
Transcripts
yeah why did he divorce you
my name is elene and i am divorced
i grew up got married and hoped for the
happy ending but sadly after three years
of trying our hardest it didn't work out
and we ended up divorcing after one year
something happened and it was like a big
breaking point then we stayed married
two more years and then he just i don't
know i don't know what happened after
those two years we'd been together three
years
and it just happened and something i'll
talk about in the book as well is we
never had sex
we were married for three years and my
body just like could not have sex i
think because of being religious for so
long that's something and like
the shame and weird things associated
and it happens to a lot of religious
women
that when they get married it's like oh
your whole life you're like shameful
shameful cover your body shame shame
wait you should wait sorry i just
realized you're supposed to have sex
when you get married yeah but we i
couldn't
you're supposed to have your choice to
not have sex or it wasn't a choice my
body was like you will not enter my body
just was like
shut down just like
like it couldn't nothing could enter
my body it was just it's it's a it's
like a weird psychological thing so
that's why he broke up with you no
that's not why
you
that's not why
no that's not why though that's
definitely why he broke up with me no
he's not he could have done it after one
year
he got no no i i know him i know him
he did not because of that i promise you
three years you would do it after six
months
you do it after two years you wouldn't
no you do it on the day of your
honeymoon of the wedding
i mean we did other stuff you can
imagine what all the other options are
well not all of them dude
i don't get it but you're i yeah i don't
get it like why you just couldn't do it
you just mentally you couldn't get a
girl boner that's what it's called right
well for a woman's body you need to be
relaxed
yes you need to be relaxed yes
and
when you are raised with all these
negative messages around sex yeah and
like cover your body cover your chest
cover your shoulders and wash to be
scared of sex kind of yeah it happens to
a lot of women it happens to a lot of a
lot of orthodox jewish women there's
such a shame around sex shame shame
shame like you're a if you have
sex you're a bad person okay and so then
you get married one day
and now you're supposed to be
go from the virgin to the sexy person
and my body just
couldn't it was very weird it was very
weird because i am also a like i am a
sexual person like i have no problem
making out of my voice anymore now i'm
not but i never had sex with my husband
okay i'm a virgin no you're not
i don't believe you
i can't tell if you're joking continue
your story
he divorced you and then
yeah how did this
lead to you ending
your participation in the mormon church
and going 180. right after the divorce i
became more religious
because you know you became more
religious more after getting divorced
listen your whole life is get grow up go
to byu religious university get married
in the church have a temp that's that's
the peak of life having a temple
marriage in mormonism that's like you
have peaked that is all that matters and
i had lost everything and i think it's
kind of the same in the philippines in
catholicism like getting married and
having a family like that's the whole
point of life basically exactly and i
think the majority of people don't see
or don't think of anything more than
like being
greater than that like that's the
purpose of life because i watch your
video
called
like why you don't want to have kids so
why don't you want kids
you know sometimes i wish that i did
want kids i feel like my life would be a
lot easier but i also think it's just as
valid to not want to have kids if you're
a woman you're taking on all the work
physical mental work and if i was a guy
maybe i'd have kids even if you have a
great partner it's it's ultimately on me
as the woman bottom line i've never had
the maternal urge to have a kid and i
want to be a mom in a different way
yeah everyone's situation is different
so what's right for you might not be
what's right for them oh yeah and that's
very powerful because
a lot of people need to understand that
again we all come from different places
in the western world this is a lot more
normal compared to
other places where you're expected to
have children like you have to and then
your fan base like just puts so much
pressure on you and oh yeah all the time
i tell you you need to have kids when
are you having kids and it's like dude
this is a personal thing some people
don't want to do that and you have to
respect that and you can't assume that
everyone just wants to have kids and
have a family ever or just or right now
maybe they don't want to do that right
now and yeah if you liked what you saw
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