How a Twitch Streamer Got Banned And Became A Cuckold

Summary

The video script narrates the turbulent career of Ali Larson, known as Growth Score, a once-popular Twitch streamer who faced a meteoric rise and fall due to controversies and bans. It details his journey from earning thousands monthly to a downward spiral marked by erratic behavior, inconsistent work ethic, and public meltdowns. The script explores his failed attempts to regain fame, his controversial personal life, and the stark contrast between his self-perception and reality, painting a picture of a man struggling with the consequences of his actions and identity on the internet.

Takeaways

• 😔 Ali 'Growth Score' Larson's career on Twitch has been tumultuous, with multiple bans and controversies affecting his reputation and viewership.
• 🔥 He initially gained popularity for his energetic and engaging personality on his streams, especially during 2014 to 2017.
• 🚫 Larson's lack of filter and controversial behavior, including allegations of sexual misconduct, led to his first permanent ban from Twitch in 2016.
• 🤔 After the ban, Larson moved to Hitbox TV but struggled with declining viewership and a low ceiling for growth.
• 🔄 In 2017, Twitch gave Larson a second chance, and he returned to the platform, initially seeing a surge in viewership.
• 💸 Larson's inconsistent work ethic and streaming hours affected his growth and stability on Twitch, leading to fluctuating viewer numbers.
• 🥊 Incidents of inappropriate behavior at events and a physical altercation led to further bans and damaged his public image.
• 💔 Larson's personal life and relationships have been a source of controversy, including allegations of sharing explicit images without consent and promoting his girlfriend's OnlyFans account.
• 💡 His attempt to reinvent his content and image in 2021 initially saw success, with increased viewership and earnings.
• 🚫 However, Larson's past caught up with him again, leading to another indefinite ban from Twitch due to ongoing controversies and a perceived lack of growth or accountability.
• 🔄 Despite the setbacks, Larson continues to attempt a comeback, though his efforts are often met with skepticism and criticism from the online community.

Q & A

What was the initial reason for Ali 'GrossGore' Larson's first ban on Twitch?

Ali 'GrossGore' Larson received a permanent ban from Twitch due to rumors circulating that he had tried to sexually assault a girl who had rejected him, which he addressed on stream in a manner that led to the ban.

How did Ali Larson's streaming career fare after his first Twitch ban?

After his first ban, Ali Larson moved to Hitbox TV but experienced a decline in viewership and a low ceiling for growth, which stunted his career.

What led to Ali Larson's second ban on Twitch?

His second ban on Twitch was triggered by a series of events, including accusations of distributing nude images without consent, sexual impropriety allegations, and his inability to maintain a consistent and responsible image on the platform.

How did Ali Larson's content change after his reinvention in 2021?

After his reinvention in 2021, Ali Larson's content became more reserved and energetic yet entertaining, moving away from the screaming and angry reactions that characterized his earlier streams.

What financial opportunity did Ali Larson seize after his content reinvention?

Following his content reinvention, Ali Larson was earning well over £35,000 per month in ad revenue and donations, setting him on a path to become a millionaire within a year.

What event led to Ali Larson's third and final ban on Twitch?

Ali Larson's third and final ban on Twitch was a result of his involvement in a 'roast me' subreddit thread where past allegations and evidence against him were posted, which he tried to address in a video, but this led to Twitch deeming him a risk and banning him indefinitely.

How did Ali Larson's relationship with his girlfriend and her OnlyFans account evolve?

Ali Larson initially appeared insecure and distressed about his girlfriend's OnlyFans account, but later claimed to be supportive and happy about other men's involvement in their relationship, which was a stark contrast to his earlier behavior.

What is Ali Larson's current stance on his past actions and bans?

Ali Larson has oscillated between expressing regret and apologizing for his past actions and blaming others for his situation, failing to consistently demonstrate growth or a clear understanding of the consequences of his actions.

How does Ali Larson's self-perception differ from the reality of his situation?

Ali Larson perceives himself as a victim of cancel culture and believes he is still deserving of fame and fortune, despite evidence suggesting that his actions and inability to adapt are the primary reasons for his current situation.

What is the 'LOL cow' phenomenon, and how does it relate to Ali Larson's online presence?

The 'LOL cow' phenomenon refers to individuals who become the subject of ridicule and mockery online. Ali Larson has become an example of this due to his controversial actions and inability to change his behavior, leading to his status as an internet joke.

Outlines

00:00

📉 The Rise and Fall of Ali Larson

Ali Larson, known as Growth Score, experienced a meteoric rise and fall in his streaming career. Initially gaining popularity on Twitch with his energetic and engaging personality, he later faced a series of controversies, including sexual exploitation allegations and a permanent ban. His career trajectory saw him go from earning substantial income to facing financial struggles and debt. Despite a brief resurgence after being unbanned from Twitch, his inconsistent work ethic and further scandals led to a second downfall, culminating in an indefinite ban from the platform.

05:01

🔄 The Struggle for Redemption and Reinvention

After his initial ban, Ali Larson attempted to rebuild his career on Hitbox TV but faced a decline in viewership. A year later, Twitch gave him a second chance, leading to a period of renewed success. However, his inconsistent streaming hours and additional controversies, such as inappropriate behavior at a RuneScape convention, resulted in another ban. Larson tried to reinvent himself, but his past actions and inability to maintain a consistent brand led to a loss of viewership and financial instability.

10:02

🚫 The Downward Spiral and Ban from Twitch

Ali Larson's second ban from Twitch was a result of a Reddit roast that brought his past actions to light. His attempts to address the accusations only fueled further controversy. Accusations of revenge porn and sexual impropriety resurfaced, leading to a permanent ban from Twitch. Larson's inability to reflect on his actions and his refusal to change his behavior led to his downfall as a streamer and content creator.

15:04

💔 The Descent into Infamy and Public Meltdown

Following his ban, Ali Larson's public image deteriorated as he became the subject of ridicule online. His attempts to maintain a career in streaming and content creation were met with failure, as he struggled with a lack of viewership and a tarnished reputation. His online behavior became increasingly erratic, with outbursts of anger and self-pity, further alienating his audience and contributing to his status as an internet joke.

20:05

🤔 The Search for Acceptance and Identity Crisis

Ali Larson's quest for acceptance led him to align with fringe individuals and ideas, further damaging his chances of rebuilding a positive online presence. He blamed his failures on others, claiming victimhood in the face of 'cancel culture,' and failed to take responsibility for his actions. His inconsistent messaging about his past behavior and his inability to adapt to change resulted in a deepening identity crisis.

25:06

🔄 The Complicated Dynamics of Fame and Relationships

Ali Larson's personal life became a subject of controversy, particularly his relationship with his girlfriend and her involvement in OnlyFans. Initially, he expressed insecurity and discomfort with her interactions with other men on the platform, but later claimed to be supportive and even encouraging of it. This shift in attitude, along with his financial dependence on her, raised questions about his authenticity and the true nature of their relationship.

🔚 The Enduring Legacy of Growth Score and His Future

Despite his setbacks, Ali Larson, as Growth Score, insists that his story is not over. He continues to cling to his past fame and promises a comeback, despite showing little evidence of change or growth. His audience remains uncertain, and his future in the online space is tenuous as he fails to adapt or address the core issues that led to his downfall.

Keywords

💡Twitch

Twitch is a live streaming platform that focuses on video games and has been integral to the career of the video's subject, Ali 'GrossGore' Larson. The platform is mentioned as the place where GrossGore received a permanent ban due to controversies, marking a significant turning point in his online presence and career.

💡Controversy

Controversy is a central theme in the video, highlighting the various incidents that led to Ali Larson's downfall. It refers to the negative and scandalous events, such as allegations of sexual misconduct and the broadcasting of inappropriate behavior, which contributed to his bans on Twitch and his tarnished reputation.

💡Personality

Personality, in this context, refers to Ali Larson's on-stream character, which was once seen as relatable and entertaining but later became a liability due to his lack of filter and poor judgment. His personality is a key element in understanding his appeal and eventual alienation of his audience.

💡Inconsistency

Inconsistency is highlighted as a factor in GrossGore's career, particularly regarding his work ethic and commitment to streaming. It is exemplified by his unpredictable streaming hours and his inability to maintain a consistent image or behavior, which affected his viewership and reputation.

💡Redemption

Redemption is a concept explored in the video in relation to GrossGore's attempts to rebuild his career after his initial ban from Twitch. It involves his return to the platform, the changes he made to his streaming style, and the subsequent increase in viewership, which was short-lived due to recurring issues.

💡Cuck

The term 'cuck' is used in the video to describe a specific lifestyle choice made by Ali Larson and his girlfriend, which involves her engaging with other men sexually while he watches, a decision that has been met with mixed reactions and further controversy within his online narrative.

💡Cancel Culture

Cancel culture is mentioned in the context of Ali Larson's belief that he is a victim of being 'cancelled' due to past actions and controversies. It refers to the social phenomenon where individuals are publicly criticized and boycotted, often online, for their actions or views.

💡OnlyFans

OnlyFans is a content subscription platform that figures prominently in the video as it is where Larson's girlfriend creates content, leading to a significant shift in their relationship dynamic and financial situation, as well as further public scrutiny and discussion.

💡Relatability

Relatability is a concept that the video suggests was once a strength in Ali Larson's streaming appeal but was later lost due to his controversial actions and lifestyle choices. It refers to the ability of a content creator to connect with their audience on a personal level.

💡LOL Cow

The term 'LOL Cow' is used in the video to describe individuals who are the subject of ridicule and mockery online. Ali Larson is referred to as the 'LOL Cow' of the internet due to his actions and behavior, which have led to him being the target of widespread derision.

💡Self-Sabotage

Self-sabotage is implied throughout the video as a recurring theme in Ali Larson's life and career. It is seen in his inability to learn from past mistakes, his pattern of making poor decisions, and his resistance to change, which collectively hinder his progress and potential for a successful online presence.

Highlights

Growth Score's journey from a popular Twitch streamer to facing a permanent ban due to controversies.

His initial success in the League of Legends streaming community and his top 0.1% gameplay ranking in Europe.

Growth Score's lack of filter in sharing personal matters with his audience, contributing to his relatability.

Rumors of sexual misconduct at a League of Legends event leading to his first Twitch ban.

His transition to Hitbox TV after the ban and the decline in his viewership.

Twitch's decision to give Growth Score a second chance in June 2017, leading to a surge in viewership.

Inconsistent work ethic affecting Growth Score's streaming career and viewer numbers.

Incidents at Rune Fest, including inappropriate behavior and physical altercations, resulting in a 30-day Twitch ban.

Growth Score's reinvention of his content and persona leading to increased viewership and income.

Controversy on Reddit and the 'roast me' subreddit, which triggered a negative response from the community.

Growth Score's apology video addressing past accusations and expressing regret for his actions.

Allegations of distributing explicit images without consent and the impact on his Twitch ban.

Growth Score's downward spiral in 2021 and 2022, becoming an internet joke and facing continued criticism.

His refusal to change or adapt, instead blaming others for his lack of growth and success.

The contradiction between Growth Score's public persona and his private actions, especially regarding his girlfriend's OnlyFans.

Growth Score's struggle with messaging and his fluctuating stance on his girlfriend's OnlyFans involvement.

The stark contrast between who Ali Larson thinks he is and who Growth Score actually is, as seen through his online behavior.

The likelihood of Growth Score remaining a figure of ridicule on the internet, unable to change or move on from his past.

Transcripts

Ali grow score Larson after 10 seconds

because the audio was scuffed oh you

give me the video why why listen

Kimberly are you stupid the general lose

a little freak it

is

idiot how did this twitch streamer go

from meteoric success

two-way permanent ban guys I'm not smart

I've never been smart look at me I

permanently ban on Twitch TV I'm not a

smart person I'm very dumb and how did

this happen to him not once but twice

you know you're in definitely banned for

adult sexual exploitation from a

teenager uploading RuneScape Clips to

YouTube in 2008 to earning 35

000 per month on Twitch to begging his

audience to subscribe to his

girlfriend's only fans so she can pay

his rent and stop his possessions being

taken by the debt collectors and of

course making videos about how good it

feels to watch her have sex with other

men from Rich and Famous on the path to

generational wealth to a broken LOL cow

this is growth scores entirely deserved

rise and fall

what the [ __ ] that was awesome oh my God

League of Legends was and still is one

of the most streamed games in the world

the fan base is massive and during the

early days of the scene growth score had

managed to build himself a moderate

audience the 2014 to 2017 period of his

career is one that many early fans look

up on fondly the good old days it was

never without drama or controversy but

at least it was mostly harmless and he

had a genuinely entertaining stream with

a personality and vibe that almost

doesn't exist even nowadays on the

platform I'm sorry I can't be myself on

stream I'm sorry that I can't be a bit

negative I could always be positive mate

because I'm a robot

known for his energetic engaging

personality entertaining commentary and

the never know what will happen next

factor of a growth score stream it

seemed greater success was only a matter

of time for Ali Larson couple this with

a high level of gameplay in League of

Legends with him being in the top 0.1

percent of ranked players in Europe and

he had everything he did unfortunately

due to growing up on the Internet

creating videos and live streaming for

so long broscore possessed absolutely no

filter on what he should or shouldn't

say or share with his fan base this is

possibly what made him so relatable and

gone as such a large audience in such an

early stage of twitch if it came to his

head he'd talk about that no matter how

stupid it was or how bad it made him

look and I did get a bit carried away

and I did touch up like a like her ass

like here and I was like but you know

what I mean like it's just soft and it's

nice add on to this as a prominent

streamer he was a self-proclaimed lad

and he constantly entertained the

advances of girls who followed him often

inviting them over to his home having

them on stream meeting them at events

and of course privately eventually A

League of Legends official event rumors

started to circulate Pro players were

rumbling the growth score had tried to

sexually assault a girl who had rejected

him he of course heard these rumors and

decided in his usual manner to just go

on stream and rant about it people

because crap I've got chat logs oh

people I've already seen it going around

take a piss growth he got rejected huh

because he tried [ __ ] [ __ ] her the

[ __ ] is up with that why are you going

around trying to paint this image so

because that's what they're doing the

guy who writes all these other players

saying dumb [ __ ] like yeah drugs could

try rape girl that's not a big dog

hilarious isn't it well cripper be

careful Max I'm not about a young girl

you sort of the 15 year old oh [ __ ] I

should have said that but not right

buddy I can play don't play a fire okay

you get burned all right [ __ ] as for

whoever's in the right or wrong here

with accusations without evidence on

both sides I can't confirm but the

person grosscore accuses here of a

pretty heinous act worked for League of

Legends developer Riot games on their

professional Esports broadcast which of

course was partnered with twitch.tv

which is the website where growth scores

entire career existed and so with that

growth score received a permanent ban

from twitch and now I'm permanently bad

because everything that happened

yesterday

I'm permanently banned it's over

This Is How It Ends it's over it's

finished everything

I think all the time I put into

everything is done in a heartbeat in a

click it's over now of course when this

happened in April 2016 for someone who

was averaging thousands of concurrent

viewers and earning thousands of dollars

each month this was essentially deleting

his entire career he had very few

options to continue with twitch being

the premier streaming platform currently

and other competitors being drastically

behind in either Tech viewership or both

with that being said he moved over to

the website hitbox TV and continued to

try and do what he did best entertain

and climb the ranks in League of Legends

unfortunately despite some of his

audience transferring over to follow him

his viewership was in Decline and he had

a very low ceiling for growth this

undoubtedly stunted his career but

luckily a year later in June of 2017

keeping his nose clean and not doing

anything to Garner much more attention

in terms of the negatives twitch decided

to give him a second chance he was back

on the platform and seeing double the

viewers he ever saw before the ban

whether it was the Renewed Energy for

being back where he had a real Future

something to grind towards knowing that

he could make it successful or the fact

that there were no other streamers like

him in the League of Legends scene at

the time or something else entirely

either way he was doing great that told

me now that growth score streams only

three hours long rip boring can't take

his job seriously

hey I'm like a [ __ ] expensive hooker

okay I can only do like five and a half

hours I don't work like seven hours a

day that'd be exhausting I'm out

unfortunately according to a stream

analytics gross score struggled with

something that will become a massive

Factor later in the analysis of his

career inconsistent work ethic for a guy

who grew up in a caravan with a family

without a lot of money having thousands

of dollars each month meant that he

could pretty much do whatever he wanted

he didn't live extravagantly in terms of

rent or anything like that and after the

initial high of being back on Twitch

wore off he started screaming

infrequently with less streaming hours

each time due to this his viewer numbers

saw Peaks and valleys as streaming of

course rewards consistency more than

almost anything else you need to be

there for your viewers to watch and if

you're not they're just going to find

somebody else to watch and they might

never return if they find someone who is

around for them when you're not at this

point he's stagnated for a couple years

he was streaming he was living his life

he was getting between one and two

thousand concurrent viewers each stream

earning good money but of course it

wouldn't be gross score without some

drama foreign

at the RuneScape annual convention

called Rune Fest grosscore arrived and

began drinking heavily during the

convention he managed to get caught on

camera doing numerous things that he

really shouldn't have been doing such as

the clip you just saw grabbing a girl

and kissing her seemingly without

permission and repeatedly commenting on

a woman's breasts to her face and to his

friends to her face no offense to the

woman she was wearing a really really

really revealing top but I think a lot

of people did understand that if you're

going to wear something so revealing

people will comment on it her name was

Rachel said hi nice to meet you internet

Rachel and she's not high on Rachel hi

Rachel and I said Raj meet Rachel Raj

meet Rachel and her tits I just

following this growth score also got

into an actual physical fight with other

attendees during the same event which

resulted in him being escorted

off-premises by the police as with

almost everything in grosscore's career

and Ali Larson's life the moment he

found out about his ban was captured

live on Twitch extremely bad news I'm

not joking

um I'm being banned on Twitch for 30

days starting this was in my stream this

of course wasn't a great look for him

and for twitch as well just a year ago

they'd given him a second chance

something not many people get and the

last thing you want to do when on your

second life with a corporation who

doesn't really care about you is to

become predictable as a brand risk he

was likely warned that this was the last

chance and from here on he tried to keep

his nose clean and work his career he

started doing cooking streams raising

tens of thousands of dollars in the

process from donations using the money

in his usual fashion in a completely

irresponsible manner to purchase lavish

items such as a new Jaguar despite

already having what he called his dream

car sitting in the garage though to grow

score and many people who have been

lucky enough to earn an amazing living

through the exponential growth of social

media and content creation he likely

thought the money would just never end

that the good times like his new Jaguar

would keep rolling and he wasn't exactly

wrong in 22 21 after twitch's new terms

of service and likely a realization he

was wasting the opportunity given to him

by being the same on-camera person from

back in 2014 which wasn't growing Ali

Larson reinvented his content reinvented

growth score no longer was he stream

focused on screaming going crazy on

camera reacting to situations with his

viewers angrily he was instead reserved

but still energetic and entertaining

bear in mind from 2014 till 2021 he'd

basically hovered around one thousand

two thousand viewers at his Peak within

a month of making these changes he was

at four thousand eight thousand ten

thousand it was not only a massive

Redemption Arc for the once permanently

banned streamer but a massive Financial

opportunity he was now earning well over

35 000 pounds per month in ad Revenue

donations with the likelihood of

becoming a millionaire within a year and

set for life in two all he had to do was

keep this up and keep himself out of any

drama

so what Ali thought would be a little

bit of banter to get roasted by the

Reddit Community was actually the

beginning of his downfall or at least

the second downfall people were bringing

up his past and they had the receipts in

an attempt to perform damage control and

perhaps inadvertently triggering the

Streisand Effect grosskull removed the

thread on the roast me subreddit

unfortunately for him live stream fails

a community that are best known for

reveling in the downfall of streamers

and basking in the resulting shot and

Freud of lives being ruined picked up on

the story and turned it into a lining

Rod at this point Ali made a video

addressing the situation specifically

going through the links posted of which

there were many and trying to explain

context address and ultimately apologize

for the contents of each accusation he

likely thought he could get ahead of

this before twitch picked it up and

potentially banned him again I regret it

so much it's probably one of the biggest

regrets of my life without a doubt and I

sit here and I regret it every day it

was the worst experience of my life and

still this day is the one of the biggest

regrets looking back at it I completely

regret saying that it was none of my

business and I looked back and I regret

it out on the stream this which is

definitely the biggest regret of My Life

um everything I've said in that video I

regret it is no doubt in my brain the

biggest regret of my life still to this

day it's the biggest regret of my life

still to this day I regret it thanks

obviously it's stupid to say this as you

likely would have guessed didn't work

um indefinite

so I don't want to believe anymore and I

don't know what to say anymore I'm so

used to being

thrown around in this community and like

being bullied and picked on they're

bringing up stuff from 2016 with the

Celestia thing I think I didn't do

anything and it's in Celestia parents

any revenge porn I just showed her mum

her Instagram account Celestia was 18 at

a time going on 19 it was in 2016. I

don't know why this is happening and I

get twitch for trying to protect people

but I'm just at this point I'm so used

to this happening to my career as just

someone out there doesn't want to see us

fly someone out there doesn't want to

see us succeed now for context the

accusation of Distributing nude images

without consent comes from when growth

score traveled to America as a 23 year

old man to be with then girlfriend

Celestia Vega who was 17. they allegedly

had sex and when he returned to England

they broke up at which time he wrote a

note to her mother including a USB drive

which he said had a video on it but

posted on Snapchat saying it was

actually full of Celestia's nude images

which of course would constitute many

illegal acts and all dark documented on

his social media as an admission this

was why he was banned and he claimed in

the apology video going over the claims

that this was actually just a link to

Celestia's Instagram and they never

really even had sex he was just too

embarrassed to admit it but this Twitter

exchange between the pair in August of

2016 would of course State otherwise it

also doesn't help the growth score has

contextually bragged multiple times as a

mid-20-something man of having

frequently slept with 16 year old girls

in England which while not illegal as

that is the age of consent would be seen

as incredibly weird and creepy

especially if it's a repeated behavior

and coupled with other such allegations

due to this in a host of other sexual

impropriety towards numerous women

that's pissed off drunk I got my dick

out in front of ice beside him oh God

right but generally whip your dick out

what the [ __ ] I don't know I I that's

not me like and apparently eyes Poseidon

made me do it it's unsurprising that

this was the straw that broke the

camel's back the camel in this metaphor

of course being twitch.tv they'd give me

more chances than he probably deserved

but they were done with taking the risk

associated with the growth score stream

now this of course to me is a clear

actions meets consequence situation

though for him it must have felt

difficult to reconcile he'd been banned

for things that happened five to eight

years in his past especially since all

of this had been public knowledge the

entire time in his mind he'd kept his

head down for the last couple years and

was finally on track to fulfill his

dreams now it's possible since these

things were years ago had he maintained

an apologetic energy after the ban

perhaps he could have found redemption

in a rare third chance from twitch one

day or at least transitioned over to a

successful YouTube streaming career

after all this was no longer 2016. it

wasn't twitch or hitbox with no

viewership switch was garnering a

reputation for kill their platform

YouTube were investing heavily in

capturing the market share of live

streaming audience and other people had

successfully transitioned from a career

ended on Twitch such as Dr disrespect in

Destiny not to mention the many

streamers that moved for contractual

gains growth score however went entirely

off the rails you're all [ __ ] idiots

if you sit there and think oh yes take

the money it's scammed us he took the

money and scabbed us those are clubbing

he's out clubbing you [ __ ] loser

degenerate [ __ ] idiots to think that

I paid off the [ __ ] money I went to a

gaming bar last night I got my ass

beating Tekken I read a Twitter video

talking about that I'd read the Twitter

video after 10 seconds because the audio

was scuffed oh you give me the video

you stupid degenerate loser little freak

in

throughout the remainder of 2021 and all

of 2022 you could visibly see the man

unravel in front of your eyes he was

becoming the internet's new LOL cow a

name given to people who exist almost

entirely to be made fun of online

earning himself Dark Side Phil or wings

of redemption levels of notoriety people

were tuning into his dying streams that

consisted of one to two hundred people

simply to see him devolve into madness

they stole my [ __ ] legs I was good

the whole ride that you guys also think

I was from the second I got that right I

was being a little [ __ ]

I can promise it was Giga axis Giga

Texas I guarantees my [ __ ] up Giga

Texas that was whisping him oh yeah he's

a vowel I hate her pissed he rocks

people right

into some scammer and Whisper check the

name oh my God

oh my God I wasn't giving to Rose

there's a [ __ ]

he was repented by him his YouTube

videos wouldn't get views either though

like many others who lacked the ability

to reflect on their position grosscore

blamed this entirely on his name this is

the last video gonna be uploaded to this

channel forever let me explain why the

name gross Gore the name is vulgar

YouTube limit my videos in my channel

because of the name that's how YouTube

is go and grows up into the bad words so

YouTuber have been limiting my channel

for years since they implemented this

system that's why my Channel's got no

growth this as with almost everything

Ali Larson has said from 2021 until now

didn't last for very long nor was his

assessment of the situation accurate

which is also a trend growth score the

name is not the reason why the channel

wasn't growing growth score the person

was the reason the likes and dislikes

are disabled the comments are disabled

and when they're not it's full of abuse

or full of a dislike ratio larger than

the like ratio is entirely because if

you dumb Behavior he should have been

asking himself the question why would

somebody watch me now a man who knows

nothing except the privilege of a

successful career online and refuses to

reflect on why is this happened to him a

man who dines out on the past of being

what he refers to as a somebody he

refuses to move on and get a real job or

even putting the time and effort to

pursue what he calls his dream on

alternative and totally viable platforms

people out there that tell me to get a

[ __ ] job like

you seriously you like what are you

crazy like you want me I know what

you're doing you want to [ __ ] quit my

YouTube you want to quit streaming you

want to quit Twitter you want to quit

social media go work a job work making a

15 grand a year are you [ __ ] crazy

are you [ __ ] crazy are you [ __ ]

out your [ __ ] mind why so we have a

little bum like you [ __ ] you man I will

keep on trying to make it [ __ ] work

it's how it [ __ ] works he seems to

have forgotten that one of the reasons

people watched growth score in the first

place was his relatability Factor how we

talked about and how he saw his fans now

was no longer compatible with that

original relatability and it's not just

that he thinks this way it's that he

lacks the awareness to not hit send

after recording the video he'll lacks

the self-control to simply not reply to

the quote haters he has no idea that

he's fallen into the Trap he's in the

LOL cow spiral he does and says things

that he believes are okay to do and say

p people laugh at him for it then he

responds to the people laughing at him

giving them more reason to laugh and on

and on it goes the only thing he does to

break this cycle is to abuse his real

fans who tried to give him advice his

video releases for around a year was

what would you like to see get some

suggestions say he was going to do them

and then the next video complain about

how everything was going badly only to

be told you've not really streamed

you've not really made these videos

you've not really made any attempt to do

anything differently add on to all of

this that Ali Larson grow score has

struggled with the messaging he wants to

send out regarding his past behavior and

ban at the beginning of it all he was

apologetic stating he'd grown he was no

longer that person who did those things

but within months he'd fallen down a

real dangerous Rabbit Hole after all

when you push somebody to the fringes of

society who is it they will find there

or The Fringe individuals and ideas they

are the ones who will side with you no

matter what you did instead of working

on himself and His Image Ali Larson

decided to blame his entire situation on

other people he'd actually done nothing

wrong and it was just them that were

there to cancel him I got banged that's

right counter-cultured and all that and

a lot of jealous British people hundreds

of British people on Twitch gunned me

down because in the UK we've got

something wrong with the society in the

UK no not a country in the world just

the UK when someone's doing well in the

UK it's called The Crab effect they

don't want to see you doing well because

they don't like you because they're

doing [ __ ] so they want to take you down

it was at this point in his quest to

find acceptance among the unacceptable

he likely killed any shot he has of

growing on YouTube and building a

lifestyle he could be proud of as in his

world view if he isn't rich and famous

he's a waste of life loser nobody and

it's like well I don't want to [ __ ]

throw in a towel and go look at

McDonald's I don't want to be a 30 year

old man watching McDonald's but want to

be a somebody I want to be a [ __ ]

huge I want to be a [ __ ] YouTube

goddamn star I want to be a YouTube

streamer I want to be a somebody man the

issue is and probably always will be

that if you've grown up on the Internet

getting hundreds of thousands of views

millions of views making tons of money

you probably cannot do anything wrong in

your head you're always correct everyone

else is always against you the system

the world the people growth score has no

concept of the saying if everywhere you

go it smells like [ __ ] time to check

your shoes he believes he's the victim

of cancel culture not the victims of his

actions meeting their rightful

consequences he seems to forget that you

are allowed mistakes and he's evidence

of this he returned from the original

mistakes but when you constantly make

them be given enough rope to prove that

you haven't grown or been humbled by

them why would anybody extend you more

chances to repeat the cycle it seems at

this stage he's happy to refuse to

change only to make empty promises and

play Katie's ego by blaming others maybe

he's unaware that you are likely to

change people or the world but the one

thing you can change is yourself and the

way that you adapt to it and now to

round all of this off and Bank home the

point of inconsistency if you're

familiar with the growth score Saga

you've likely seen this video one of the

things I want to be talking about today

is kakary okay because I know right now

on the internet the term cuck is used as

an insult why Ali has been incredibly

outspoken in recent months about him and

his girlfriend's lifestyle he claims to

love that she does only fans and really

enjoys watching other men have sex with

her in front of him but since Ali's life

his growth score is so perpetually

online due to his choice to publish it

all we don't have to go back too far to

see that things may not be as good as

they seem she's joined that website I'm

proud of her and I hope she does really

well on there she decided to make the

account I want her to do it half a year

ago and then recently she wanted to do

it so she went and did it now I'll ask

you does that look like the face and

tone of a man that's Happy his partner

is doing only fans he posted a follow-up

video to this after she'd been on the

site for just five days confirming that

he's having issues with her being super

busy chatting to other men who want to

have sex with her and fulfilling their

private requests for personal content he

also frequently posted on Twitter

talking about being terrified of her

leaving him for another man who had more

money was more attractive and was more

successful which wouldn't be too hard

right now since he was working less than

ever before seemingly in deep depression

and had no idea how to get back to where

he wanted to be now not long after this

in fact only a couple months of being

clearly distressed by the scenario he

was posting about being very happy that

other men were involved in their

relationship with his girlfriend so we

have this packed in our relationship

where

um we won't ever do anything when I'm a

woman but I will admit this right now we

have had a lot of threesomes and we've

had a fair few amount of foursomes as

well all guys which is of course known

on the internet as being a cut I'm not

the type of cuck that would sit in a

closet and watch and jerk off while

watching my misses get plowed now I'm

going to be completely honest again I

have done that essentially grow score

thought he's rebranded New Direction of

content would benefit from having a 33

minute long video explaining how not

insecure he is about the whole situation

which is of course ironic now there are

some contextual elements to this that

confuse me while researching the finer

details of this story such as gross

score stating when he was banned on

Twitch to having 35 000 pounds in cash

which he spent drinking across multiple

months before meeting Safi which is his

girlfriend he got himself in 4 500

pounds worth of credit card debt on top

of this and was earning less than 1 000

pounds per month but since his

girlfriend started only fans his credit

card debt has vanished and they are

doing great financially to the point

hardly streams doesn't make videos and

outright refuses to get a job this means

despite claiming to go 50 50 on bills

it's almost certain that he's a kept man

and she's paying for them both in the

relationship which I'm not saying to

disparage him in any kind of way or say

that there's anything wrong with that if

they're happy with the situation more

power to them but it seems odd to go

from depressed that men speak to your

girlfriend and insecure she might leave

to letting men who she meets on only

fans come over and have sex with her

we've also met people on nights out as

well and we've gotten to know them so

early fans nights out and my friends

fans even it doesn't make a ton of sense

to swap up so quickly but maybe he just

had a change of heart in that short span

of time it is of course also possible he

thinks doing this will prevent her

leaving him for another man if she can

just have any other man she wants anyway

this Factor also plays into why he

likely won't be with other women despite

that being a much fairer Arrangement now

you might be thinking that the bad stuff

ends there but of course no the reason

his girlfriend even started only funds

in in the first place is because begged

her to do so even manipulated and

guilt-tripped her of course live on

stream that is such a missed opportunity

for you you could have so much in your

life but okay we're continued I'll

continue to make 100 pounds a day and

we'll get some respect by his girlfriend

and his entire chat is calling him out

the whole time for this behavior and he

constantly shouts at them looking like a

child who got denied candy at the store

while doing so she then five months

later decided on her own to start doing

only fans though with a different

Arrangement originally he was suggesting

they split her income 50 50 as if he was

managing her career in some kind of way

but now made a point to state in a

recent video that it was her account and

she was keeping 100 of the money though

of course she is paying for the majority

of the bills it's also worth noting to

play into the insecurity factor and why

maybe this is going on the grosscore's

ex-girlfriend who he also convinced to

do only fans did eventually do well and

then leave him which is likely why

things have turned out the way they have

this time

don't do it because you'll get made fun

of you're called [ __ ] guy who will allow

other men to jerk off to your misses get

your head scanned my last point is that

there is a stark contrast between who

Ali Lawson thinks he is and who grow

score actually is I've just acted crazy

and stupid and angry in the past full

attention because I just thought no one

would like watching me for who I am

today go away shut the [ __ ] up and go

away get up get off my feet get off

follow me I blocked you brother I've

blocked you you're watching this you're

a freak piss off you [ __ ] freak freak

you [ __ ] freak freak for context all

this man did was tell Ali to stop

starving himself and to stop promoting

it instead to just exercise and eat

healthily but this is the true growth

score a man who claims to have changed

who is calm and who deserves yet another

chance in the Limelight so at the end of

it all we ask the question is this the

end of grosscore's story and I'll say

absolutely not in fact this video could

have been two to three times longer and

changes with every day I don't think

he's gonna go anywhere the internet is

all he knows he's still going to keep

lazily trying to get back to who he

thinks he should be rich and famous but

without any of the effort required

Clinging On To The do you know who I am

mate I'm gross Gore from moderate

internet Fame eight years ago instead of

trying to be gross goal of 2023 and

Beyond I'm sure he'll stick around and

continue to be the bot of the internet's

jokes to tweet at streamers and joke

about them [ __ ] his girlfriend and to

lie to what remains of his audience

about bigger and better things to come

but will they will this remaining

audience even stick around or is this

all just Another Empty Promise by a man

incapable of moving on and everything

fine I'll be back when I'm back and I'll

be grinding I'll be grinding harder than

ever this isn't the end this is just the

beginning my life is a comeback story

and I'm telling you now this is just the

beginning so there you go please like

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to all my viewers and I love you guys

and I'll see you again soon