The Freedom of Forgiveness | Kenneth Goodrum | TEDxDayton

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11 Dec 201708:45

Summary

TLDRThe speaker shares a deeply personal story about growing up with an absent father and the emotional impact it had on him. Despite his mother raising him and his brother, the absence of a father figure left a void. As an adult, the speaker confronts his father, seeking closure, but instead receives a half-hearted apology. Years later, after his father's death, the speaker realizes the importance of forgiveness and how holding onto resentment only adds weight to one's life. He encourages others to embrace forgiveness to release emotional burdens and find peace.

Takeaways

  • 👨‍👦 The speaker grew up with a single mother, with his father being mostly absent from his life.
  • 💪 As the oldest of two children, he felt a responsibility to protect his family, despite not having created it himself.
  • 😔 Not having a consistent male role model, especially his father, impacted him mentally and emotionally.
  • 👁️ A memorable childhood experience was witnessing a violent argument between his father and a woman during a visit.
  • 🎓 His father missed many major milestones in his life, including birthdays, football games, and even his high school graduation.
  • 😡 During an adult confrontation with his father, the speaker was hurt by a perceived inadequate apology from his father for his absence.
  • 👶 The father expressed a desire to build a relationship with his grandsons, but the speaker rejected it out of fear his father would repeat past mistakes.
  • 💔 The speaker's father passed away from a heart attack, leaving the speaker with unresolved emotions of anger and sadness.
  • 💡 Over time, the speaker learned the importance of forgiveness and letting go of resentment, which brought him peace.
  • 🧠 He now uses his experience to mentor others, teaching the value of forgiveness and how holding onto resentment can weigh one down emotionally.

Q & A

  • What was the speaker's family dynamic growing up?

    -The speaker grew up with a single mother, as his father was not consistently present in his life. He was the oldest of two children and took on the responsibility of protecting the family.

  • How did the speaker feel about his father's absence during childhood?

    -The speaker felt the absence of his father deeply, both mentally and emotionally. He struggled with the lack of motivation and support that he would have expected from a consistent male role model.

  • What significant memory does the speaker recall from visiting his father as a child?

    -The speaker vividly remembers waking up to a woman and man arguing, hearing someone being thrown against a wall, and later seeing a woman running down the hallway with no clothes on while his father chased her. This experience left a lasting impression on him.

  • How did the speaker's relationship with his father impact his own approach to fatherhood?

    -The speaker vowed to be nothing like his father when he became a father himself. He wanted to be present for his children in ways his own father had not been for him.

  • What was the speaker's reaction when he decided to visit his father as an adult?

    -The speaker decided to visit his father with a mixture of motivations: to show him that he had made it without him, but also to express how much he had missed and needed him. His wife was excited, but unaware that his father lived only 20 minutes away in the same city.

  • What happened during the conversation between the speaker and his father on the porch?

    -The speaker's father admitted he had messed up and gave the speaker 30 minutes to say what he needed to. However, the conversation quickly escalated when the speaker expressed his anger about his father's absence during important life events.

  • How did the speaker feel after his father passed away?

    -The speaker initially felt confused and emotional, but not angry. Despite his unresolved feelings toward his father, when he attended the funeral, he felt sadness rather than the anger he had expected. He saw his father, not a stranger, in the coffin.

  • What realization did the speaker come to about forgiveness after his father's death?

    -The speaker realized that forgiveness is a powerful tool that could have helped him heal. He regretted holding onto resentment instead of finding peace through forgiveness during his father's lifetime.

  • What lesson does the speaker now share with others about forgiveness?

    -The speaker emphasizes that holding onto resentment keeps a person attached to their pain and negativity. He encourages others to forgive, let go, and release the burden in order to move forward in life more freely.

  • What metaphor does the speaker use to illustrate the power of forgiveness?

    -The speaker uses a metaphor of holding a piece of paper in his hand to represent an unresolved issue. When you forgive, you release the paper, symbolizing the release of resentment and the freedom that comes with forgiveness.

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