(Not) maintaining positivity

Summary

The speaker reflects on their recent diagnosis of ADD on top of ASD, expressing the challenges it brings. They reminisce about past friendships and the changes in their life, including moving and losing their vocal booth. Despite feeling unlucky, they applied for something new, hoping for a better future. The summary concludes with their determination to move forward and maintain hope for improvement.

Takeaways

• 📅 Sunday responsibilities will be handled in due time.
• 🤔 The speaker has recently discovered they have ADD on top of ASD.
• 🚬 The speaker was smoking on their balcony and observing a group of people.
• 🏙 They reminisced about their past when they had a bigger friend group.
• 👥 All of their old friends have left, and they feel isolated.
• 🏠 The speaker has moved and has had to adjust to a new recording environment.
• 🎤 The loss of a vocal booth has resulted in poor recording quality with reverberation.
• 📝 They recently applied to something, acknowledging it might be a long shot.
• 🚫 The speaker feels they have bad luck and doubts their chances.
• 🔄 They advise not to look back and to keep moving forward.
• 💭 There's a sense of blind hope and faith that things will get better.

Q & A

What did the speaker discover about themselves recently?

The speaker discovered that they have ADD on top of ASD.

How does the speaker feel about their recent discovery?

The speaker finds the discovery not fun and it highlights their struggles.

What was the speaker doing when they saw the group of people?

The speaker was smoking on their balcony.

What time of day did the speaker observe the group of people?

It was late in the evening.

What was the group of people doing that made the speaker reminisce?

The group was hanging out, likely friends making memories.

How does the speaker describe their past social life?

The speaker had a friend group but it wasn't as big, and now all those friends have left.

Why did the speaker move?

The reason for the move is not specified in the script.

What impact did the move have on the speaker's recording quality?

The move resulted in a decrease in recording quality due to the loss of the vocal booth and the introduction of reverberation.

What did the speaker apply for recently?

The specific thing the speaker applied for is not mentioned, but they consider it a long shot.

How does the speaker feel about their chances with the application?

The speaker is pessimistic, believing that luck is not on their side.

What is the speaker's outlook for the future?

The speaker expresses blind hope and faith that things will get better.

What does the speaker mean by 'there is nowhere to go but forward'?

The speaker implies that they must keep moving forward despite the challenges they face, as looking back won't change the past.