David Icke - My Awakening

Anything Goes With James English
18 Nov 201923:13

Summary

TLDRDavid recounts his transformative journey from a career-ending illness as a footballer to becoming a television presenter and then a public figure known for his unconventional beliefs. He shares how his experiences with rheumatoid arthritis, journalism, and politics shaped his worldview. David details a profound spiritual awakening in Peru that led to ridicule but ultimately freed him from societal constraints. His story emphasizes the importance of overcoming challenges, learning from experiences, and questioning accepted realities to uncover deeper truths.

Takeaways

  • 😀 The speaker emphasizes the importance of embracing challenges and adversity as they can bring out one's true potential and strengths.
  • 🏆 The speaker's early life was marked by a promising football career that was cut short by rheumatoid arthritis, which taught him determination and resilience.
  • 📚 He believes that protecting children from all experiences can hinder their development into strong, capable individuals who can face life's challenges.
  • 🔑 The speaker suggests that societal reliance on authority for protection and the perception of victimhood can lead to a loss of personal power and emotional weakness.
  • 🌟 Life's 'worst nightmares' can be the catalyst for personal growth and the discovery of hidden strengths, according to the speaker's philosophy.
  • 🎙️ After his football career ended, he pursued journalism and television presenting, which provided him with a platform to communicate and understand different aspects of society.
  • 🌱 The speaker's life took a significant turn when he started feeling a presence and receiving guidance that led him to explore realms beyond conventional understanding.
  • 📖 His encounter with the book 'Mind to Mind' by Betty Shine was a pivotal moment that connected with his experiences and led him to seek further understanding.
  • 🌐 The speaker's experiences in Peru, particularly at the site of Cuzco, were transformative, leading to a profound spiritual awakening and a new perception of reality.
  • 💧 The dramatic event of a sudden rainstorm during a spiritual experience in Peru symbolizes a cleansing and a shift in the speaker's consciousness.
  • 🔮 The aftermath of the spiritual awakening left the speaker with an overwhelming influx of information and insights, challenging his previous understanding of the world.

Q & A

  • What was the significant event in David's life that led to his transformation?

    -David's transformation began when he experienced a series of unusual and powerful sensations and encounters, which he initially could not understand, culminating in a profound experience in Peru at a place called Cuzco.

  • How did David's career as a professional footballer end?

    -David's career as a professional footballer ended due to rheumatoid arthritis, which he played with for an entire season despite the pain and challenges it presented.

  • What is David's perspective on life's challenges and how they shape us?

    -David believes that life's challenges bring out the best in us and that avoiding these challenges can lead to emotional weakness and reliance on authority for protection, rather than developing personal strength.

  • What phrase does David use to describe the way life presents its greatest gifts?

    -David uses the phrase 'life tends to give us our greatest gifts brilliantly disguised as our worst nightmares' to illustrate how adversity can lead to personal growth.

  • How did David's experience with rheumatoid arthritis influence his approach to life?

    -David's experience with rheumatoid arthritis taught him determination and resilience, as he chose to continue playing football despite the pain, which later translated into his approach to life's other challenges.

  • What career path did David take after his football career ended?

    -After his football career, David became interested in journalism and eventually became a television presenter, gaining national recognition in his field.

  • What was the turning point for David that led him to question his life's direction?

    -The turning point for David was a period of dissatisfaction with both his work at the BBC and his involvement with the Green Party, which led him to seek a new direction in life.

  • What was the significant event that occurred to David in a hotel near BBC headquarters?

    -While staying at a hotel near BBC headquarters, David felt a strong presence in an otherwise empty room and asked for contact from this presence, which initiated a series of synchronicities and profound experiences.

  • What was the outcome of David's visit to psychic Betty Shine?

    -During his visit to Betty Shine, David received a psychic reading that predicted he would go on a world stage to reveal great secrets, face opposition, and play a role in humanity's awakening.

  • What was the nature of the experience David had at Cuzco, Peru?

    -At Cuzco, David had a powerful spiritual experience where he felt an overwhelming energy, heard a strong thought form, and witnessed a sudden, intense rainstorm that coincided with the energy stopping.

  • How did David's appearance on the Wogan show contribute to his life's journey?

    -David's appearance on the Wogan show led to widespread ridicule and public scrutiny, which he later viewed as a gift that freed him from the fear of what others think and allowed him to see the world in a new light.

Outlines

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🏈 Overcoming Adversity and Life's Lessons

The speaker reflects on his life's journey, starting as a professional footballer with Coventry, cut short by rheumatoid arthritis. Despite the physical challenges, he played an entire season with the condition, developing resilience and determination. He emphasizes the importance of facing life's difficulties to foster personal growth, rather than shielding oneself from challenges. He transitions into journalism and television presenting, attributing his diverse experiences to shaping who he is today. He concludes by discussing his involvement with the Green Party and the BBC, hinting at disillusionment with both.

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👽 Encounters with the Unexplained

The speaker recounts his experiences with what he perceives as supernatural phenomena, beginning in 1989 with a sense of a presence when alone. This sensation intensifies, leading him to seek out a psychic named Betty Shine. After reading her book and undergoing a healing session, he experiences a profound connection with unseen forces. Betty foretells his future role in revealing significant secrets to the world, despite the opposition he will face. The narrative suggests a life-altering shift in the speaker's perception of reality and his purpose.

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🌏 A Spiritual Awakening in Peru

The speaker describes a transformative journey to Peru, where he felt inexplicably drawn to a site called Cuzco. There, he experiences a powerful spiritual event that leaves him with a heightened sense of connection to the world and a newfound perspective. He details a moment of intense energy and a sudden downpour that he interprets as a sign. This experience propels him into a period of overwhelming insight and understanding, fundamentally changing his worldview.

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💧 The Downpour of Knowledge and Transformation

Following the spiritual awakening in Peru, the speaker undergoes a period of intense mental activity, flooded with new information and insights. This period, which he likens to a bubble bursting, exposes him to a vast array of previously unknown concepts. Despite initial confusion, he emerges with a clearer, more connected understanding of the world. He discusses his appearance on the Wogan show, where he faced ridicule for his experiences, but views this as a liberating experience that freed him from the fear of others' opinions.

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🔮 Embracing a New Perspective on Life

The speaker concludes by reflecting on how his experiences have led him to see the world in a completely different light. He now perceives the truth beyond the words in newspapers and feels liberated from societal pressures and expectations. Despite facing accusations of insanity and danger, he stands by his newfound perspective, embracing the freedom that comes from not being constrained by the opinions of others.

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Keywords

💡Rheumatoid Arthritis

Rheumatoid arthritis is a chronic inflammatory disorder affecting the joints, causing pain and potentially leading to joint damage and disability. In the video's narrative, the speaker mentions having played a year of league football with rheumatoid arthritis, which demonstrates his determination and the impact of the condition on his life and career.

💡Life Experience

Life experience refers to the events, challenges, and lessons one accumulates over time. The speaker emphasizes the importance of life experience in shaping who we are, using his own journey from a professional footballer to a television presenter and beyond as an example of how experiences can lead to personal growth and self-discovery.

💡Emotional Resilience

Emotional resilience is the ability to adapt to stressful situations and recover from adversity. The video discusses the idea that shielding children from challenges can hinder the development of emotional resilience, leading to a population that seeks protection and perceives itself as victims, which contrasts with the speaker's own experiences and growth.

💡Victim Mentality

A victim mentality is a mindset where individuals perceive themselves as victims and rely on external forces for protection or solutions. The speaker warns against the dangers of such a mentality, suggesting it leads to a loss of personal power and an overreliance on authority, which he contrasts with his own approach to overcoming challenges.

💡Journalism

Journalism is the activity of gathering, assessing, creating, and presenting news and information. The speaker mentions his interest in journalism from a young age, which led him to become a television presenter and gain insights into the media landscape, contributing to his broader understanding of the world.

💡Green Party

The Green Party typically refers to political parties that emphasize environmentalism and social justice. The speaker discusses his involvement with the Green Party and his subsequent disillusionment, which reflects his broader theme of questioning established systems and seeking deeper truths.

💡Synchronicity

Synchronicity is the experience of two or more events that are seemingly related but not causally connected, often interpreted as meaningful coincidences. The speaker recounts numerous synchronicities that occurred in his life, which he believes were guiding him towards a deeper understanding of the world and his role in it.

💡Perception

Perception is the process of interpreting and organizing sensory information to give meaning to the environment. The video's theme involves a transformation in the speaker's perception of the world, as he describes an experience in Peru that 'popped the bubble' of his previous understanding, leading to a new awareness.

💡Transformation

Transformation refers to a profound change in form, appearance, or character. The speaker describes a personal transformation following his experience in Peru, where he felt an influx of information and insights that altered his perception and understanding of reality.

💡Cu star knee

Cu star knee, likely referring to a location or experience, is a term used by the speaker to describe a pivotal moment in his life. It symbolizes a place of profound spiritual or energetic experience that led to a significant shift in his consciousness and worldview.

💡Public Perception

Public perception is the collective beliefs or views that the general public holds about something. The speaker discusses the ridicule he faced after appearing on the Wogan show, highlighting the tension between his transformed perception and the public's expectations and judgments.

Highlights

The speaker's belief in the power of life's challenges to bring out one's true potential and the importance of not shielding children from adversity.

The impact of rheumatoid arthritis on the speaker's football career and how it led to a shift in career paths.

The speaker's transition from professional football to journalism and eventually becoming a television presenter.

The concept that life's greatest gifts often come disguised as nightmares, a perspective on overcoming adversity.

The speaker's disillusionment with the BBC and the Green Party, leading to a search for a new purpose.

A profound experience of not feeling alone in a room, setting the stage for a series of spiritual encounters.

The transformative experience of reading 'Mind to Mind' by Betty Shine and its impact on the speaker's life direction.

Betty Shine's psychic reading predicting the speaker's future role in revealing great secrets to the world.

The idea of being 'led to knowledge' and having knowledge imparted directly into one's mind.

The experience in Peru and the powerful spiritual encounter at Cuzco, leading to a new understanding of reality.

The moment of intense energy and a message received during a spiritual experience in the Peruvian hills.

The aftermath of the spiritual experience, including the overwhelming influx of information and insights.

The public ridicule following the speaker's appearance on the Wogan show and the personal transformation that ensued.

The concept that the truth in life is often found in the spaces between the words, not in the words themselves.

The speaker's realization of seeing the world in a completely different way post-transformation.

The importance of not fearing the opinions of others and the freedom that comes from overcoming that fear.

The speaker's journey from skepticism to acceptance of spiritual and psychic phenomena.

Transcripts

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for Newman you started judge on the

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David obviously you went through a

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detailee Walkinshaw which was massive

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for you because you come on that shore

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and you spoke out how you believed then

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and if things that you seen and you

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things you with educating yourself west

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because you always see the deadly

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Kilcher which I believe was it's sad

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when you watch that and of you am when

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you're working on that did you know that

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that was going to be the outcome yeah

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it's kind of funny um people people

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people said to me didn't you know that

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what happen if you said this and said

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that I thought I said what do you know

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I'd worked that out but you say it

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anyway but but you see there's a lot of

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background with that because I was I was

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going through my life I left school at

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15 I didn't take a major exam because I

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went to be a professional footballer

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with Coventry and and and others and

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then my career ended with rheumatoid

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arthritis I played a whole year of

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League football with rheumatoid

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arthritis that's whole story and in

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itself but what that did is it developed

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it developed in you because all these

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things are within us and experience

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brings them out and if you don't have

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experience often they don't come out so

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um I have this phrase um life tends to

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give us our greatest gifts brilliantly

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disguised as our worst nightmares

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because often our worst nightmare will

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will bring things out of us that

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wouldn't otherwise happen this is why if

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you if you bring your kids up and you

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protect them from everything you're

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doing them no favors because you're not

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developing strong people who will be

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able to deal with life you're developing

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people who are always looking to be

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protected and look at what we have now

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and once you have a generation or or you

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have a population that wants to be

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protected and perceives itself all the

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time as being a victim where is the

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power point of power move it moves to

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Authority because people look to

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authority to protect them from what

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their fear or what they feel victimized

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by so what we

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we've been developing is a population of

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emotionally weak people who perceive

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themselves in terms of victims when you

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have challenges in life and you meet

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them it brings something out of you so

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for instance when my my arthritis came

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and I didn't know what else am I going

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to do at that time I wanted to be a

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football I wanted to be a footballer

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since I was a kid and now me joints are

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swollen up and they're telling me I'm

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gonna have to pack it in now I thought

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I'm not packing it in I want to give it

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a go so I went to a club called Herald

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United that was a league club then and I

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played the whole season with rheumatoid

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arthritis every morning when we were

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training and warming up for training on

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cold English mornings I was in agony and

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and and I would be limping and

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what-have-you and players are say oh

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what's wrong now I can die I would give

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a different excuse all got a bit of a

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Paul oh I think I've got a bit of a

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blister but actually it was the same

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thing all the kind and I played the

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season out and eventually got so bad

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that I couldn't carry on but he brought

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something out of me this this

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determination not not to give up and not

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to give in and then I I decided because

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when I was a kid I I was always reading

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newspapers and I was very interested in

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journalism so I became a journalist and

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long story short I eventually became a

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television presenter Rover had a well

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known back then yeah I was yeah I was I

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was a national television per century in

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those days which we and when I look at

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my life now you see and and what I'm

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doing my life before which appeared to

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be a series of random events same with

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you you've had your challenges in life

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what is it done it's made you the person

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you are you wouldn't be the person you

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are now without them and people say well

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I regret that or regret that well the

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thing to regret is if you don't learn

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from the experience that's the regret

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but learning from the experience well

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you've had a gift what you've written

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for and so I am I went into journalism

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because I was very interested in that

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and I've actually became this television

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presenter and when you look at my life

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as I was saying

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all the different elements are including

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going into journalism and seeing the

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media for what it is going into politics

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with the Green Party and seeing politics

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of what it is well III didn't know at

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the time but they were all giving me

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very very important understandings that

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will be useful later on and then what

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happened is yes sir this is a kind of

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bizarre story but it happened I was I

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was in the Green Party and and I and I

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was still working for the BBC television

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presenter and both were leaving me

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completely cold you know the the the the

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beep the BBC it's it's not a great

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organization to work for if you care

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about the truth and you care about you

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know more than the official version of

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everything and I also was looking at the

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Green Party politics from the inside and

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seeing that it was just like every other

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party and so I was out what do I do with

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my life now because I can't go on with

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either of these and what happened was a

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very strange thing happened because in

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the early part of what would it be

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1989 I started having this feeling that

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when I was in a room alone I wasn't

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alone and it's like this it's like this

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there was an atmosphere there there's

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something there and through 1989 this

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this got more and more and more powerful

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to the point where in early 1990 I was

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working for the BBC and I was it I was

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staying at a hotel called the cancer Dan

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Hilton just down for the BBC

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headquarters and I'm sitting on the side

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of the bed and in in this apparently

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empty room and and there there was such

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a sense of a presence there that I said

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into the room you know if there's

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something there would you please contact

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me because you'll drive me up the wall

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few days later I'm on the seafront with

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my son gareth little boy then in ride

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where I live on the are white and I go

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into this news agent shot

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where gas was looking at one of the

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books and I said to him come on gas

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we'll come and get some lunch in the

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town and as I said it it was like the

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atmosphere changed like the energetic

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field around me changed and all I heard

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it wasn't it wasn't a voice it was a

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very strong thought form it said go and

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look at the books on the far side and

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I'm standing there thinking you know do

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not shut your so yeah now basically what

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them so I start walking across to the

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books in inner inner days thinking what

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is happening and I knew this bookshop

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that the books it sold were for you know

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the tourists had come to the are white

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they were basically Mills and Boon and

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and and you know perfectly form English

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roses and having relationships with

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perfectly formed you know uniformed

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soldiers and all this stuff so I'm

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thinking what am I going over here for

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but right in the middle of these books

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was one called mind to mind by a woman

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called Betty shine a picture was on the

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front it was different to the other side

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picked it up and I turn it over and I

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read the blurb and she was a psychic an

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English psychic and she was telling her

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life story so I bought the book read it

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in 24 hours found it very interesting

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contacted up because I wanted to go and

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see if she would pick up what the hell

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was happening around me for the last

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year and so I went I told her nothing

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what I told it was because she did this

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hands-on healing as well which is just

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an exchange of energy you know it's not

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mumbo Jumbo's an exchange of energy okay

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yes it's just an exchange of energy

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that's all it is but anyway um I told

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her that because I said I've got

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arthritis maybe it will help because I

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didn't want to give anything away or

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what's happening to me so I'm sitting on

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this bench this medical type bench in

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her front room you know she'd chatting

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away and she's doing that all you know

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hands-on healing just next to my left

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knee and suddenly the atmosphere changed

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again and I felt like a spider's web on

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my face now what hit me was in her book

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she said when other levels of reality

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are trying to lock into you you

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sometimes feel like a spider's web when

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you face well I know what that what that

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was now it's electromagnetic energy you

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know you know when you you you you're in

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a crowd a football crowd with great

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emotional excitement you you feel like a

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charge of energy the hair stands up well

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yet you know that's electromagnetic fit

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their electromagnetic fields so that's

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what I was feeling but it did feel like

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a spider's web on the face and I said

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nothing but to the to the to the to

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Betty but I'm thinking what the hell and

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then about ten or fifteen seconds later

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she reels her head back and she said my

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god this is powerful I've got to close

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my eyes for this one I made bombs for

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going further down there what have you

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got to do yourself into here I key and

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she starts telling me in March 1990

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there I'm gonna go out on a world stage

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and reveal great secrets I would face

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enormous opposition but they whatever

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that is would always be there to protect

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me and that there there was a shadow

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over the world that and there was a

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story that needed to be told that

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humanity was gonna was going to go

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through a phase of waking up and coming

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out of basically its coma which is

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programming and that I was gonna go out

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and do that one man cannot change the

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world but one man can communicate the

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message that can change the world was

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one of the things she said and I'm

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sitting there I'm a television presenter

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for the BBC I'm a national spokesman for

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the Green Party and I'm thinking what

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are you talking so I then leave leave

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leave her and get on a train she lived

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near Hassocks in Sussex and and and or

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in her six actually and and then I drove

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up or went up in the train to present a

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television program but from that moment

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on what one of the things that was said

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that she said because she said the first

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thing she said he had no idea about this

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interaction in the Kensington Hill she's

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saying that they're telling me they know

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you you wanted them to contact you but

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the time wasn't right and you you you

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know now you've been brought here to be

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contacted and they said they're saying

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that you're

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be led to knowledge and at other times

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knowledge will be put into your mind all

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right okay what so anyway after this he

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at that time David the Jew think she was

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maybe crazy because you know understand

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that I'll be gee I don't work because

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when you speaker but stuff like that

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people go well he's maybe crazy but yeah

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again it's judging people and

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everybody's not on different paths yeah

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I mean what I've been like may all me

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life is um I've never dismissed things

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that I can't know absolutely are not

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true I I have this policy I put things

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on the back burner and I see what comes

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and if more information comes to support

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it more incomplete nation comes to

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support it there comes a point where

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there's so much information supporting

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that that it crosses the line and you

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know you start to say okay I accept this

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is what's happening but I don't just

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dismiss things and never have on the

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basis that they're different just being

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the way I've always been was at the

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start of your John that end going unless

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women and everything like her weakened

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and I smell bacon

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yes yeah it was and and you know one of

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the one of the things was that you know

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it was gonna be tough and and so when I

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left that left her house and got only

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life very very quickly

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synchronicity coincidences started to

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occur where I'd meet people come across

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information come across books come

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across documents whatever that was

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starting to like hand me puzzle pieces

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and I started to realize as it built up

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and it built up and it built up that

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actually the world was not like I

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thought it was well not like I thought

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it was I really have that of you on that

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I just but in Washington don't you know

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I never did believe that politicians

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around the world I always felt there was

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something else but you didn't even you

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didn't know what it was now I was

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beginning to understand question

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everything works yeah and another thing

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that happened is that I would get just a

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knowing

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that this is how I think this is what's

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going on here and then what would follow

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would be names dates places hard factual

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information that would support that view

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which kind of connects with we will put

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knowledge into his mind and this has

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gone on now for 30 years and it's gone

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through different different phases of

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information and it's taken me down a an

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extraordinary road of uncovering the

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world as it is behind the facade of what

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we're told it is and of course it's

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taken me into realms of enormous

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ridicule and enormous abuse but we come

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back to the greatest gift our often that

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you ever given is your worst nightmare

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or what appears to be so if we go back

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to the wagon show goes what happened

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eventually as I went on the wagon show

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and talked about what was happening to

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me and at that time I was right in that

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period of the whoa good show was period

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of about three months I was going

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through an enormous transformation of

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that you doesn't understand I didn't

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understand no because this is what

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happened just very very very briefly is

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that I I suddenly got this feeling that

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I needed to go to Peru I didn't know why

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I'd never been there I watched him play

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in the World Cup a few times but I

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didn't know anything about it and long

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story short I ended up in Peru and and

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not as series of enormous ly amazing

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things happen to me and it culminated at

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a place called Cu star knee which is

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near a place called puno near Lake

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Titicaca highest navigable lake in the

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world they say about 13,000 feet and and

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I ended up and a series of

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synchronicities again at this so-called

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Inca site called Cu star knee which is

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all Inca ruins on a hill and there's a

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lake and mountains right in the middle

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of nowhere and I I went and I looked

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around it and then I died hired this

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taxi and this guide came with me and

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we're driving away from Cu starting and

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I'm just daydreaming which I do all the

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time daydreaming out the window we sold

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mind-wandering

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and I'm looking at this hill as we're

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coming towards it and as I looked at

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this hill all I could hear in my head

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was come to me come to me come to me you

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know and I'm thinking you know I was

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introducing I was introducing the

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snooker not long ago actually and now

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this freakin Hills talking to me Steve

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Davis Jimmy white all his forgiver and

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so I asked the guy to stop I said I

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won't be a minute I'm going up that hill

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and I walked up the hill and I didn't

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know where I was going or why and um

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there's this all these kind of stones

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it's kind of a kind of circle like a

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stones and I walked into the middle and

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it's beautiful and there's not a cloud

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in the sky it's a pure blue Peruvian sky

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piercing Sun red nose to prove it and I

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stood there and what happened to me then

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happened to me I've covered this bit in

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the new shop in ride where I'm standing

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there and suddenly I feel like my feet

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are being pulled to the ground and like

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in it like magnetically and I'm feeling

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like a drill in the top of my head and

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the atmosphere changed again od this was

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much more powerful than the news show

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and I heard this again very strong

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thought form go through my mind which

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said first of all they'll be talking

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about this a hundred years from now what

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and then which Saint seemed absolutely

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crazy given the sky in the Sun and that

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it will be over when you feel the rain

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right and then what happened is my arms

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went out like that without me making any

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decision to to to to do that and then

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this energy got more and more powerful

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and in the end my body's shaking and and

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what what's happening it's like when you

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drive in a car and you can't remember

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the last mile

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your subconscious had been driving the

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car thank goodness I kept coming back to

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some kind of consciousness and then

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going back somewhere else

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and as I came back to consciousness at

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one point my conscious mind

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I noticed that over the far distant

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mountains there was a light gray mist

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and I'm watching it and it's getting

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dark and it's getting darker faster and

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I think it's frickin raining and then

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over not very long the whole thing took

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maybe I don't know an hour 45 minutes an

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hour this storm came out of the I mean

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you couldn't make it up if you put if

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you put this on it on a movie they'd say

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oh come on it happened this this storm

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is coming towards me and you know

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whether people talk about it front yeah

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well this is a front it's a straight

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bloody line I'm looking up it's it's

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it's literally out with some crazy movie

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and this and it's stare rod rain it's

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not just raining it's steroid rain and

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it's coming towards me and I'm standing

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there and I'm seeing this wall of water

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coming towards me it's like something

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out with bloody Moses frickin Red Sea

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and and and by this time and the body's

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shaking like crazy with this energy

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coming through me and then the water hit

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me I mean I mean it mmediately drenched

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because it's steroid rain and bang the

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energy stopped and I staggered forward

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like Bambi because my legs were gone and

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there were energy pouring out me feet

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and pouring out me hands and it's still

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pouring out there me feet I couldn't

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sleep that night because of it and

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something changed I if you people could

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imagine you lived your life in a bubble

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literally a bubble of information a

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bubble of perception and someone's come

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along without any warning and pop the

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bloody thing and suddenly every

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thing that was outside the bubble was

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pouring in so my mind is absolutely

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awash with information concepts insights

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what the hell was going on that it was

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just a chaotic mass of information and

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thought and everything and in that

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period it lasted about three months if

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you'd have asked me my name and I

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checked and that it was in that period

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in me turquoise shell sue that I went on

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to the the Wogan show and and everything

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that that that that happened and after

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about three months after all the

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ridicule and all the newspapers and all

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that stuff basically you know when you

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you you press too many keys on a

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computer in the computer for esa's says

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I can't process this well that was me

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there was so much information pouring

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into my conscious mind as a result of

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that experience in Peru I could process

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it you basically froze what happened

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after three months is it unfroze and now

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I'm the old David again but I ain't just

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more I'm seeing the world in completely

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different way I'm see I'm as they as

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they say when you read a newspaper the

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truth is in the white bits not the words

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the bits in between you know you and so

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I was seeing things and connections that

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I couldn't see before did you have a

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question yourself David anything am I

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losing my mind don't need to go and get

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help or the street for you did that well

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understand that about more well it felt

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right to me I could say a completely

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understood it then it felt right to me

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and and I I did I did what I always do

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like I've just mentioned earlier I

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thought okay I'm going with this and

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we're gonna see where it's gonna go and

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I didn't know where he was going but I'm

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gonna go with this and see where it goes

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and people were coming up to me after

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that you know Shh unfreezing and they

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were saying it thought they thought

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you'd gone mad you're the same day we

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used to know but I wasn't I appear to be

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but I wasn't I was seeing the world in a

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completely different

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way and of course in in a world which is

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overwhelmingly programmed to see the

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world in a certain way it's what happens

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through the education system and the

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media and peer pressure it's very very

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narrow band of sense of the possible

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sense of what is when you start talking

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about things that are different to that

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then immediately the reaction is you're

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crazy or you're dangerous or in my case

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you're both but what followed what

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followed of course was the mass ridicule

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as a report the Wogan show and people

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said you know it must have been horrible

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what it was but it was the greatest gift

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I ever have been given because it set me

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free of the prison that most people live

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in which is the fear of what other

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people think

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