Why People Are Quitting Elden Ring DLC

Summary

このスクリプトでは、配信者が「Elden Ring」の評価が割れていることに触れ、61％のポジティブフィードバックに驚きを表します。ゲームの難しさやボス戦の設計、特にDLCの難易度に対する批判について考察し、自己のストレスと感情的反応を率直に語ります。配信者は、ゲームの質やデザインに対する批判と個人的なストレス反応を区別し、ゲームを楽しむための精神的なアプローチについても議論しています。

Takeaways

• 😔 スクリプトの主人公は、ビデオゲームの難易度に直面してストレスを感じ、それが精神的にも有害だと感じています。
• 🎮 エルドリングの評価は割れています。61％のポジティブフィードバックしか得られておらず、ゲームの要素やアイテムの欠如が原因とされています。
• 🔥 主人公は配信前にコカインを使用して精神を高めようとしましたが、これは健康的な習慣ではないことを示しています。
• 🤔 ゲームの難易度が高すぎると、主人公は楽しむことができず、ストレスを感じることに気づきました。
• 😠 ゲームの敵やボス戦の設計が、プレイヤーをイライラさせることがあると述べています。特に、攻撃パターンが多岐にわたっていても、タイミングが異なるだけで同じような動きをしてしまう場合。
• 👎 DLCの内容が、ゲームの基本盤と比べてはるかに難しく、プレイヤーがそれを楽しむことが困難だとの意見があります。
• 💡 主人公は、ゲームの難易度が高すぎるため、他のゲームのようにカジュアルモードが欲しくなると感じています。
• 😡 ストリーム中にゲームで失敗すると、視聴者からの侮辱や非難を受けると主人公は怒りとストレスを感じます。
• 🤯 主人公は、ビデオゲームのストレスが原因で、子供の頃から壁にコントローラーを投げたりと激动した行動を取ることがあると告白しています。
• 🚫 最近の経験から、主人公は難易度の高いゲームをストリーミングでプレイすることを控えることに決めたと述べています。
• 🔄 主人公は自分の感情をコントロールできないことと、それを改善するための努力を続けても効果が薄いことに挫折感を覚えています。

Q & A

Elden Ringのプレイヤーからのフィードバックはどのようになっていますか？

Elden Ringは混合的な反応を受けており、61%のプレイヤーがポジティブなフィードバックを送っています。一部のプレイヤーはゲームの特定の要素に不満を持ち、他の要因にも怒りを感じています。

Elden Ringの難しさに関連してどのようなネガティブな意見がありますか？

一部のプレイヤーは、ゲームの基本設計が遭遇設計を悪化させ、特に敵がプレイヤーをエッジからノックオフするように仕掛けた場所に配置されている点に不満を持っています。

ストリーム配信者がゲーム中に使用した違法物質とは何でしたか？

ストリーム配信者は、ストリーム配信に備えるためにコカインを使用していたと述べています。

Elden RingのDLCはどのように評価されていますか？

Elden RingのDLCは、プレイヤーからの評価が分かれており、難易度や敵の配置、ボス戦の設計などが批判的意見の原因となっています。

キャラクターやワールドのスケーリングに関する問題とは何ですか？

キャラクターやワールドのスケーリングは、プレイヤーが敵に与えるダメージが少なくなるため、武器の選択やレベルアップ、DLCのアップグレードのどれが原因かわからず、混乱を招くフィードバックループを作り出しています。

ボス戦の難しさはどのようにプレイヤーに影響を与えていますか？

ボス戦の難易度は、プレイヤーにとって大きな失望の原因であり、満点防御装備と2,000のHPで2ヒットで倒されることがあるほど、彼らは容赦なくプレイヤーを追い込んでいます。

ストリーム配信者はなぜゲームの難易度に関連して自己評価が低く感じるのですか？

ストリーム配信者は、ゲームの難易度が高すぎると感じ、それが自分自身のスキルの不足ではなく、ゲームのデザインや難易度調整の問題だと考えます。

配信者がストレスを感じる状況とはどのようなものですか？

配信者は、ゲームの難易度が高すぎるためにストレスを感じ、特に新しいゲームのリリース時にそのストレスが増し、ゲームに挑戦するのを恐れています。

配信者がゲームをやめる理由として述べているものは何ですか？

配信者は、ゲームの難易度が高すぎるため、配信中に感情的に失 控することがあり、それが視聴者の前で起こることで、配信が不快なものになるため、ゲームをやめることを考えています。

配信者が感じるストレスや感情的な負担は配信以外で感じないのでしょうか？

配信者は、ゲームをプレイする以外ではストレスや感情的な負担を感じないと述べていますが、ゲーム中に感じるストレスは配信を通じて悪化していると感じています。

配信者がゲームの難易度に対してどのように対応する予定ですか？

配信者は、今後、難易度が高いゲームを配信でプレイするのを控えることにしており、配信でストレスを感じる状況を避けたいと述べています。

配信者がゲームの難易度に対しての反応は他の視聴者に対してどのような影響を与える可能性がありますか？

配信者の反応は、視聴者に対してゲームの難易度に対するリアルな視点を提供する可能性があり、しかし、配信者の感情的な反応が強すぎると視聴者の間で否定的な印象を与えることもあります。

配信者がゲームに取り組む際の姿勢はどのように変化していますか？

配信者は、ゲームの難易度に直面する際に、これまで以上に感情的に反応し、それが配信の質に影響を与える可能性があることを認識しています。

配信者がゲームの難易度に対しての反応は配信の視聴率にどのような影響を与える可能性がありますか？

配信者の感情的な反応が視聴率に影響を与える可能性があり、特に配信者がゲームに挑戦する際のストレスや感情的な負担が視聴者の興味を引くか逆に遠ざけられる可能性があります。

Outlines

00:00

😀 エルデンリングの評価は割れている

エルデンリングの評価について、61％の肯定的なフィードバックしか得ていないという驚き。プレイヤーの不満はゲーム要素の欠如や意図的な敵配置によるイライラ、特に「Lords of the Fallen」のDLCと比較して。しかし、敵の強さやボス戦の難しさに対する不満が実際の問題であると指摘。また、ゲームの難易度と個人のストレスレベルとの関係についても議論している。

05:01

😐 ゲームの難易度とストレスの境界

ストリーマーがゲームの難易度に悩む様子。特に、敵の攻撃パターンの多様性とタイミングの変化が学習の複雑さを増し、ストレスを与える。ストリーマーは、ゲームを楽しむためにリラックスしたいが、高难度のゲームではストレスを感じる。また、DLCの難易度とボス戦の設計に対する個人的な意見を述べている。

10:01

😡 ゲームのストレスと配信の負担

ストリーマーがゲームのストレスと配信の負担について語る。ゲームの難易度が高すぎると、ストリーマーは配信中にストレスを感じ、配信の質が低下する。また、ゲームの設計やカメラワークの問題がプレイヤーのストレスにつながると指摘。ストリーマーは配信中にゲームを楽しむことができず、配信を中断することもある。

15:02

😤 ゲームの難易度と個人的なストレス

ストリーマーは自身のゲームスキルと配信中に感じるストレスについて語る。ゲームが難しすぎると、ストリーマーは配信中にイライラし、精神的な負荷を感じる。ストリーマーはゲームを楽しむことができず、配信中にネガティブな感情を表現することがある。

20:04

😔 配信中のストレスと自己認識

ストリーマーが配信中に感じるストレスと自己認識について深く掘り下げる。ゲームがうまくいかず、視聴者が侮辱的になることで、ストリーマーは配信中に精神的に不安定になる。ストリーマーは配信中に感情的な回复を失い、配信の質が低下する。

25:06

😖 配信中のストレスと精神的負荷

ストリーマーが配信中のストレスと精神的負荷について語る。ゲームの難易度や視聴者の反応がストリーマーの心の健康に影響を与え、配信を続けることが困難になる。ストリーマーは配信中にストレスを感じ、配信を中断することを検討している。

30:06

😞 ゲームの難易度と配信の未来

ストリーマーがゲームの難易度と配信の未来について考えている。ゲームが難しすぎると、ストリーマーは配信を楽しめなくなり、配信の質が低下する。ストリーマーは配信中にストレスを感じるため、ゲームをやめることを考えている。

35:07

😓 ゲームのストレスと自己改善の困難

ストリーマーがゲームのストレスと自己改善の困難について語る。ゲームの難易度に挑むことで、ストリーマーはストレスを感じ、感情的に不安定になる。ストリーマーは自己改善を試みるが、同じ問題が繰り返し起こり、改善が困難であると感じる。

😠 ゲームのストレスと配信の決断

ストリーマーがゲームのストレスと配信の決断について語る。ゲームが難しすぎて配信中にストレスを感じると、ストリーマーは配信を中断することを決める。ストリーマーは配信中に精神的に不安定になり、配信の質が低下することを認識している。

Keywords

💡エルデンリング

「エルデンリング」は、ビデオゲームのタイトルで、このビデオの主題となっているゲームです。ビデオでは、ゲームの難易度やプレイヤーの反応について議論されています。例えば、プレイヤーは「エルデンリング」の難易さに対処する必要があり、それが彼らのポジティブまたはネガティブな意見に寄与すると述べています。

💡ポジティブフィードバック

「ポジティブフィードバック」とは、ゲームプレイ中または後にプレイヤーが好意的な感情を経験することを指します。ビデオでは、61％のプレイヤーが「エルデンリング」に対してポジティブな意見を持つことが示されており、ゲームの魅力的な側面に関連しています。

💡ネガティブレビュー

「ネガティブレビュー」とは、ゲームのマイナス面や問題点について述べたレビューを指します。ビデオでは、特定のゲーム要素や設計上の選択がどのようにプレイヤーのネガティブな体験に寄与するのかが議論されています。

💡難易度

「難易度」は、ゲームプレイの挑戦のレベルを指し、ビデオの中心的なトピックの一つです。話者は、ゲームの難易が彼らのストレスや不満にどのように影響を与えるかについて語り、他のプレイヤーとの比較も行っています。

💡ストレス

「ストレス」は、ビデオの重要な概念で、ゲームの難易度によって引き起こされる感情的な反応を指します。話者は、ゲームプレイ中にストレスを感じることが彼らのゲーム体験の悪化につながると述べています。

💡ゲームデザイン

「ゲームデザイン」とは、ゲームのメカニクス、レベル、キャラクター、ストーリーなどの創造と構成を指します。ビデオでは、ゲームの特定のデザイン要素がプレイヤーの好みや不満にどのように影響を与えるかが分析されています。

💡クラウディック戦

「クラウディック戦」は、ビデオ内で特定のゲーム戦闘を指しており、話者がその戦闘の難易さやデザインについて議論しています。これはゲーム内での特定の状況や戦闘の例として使用されています。

💡スキル

「スキル」は、ビデオ内でゲームプレイにおける技術や能力を指します。話者は、彼ら自身のスキルがゲームの難易度や彼らのストレスレベルにどのように影響を与えるかについて話しており、他のプレイヤーとのスキルレベルの相違についても言及しています。

💡ストリーミング

「ストリーミング」は、ビデオの重要な背景であり、話者がゲームをライブ配信することを指します。ビデオでは、ストリーミング中に生じるプレッシャーやストレス、およびそれらが話者のゲーム体験にどのように影響を与えるかが議論されています。

💡フィードバック

「フィードバック」は、視聴者からの意見やコメントを指し、ビデオ内で話者がそれらをどのように受け止め、ゲーム体験にどのように影響を与えるかについて議論しています。フィードバックは、プレイヤーの自己評価や他人からの支持感に関連しています。

Highlights

Elden Ring的玩家评价褒贬不一，仅有61%的正面评价，引起热议。

玩家对游戏难度和设计的不同反应，有些人因为游戏难度而感到沮丧。

主播为了准备直播而使用可卡因的自嘲。

玩家在逃避敌人时不慎跳入Boss战斗区域的幽默经历。

负面评价指出游戏的基础设计问题，与《Lords of the Fallen》DLC相比较。

游戏敌人放置策略被批评为试图愚弄玩家或将玩家击落。

玩家对游戏难度和敌人设计的不同体验，有人觉得难度适中，有人则认为过于繁琐。

玩家对DLC的预期，包括可能的陷阱、敌人和秘密武器。

玩家对游戏角色和世界扩展的困惑，以及升级系统的反馈循环。

Boss战的难度和设计成为玩家的挫败点，有玩家感到失望。

玩家对游戏难度的看法，认为游戏难度不应成为评价游戏好坏的标准。

玩家对游戏学习过程的享受，以及对重复攻击模式的厌烦。

玩家对游戏应有休闲模式的观点，以吸引更广泛的玩家群体。

玩家对DLC难度的个人体验，与《Sekiro》相比较。

玩家对游戏Boss战的个人挫败感，以及对游戏设计的不同看法。

玩家对游戏DLC的总体评价，尽管难度高，但仍然认为是出色的游戏。

玩家对游戏内敌人和Boss设计的批评，特别是大型Boss战斗的体验。

玩家对游戏DLC的重新评价，以及对游戏乐趣的个人看法。

玩家对游戏社区的批评，特别是对技能水平较低玩家的态度。

玩家对个人情绪管理的挑战，以及游戏直播带来的额外压力。

玩家对游戏难度和个人技能的自我评价，以及对游戏挑战的接受度。

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so people are mixed about Elden ring

only 61% are positive that's crazy so

people are mad yeah but like are they

mad because of that or they mad for

other [ __ ] right is it they mad cuz like

I don't know they didn't get a item or

they didn't there wasn't something in

the game that they wanted to be in the

game well let me look and see just a

sec I had to do cocaine so I could be

ready to do my stream today that's what

I was doing um anyway so yeah uh what's

the rest of this recommend yeah I feel

like a lot of people

um I you know I'm so glad I haven't

killed myself that's nice right jumped

off a cliff to escape an enemy landed in

a Boss Arena instead yep there you go

what are the negative ones people are

saying negative reviews fundamental

design exacerbates encounter design why

people rail on Lords of the Fallen DLC

from software Place enemies in nooks and

Corners with the sole purpose of trying

to cheese you or knock you off an edge

is it really that much worse than the

DLC I I guess but like so

because you had the little [ __ ]

in the caves right the little uh

[ __ ] you know like those little dick

suckers they always did that that was

the that was the case in the whole game

like that that's not new now is there a

little bit of it in Elden ring there is

is it

annoying I don't know like I can see

what this person like it reminds me of

Dark Souls I but it wasn't that annoying

in my opinion

right like I see what he's saying though

I definitely do so yeah that's a classic

poison swamp yeah exactly has it always

been present yeah there's a lot more of

it though I think you want to know what

I think this person's real problem is is

the fact that those mobs kill you in two

hits because like if the mobs like cuz

the base Elden ring uh NPCs were really

weak so like obviously it's going to be

easy to deal with that because oh they

they attack you from behind yeah but it

doesn't do any damage right so like it's

not a big deal but like now whenever it

kills you and it's like you know you're

like five levels down into a cave that

has like three different points to it

like then I think that's what the

difference is going to be right not mobs

but bosses actually two hits and Dead uh

some mobs will two hit you as well uh

character and World scaling DLC from

software I have an idea the game's DLC

is going to exist Legacy dungeon tricky

enemies secret Corridor secret weapon

you can get yeah I

might enter mine yeah I I'm not really

sure about that uh the player scaling is

confusing player uh the base game would

be too easy and they put an upgrade

system where most discoverable items

boost your absorption creates really

confusing feedback loop if I'm

struggling to damage enemies is it my

weapon should I be leveling have I not

have enough DLC upgrades I I don't know

about that bosses might be my greatest

disappointment getting two shot with

full defensive evestment and 2K HP is

not an exaggeration these bosses do not

mess around more than just damage their

design is a point of frustration um yeah

so like uh this this is kind of like

this is the way that that I felt about

it but I think there's a big difference

between like me and this person so like

the really big difference about this is

that I don't consider this like so for

example whenever I stopped playing

yesterday if you asked me do I think the

game is good I would say the answer is

yes so like for

me like I don't think the game is bad

because it's hard so like basically um

like you have good and bad difficulty

right now I do like to be fair I I don't

like in games where you have uh what do

you call it where you have like multiple

attack patterns that look basically the

same but they do something different so

like for example like Mesmer does the

spear spear spear the uh swing and then

the spear like there's like if you think

about the amount of ways that he does

the impale attack there's like five of

them right and each one of them has a

different timing and planning and so I

think that at at a certain point it can

feel redundant and frustrating to learn

that if that makes sense skill issue

well I I don't understand like what what

does that mean like so if somebody isn't

good at the game they can't have any

opinion about the game well I'm just

talking about like this is the learning

process and this is how I enjoy the

learning process like I I feel like the

learning process isn't as enjoyable when

you have to memorize

three or five different versions of the

same attack that does basically the same

thing that has a different timing like

learning should be fun right and so like

that that's that's the way that I feel

about it and so uh the game should have

casual mode people love the game and

want to finish it well there are a lot

of casual mode options uh I'm just

saying like with the bosses uh I I do

think that they're like insanely

aggressive and I think also with uh what

do you call it do you think it's too

much for the average player though yeah

yeah I I do I I think I think it's too

much uh but that doesn't necessarily

mean the game is bad like for example uh

Counter Strike I think is pretty hard

for an average player too but it doesn't

make the game bad right and so are

people really having a hard time seiro

clears this DLC difficulty wise I don't

think so I think seiro is a lot easier

like and this is coming from somebody

who who's played both games like I I

think seiro is quite easier SEO is

easier yeah yeah I I that's that's what

I think right I mean again it's going to

be every depend a lot on the build yeah

it does I think seiro like I guarantee

you there's going to be builds in the

DLC um and I don't want to give people a

spoiler but I did respect my character

and so uh hopefully one of those builds

is going to be mine today uh so I I I

changed it to like something else I

thought would maybe work but uh we'll

see what happens right so yeah and the

bosses poises rck yeah yeah exactly and

so uh I'm Seco Rage Quit stream yeah for

me I don't really like do like I don't

so basically like if you think of um

like I guess like difficulty right on

like a scale of like 1 to 10 I don't

have fun doing 1 to three and I also

don't have fun doing 10 and sometimes

even nine but I really have fun inside

of that 4 to8 period right like that's

really fun for me but whenever I play a

game that's like really really

challenging where I have to like super

lock in and focus I stop really enjoying

myself because I play video games to

relax and whenever I have to do that I'm

not relaxed I'm tensed up I'm stressed

I'm like hyperfocused and I I don't want

to be like that it's it's stressful for

me it feels uh exhausting right and so

uh that but like again this isn't a

criticism on the

game and and this is the point that I'm

making right is that uh I I think that

there's like two separate things where

like you can look at boss design and you

can look at difficulty and I think that

some bosses are designed

very badly but they're very easy right

whereas in other cases there are bosses

that are designed uh very well but

they're extremely hard like isan from uh

seiro I think is like a perfect [ __ ]

fight right and so

yeah are you going to level up more oh

maybe a bit because you can't handle the

difficulty personally love watching

people play yeah exactly uh you bet the

game expects you to play the base game

remember everything up to the point the

problem is the DLC released two years

later no I don't think that's the issue

yeah I play DLC for 3 hours quit the DLC

return to the base game cuz it was more

fun and enjoyable like seriously not

joking yeah I I I can see why a lot of

people would do that I mean to be fair

like the game like I've never played a

game that's like more punishing and

harder than like this

DLC like maybe some of the bosses and

lies of P I'm trying to think about it

more but like it's really really hard

spoy well to be fair as soon as I saw

that that triple jump it was not as hard

as I thought it was right and so

yeah I beat the DLC but I had to use

magic well that's fine uh sh's having a

bit of time on trouble on Moog he has no

idea what a Waits him in the DLC well he

didn't play the game originally right so

like you've got to remember like that's

like his that's his first playthrough

right so yeah and it's not a skill issue

it's poorly designed DLC cool looking or

not it's not enjoyable well I think that

again like everybody is going to make

that decision themselves do I think the

boss's mechanic are welld

designed yes and no yes and no and so

like for example every boss that was

really big was horrible to fight like

for example uh the hippo I hated

fighting the hippo it was awful and the

reason why it was awful is number one

like all of his attacks are delayed but

that's not really like again that's that

that's annoying but that's not really

why the boss I think is bad uh I I think

the boss is bad because he's really big

and he pushes you into a corner all the

time just naturally with like his

movements and you'll just naturally end

up in a corner as well so you end up

having to avoid attacks that it's hard

for you to read the attack because you

can't see what's happening and I think

that like once a boss's size obscures

your vision to be able to see what the

boss is doing it's bad it's just that

simple right not naturally right and

so that that's what I don't like yeah

when you're in a corner and you died to

the camera yeah exactly now if you had a

light build and you rolled their attacks

well of course you'd be right that if

you rolled every single attack you would

not get hit by them that that that is a

that is a correct statement you're right

about that and so uh why don't we play

maybe we'll see what happens right yeah

maybe and uh he's so cool looking but I

never see him because the camera's

inside of him the camera should be far

away no the problem actually isn't even

the camera the problem is the arena so

if you were able to like for example

like let's say if you had an area to

fight him

in uh like

this but you could see from like this

direction

right it would be fine the problem is

that the way the place that you fight

him at you get right up against the wall

and you can't do anything there Zippo in

the open world these 10x easier to kill

than a tiny Arena

yeah yeah exactly and so like and and

here's like kind of an interesting way

of looking at it and this is the way

that I see it is that this isn't always

true but I think that it's mostly true

is that whenever a boss design and a

boss's difficulty varies massively based

off of where you fight it I generally

think that the difficulty Factor isn't

fun so for example if you can fight a

boss and you can ask yourself oh well if

I could just walk away from this guy or

or like get distance on him it would be

way easier but I'm fighting him in this

like really claustrophobic area uh then

I think generally it's bad walk away

well you can't really because he's so

big people are going to finish a level

one and one sh everything you just need

to be

prepared you're not thinking about it

start thinking about it I understand

that that's not the

point every what people can speedrun ET

on Atari that doesn't make ET on Atari a

good

game just think about it like I I I'm

not I'm not asking people to to you know

like you don't have to do rocket science

here just apply some logic to the

situation like the fire giant area yeah

exactly to there was groundbreaking what

was so groundbreaking well you're right

cuz they had to you know dig out that

big hole to put all the all the games in

you're right about that mconnell true

camper demon Dark Souls 1 yeah yeah

exactly like CER demon I think is and

and generally I don't like

claustrophobic fights and um I I find

claustrophobic fights to be

unnecessarily stressful and unenjoyable

now obviously that's my opinion and so

I'm not saying that like this is

something that's like bad so like for

example um there's like a very big

difference between like things that I

don't like and things that I think are

bad like for example things that I don't

like are claustrophobic fights things

that I think are bad are bad animations

or like bad camera so like I think the

hippo is a bad fight because of the bad

camera I think most of his attacks are

relatively Fair uh like that a few of

his like porcupine things are annoying

but other than that it's fine so yeah

and hippo camera is fine what the [ __ ]

oh I'm talking about the one inside of

the castle I I don't apparently there's

an outdoor one that's a lot easier but

I'm not talking about that one yeah

camera's

weird so yeah dancer camera's F what

about infinite stamina bosses like uh

rala

Moonlight um she doesn't have infinite

stamina that's not

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true like there are two like that's just

that's not the way the fight works yeah

I mean that that's that's it like I

think I thought that fight was totally

fine there's nothing wrong with that

fight at all if if anything I think that

fight like I think she should have had

more Health like maybe it was just my

build but the fact that I could kill her

and only have to do one phase 2 mechanic

it's shouldn't be like that like that's

that that's not good and so yeah I yeah

like I I it took me like 10 10 15

attempts something like that yeah uh but

I thought that was fine the hippo is

easier than her in my opinion but like

it's see this is the problem is like you

it's so hard to have a conversation

about difficulty in a video game because

everybody doesn't think about it from

any perspective other than their own I

understand that for you it's easy to do

that fight and like I beat the hippo

pretty easily too like it was annoying

but like I eventually beat him and like

when I beat him I beat the [ __ ] out of

him I I kill him in like less than like

[ __ ] a minute right so

yeah skill actually is an issue though

well the thing is that the way that a

game punishes you for not being

skilled does have to do with the

enjoyable nature of the game so for

example if being being unskilled not

knowing the way a game works uh is

extremely punishing to the point where

it's not fun then you can't really blame

it on the player for saying hey I'm not

having fun for this you see what I'm

saying yeah a good example annoying

enemies in DLC does they remind me of

Dark Souls 2 dragon SP Knights huge HP

pools uh a lot of piece of [ __ ] and un

fun yeah I don't know it's how they

teach you yeah

exactly and so also depends on how

overpowered you are people are mad

they're getting filtered by the game

content made to be hard weird I'm going

to blame the low skill players who won't

change I just

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like I still think the DLC is a 10 I

think the DLC is amazing it's great but

for me it's so hard that it's not fun

does that make sense like I think it's a

10 out of 10 game it's

amazing but like whenever the difficulty

level is so high

that I basically have to perform a

choreographed dance to the point where I

cannot make a mistake or I will

die I am no longer enjoying myself I'm

not having fun anymore I'm just

basically behaving and playing like a

bot that's the way that I feel now

obviously other people might feel

differently and that's why I'm not

saying the game's

bad but that's the way that I

feel I don't have fun doing that playing

playing games like that like yeah it's

just it it's not

enjoyable that's the way that I feel uh

there's an RPG aspect that comes in it

100% gets easier with leveling and good

builds um yeah maybe it does I'm not

really

sure but that's why I must develop a

Souls game like mental I I mean I I

don't know if it's if it's obvious or

not but uh I have a very bad mental

I I I do I I'm I tilt way too

easily I I can't deal I can't deal with

like any stress or frustration at all

right like if you go back to my Dark

Souls 1 streams I immediately lose my

cool I will get mad in like a fraction

of a second and I can't get unmad and

you can see if you watch the vods you

will see the moment where I get

frustrated and I never emotionally

recover from that for the entire rest of

the

stream I never do because I I can't keep

my cool I can't do it and I I've been

like this even whenever I was a little

kid um I I think that it's just gotten

worse to be honest uh what ends up

happening with me is

that like and and I think that this like

streaming definitely makes it like way

worse right because it's like I I I play

the game and I struggle at the game and

everybody says that I'm a piece of [ __ ]

right so it's like it's almost like I

can't lose because everybody is waiting

to like hate me for

losing and like that does it makes it

very unenjoyable I feel like I can't

learn games on stream because people are

constantly calling me stupid or trying

to like give me bad information or

insulting me and to be honest I don't

like dealing with that I hate that I

don't like being insulted or raid or

people being rude to me or anything like

that and so if that happens to me and

and I I'm like I ask myself it does

genuinely bother me I really don't like

it

and because of that I I can't really

deal with that level of like frustration

at

all I I I can't deal with it I I can't

and I i' I've tried for

years and I've made I've made negative

progress to be honest with you

is be your head against the wall with

the jumping attack because I get

frustrated like that's what I'm saying

is I I I can't turn that off in my head

I just get so frustrated and upset that

I can't stop

it seek professional no I I don't want

to what I so you want me to like

reorient my entire life and go to

therapy because I get mad at a video

game no I would just stop playing the

game no I'm not like going to take drugs

or no I it's just a

game

yeah you're joking this isn't normal

well for me it is and uh like

I I I I don't have like

a I I don't have like a like an off

switch for like getting upset like I

will just get more and more and more mad

and I can't control that at all and I

think that playing games like this that

are frustrating on stream brings out

every negative aspect of my

personality uh like I'm uh insecure I'm

angry I uh am am like a

stubborn uh like I I'm not funny like

everything about it hard game is

stressful it is and I get really

stressed

out I do I get really stressed out and I

can't deal with

it and whether you say that's like me

being bad or stupid or a loser or weak

or anything that doesn't change the

reality that it's happening and I can't

make it

stop like I I've been doing this now

like as I said

before I never like if I could go back I

would have never streamed Dark Souls I

would have never done it because I hate

the way that makes me

feel what no yeah I'm serious like I I

genuinely hate the way it makes me feel

and

so I I think now that I'm like

older the reason why I give up on things

very quickly is because I know that it's

going to take me down that path and I I

Know Myself and I know that I can't deal

with it and so like at a certain point

like knowing yourself is important to

where why are you doing something that

is going to stress you out or upset

you like what's the point of

it and so what I [ __ ]

well how am I being a [ __ ] I I don't

even understand

this and like this is the thing is like

I can't

even it's just it it's so unfun for me

to to stream when like I can't even

learn or get better at a game without

people just like insulting me and

[ __ ] on me

constantly it's like I have to do it

right on my first time or I can't do

like or bad like it it's just it's just

not fun for

me that that's generally the way that I

feel about it like I like it makes me

not want to

stream like if I if if this is the way

streaming was for me all the time I

wouldn't stream you're so stubborn I

am I I I don't like

it straight up like I I don't like

it

and I I I don't at this point I don't

think I'm ever like I'm not even going

to try to stop being this way I've tried

it for six years trying to like overcome

it like I was the saying whenever I was

a little kid with like video games right

that's why there's holes in my wall cuz

I would like throw the controller

through the wall that's what Hasan means

whenever he says streaming can be hard

no this is just like an issue with me

right this has nothing to do really with

streaming it's just me

but I mean it's twitch chat banter I

don't get I don't like that though I

don't think you understand like I don't

like

that I I don't I I don't like being

treated I don't like people talking to

me that way at

all like and also I don't think it is

Banter like with other streamers I think

that it's okay that like you know

they're like joking around I have a lot

of people that like genuinely [ __ ]

hate me and they just like are just

super negative and hostile to me it's

not funny to me and I I don't like

it just straight up like I I don't like

I don't like being treated this way at

all like that's just really the way I

feel and so hate Watchers yeah yeah

exactly what about you insulting small

streamers on your show the other day

well that's part of the show you go on

to show for that I didn't insult them I

gave them

feedback yeah and you're probably going

to need to evolve your mental for

streaming due the bigger you get your

bigger problems stuff no I I I don't

need to because this is a problem that

only happens when I play video games

like I never have this problem whenever

I'm just talking or doing other stuff

like I I never have this issue at all

it's only inside of this one individual

like tiny little slice of a problem and

then everything else it's never an issue

like I never have this issue like just

never play video

games I think that I I actually think

I'm going to tone down a lot of like my

me playing games

yeah I I think I am because I just I've

had so many situations where I just get

so mad and I feel like really upset and

like uh just really anxious and stressed

out and like this doesn't even have to

do with

chat it's just the way that like it like

it makes me

feel and it just really it it feels

really upsetting and like I get really

stressed out and I I don't like it

and so it's like why am I doing

something that

I like where's where's the upside right

where what am I what am I doing this

for so yeah such a low Vibe today cheer

up yeah no I'm I'm just being I'm being

honest guys I'm being honest because I I

I hardly ever tell people like the way

that I feel about this but um like I

have like crazy like really really

really bad

anxiety and anytime that I kind of lose

control of something or things aren't

going the way that I want to that

anxiety goes like I I like goes through

the roof like I can't deal with

it and so I I I I just can't and so like

if anything happens where I feel like

I'm losing control or like things aren't

going the way I want them to or I'm out

of my comfort zone I totally [ __ ]

freak out and I think it's gotten worse

over the years because like the amount

of like responsibilities and obligations

I've had over the years have just gotten

more and more and more and like at the

point now where like I can't take a

break from streaming I can't uh just

ignore people anymore I I I'm in a

position where like I can't like kind of

recover at all mentally emotionally and

so I'm just like constantly under this

pressure and I I can't deal with it and

like with a whenever I have like the uh

like a game is like frustrating me at at

that

point that just takes me over the edge

like that I I can't do it like I'm over

the quota why to take a break though I

can't

I I can't take a

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break I have people that rely on me

people that need me to do things uh like

a lot of people I can't just take a

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break and so you can see how

um like having to deal with this kind of

stuff is

uh I I just don't like it I I don't want

to do

it yeah like I just I don't want to do

it it's it's not enjoyable so like

whenever I I have like a situation

where I I'm I'm in like a stress

situation I have to get out of it I

cannot deal with any extra stress so

that's the way that I feel

um have to be smart to put yourself in

position it Tides up you have to find a

good way to get through it listen to

yourself well the way I get through it

is that I don't put myself into

stressful situations normally and

ironically exercise two times a week no

I don't want anybody's advice on like

what to do or how to handle this stuff

like no I just I I I just don't want to

deal with it like that's literally

it people are so obnoxious how good or

bad someone is at a video game yeah I I

really like it just I know it sounds

stupid but I can't handle it yeah like I

just I don't want to deal with it I I

can't I can't handle

it and like I've it's been the second

day and I I don't want to do

it this stuff tilts me too yeah I can't

I can't un

tilt I don't know what you want me to do

like I mean I can't be a

robot I think with almost everything

else

um I can basically I I can deal with

almost anything else but this I just

can't deal with cuz it's just the way

that I

feel so yeah um if people

have if people have like negative things

once I'm triggered I'm done yeah I'm I'm

ironically triggered I got really mad

and I can't stop

it so I just want you guys to understand

that um people try on purpose to get

your reaction [ __ ]

them I think people are kind of

surprised your response cuz you're

making from a journalist for days saying

it's too

hard but those people are

[ __ ] I I'm making fun of journalists

for saying it's too hard because they

said the game is bad

that's the

difference I I never said that you're

not allowed to be bad at the

game I I I never said

that I said if you're bad at the game

you shouldn't be saying the game is bad

and if these people don't know what

they're doing and they don't know how to

play the game they shouldn't be writing

a review about the game saying it's

bad did I say the game was bad no I said

the camera one on a few bosses was bad

for [ __ ] sure no I think it's a 10

out of 10 game it's a great game it's

just too hard for me to enjoy it would

it be different if you weren't streaming

it it would be it would not be as

bad whenever I'm not streaming it's

still

bad like I I've been like this has

nothing to do with your skill it's just

the game is hard well it has everything

to do with my skill if I was better if I

was if I was the best player at the game

then I wouldn't have this

problem obviously it has to do with me

being

good but it's frustrating and stressful

that I have to be that good and I don't

enjoy it does that make sense aren't you

maybe overwhelmed by mesmer's fight yeah

I get overwhelmed and like I get sensory

overload really easily you just suck

then uh yeah I'm I'm really not that

great at video games

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yeah I'm I'm really bad to be honest I

think I

am I I'm I'm I'm not good like I'm I'm

kind of

mediocre and like I don't I don't want

to go and like try to like force myself

to be to play a game like yeah

it's like I I just I don't really have

like a a drive to do it

really I just don't want to deal with it

some people are good at games

yeah I mean I I'm just

not I don't know what you want me to

say

yeah I mean I I don't want anybody to

think that like I think I'm like some

great amazing player I'm probably above

average right sure I'm above average I

mean but like I mean for the amount of

time that I play games I should be way

better than I

am like if anybody else put the same

amount of time into a game that I did

they would be better than I am

like I'm good at planning and I'm good

at like kind of figuring out strategies

but I'm not good like individually at

like being able to like Dodge and react

to things but either way

like I just can't handle losing and like

that frustration of it on stream I just

can't do it and I promise you that every

time that I go into a game like this it

will

happen and it's at the point where like

now like I actually dread whenever new

games come out sometimes because I just

feel like I'm going to get stuck and get

mad and I know it's going to happen and

I try not to go into that with that

attitude because I feel like it's

sometimes self-fulfilling prophecy but I

just can't stop it whenever it happens I

just can't I I can't I get so mad it's

insane it's unironically bad content

yeah like I I think that like for some

streamers it's like good to watch them

get mad I don't think that I I don't

think it's entertaining to watch me get

mad mad because like I get really upset

to the point to where it's like

unsettling and so

yeah it's just annoying yeah exactly

like it I just I don't want to do it

anymore but yeah uh that's basically

it so as you I'm naturally bad at video

games yeah I'm just not like isn't just

games well if it isn't just games bro

like how do you know it is is n just

games all you do is you sit here and you

watch me on my stream you don't know

what I'm doing in my real life you don't

know anything about me you don't know

me what are you doing trying to tell me

that it's so

weird but yeah um I just want to let you

guys know that I uh I I really don't

like that kind of stuff um it does

genuinely bother me uh I do get kind of

like insecure and bothered by it a lot

and if people treat me that way I just

don't want to deal with it uh I'm not

really that good at games I don't like

putting that out on display because it

just makes me feel stupid and uh I don't

think I'm ever going to be good at games

really like I don't think that I have

like the drive to push myself to do it

and also I don't think I have like the

mechanical

dexterity um I just don't cuz like my

hands are very shaky

and I'm like I'm I'm an extremely high

strong person like super super high

strong and so like for me like I'm

always on edge all the time basically

and so like whenever I play a game like

this it makes it like even

worse so yeah I I don't like I just I I

don't want to deal with like any degree

of like hostility or frustration or

anything like that I hate the ego with

counting deaths I just have a big I have

like a huge mental problem with dealing

with it and I don't want

to like you have to think about it from

my perspective is that wouldn't it be

better for me that if whenever I played

a video game I could just learn and play

the game normally without having an

autistic meltdown wouldn't that be

better for me it would be right so I

keep trying I keep trying I keep trying

and every time the same thing happens

and it's exhausting man it's so

exhausting and I'm just tired of it I'm

tired of doing the same thing why don't

you work on it I've worked on it for for

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years

I at what point do you just give

up like I'm I'm

33 what what am I doing

never so then I just spend my entire

life getting mad and being upset and

frustrated why would I do that

that it doesn't even make sense I know

it's like kind of like a weird

um ask what's the trigger the trigger is

losing control and sensory overload and

not knowing what's going

on like that that's what it is it's like

the losing control and like not being

able to like know what's

happening and so like cuz I I have the

same thing happen like in situation

similar to that in real life do you

handle it better now than as a child no

I I I handle it basically about the same

or the worse I so to see it from your

point but I trust you yeah I mean I I

don't really like I don't need people to

really see my point of view I think that

like at the end of the day most people

like this isn't really going to change

anybody's mind if people think that I'm

a piece of [ __ ] they're still going to

think that it's not like this is going

to like oh wait a minute no it's

actually bothering them I'm not going to

think this anymore they're going to

still think the exact same thing but uh

I just wanted to let everybody that like

you know like people that are actually

watching and trying to like you know be

positive I'll give it another shot today

cuz I usually try to give it like two

tries before I give out give up cuz I I

know myself right and maybe try and

adapt a little bit do do a few different

things but then otherwise uh I'm pretty

much just done right and I I I think

that this is like more of a collective

thing is that I'm done playing games

that are like really hard on stream like

I I don't want to do that

anymore uh it's only brought

me unhappiness like I've I've never been

happy doing that ever

and I I I don't want to do it

anymore so like any game that's like

very challenging or like hard to the

point to where like I get to this way I

just don't want to play it

anymore I just don't like I don't have

the mental and emotional energy to do it

anymore sorry that's it anyway can go

back and forth about it but yeah you say

this regularly routinely though yeah I

know uh that's why I need to actually

stop doing it because it's it's clearly

very unhealthy right it's extremely very

unhealthy I'm doing it in front of a big

audience I can't control my I'm acting

irrationally yeah I I should just stop

doing it like what's wrong with me like

I I I'll say one more thing I don't know

how other people do it I don't know how

somebody like uh you know sand or Emmy

or like I I don't know like chance maybe

like how they can play a game and not

have a [ __ ] meltdown whenever they're

losing because like I'll beat it faster

than some of them will and I'll still be

more mad I don't know I don't know how I

don't I can't imagine

that like I I I I I just I it's insane

how mad that I get like if I told people

how like what I feel and what I think

whenever I get really upset it would

change people's perspective perspective

of me I I get really really [ __ ] mad

and I can't control it