My Experience With The Jezebel Spirit
Summary
TLDRIn this personal narrative, the speaker recounts a recent encounter with a girl from his past on Instagram, which has stirred up his emotions and spiritual struggles. He discusses the temptations of lust, his commitment to celibacy, and the spiritual discernment needed to navigate relationships. The video also touches on the idea of attracting different types of people through self-improvement and faith, and the importance of recognizing genuine Christian values beyond superficial claims.
Takeaways
- 😇 The speaker started re-engaging with a girl from his past on Instagram, which led to conversations about faith and God.
- 🔍 The girl's Instagram activity, featuring suggestive images of women with religious themes, disturbed the speaker and reminded him of his decision to be celibate.
- 👻 The speaker believes he sensed a demonic presence when he was 17 during an intimate encounter with an atheist girl, which was a turning point for his spiritual journey.
- 🙏 He is currently struggling with lustful temptations and is fasting, seeking prayers for strength.
- 💭 He shares his experiences to highlight the importance of spiritual discernment and recognizing the intentions behind people's actions.
- 👥 The speaker observes that his focus on self-improvement and Christianity attracts two different types of women: those who are God-fearing and those who might be spiritually harmful.
- 📚 He discusses the idea that knowledge of God or claiming to be Christian does not necessarily equate to a genuine spiritual connection with Christ.
- 🤔 The speaker invites viewers to share advice in the comments, acknowledging that he is not an expert and is seeking guidance.
- 📖 He mentions a free community for young Christians and resources for overcoming pornography, offering support for those who need it.
- 🎥 The video is part of the speaker's commitment to uploading daily content focused on Christ-centered self-improvement.
- 🕊 The speaker concludes with a message of peace and an invitation to join him on his spiritual journey.
Q & A
How did the narrator's story with the girl begin?
-The story began when the narrator was scrolling on Instagram and received a follow notification from a girl he grew up with. He followed her back, and they started interacting through Instagram stories.
What was the initial nature of their interactions on Instagram?
-Initially, their interactions were casual, with them sliding into each other's stories and having little combos back and forth without any serious intentions.
What topic did they discuss that the narrator found interesting?
-They had an interesting conversation about God, with the girl asking the narrator for book recommendations to grow her relationship with God.
What has been the narrator's struggle recently?
-The narrator has been struggling with increased temptations to fall into lust, especially in the mornings and before falling asleep at night.
What event from the narrator's past did he recall experiencing?
-He recalled an event when he was 17, during which a girl he was intimate with suddenly stopped and revealed she was an atheist, causing him to feel a spiritual disturbance.
What was the narrator's reaction to seeing the girl's Instagram story with the suggestive image?
-The narrator was appalled and felt a similar spiritual disturbance as he did in his past experience, which reminded him of the reason he chose to be celibate.
What is the narrator currently doing to combat his temptations?
-The narrator is currently fasting and has asked for prayers from his audience to help him in his struggle against temptations.
What does the narrator believe about the types of women he attracts now?
-He believes that as he focuses on self-improvement and being Christ-centered, he attracts two different types of women: God-fearing women and those who seem to want to take something from him.
What is the narrator's understanding of the Jezebel spirit?
-The narrator understands the Jezebel spirit as being associated with women who are controlling and seek to get something from men, often after manipulating them into lustful situations.
What advice does the narrator seek from his audience?
-The narrator is open to receiving advice from his audience, which he asks to be left in the comments section of the video.
What resources does the narrator offer to his audience?
-The narrator offers a free community for young Christians, including a guide on how to conquer pornography, and encourages his audience to subscribe for daily uploads.
Outlines
😨 Temptations and Spiritual Warfare
The speaker recounts a recent experience with a girl from his past who followed him on Instagram, leading to a series of interactions that escalated into flirtation. They discussed God and spiritual growth, which the speaker found encouraging. However, he's been struggling with lustful temptations, especially after seeing a provocative image on her Instagram story, which reminded him of his decision to become celibate. The story takes a turn when he describes a chilling encounter from his youth where a girl's eyes turned black during an intimate moment, leading him to believe in spiritual influences. He connects this past experience with his current feelings of unease and asks for prayers as he continues his journey of self-improvement and spiritual growth.
👀 Discerning Spiritual Truths and Motives
In the second paragraph, the speaker emphasizes the importance of spiritual discernment, using his ongoing situation as an example. Despite having conversations about faith and God with the girl, he is cautious about her true intentions, suggesting that just because someone claims to know God or be Christian doesn't necessarily mean they are spiritually aligned with Christ. He draws a parallel to Jesus being tempted by the devil, who also quoted scripture. The speaker invites advice from his audience and promotes his community for young Christians, offering resources to combat pornography and encouraging daily uploads of content focused on Christ-centered self-improvement.
Mindmap
Keywords
💡Temptations
💡Celibacy
💡Lust
💡Spiritual Discernment
💡Jezebel Spirit
💡Self-Improvement
💡Fasting
💡Prayer
💡Christianity
💡Bible
Highlights
The narrator begins with an unusual claim of a demon presence in a girl he likes, setting a unique and intriguing tone for the video.
A girl he grew up with follows him on Instagram, sparking a reconnection and a series of interactions.
The interactions evolve into flirting and discussions about faith and personal growth in relation to God.
The narrator experiences intense temptations and struggles with lust, which he openly shares with his audience.
A provocative Instagram story from the girl triggers the narrator's memories and spiritual concerns.
He recounts a past experience with a girl that led him to choose celibacy due to a spiritual encounter.
The narrator describes a chilling moment of seeing the girl's eyes turn black, which deeply affected him.
He connects his current feelings with the girl to his past spiritual experience, suggesting a similar demonic influence.
The narrator is currently fasting and asks his audience for prayers to help him resist temptation.
He discusses the idea that leading a Christ-focused and self-improvement lifestyle attracts certain types of people.
The narrator warns about the spiritual dangers of lust and its historical impact on figures like David and Solomon.
He reflects on the concept of the Jezebel spirit and its association with controlling and manipulative behavior.
The narrator emphasizes the importance of spiritual discernment in recognizing true intentions and beliefs.
He shares his personal journey and the lessons he's learned about spiritual warfare and resisting evil influences.
The narrator invites his audience to join a community for young Christians and access resources for spiritual growth.
He concludes by encouraging viewers to subscribe for daily content focused on Christ-focused self-improvement.
Transcripts
hey I think the chick that I like has a
demon in her and I'm not even joking
what a crazy way to start a video the
story actually starts a couple weeks ago
I was scrolling on Instagram and I got a
notification that this girl followed me
and the name looked familiar so I went
and I clicked on the account and I
looked at it and it was actually a girl
that I grew up with we haven't talked in
a couple years so I was like hey that's
dope and I followed her back and it
wasn't anything like serious or anything
it was just like the type of thing where
you slide up on their story they slide
up on yours and you guys just have like
little combos back and forth that's how
it's been for the last few weeks and
maybe about a week ago they started to
be a little bit more flirting and we had
interesting conversation about God and
she was asking me all these questions
and books about like different things
that she could read to help grow her
relationship with God and I thought that
was great and if anything that's a green
flag to me right now I have to be honest
with you leading up until this morning
The Temptations to fall into lust have
been a lot worse in fact I feel like my
flesh has had more of a grip on me
lately than arguably like ever before
like it's been bad normally if I do get
Temptations It's in those few minutes
before I fall asleep but over the last
few days it's been like I get it
throughout the day when I first wake up
in the the morning and this morning was
no different in fact it was even worse
now mind you just a few days ago she had
texted me was like hey when you going to
come see me and all this type of stuff
and I just kind of laughed it off like
haha whatever cuz it's going good so I
didn't read anything into it you know it
was going good until I looked at her
Instagram story and that's what kind of
appalled me actually not kind of really
appalled me I don't know if you'll know
what I'm talking about but on Instagram
there's a few different accounts that
basically use these like like the type
of way you would see a woman from the
1950s dress and such right there's these
different accounts post these different
types of like memorabilia or something
like that they're almost like posters
and all of them have these types of like
1950s women on them and they're all like
sexually suggestive when I opened up
Instagram and I clicked on her story
because I'd been added to her close
friend story she had one of those images
on there and it was this woman sitting
on top of a Bible in lingerie which is
already wild right and the caption was
yeah invite him over for a Bible study
and when you kept swiping through the
Instagram thread you know what I'm
talking about where it's like a set of
Po and you can slide through them it was
just different ones of women in lingerie
laying on Bibles and my it immediately
reminded me of the reason that I went
celibate like the actual thing that made
me go celibate I don't know if I've ever
told this story on social media before
when I was like 16 17 I was very
lukewarm right like I would claim to be
Christian yeah Christ is King but there
was no fruits of my life to demonstrate
the fact that I actually believe that
right and so around the time I was 17 my
parents had gone away for the weekend I
was the only one at the house so I
invited this girl over and we're
upstairs you know we're getting into it
like we're about to do it and she's like
if you can imagine she's like on top of
me and we're kissing and stuff and all
of a sudden she like pulls away and goes
so you're Christian which mind you just
put it in that frame of mind like if you
imagine you're in that situation for
someone to stop and say that like really
just throws the whole situation off and
I was like um yeah and she goes oh well
I'm atheist I don't believe in God and
in my mind I'm think that is such a
weird thing to say and at that moment
like when she's speaking like I'm
looking down at like her like her waist
like her stomach and I remember looking
up at her eyes and if you can imagine
like the whole bedroom is pretty much
just dark there's just some red LED
lights on over on this side of the room
but like you can still kind of see each
other's faces you know what I'm talking
about and when I looked up this is the
part that's like oh dude to this day it
freaks me out like people don't even
believe it when I say it when I looked
up her eyes were like black and I can
still it is it's 85° outside and I'm
still getting the same feeling that I
got then like every hair on my body
stood up like looking back at that was
my spirit like something is off you know
what you know that feeling I'm talking
about like when you walk into a room or
you're in some type of environment and
you get that spiritual feeling of like
something isn't right here that is
exactly how I felt then and then fast
forward to today with the chick that I'm
talking about now it's the same feeling
and it's just so interesting to me that
the last few days building up to this
like the lust of Temptations have gotten
even worse I'm actually currently
fasting right now and if you wouldn't
mind praying for me too I would greatly
appreciate it if you don't mind praying
in faith for me like it would mean a lot
part of the reason I wanted to bring
this up beyond the fact that it's just
interesting to talk about I don't know
where I heard this from but it is
insanely true I think it's the reason
the Bible brings it up so much lust
kills Kings look at David look at
Solomon I know Samson wasn't a king but
look at Samson and obviously by no means
am I perfect on Sean retention by no
means right but something the longer I
do this I'm just really starting to
notice is that when the longer you're on
it the longer you're on SE retention the
longer you're on Christ focused
self-improvement you're going to attract
almost like two different types of women
the type of women that you actually want
to be around right the God-fearing women
the proverbs 31 women whatever you want
to call them the beautiful feminine wife
like the type of women you want to be
around and then you almost attract like
the polar opposite of that the type of
women that almost can see on a spiritual
level that there's something you have
and they want to take it from you and
I'm no expert on the Jezebel spirit but
isn't like a big piece of the Jezebel
spirit like the idea that a woman is
super controlling right and they look to
get something from you I've even heard
people say that like when they messed
around with women like this and then
they fell into the lust with them after
it's done the woman wants like nothing
to do with them like Clean Hands that's
it I more or less just wanted to share
this this video isn't really advice
because not all my videos are intended
that way like I'm literally just telling
you what I'm currently going through and
I want to share it maybe the thing you
can take away from this video maybe it's
the reason I'm making this video is
because you need to have the spiritual
eyes you need to be able to discern what
Spirits are behind people and their
motives I mean look at this one like you
would think because we talked a little
bit about God and the Bible and even
recommended Christian books and all this
stuff you think that would mean moving
in the right direction but there's
discernment levels to it it's like even
when Jesus was being tempted by the
enemy when he went to fast if you go
look at it I can't remember what
scripture it is I want to say it's
Matthew 8 the devil recites scripture to
Jesus he just twists it a little bit or
lies about it just because she says she
knows God does not make her spiritual
just because she says she's Christian
does not mean she's actually Christian
and walking with Christ just because she
says that she wants to grow with God I
guess that means that does not mean she
actually wants to grow with God that's
all I really got if you have any advice
for me you can leave it down in the
comments I'll try and read through all
of them Christ focus self-improvement is
what I teach Down Below in the
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more I'll see you tomorrow peace
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