we broke up
Summary
TLDRIn this heartfelt video, the speaker candidly discusses her breakup with Mickey, emphasizing it was not due to cheating or a fight but a gradual realization they needed time apart. She shares her emotional journey of moving to LA, the challenges of learning to be alone and adult, and her excitement for new beginnings. The video also touches on her struggle with loneliness and low confidence, her healing process, and the support from family and friends. She expresses her eagerness to move forward and start a new chapter in her life.
Takeaways
- 💔 The speaker has recently broken up with Mickey, which has been a very difficult experience.
- 📹 They felt the need to share this update directly with their audience due to the amount of questions they've been receiving.
- 🏡 The breakup involved the speaker moving out of their shared apartment and relocating to LA, while Mickey moved on elsewhere.
- 🌟 Despite the breakup, the speaker is excited about new opportunities and the chance to start fresh.
- 🕰️ The separation has been recent, happening since November, and the speaker is still adjusting to life alone.
- 😓 The speaker admits to feeling overwhelmed and scared about being on their own after being with Mickey since they were 15.
- 🏙️ The desire to move to LA was a long-held dream for the speaker, which contributed to the decision to end the relationship.
- 😢 The speaker felt lonely and unhappy in their previous relationship, especially in the last year, which led to a decline in their mental health.
- 🏠 They have now secured a new apartment in LA, which they describe as a dream place, and are ready to start a new chapter.
- 👨👩👧👦 The support from family and friends has been crucial in helping the speaker through this tough time.
- 📈 The speaker is looking forward to focusing on their career, personal growth, and reconnecting with loved ones.
Q & A
Why did the speaker decide to make this video?
-The speaker decided to make this video to provide an explanation for her absence and to clear the air about her breakup with Mickey, as she had been receiving questions about their relationship status.
What was the reason for the breakup with Mickey?
-The breakup was not due to a major incident like cheating or a big fight, but rather a slow progression of not getting along. Both parties felt the need for time to be on their own and to grow as adults.
How long were they together before the breakup?
-They were together from the age of 15 to 21.
What significant life changes has the speaker undergone since the breakup?
-The speaker has moved to LA, found a new apartment, and is experiencing a new beginning in her life.
How did the breakup affect the speaker emotionally?
-The breakup was very hard for the speaker, causing her to feel lonely and overwhelmed. It also led to a period of low confidence and a 'dark' time in her life.
What are some of the exciting things happening in the speaker's life now?
-The speaker is experiencing a lot of positive and amazing things, including moving to a new city and having a new apartment, which she considers a dream come true.
Why did the speaker choose to move to LA?
-The speaker had always wanted to move to LA since she was 15, as it was a dream of hers.
How has the speaker's support system helped her through this period?
-The speaker's family and friends have been there for her every step of the way, helping her to get through the difficult times post-breakup.
What does the speaker mean when she says she's 'figuring it out'?
-The speaker is in the process of understanding her new life without Mickey, learning to be on her own, and finding her own path.
What does the speaker plan to do in her upcoming videos?
-The speaker plans to document this new era of her life, including doing a house tour of her new apartment.
How does the speaker feel about her relationship with Mickey now?
-The speaker feels that the breakup was for the better, as she was drained and unhappy in the relationship, and is now starting to feel like herself again.
Outlines
💔 Breakup and Moving On
The speaker begins by expressing the difficulty of discussing their breakup with Mickey. They emphasize that it was a gradual process without any major incidents like cheating or fights. They explain their decision to move to LA, a lifelong dream, while Mickey chose to stay in DC. The speaker acknowledges feeling lonely and overwhelmed after the breakup, having to learn to be an adult and independent after being with Mickey from the age of 15 to 21. They also mention their excitement for new opportunities and the support from family and friends during this challenging time.
🏡 New Beginnings in LA
In the second paragraph, the speaker talks about their journey after the breakup, including a period of uncertainty and exploration. They mention差点在科罗拉多州买房子的疯狂举动,但感谢合同没有通过。他们最终找到了一个理想的公寓,感到非常兴奋和积极。他们不想再沉浸在过去的关系中,而是开始感受到自己的存在,重新关注自己的事业和生活中重要的事情。他们感激家人和朋友的支持,并期待在洛杉矶开始新生活,同时计划记录下这段新生活的经历,与观众分享。
Mindmap
Keywords
💡Breakup
💡LA
💡Overwhelmed
💡Confidence
💡Adulting
💡New Beginning
💡Emotions
💡Healing
💡Independence
💡Support System
💡Dream
Highlights
Announcement of breakup with Mickey
Acknowledgment of the difficulty of the breakup
Explanation of the absence from posting for a year
Clarification that there's no new romantic interest
Detailing the timeline since the breakup in November
Mention of moving to LA and the emotional challenges
Emotional vulnerability about feeling lonely and overwhelmed
Sharing the experience of learning to be an adult
The absence of cheating or major fights as reasons for the breakup
Desire for both individuals to grow independently
Long-held dream of moving to LA and the realization of that dream
Feeling of loneliness in the previous relationship
Description of the emotional state and impact on content creation
Expression of readiness to move on and the start of healing
Excitement for new beginnings and upcoming opportunities
Reflection on the lack of control over the breakup
Gratitude for the support from family and friends
Anticipation for new relationships and personal growth
Description of the new apartment and the move to LA
Intention to document this new chapter of life
Final thoughts on the end of the previous chapter and looking forward
Transcripts
woo oh my
God I was doing fine until I was about
to
film um yes we all know why we're here
today we all read the title Mickey and
I we've broken we broken up we're no
longer together
um and this has been the hardest thing
that I've ever had to go through like
let me just be really really really real
for a second it's the hardest thing I've
ever had to go
through
um I feel like you guys have been asking
we we showed our relationship it was
amazing
um and you guys have been asking what's
going on I haven't posted in a year I
wanted to give you guys an explanation I
wanted to break the air clear the air I
don't want to be kidding asked every day
where's Mickey where's Mickey Mickey's
gone okay we are broken up we are doing
our own thing I moved to LA he's moved
on I am moving on in my own way I have a
lot of really really exciting things
happening for me right now um and
there's no new guy or anything it's
we've only been apart for like since
like November I had to move out of our
apartment um and it's been a rollwind
the last 2 months I had no clue what I
was going to do with my life what it was
I was alone or I was with Mickey from
15 to 21 and I had to learn how to be an
adult and be on my own um and that was
really really scary and really really
overwhelming and I'm still overwhelmed
um but I feel better I have an apartment
now I just spent my first night here um
and I'm ready to move on and I'm ready
for a new beginning for me I truly am
I'm in a new city with so many exciting
things I'm just ready so I wanted to put
out this video I wanted to get out the
explanation I know you guys have been
asking me what happened between Mickey
and I it wasn't like a major happening
like we didn't neither one of us like
cheated on each other it wasn't a big
fight it wasn't anything it was just
kind of a slow progression of not
getting along and we both I think need
time to be on our own and be adults and
do what we want with our lives for
example I've wanted to move to LA since
I was 15 I wanted to move here I've
wanted to live here it's been a dream of
mine and he wanted to stay in DC and I
was not happy in DC I was really lonely
um even in a relationship I was really
lonely especially the last year I had no
one to really talk to I felt like no one
would understand so it just put me in a
a [ __ ]
hole and I want to cry every time I
think about it but it put me in a
[ __ ] hole and that's why I wasn't
posting and that's why I wasn't on here
and my confidence was [ __ ]
shot you know and when your confidence
is shot the last thing you want to do is
look at yourself while you're recording
a video and then edit it and then upload
that video and then get input from other
people as to what they think about you
it was a really toxic cycle and and I
really feel like I'm healing that and
I'm ready to move on from that as
well so I've just been really going
through a lot I've been going through it
you guys um and I want to be real and
honest like life is not all [ __ ]
like like happiness and is it gets
[ __ ] dark like it [ __ ] gets dark
dude like it's not easy like it isn't
and this I've been very blessed to have
a really really amazing beautiful
life and I am not going to ever take
that for
granted and I know that I'm a special
[ __ ] person and I know that I'm
sickening and I know that I'm going to
get my confidence back and I know that
I'm going to [ __ ] kill it just you
see mark my
words but yeah it isn't it isn't n
always easy and it's been very
hard it's been very very hard but I'm
figuring it out the last 2 months I
literally had no [ __ ] idea what my
life was going to be I was I had to move
out of my
apartment I literally moved my stuff in
and my dogs with my mom I booked a
oneway flight to La I booked a flight to
Colorado I just wanted to feel what felt
right I put an offer on a house in
Colorado manically thank God that
contract fell through
um I was a little manic um but I ended
up finding like honestly like a dream
apartment like oh my God it could not be
better it's amazing um and I have a lot
of really exciting things happening for
me right now like so many positive
amazing things and I don't want to dwell
on the past anymore I don't want to
dwell on a relationship that was not
serving me or a breakup that I have no
control over you know let's just be real
I was the one that was broken up with
obviously if that wasn't obvious by the
video um you know but it's honestly and
this is what I've realized in the last 2
months of being a part is it's for the
[ __ ] better I was drained every day I
wasn't happy I'm starting to feel like
myself again I you know wasn't focusing
on my career I wasn't focusing on my
life and the things that were important
to me my family my friends and thank God
I have the most amazing family and
friends who have been there for me every
step of the way even though it had been
a minute since I've talked to some of
them they've really helped me get
through it and that's honest to be the
most beautiful part of a
breakup is just feeling the love from my
friends and family like to reconnect
with them when you're in a relationship
with them they're your world at least
for me they were your world you you know
hung out with them
24/7 I didn't really need to call my
friends or my family I still called them
but like not often and now it's like
I've just rebuilt a connection with like
my family members and my friends and I'm
so excited for the new relationships
that are going to come it's been a dream
of mine to move here forever and the
fact that it's finally happened like I'm
not even saying happening anymore it's
happened I wanted to wait to film this
video until it happens like I moved into
the apartment I'm on an air mattress in
my brand new room let me show you here's
the air mattress the Taylor Swift
blanket I got full custody of the girls
of course there's my little bathroom
everything it's so beautiful stay tuned
I'm going to do a house tour I'm going
to show you guys it all I really want to
document this era of my life I do
because I really wish there was and I'm
sure there is I just haven't seen
anything a doc like someone documenting
kind of what I'm going through you know
like not only I get out of up but I'm
learning what it's like to be on my own
you know like my family doesn't live in
LA I have my friends who are family but
you know like it's a brand new beginning
I don't have a boyfriend to hold my hand
through it and you know I want to
document I want to show you guys what
the what the tea is you
know
um
so I guess stay tuned I'm really really
excited I promise my next video I'm not
going to be [ __ ] crying like
literally when I say I was doing fine
until the record button I don't know it
just brought the emotions it's going to
be real once this is posted and I know
that and that's probably why I'm feeling
all these things
but you guys deserve an explanation I
mean you guys are like my [ __ ] family
you've been with me some of you not all
of you but most of you have been with me
since I was freaking like 13 14
like I have documented all of my life
and I can't imagine not documenting this
especially I documented my relationship
with Mickey there was a lot of love and
happiness and it brought you guys a lot
of love and happiness too and you guys
deserve an explanation and I'm going to
be really real I'm over the where's
Mickey comments over it I don't want to
hear it anymore he's
gone New Era new
chapter so
I don't know I guess that's all I have
to say for now
um but yeah to a new
beginning in La I'm so
excited bye
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