RatedEpicz Reveals The Reason Why He Was Faceless! | GTA RP
Summary
TLDRIn this video transcript, the speaker reveals his past as an anonymous online personality due to a traumatic incident involving racism and bullying. He recounts his journey from being a victim of a racist attack, losing confidence, to finding solace in Minecraft and eventually building a community. The narrative highlights his decision to remain faceless to protect his family and himself from further harm. However, after years of growth and support from his online community, he decides to face reveal, embracing his identity and overcoming his fears.
Takeaways
- 🎭 The streamer chose to be anonymous initially due to a traumatic incident involving racism during his childhood.
- 🏫 He experienced a racist attack at the age of 12, which led to a loss of confidence and a decision to hide his identity online.
- 💻 His interest in Minecraft and joining a server community led him to start creating content.
- 👥 He joined a group called 'The' (name omitted) where he was subjected to racist jokes and eventually received a hate letter at his home address.
- 🚫 After the hate letter incident, he deleted his online presence and vowed never to show his face on the internet again.
- 🎮 He later re-emerged online under the name 'Rated Epics', focusing on gaming content and avoiding personal details.
- 🌍 The streamer's anonymity was eventually broken when someone recognized him from his past, but he chose to continue streaming.
- 👨👩👧👦 He emphasized the importance of family and protecting his loved ones as a reason for his anonymity.
- 🌟 As he gained confidence and a supportive community, he became more open about his identity and background.
- 🌱 He shared his journey of overcoming past traumas and growing as a person, deciding to do a face reveal to symbolize a new chapter.
- 🍌 In a lighter moment, he humorously mentioned looking for bananas, showing his ability to maintain a fun and engaging atmosphere despite serious topics.
Q & A
Why did the streamer initially choose to be anonymous?
-The streamer chose to be anonymous due to a traumatic experience of a racist attack when he was 12 years old, which led to a fractured arm and a loss of confidence.
What happened during the snowball fight that led to the streamer's anonymity?
-During a snowball fight, an 18-year-old tackled the streamer, fractured his arm, and then jumped on him throwing snowballs at him, which was a racially motivated attack.
How did the streamer's confidence change after the incident?
-After the incident, the streamer lost a lot of confidence and became scared, which led him to be more timid and avoid drawing attention to himself.
What was the name of the Minecraft server the streamer used to play on?
-The Minecraft server the streamer used to play on was called MCPVP.
What was the name of the channel the streamer created?
-The streamer created a channel called 'steel toxic'.
Why did the streamer join a group called 'The' [name omitted]?
-The streamer joined the group because he was young and didn't give much thought to the potential consequences, wanting to be part of a community.
What was the turning point that made the streamer want to leave the group?
-The turning point was when the group sent him a racist letter with derogatory terms and mud, which made him feel uncomfortable and unsafe.
How did the streamer's approach to streaming change after leaving the group?
-After leaving the group, the streamer became more cautious, avoiding showing his face online and being very private about his identity.
What was the reason behind the streamer's decision to do a face reveal?
-The streamer decided to do a face reveal because he matured, gained confidence, and wanted to do new content. He also wanted to overcome his past trauma and be proud of where he comes from.
What is the streamer's advice for dealing with racism and adversity?
-The streamer advises to never let anyone take you down, be proud of your heritage, stay open-minded, learn about different cultures, and if you have a passion or dream, don't let someone tell you not to pursue it.
What does the streamer believe about his journey so far?
-The streamer believes that everything that happened to him, including the hardships, was part of a path that led him to where he is now and contributed to his growth and happiness.
Outlines
🤔 Reflecting on Anonymity and Racism
The speaker begins by discussing his anonymity and the reason behind it, hinting at a deeper story. He shares an incident from his childhood in South London when he was attacked in a racist snowball fight at age 12, which resulted in a fractured arm and a loss of confidence. This event, coupled with the emotional trauma it caused, made him more reserved and led him to become anonymous online, fearing further racial attacks. He reflects on how this incident changed his outgoing personality and his hesitation about becoming public again.
🎮 Early Experiences with Minecraft and Online Racism
The speaker recounts his early days playing Minecraft and creating content under the username 'Steel Toxic.' At around age 13, he joined a group where he initially had fun but soon faced racist jokes from other members. He describes a particularly disturbing experience where he was sent a letter with a racial slur and dirt, causing him to delete his online presence. This deeply affected him, and he vowed to remain anonymous to protect himself and his family from further harm.
😓 Struggles with Racism and Online Safety
The speaker shares how the trauma from these racist experiences impacted him deeply, especially as a young teenager. Even after trying to return online under a new persona for a while, he was still targeted by individuals from his past, leading him to shut down his streams and social media accounts once again. He explains how this fear of harassment followed him for years, leading him to remain anonymous and protect his identity, especially when faced with questions about his race and background.
Mindmap
Keywords
💡Faceless/Anonymous
💡Racist attack
💡Confidence
Highlights
The streamer discusses his reasons for initially being faceless on the internet.
He shares a traumatic incident from his childhood involving a racist attack that led to a broken arm.
The incident caused him to lose confidence and become more timid.
He started playing Minecraft as a way to cope and make friends.
He created a channel called 'steel toxic' to make Minecraft videos.
He joined a group where he experienced racist jokes and bullying.
He received a racist letter with dirt in it, which deeply affected him.
As a result, he decided to never show his face online to protect his family.
He later created 'rated epics' after a period of anonymity.
He was discovered by the community again, which led to more bullying.
Despite the bullying, he continued to play Minecraft and eventually joined No Pixel.
He credits the supportive community on No Pixel for helping him regain confidence.
He decided to do a face reveal after overcoming his fears and feeling more secure.
He emphasizes the importance of being proud of one's heritage and not letting others define you.
He shares his journey of personal growth and maturity.
He discusses the support from his friends and how they've motivated him.
He talks about his future plans, including doing new content and challenges.
He concludes with a message of resilience and the importance of surrounding oneself with good people.
Transcripts
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why I was Anonymous and why why didn't
why now I would do
it so as you guys
know I hate being emotional BR I don't
know bro there's nothing to be emotional
about could be
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them all right so when I was around
South South London oh my goodness you
found me bro just talk abouto all
right so the reason why I was Anonymous
for so long right is
because it's a it's a long story
basically listen I can't even speak bro
tell all the stories Bro [ __ ] it huh
tell everything bro so when I was uh you
know Primary School you from age like I
don't know 5 to 10 12 maybe all right I
went to secondary school I didn't get
into the school I wanted I got into one
lower which was fine right and then in
December it was snowing there was
snowball fights and now nowhere so I'm
12 an 18y old tackles me right bang
spear I'm dead my arm is uh fractured
here at 12 years old I'm on the floor
and then he jumps on me starts throwing
uh snowballs at me right
ice so and uh there's actually a a
picture of me 12 years old in the neck
brace um thing if I find it I'll show
you guys when I go home I'm in Dubai
right now and that was
uh that was because of a you know racist
attack so I was like you know I used to
be so confident I used to be like 12
years old I used to
be uh you know just like how I on stream
I used to be like that but then after
that incident when I went to the
hospital and that I came out you know I
was only there for a day it wasn't
anything too bad
but
uh miss you man y appreciate it bro um I
lost a lot of confidence and I was just
like scared you know 12 years old you
get [ __ ] hospit like in the hospital
racism whatever whatever so then
eventually the next 2 months or one
month I didn't go to school cuz I was
shook and then I got into uh my
secondary school I got transferred but
when I went there I was very quiet very
timid and I was just why I don't want
the same thing to happen cuzz one it's
embarrassing and two it's just like you
know so I went to secondary school and
uh uh I made a couple friends which was
good and they started playing Minecraft
now listen all right going to tell it
yeah I'm going to tell it [ __ ] it tell
I'm going to show them so he used to
play Minecraft and I actually used to
make videos because they convinced me
you used should do some videos and it
was like a Minecraft server called
MCPVP and it was a good it was a good uh
server this was like years ago like 10
12 years ago right so I
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uh so I went
um you
start [ __ ] sorry this is weird um so I
went so we started playing Minecraft I
created a channel called steel toxic if
it's actually still up one of the
channel still right so I uh I created a
channel called steel toxic and we can
show you in a bit and I used to do
little videos should we show them you
want to see chat hopefully this [ __ ]
doesn't break on us oh but it's going to
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show on the phone no no S turn it off
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try
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try hold on hold on nothing
trying fix the mostly you know yeah [ __ ]
[ __ ] still toxic 69 you found it bro bro
you found it yeah so so I created a
Channel show them on the phone put
the why am I in a gorilla suit talking
like this bro what kind of [ __ ]
streamer am
I all right go on so
um keep going so I created a channel and
uh I was in mcpt and then you know I I
wasn't big bro it was like 100 200 Subs
but at the time I'm like 12 13
I
uh I was doing all right I was so I
chilling right so then I joined a group
called The I'm not going to say the
group's name you probably see on the
channel but I joined that group right oh
my this way back and remember I'm I'm
young I'm
uh got tell I'm young I'm like 13 now 14
so I didn't give a [ __ ] I was just
giving them all my details I I would
send them my so basically what happened
was I was just open my full name was
um I I show them pictures of me and I
was just like chilling but the thing is
they would make like weird jokes you
know like it's
like f like they're trying to be racist
but in a funny way you know what I mean
so it was like
uh I think
they you know but I was long I thought
it was joking around and then it came to
a point where one of the members
um like we got not a sponsorship but
like a deal for little Minecraft toy of
your uh like character right so I gave
them my address cuz I thought I was
going to get it and I was young I really
like Minecraft so I gave them my address
and
then that was it and then the next day
or like a couple days later they said
we're going to do a stream get a camera
I got a little camera put my face cam on
and uh they're making jokes like oh look
at this Monkey kind of ironic but look
at this monkey and [ __ ]
and it gets you especially when you're a
kid right and you're just trying to put
it off but then eventually
um I was like [ __ ] this bro so then I I
told him like I want to leave I don't
want to do this anymore but then uh the
next not when I say next day I'm not
sure exactly of the dates but they sent
me a letter and I remember it came to my
house saying uh if you guys know what a
py is you know it's a racist it's a
racist term like you know towards Asians
towards Asians like the n word you know
like that similar so there was all dirt
in it like they put like the mud in it
and they said k y s p a py right
obviously so at that point I was like
[ __ ] bro like [ __ ] with this [ __ ] I
deleted everything the
Twitter the thing and uh then I was like
okay whatever and then I left I
Disappeared you know toxic was gone then
I promised myself that day that I would
never show my face on the internet ever
again right because I I want to protect
my my mom my dad my sister most
important things to me right and
the addressing
obviously eventually we moved but not CU
of that but so that address is gone now
but you know it was a bit like what the
[ __ ] so then I
uh so then if you notice after a while
so about a year or two like 16 17 I made
rated epics and the reason I made it is
cuz I was a mod for a guy named Castro
and playing FIFA and I wanted to make
account and I actually was watching Jay
at the time and it was actually Jay this
is J fcking the be that introduced me to
uh no pixel right and again I created a
r epics I was on no pixel and I wasn't
streaming or anything but I thought [ __ ]
it I'll do one stream right this was
completely dead and in my chat comes so
in Minecraft there's a term like when
you say easy someone's just [ __ ] at the
game right so there's a if you I can
actually show you guys this the first
ever ban in my Channel or like top 10
it's Neil the easy py right and I'm like
how the [ __ ] did they find me so then I
it was one stream and I blocked the user
he's
gone and
uh and then
uh and then I uh I was like [ __ ] it and
I didn't stream for a long long long
time and eventually they just
disappeared left me alone and then I
started playing no
pixel and then you know obviously I met
Uh Kevin and everyone everyone whatever
you know in no pixel and we create a
group and I was just listen I was just
scared you know that's why if you watch
my if you've been watching me at the
start like the first year in like 2 3
years I was very very like if anyone
asked me what race I was or anything I
would just either like brush it off or
just say nothing and be like nah we
don't have to talk about it right and I
was very like timid and I didn't want
the same thing to repeat and let me get
this clear there was no indication of
anything repeating right nothing nothing
when I it just tra when I joined CG but
in my head I'm like [ __ ] bro if I what
if it happens again right it didn't
happen and I appreciate them a lot and
obviously things happened it's whatever
but then about like one to two 3 years
in I think if you guys watch I was on
playing no pixel
India and I started getting more
confident I started being more like just
me and I think after a while you guys
realize okay like you know whatever like
this guy is an Indian from UK whatever
whatever
So
eventually like had good people around
me you know like Poney and uh you know
other people as well and I got a lot
more confident you know and obviously I
was going to do a face Ral before like
you know but [ __ ] happens
but that's pretty much why I was it's a
stupid thinking about now it's a stupid
reason but how did you get now huh what
did you want to R now I'll be honest BR
the reason I want to review now is
one I do en enjoy streaming and I uh I
want to do new content and this past
year bro I really like matured I matured
in certain ways I'm still going to like
slap a fish on this guy
but this past year bro I got a lot of
com cominging to Dubai you doing my
thing whatever whatever and uh really
got past all of that like trauma and
[ __ ] and it's like bro you have to be
proud of yourself man I know there's a
lot of people that goes goes through a
lot racism but you got to be proud of
yourself where you come from it's and
you should always be openminded and
learn about different cultures travel
the world and just like fight back don't
don't let people bother you and don't
like if you want to do something do it
don't let someone take something away
from you if you if that's your passion
your dream if someone tells you no don't
do it anymore like everything I went
through I'm here and I'm now I'm doing a
face reveal no like what idiot goes
through what I went through and then
after he's like [ __ ] let me reveal my
face you know like but that's just me
and I know the goals I want you know
I've got good people around me KY J fail
you know and they really pushed me
motivated me and not only I'm not only
doing this for myself I'm doing this for
this brother here from Algeria Jay I I
want to see you know Jay's family eat
good I want to see KY do well I you know
just want to have a good life and have
that freedom you know what I
mean t What banana you looking for Nick
you said your
bananas and uh yeah and that that was a
reason why uh
that was the reason why I was Anonymous
and yeah I mean what can you do mate you
have to just you can never let anyone
take you down so what we're going to do
I'll post on Instagram take the mask off
and then we have some fun do some
challenges cook a
bit and then we see where this new
Journey takes us you know and the end of
the day you have to take a risk in life
you know and even when it feels hopeless
I promise you God's Got A Plan he does
even feel hopeless where you have to
just push no matter what fix everything
you can you know and if you get good
people around you keep them close you
know you got to choose careful who's
around you you know's get one question
like you don't like now you're very
confident in it like now you like you
this guy this guy is a problem he became
overc confident problem you got to relax
my
friend humble yourself you know going
over the confidence sh he said be
confident what you want me to eat a
banana bro what the [ __ ] are you guys on
about you
in oh my god with gifted appreciate the
25 Legend appreciate
it but yeah I mean that's the reason I
was Anonymous you know
and yeah I feel like the thing is it was
crazy like I feel like that was P for me
you know what I mean like that was like
God's plan whatever like everything that
happened got me to this place right now
if I didn't get jumped whatever switch
schools start play Minecraft get bullied
off then uh make ra epics whatever
whatever like it's so it's really like a
beautiful like path I guess it was hard
struggle you know mentally
but I'm I'm good now I'm happy now you
know I'm genuinely happy
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