When in Doubt About Whether to Break Up, Ask Yourself This ONE Question
Summary
TLDRThe video script discusses the complexities of identifying the right partner, especially for individuals with childhood PTSD who may struggle with self-doubt and emotional dysregulation. The speaker, addressing 'Peggy', explores her toxic relationship with a man who was emotionally unavailable and still entangled with his ex. The analysis highlights the importance of recognizing red flags, the danger of settling, and the necessity of healing from past traumas to foster healthier relationships. The speaker encourages Peggy to understand her worth and to develop a clear vision of what she desires in a partner, advocating for self-care and emotional regulation as steps towards recovery and better relationship choices.
Takeaways
- π§ The script discusses the challenge of identifying the right partner and the importance of recognizing when someone is not a good fit for you.
- π It emphasizes the significance of feeling uplifted and becoming a better version of yourself within a healthy relationship.
- π The letter from 'Peggy' highlights the struggles of someone with a history of childhood trauma and PTSD in navigating relationships and self-sabotage.
- π« Peggy's experience with her ex-boyfriend, who was emotionally unavailable and dishonest, serves as a cautionary tale about red flags in relationships.
- π The transcript points out the importance of not projecting potential onto a partner but instead recognizing and accepting them for who they truly are.
- π Peggy's story illustrates the emotional toll of being in a relationship where one feels drained, resentful, and neglected.
- π€― It discusses the impact of childhood trauma on adult relationships, including emotional dysregulation and the tendency to settle for less than ideal partners.
- π‘ The speaker suggests that Peggy and others in similar situations should take responsibility for their choices and learn to identify what they truly want in a partner.
- π The importance of writing down one's relationship ideals and using them as a yardstick to measure the quality of current relationships is highlighted.
- π± The script encourages healing from past traumas and suggests that doing so can open up space in one's life for healthier, more fulfilling relationships.
- π It ends on a positive note, assuring Peggy and others that there is greatness within them and that they have the support of the community in their journey to recovery.
Q & A
What is the main topic of the video?
-The main topic of the video is about understanding if someone is the right person for you, especially in the context of dealing with childhood PTSD and its effects on relationships.
Why is it important to listen to your feelings in a relationship?
-It is important to listen to your feelings in a relationship because they can indicate whether you are truly happy and if the relationship is making you a better version of yourself, which are signs of a healthy relationship.
What is Peggy's background, and how does it affect her current situation?
-Peggy has complex post-traumatic stress disorder (CPTSD) from enduring physical and emotional abuse from her father, abandonment by her mother, and sexual abuse from a neighbor. This background affects her current situation by causing her to struggle with feelings of abandonment and self-sabotage in relationships.
What was the issue with Peggy's relationship with the cop?
-The issue with Peggy's relationship with the cop was that he was still emotionally attached to his ex-girlfriend, lied about the recency of their breakup, and was not emotionally available for a serious relationship.
Why did Peggy feel insecure in her relationship with the cop?
-Peggy felt insecure because her boyfriend was still in love with his ex, and she constantly compared herself to the ex. Additionally, his chaotic work hours and living situation created an imbalance in their relationship.
What are some red flags that Peggy noticed in her relationship?
-Some red flags Peggy noticed included her boyfriend still being in touch with his ex-girlfriend, friends warning her about his unresolved feelings for his ex, and his negative and resentful attitude towards life.
How did Peggy's boyfriend's behavior affect her?
-Peggy's boyfriend's behavior made her feel drained, resentful, and triggered. His negative energy and lack of emotional availability contributed to her feeling unhappy and insecure in the relationship.
What advice does the speaker give to Peggy about her future relationships?
-The speaker advises Peggy to be clear about what she wants in a relationship, to not settle for less, and to heal her trauma wounds. She should also learn to recognize and value her own needs and desires in a relationship.
What is the significance of the 'daily practice' mentioned by the speaker?
-The 'daily practice' is a technique that involves writing and meditation to help manage anxiety and anger. It is meant to help individuals like Peggy clear their minds and regain emotional balance, which is crucial for making healthier relationship choices.
What is the speaker's perspective on using antidepressants for managing CPTSD?
-The speaker suggests that while antidepressants might be used for depression, they may not be the best targeted treatment for CPTSD and trauma. She recommends exploring non-drug methods like the 'daily practice' to manage emotional dysregulation.
Outlines
π Identifying the Right Partner
The speaker begins by discussing the importance of recognizing the right person for a relationship. They emphasize that while there are ways to identify if someone is not the right fit, it is crucial to listen to one's feelings in a relationship. The speaker introduces Peggy, a woman with childhood PTSD, who seeks guidance on whether she is self-sabotaging or in the wrong relationship. Peggy describes her background of physical and emotional abuse, abandonment, and sexual abuse. She shares her struggle with leaving unfulfilling relationships and her current relationship with a man who is still emotionally attached to his ex. Peggy's story highlights her feelings of insecurity and the challenges she faces in her relationship, including her partner's dishonesty and emotional unavailability.
π The Struggles of an Unfulfilling Relationship
In this paragraph, Peggy continues to detail the difficulties in her relationship. She describes her partner's negative energy, his inability to celebrate others' successes, and his tendency to bring up unpleasant topics. Peggy also mentions her own reactions, such as feeling invisible and having to constantly seek validation and engagement from her partner. The relationship is characterized by a lack of romance, communication issues, and a disconnect when they are alone together. Peggy's partner is depicted as someone who is often absent, unresponsive, and dismissive of her feelings. The paragraph concludes with Peggy's reflection on her emotional outbursts and her struggle to understand her reactions to her partner's behavior.
π€ Analyzing the Relationship Dynamics
The speaker analyzes Peggy's situation, highlighting her childhood trauma and its impact on her current relationship. They discuss the potential for self-sabotage and the importance of recognizing when a relationship is not healthy. The speaker points out that Peggy's partner was not emotionally available and was still in love with his ex, which contributed to the relationship's instability. They also note that Peggy's decision to stay in the relationship despite clear red flags was a sign of her attachment wounds and her struggle with abandonment. The speaker encourages Peggy to understand her anger and to recognize the signs of a good relationship, such as feeling uplifted and becoming a better version of oneself.
π« Recognizing Signs of a Toxic Relationship
The speaker continues to dissect Peggy's relationship, focusing on the signs that indicated it was not a healthy partnership. They mention Peggy's loss of personal structure, the emotional drain she experienced, and the imbalance in the relationship due to her partner's living situation and work schedule. The speaker also addresses the negative impact of her partner's constant negativity and resentment. They emphasize that feeling drained and insecure are clear indicators of a toxic relationship and encourage Peggy to learn from this experience and set healthier boundaries in future relationships.
π Moving Forward with Self-Awareness
In this paragraph, the speaker offers advice to Peggy on how to move forward. They suggest that Peggy needs to understand her emotional reactions and learn to regulate them better. The speaker recommends Peggy to be clear about what she wants in a relationship and to not settle for less. They emphasize the importance of healing from childhood trauma and learning to recognize and respect one's own boundaries. The speaker also suggests that Peggy explore non-drug methods for managing her anxiety and emotional dysregulation, such as the daily practice technique they teach, which can help clear emotional clutter and promote mental clarity.
π Embracing Change and Growth
The speaker concludes by encouraging Peggy and others in similar situations to embrace change and focus on personal growth. They highlight the importance of understanding and healing from past traumas and learning to recognize the signs of a healthy relationship. The speaker also provides resources for further support and emphasizes the community's support for Peggy. They end on a positive note, reminding Peggy that there is greatness within her and that she is not alone in her journey towards healing and self-discovery.
Mindmap
Keywords
π‘CPTSD
π‘Relationship
π‘Self-sabotage
π‘Abandonment
π‘Therapy
π‘Emotional Dysregulation
π‘Codependence
π‘Depression
π‘Anxiety
π‘Antidepressants
π‘Daily Practice
Highlights
The importance of recognizing the right person for you and the impact of childhood PTSD on relationship choices.
Identifying signs that someone may not be the right person for you, especially when dealing with past trauma.
The role of self-reflection in understanding feelings of unhappiness within a relationship.
Peggy's story: A woman with CPTSD seeking guidance on her relationship struggles and fears of abandonment.
The challenge of leaving unfulfilling relationships and the fear of abandonment in individuals with CPTSD.
Peggy's experience with a partner who was emotionally unavailable and still attached to an ex.
Recognizing red flags in relationships, such as a partner's unresolved feelings for an ex.
The impact of a partner's negative energy and how it can drain you emotionally.
Understanding the signs of an unhealthy relationship dynamic, including resentment and inconsistency.
Peggy's struggle with her own reactions and emotional outbursts in response to her partner's behavior.
The difficulty of recognizing and leaving a toxic relationship, especially when trauma is involved.
Peggy's realization of the need to heal from her past trauma before entering a healthy relationship.
The advice given to Peggy on understanding her anger and the role of self-sabotage in her relationship choices.
The importance of emotional regulation and self-awareness in navigating relationships and healing from trauma.
The suggestion for Peggy to define her ideal relationship and partner to avoid settling for less.
The encouragement for Peggy to take responsibility for her part in the relationship and to focus on healing.
The recommendation for Peggy to explore non-drug methods for managing anxiety and emotional dysregulation.
The introduction of the 'Daily Practice' as a tool for emotional regulation and self-improvement.
The supportive message to Peggy and others in similar situations, emphasizing the community's backing and desire for their recovery.
Transcripts
one of the lost arts of the times we
live in is how to know if somebody is
the right person for you and that's a
series of videos that i'll be making
over the coming months but here's what i
want to say there are good ways to know
when somebody is not the right person
for you and it shows up one of the ways
in how you feel when you're in a
relationship with them now if you grew
up with childhood ptsd you may be in a
habit of second guessing yourself and so
when you feel slighted and not really
loved or cared for and the whole
relationship is a drag you may have a
tendency to think to yourself
it's probably just me i'm being too
picky i'm having i'm having a trauma
reaction but it's so important to listen
to that feeling do i feel happy in this
relationship
a quality that you're looking for is
does the relationship make you lift up a
little bit become a slightly better
version of yourself that is a sign that
it's a good relationship for you it's
not the only one but it's an important
one
so my letter today is from a woman i'll
call peggy
and she writes i'm learning recently i
have cptsd
as a child who endured physical and
emotional abuse from my dad abandoned by
my mom and
some sexual abuse from a neighbor i'm
reaching out to you for some guidance as
i'm feeling an overwhelming sense of
doom
and i'm wondering if i'm self-sabotaging
or if i'm with the wrong person
i know i struggle with leaving
unfulfilling relationships as
abandonment is my worst fear
but i'm currently in therapy for the
last four years while it has been
helpful i still am wondering if perhaps
i'm just being validated in therapy
versus addressing my part in this
problem
i'm 30 years old
before my last relationship i took two
years off from dating
because i was a serial monogamist i
needed to prove to myself i could be
alone
i moved into my own apartment which was
insanely scary but i did it
i most recently was dating a cop for 10
months we started dating in october and
upon meeting he shared he was recently
out of a relationship where his live-in
girlfriend had an affair he had a
history of relationships ending this way
all of his relationships in fact he
neglected to tell me it was as recent a
breakup as it was he told me two months
but it had been three weeks
and so we continued dating soon i found
out at christmas time he had been in
touch with her
for over a month and he had been
pleading with her and still processing
the end
i saw messages as she texted while we
were looking at his ipad
he was writing things like why did this
happen you were the love of my life i
miss you i love you
so on
reading this was extremely hard
especially considering he just met my
family the night before i honestly felt
no alarming signs prior to this i was so
excited to be dating someone who seemed
so into me he was all in it was moving
fast
i was ready to leave in this instance
because it was clear he still had things
to sort through but being a social
worker i constantly see the potential in
people i kept telling myself i could
support him and help him move forward
red flag number one
it gets better peggy says i met his
friends for the first time
in january three months into knowing him
and one of the spouses warned me that my
boyfriend and his ex were still
considering getting back
red flag number two but of course he
denied this he spoke poorly about his
friend's spouse and dismissed the
interaction anyway i clearly stayed
otherwise i wouldn't be writing this
i think the nature of our relationship
made me feel really insecure i compared
myself to his ex the entire time i felt
like i couldn't compete in so many
categories they were both cops they had
the same taste in music he'd say things
like we were the same person
when speaking about her i expressed to
him that i knew too much it was too hard
to see our relationship outside of that
one
he had very chaotic work hours i found
the schedule daunting it caused me
who and i'm very routine to almost lose
all of my structure
we lived about an hour apart and the
commute was tough on both sides not to
mention he had a dog so it was very
one-sided
he also lived at home with his parents
we are 30
and i have my own apartment all of these
things created a huge imbalance and lots
of resentment he would tell me often how
he hated this schedule that he wished he
could have a normal life i made the
mistake of trying to assist him with
this buying him planners trying to plan
things trying to be available whenever
he was
and as time went on his negative energy
was draining me we'd be out to dinner or
at a bar
and he'd bring up something that was
unpleasant he never could celebrate
others successes it was almost like he
just hated on everyone and everything it
also didn't feel great when someone you
care for is sitting across from you
saying i hate my life
and they're not considering the impact
it will have on you
maybe that's me being insecure
i'd want someone to feel good about
their life in relation to me or us
i'd address it and he said he struggled
with depression and anxiety that he had
a hard time being positive his sisters
would say he got his temperament from
his dad who was also quite glass half
empty he'd say the world was against him
everything happened to him he hated
others happiness he often would get
drunk and tell me he wished his dad
loved him i felt for him i felt his pain
anyhow it was all reminiscent of my dad
who was always talking about himself and
very negative an addict an abuser
the depressive tendencies were
exhausting nonetheless i stayed as time
went on i started to resent him i became
more combative and angry and triggered i
found myself cursing at him demanding
common decency he would say one thing
and do another and i would lash out he
would ask me to come over and then
completely zone out on tv he'd make
these big promises over texts i can't
wait to see you tonight will be so fun
and upon my arrival he'd say so what do
you want to do
all aloof
i tried to end things a few times i
guess a manipulative tactic to gain
control he'd tell me he was working on
himself he was inconsistently in therapy
maybe had seven sessions over ten months
our connection seemed so off i'd bring
up a funny story and he'd almost find it
threatening and get guarded and
sarcastic i found myself
working overtime trying to get a
response out of him being manipulative
in my own right
he would go mia for hours due to work
and barely keep in touch i'd start an
argument via text and instead of calling
he'd tell me he was busy but later
confess he hated conflict and didn't
want to deal with it he'd say that often
i'm too scared to tell you the truth
because you get so mad about the small
things
i'd get mad he'd make plans with me and
cancel last minute or promise he'd come
to my place and say he couldn't because
if the dog because of the dog so i'd
have to go to him although he lived with
his parents and i'd be bothered that
when we'd be together he'd be exhausted
but the second i had plans he'd go out
and get plastered because one or two
drinks wasn't an option for him he said
he drank to manage his anxiety the
romance was scarce not sexually but like
dates and affirmations i found myself
begging for date night or flowers or
whatnot he would say i force everything
sure it did feel forced at moments i'd
have to tell him babe you just cut me
off i was speaking or are you even
listening i felt so invisible he rarely
followed up things with questions he
just lacked engagement and would tell me
i'm just a quiet person
we'd have fun when others were around
but when it was just us there was this
disconnect so many occasions we'd go out
and it was as if it were two completely
separate people and we'd interact with
other people but not one another it was
so bizarre
we reached a point we couldn't even
communicate he would be so checked out
or be on guard it seemed i'd asked what
was going on and he said i always have
to make everything so emotional why
can't i just be light and fun i'd be
genuinely perplexed because his whole
aura was the opposite of light and fun
angry at traffic angry commuting to me
angry with his co-workers angry with
living at home angry with his past
always resentful
i know this all sounds extremely toxic
and that i know but i'm trying to
understand for example when someone
cancels plans or is unpresent and that
triggers me why i end up exploding and
yelling is that a symptom of the ptsd
why not walk away in a peaceful manner
instead i stayed and almost subjected
myself to more pain
maybe i dramatized everything maybe i
was a nag as he ended up saying when we
broke up he said i was overbearing i was
controlling and when i didn't get my way
i would lash out maybe it shouldn't be a
big deal he was quiet at times
or a big deal that he was busy so often
or a big deal he was grumpy at points or
cut me off
i ended up leaving this relationship
feeling so damaged so invisible
so lost and re-traumatized it's two
months out and my mind is cycling i
recently started taking antidepressants
to manage my anxiety from the loss i
struggle with a part of me that knows i
have emotional outbursts i berate
partners when things disappoint me or
they act in these in these ways but i
also know i have a high tolerance for bs
when we broke up he said he felt
smothered he felt i was needy that i
would make it a huge thing out of small
things and that's why he told white lies
he said i was overbearing i asked why
when i brought up ending it he'd rally
against it
he said he was too scared to be alone it
felt to me like a kick in the stomach i
feel like i came into this relationship
in a good space i don't know how to how
i got lost along the way
sincerely peggy
okay peggy i got you i'm gonna go
through your letter and just read some
of the highlights that i circled so that
you can hear from me what i heard you
tell me about the relationship
first of all i think it's so great
you're not in the relationship and yes i
can help you understand where that anger
is coming from
so let's see so you had this terrible
childhood there was abuse of all kinds
sexual abuse emotional abuse from dad
abandoned by mom okay
there's the soup you know you were in it
we know what that's like here and it
does kind of influence things later
so you're wondering if you're
self-sabotaging or if you were just with
the wrong person so
maybe there was some self-sabotage in
there but i
i think that the self-sabotage began
with you staying in the relationship as
long as you did
and then later had it been a good
relationship which it wasn't had it been
a good relationship getting all angry
like that could have been sabotaged but
i think there's another reason for your
anger so you're 30 years old
and you had taken two years off from
dating which is awesome so that you
could kind of work on yourself before
getting in another
another relationship you have your own
apartment
and um you had a relationship with a cop
and he
lied to you about how recently he had
broken up with somebody he said it was
uh two months but it was three weeks
even when it's two months that's kind of
soon you know it's not illegal
but for people with cptsd with
attachment wounds and who struggle with
abandonment i would say
somebody who's just two months out of a
relationship
is needs to be kept for coffee dates
nothing serious yet give people at least
six months i would say
so you found out that uh
he was still pleading with her you saw
the messages
between them where he was all i miss you
i love you and
and you had you just brought him to meet
your family so in your estimation you
were in the kind of relationship where
you introduced them to the parents he's
still texting this ex
so but he you were reading the situation
with him as he's all in it was moving
fast
and so i'm guessing that because he was
still like obviously in love with this
ex and saying they're the same person
and it was so great and they watched the
same
tv shows or whatever that
that he and they were both cops
that there was that but because she
broke up with him it sounds like he got
dumped well i guess they all dumped they
all cheated on him and they all
ruined the relationship with him
so it sounds like he's a traumatized
person who clings on
you weren't dumping him enough and so
there wasn't very much attraction there
but what you were is you were a pacifier
you were a comforting blanket for him
when he was dealing with a breakup it
doesn't sound to me like you were the
one for him you were occupying a space
in his life so that he could cope
and that he was very depressed indeed
very depressed and anxious and drinking
when he lied to you you were ready to
leave
um but you say as a social worker you
see the potential in people and you know
i'm kind of like smiling with you about
that i know what it is to see the
potential in people that's a good thing
when you're not counting on them to be
your partner
but when you're dating somebody you want
to be very very real about who they are
you do not want to be looking at their
potential you know you don't want to
like
have a visualize a project a vision
board for somebody that you're dating
you want to actually you know what you
see is what you get that you want to be
looking at that and and actually people
are putting on their best behavior when
they're dating in fact so that's
something to take into consideration
so the next month you've been you've
known him for three months
you're out with
his friends and one of the spouses says
you know he's still in love with her i'd
watch out so that's
i guess it's possible somebody could be
a terrible uh you know iago and just
trying to make you jealous but
i don't know
i think that when a woman comes along
and says you know he's still like really
entangled with his ex and trying to make
it happen
huge red flag
and you're you know when you're telling
me this i know you know this but i'm
just going to call it yes that would
have been the next time to leave another
opportunity to really just get get out
of get away from this guy so you stayed
and
you were feeling the nature of our
relationship made me feel really
insecure so this is where i hear your
trauma-driven thinking the nature of
your relationship was insecure
it was extremely shaky he was in love
with somebody else and you knew it
and he was dishonest with you and you
knew it so it wasn't just that you were
feeling insecure it was insecure you
were having an accurate assessment of
what this relationship was like
and you know because of all the
childhood trauma it's like we all know
how it goes and then you just think
well maybe i'll hold on tighter or you
don't even make a decision to hold on
tighter you just do you know
it's a coping mechanism that comes from
childhood but it's a it's a
maladaptation in adulthood
so
he had chaotic work hours he uh
caused you to lose all your structure
okay there's one of the signs not a good
person for you if you're losing your
structure and just feeling insecure and
sad all the time the signs it's like
somebody's spray painting on the wall of
your you know your
you're being you know not a good fit not
a good relationship you are getting
drained
and that's even the word you use a
little later so you lived an hour apart
he lived with his parents he had a dog
so everything's like a huge nuisance
this isn't at all like some guy coming
courting you like
i'm going to show you a really nice time
i want you to you know be happy i want
you to feel good with me he's just like
having you fill his time
that's what it is and and i'm going to
give you tough love if you're with
somebody like that there's kind of a
possibility that you're doing the same
thing that getting together with a truly
available man
for whatever reason feels a little too
hard or high stakes right now so you're
getting your kind of need for
companionship met by the guy who just
happens to be there because you i can
just hear all along you knew
this sucks this is not a good
relationship
so he would say he hates his schedule he
wished he could have a normal life and
then you bought him the planners and
trying to plan things and i love that
you're kind of like we're laughing
together about that yep the whole thing
trying to be available
a little bit of codependence there i
know you were trained by your parents i
know
so then as time went on his negative
energy was draining you there's the
drain all right definite like when you
feel drained by somebody especially as
time goes on it's just not a good
relationship
so it was almost like he just hated on
everyone
and he would say i hate my life and he
wouldn't think about how that affected
you and you took it as like a negative
comment on how he feels about your
relationship and i don't think that was
even like on his radar screen of how you
felt or whether
what he was saying was reflecting to you
how he felt about the relationship i
think you were having um a good like
layer of creative imagination right
where you are
seeing the potential
he's sitting there telling you i hate my
life you know he's your boyfriend and he
hates his life and you're just like ah
but the potential
the potential's there
so i know you know that um and he
struggled with depression and anxiety i
hear that and he had a hard time being
positive
and they got it from their dad and he
had a crappy dad and you know we find
each other right so anyhow it was all
reminiscent of your dad who was always
talking about himself and very negative
he was an addict and an abuser and the
depressive tendencies were exhausting
so nonetheless you stayed with this guy
this boyfriend
and you started to resent him and you
became more combative and angry and
triggered and you found yourself cursing
at him and demanding
common decency he would say one thing
and do another and you'd lash out he
would ask you to come over and then
completely zone out he'd make these big
promises over text can't wait to see you
tonight will be so fun and upon arrival
he goes so what do you want to do yeah
those i can't wait to see you it's just
i think it was a ploy to get a body onto
the sofa next to him there
you know people learn you know what they
have to say and do to get you to come
over
so you tried to end it a few times
you're worried it was manipulative and
maybe it was i think but
i think not leaving
it's like you know they call that an
ellen on making a threat you don't
intend to carry out it's not a good
thing
so yes it's manipulation but it's also
like i just feel like your instinct
instincts we're like peggy please can we
leave now can we leave this horrible
relationship i was happy
you know
when i was alone that's where you were
and the connection seemed off and he
sort of went to therapy kind of but not
really
he wasn't really serious about feeling
better
i i imagine he was
i'm just speculating but it just seems
like he was somebody kind of oriented
towards when he does find the right
woman everything will be great for him
he'll figure it out and he did have all
this time where he'd be in bars without
you
i don't know if he was cheating or not
but i didn't get any sense that he was
loyal to you or had some sort of
investment in you so one more reason
good riddance
so
you were working overtime to try to get
a response
and
yeah so he was avoidant
and
he he he would disappear
he'd say i'm i can't even tell you the
truth
because because you get so mad about
small things and you know that might be
true but also he wasn't telling you the
truth so i think you were mad peggy i
think you were mad at yourself
you know and that's what we do we
project it on the other person but who's
who got you into this relationship who
was holding you in this relationship you
were and you deserve better
and that's what we do we sort of just
like project it out on other people you
know
why you're making me do this but they're
not making us they're just being
themselves and we can
leave we're free to leave and we don't
and the thing about cptsd is there's
emotional dysregulation so when you feel
like this bad about something
it can come out like this big it can be
huge
there can be this huge eruption of anger
and it is how we destroy relationships
and if it destroyed your relationship
with him oh well
but of course you don't want to keep
doing that
and so for you peggy
i i see a future for you where you learn
to get very clear about what the
characteristics are in a man that that
would be good for you that you really
want that would be energizing and happy
and open up life for you in a wonderful
new way
that's what would be good for you
and you're a little out of touch with
that right now you've settled for much
less
and the thing is you know like with with
people with cptsd once you've settled
because of your attachment wound you're
just like your hooks are in there and
your abandonment wounds are so severe
you can't leave
and so that's what it feels like i'm so
mad at you you won't be the thing i need
you to be because i can't leave that's
kind of what the grievance is
but now it's time to get real and it's
easier because you're out
you can leave you did leave and when you
feel that way about somebody that it's
just such a drag to be with them
you're not doing anybody a favor by
staying and when you leave you're
actually making a beautiful space in
your life where somebody good can come
in especially if you can heal those
trauma wounds now one thing you said
here is you say i see that i um
you know failed to fix my childhood
trauma wounds and i just want to
reassure you like it's not like there's
all these people who are in
relationships and they fixed their
childhood wounds and that's all done
because if you think that's happening
you're probably wondering like how on
earth do people do it it's a process
it's a process where you get real you
stay connected you learn the science of
trauma what it does to you you start to
notice when it's happening when your
dysregulation is kicking in you
you write down on paper this is part of
the dating course that i teach you write
it down and then the coaching program
even more you
what is your ideal what do you really
want it's crazy how how often the people
who i coach and work with
can't name it or they make it really
tiny and kind of half-assed i don't want
very much it's like stop not wanting
very much want what you want like own it
own it it's okay if you don't get
everything that you wanted nobody does
but you need to know what you want and
stop settling for stuff that's like you
know 15 of what you wanted when you've
written it down you now have like a
yardstick and you can go well my
relationship's like this is it what i
wanted no
no it's not so you can write down things
like they live close to you they don't
live with their parents they have a lot
of space in their life they haven't been
with another woman in x amount of time
you can name the things that you really
need
for you to feel good in a relationship
and you'll be amazed that you can
actually have these things the people
who are truly emotionally available
they respect you for having boundaries
like that
they like that and so and and just as
you will like them for having boundaries
themselves with you and for not just
like mushing into a relationship really
fast and then being
confusing about it like it should take
time it should take time the letter
cracked me up when he just said you were
like you were what you were so emotional
and why can't you be light and fun
i totally know what that's like and like
you i am light and fun you know and um
and i i am miserable around somebody
who's you know constantly uh resentful
about the nature of my being which is
like trying to be connected and be
myself right so he said you were
overbearing and controlling and so you
know what i'm gonna grant him that
because if you were having trouble
seeing straight and you were kind of in
that
that delusion that we all get in of like
i feel so bad in this relationship why
won't you be the person i imagined you
to be when i met you
so that i can be happy so that by nature
that's that's codependence right but you
project like i would be happy if you
were the thing that i thought you were
and now i'm mad at you because you're
not that but what we did is we didn't
take our time to find out who they
actually are and what they really want
and what's really going on in their
lives so it's actually very empowering
to just sort of take responsibility back
and go yeah yeah i rushed in i projected
i wanted it to work i saw what i wanted
to say i put i pushed down hearing what
i didn't want to hear and i stayed and
that's why this is happening and i see
you doing that but i'm just saying
that's very good that helps you to take
your power back now you have your power
back
so you're struggling and somebody put
you on antidepressants for your anxiety
i'm not a therapist
that's not something i did
and i one book that i really value is
the book the body keeps the score by
bessel vander kulk and that and some
other books have taught me that
antidepressants are not super well
targeted for cptsd and for trauma
and they might be used for depression
and maybe you have that and yeah there's
drugs you can take for anxiety
but you know what there's there's
non-drug things you can do and maybe you
want to explore those at the same time
or instead of
so i'm not trying to interfere with a
doctor's advice for you here
but you can learn to re-regulate the
trauma that causes you to get all you
know emotional because when you're just
regulated emotionally and neurologically
which is a common thing that happens to
those of us who grew up like you did and
like i did
then it's really hard to see straight
like to see somebody's being an ass here
and it'll be so easy to go i'm feeling
that feeling again it's probably me i
have to do whatever it takes to make
this work i'll be nice i'll be nice i'll
put up with anything that's what happens
when you're dysregulated so over here i
teach this thing called the daily
practice it's free i'm always talking
about it but when people write me a
letter they say what can i do about this
bad feeling i'm like the daily practice
i'm just saying it again and again it's
free it's a link down below in the free
tools page
and you can go there it takes less than
an hour to learn and try it and you can
use this twice a day that's what i
recommend it's a specific writing
technique and a meditation technique
where you can take that anxiety
and the anger
and you can get it on paper
and create a nice fresh air
feeling inside your head feels good it
feels good and it comes back you know
life is like that life is full of things
that stress us and it comes back but we
get into the routine of clearing it out
and clearing it out and you're just
going to surprise yourself peggy there's
good stuff in you
underneath all this disappointment
and frustration and self-blame about
stuff there is good stuff in you there's
greatness in you and i
on behalf of everybody here on the
channel
we have got your back we're rooting for
you we we want you to recover from this
so come join us okay
now for anybody watching this who feels
like maybe they get stuck in
relationships with avoidant people i've
got this video lined up for you right
here and i will see you very soon
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